When I woke up I guess it was pretty early, surprising after last night events and staying up until who knows when. Deidara however was gone, his pajamas strewn on the floor, making me glare. I may have had low standards and all, but I can not stand a dirty room. I stood up, and began picking up the clothes, personally wondering what time it was. I didn't notice a clock in the room, and I didn't see one now, probably one of Deidara's quirks or something. I went into the bathroom to do my business, which I will not describe under any circumstance. Like I said, I have some standards. I walked back into our room, and undressed, although just as I'd pulled my pants on and my shirt was off, Deidara decided to make one of his untimely appearances. He merely stood gaping, with the door wide open.
"Close the door brat!" I snapped, and he slammed the door shut. I closed my eyes thinking of what an idiot he was, when I felt something freezing cold on my chest. My eyes shot open, only to see Deidara, his fingers tracing my body. "What are you..."
"You're so beautiful danna." he muttered, his eyes never leaving my body. "You're so thin and gorgeous." I think a blush came to my face at that. I'd never really been attracted to anyone since my parents died and Deidara was the first person to truly pay attention to me.
"You are too brat." I said warmly, well if he gained a couple pounds he would be. He dropped onto his bed, his face in his hands, I wondered if their licking was a sort of comfort to him, like a dog.
"No I'm not." he said, was he crying? "I'm so fat, and they're trying to make me fat here, they force me to eat so much."
"Deidara, trust me, you are the farthest thing from fat I've ever seen." I said calmly, throwing a shirt over my body, personally making a note to dress in the bathroom from now on.
"No I'm not, I'm a fat pig!" he said as if upset. "They make me wake up every morning earlier than everyone else just to get extra food into me! And then it's so hard to eat and they don't understand!" with that he ran into the bathroom, and I followed, knowing exactly what he was going to do, I didn't even think when I saw him kneeling by the toilet, but I was there in a second. My hand clamped over his mouth, the other tried to restrain his wrists.
"Swallow it!" I hissed, and I felt his tears running over my hand. "Swallow it now!" I hissed once more, and he gulped, after about two minutes of holding him like that I let him go, and he flopped to the ground, panting. I went to the sink to wash my hands, which I don't even want to know what I'd stopped from coming up.
"Why?" he asked, and I looked at him, pure anger was in his face. "Why did you stop me!"
"Deidara, you're already thin enough." I tried to explain, to which he only shook his head.
"No I'm not no I'm not!" he began repeating over and over again. Suddenly I had an idea, I went into my desk and pulled out a bunch of sketching paper and began taping it together. I wasn't paying attention to Deidara at all and finally I had it taped to the door, a marker in my hand. I looked at Deidara who was sitting on his bed.
"Come here brat." I commanded, and he walked over as if nervous. I then handed him the marker.
"Do you want me to draw how I look un?" he asked with a groan. "No thank you I do that enough in therapy."
"No brat, I want you to trace me." He looked at me confused as I pressed myself against the door. "Come on brat, it's not like we have all day is it?" he began tracing my body, I ignored the wet spots where the marker touched my skin, closing my eyes and standing as still as I possibly could.
"Done." he said quietly, dropping the marker. I stepped out, looking at my figure. I went to my desk and pulled out another color.
"Alright brat, against the door." I commanded.
"This is like one on one." Deidara groaned leaning against the door as I began to trace him in the light blue marker I held in my hand, noticing the same twitches I'd probably made when it touched my skin.
"Alright it's good." I said, confident in my work. He stepped back and merely stared.
"See brat." I said calmly, his body had easily fit into mine on the paper, his bright blue eye was staring at it. "You're thinner than I am."
"But that can't be Danna." he said unbelieving, looking at his blue outline in my dark red one. "I'm so fat, this... it's got to be a mistake un."
"Deidara I traced you remember, now why would I mess it up?" I asked, "I am an artist after all."
"Even if you don't know what art is exactly." scoffed Deidara, making me send him a glare in return, but I saw a soft smile on his face. "Thanks Danna." he said with a smile, when a light buzzer went off in the halls.
"What was that?" I asked, and Deidara began to get ready.
"Wake up bell." he said, then seemed to be counting his fingers.
"What are you doing?" I asked as he counted to one, then clamped his hands over his ears. I stared at him for a second, before it started.
"Jashin damn it! Why the hell does that fucking bell have to ring so early! This is total shit I was having a nice fucking dream and now this fucking... wait what the hell do you think you're doing? Get that thing away from me!" and then silence, well I'd heard my share of curse words for the day. Deidara took his hands off his ears.
"Could've warned me." I said.
"Sorry didn't think un."
"You don't do that often do you?" Deidara glared, I kept my usual smirk.
"Whatever un." he said, finally dressing, and leaving the room, me of course following him. Now let me get something straight, I am not stalking the kid, don't get any ideas fangirls! I merely have no idea where the hell I'm going. My stomach growled loudly, loud enough for Deidara to turn around and stare at me.
"Well thanks to someone's little stumble I never ate last night did I?" I asked, his pause giving me enough time to catch up with him. "So where are we going anyway?"
"Morning group." said Deidara calmly. "It's basically breakfast sitting around one of the counselors, then you have separate psych and you'll meet your psychiatrist, I wouldn't worry if I were you, they're all really nice here. Then we have dinner and we get the rest of the night off."
"Oh so it's high school all over again." I said sarcastically.
"Pretty much." said Deidara, and once again I was too distracted to even think about memorizing where the hell I was going, great I'd probably be following Deidara around like a lost puppy for a while. However I think I could get here easily, it was right in the center of the building, an equal distance from everyone's rooms. I guess so they wouldn't forget or something. Deidara pushed in the double doors, and all I got was a flash of bright light, before something charged into knocking me over, and once again my head collided with the floor. I'm positive, someday I'm going to die from excessive brain trauma.