Chapter 7

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Elenas pov

"damon….do you want umm…." Omg I did not want to start blushing right now! Besides it was my idea!

"what?" asked a curious Damon

"umm if you want you can take some of my blood" crap now I was in for some embarrassment. But to my surprise, nothing came. Instead Damon came close to me and stroked my cheek. I smiled slightly.

"Elena. I would never do that!" what! He would NEVER do that? But I wanted him too and here he is saying he will never do it! The next word slipped out of my mouth without my brain processing it

"why?"

"why? Elena I know how you feel about that kind of stuff so I would never make you do something that inside always was wrong." Why was he so sweet?

"Damon.. you are sooo nice but, I offered which meant that you know, I want you too" I said putting my head down a bit as I felt my face flush. He came closer and hugged me.

"Elena you are the nice one. Besides im not that hungry right now so maybe another time." Another time? One that won't come.

I sighed. "alright."

Damons pov

Elena was offering me her blood? What? What a surprise!

"Elena. I would never do that!" yea she was probably like phew whatever but no… her next words touched me…they were heartfelt.

"Damon.. you are sooo nice but, I offered which meant that you know, I want you too" did she just? Oh. So she really wanted well not wanted but trusted me enough. My heart smiled a little inside.

I told her another time because I wasn't hungry but that was a lie… I was starving but I didn't want to use Elena. If I had to drink from her I wanted it to be a time of pleasure. She said her simple alright and went upstairs. Man I needed a drink. I went over to the bar and got a couple shots to control my hunger but that didn't work. I kept chugging down drinks like my life would end if I didn't! I felt my vision go blurry and the effect of drinks coming upon me.

Elenas pov

I never noticed I had dozed off. I checked the time and it was 7pm. I slept for about an hour. I got out of Damon's bedroom and heard a little gasp downstairs. Gasp? And it sounded like a girl… what was going on?

"Damon.." I called but no answer came back. Was Katherine back? Oh my was Damon ok! I went downstairs and the moans got louder. Moans? Why were there moans? That's when I saw what was going on in the living room. Damon was drinking from a girl! My eyes went wide with shock and my mouth opened to say something but nothing but emotions ran through me. I was shocked yet hurt but at the same time angry and a hint of jealousy hit me! How could he! He was drinking from another girl where as in normal relationships that's like fucking another girl in front of your girlfriend!

"DAMON!" I half yelled. He looked up at me and I knew from his gaze that he was madly drunk. Still, he should have some sense when he's drunk! He pushed the girl off the sofa and came towards me.

"Elena sso yer aaawake" his speech was slurred and his breath smelled horrible! He came towards me and put his hand on either side of my waist and I pushed him back. How dare he! I shook my head in disappointment and ran upstairs into Damon's room and slammed the door hard! Why does this keep happening to me? Why is everyone im caring about hurting me in a way! I didn't want to talk to him so I went straight to bed hoping he wouldn't wake me up. 10 minutes into bed the door opened and the light went on. I quickly shut my eyes and pretended to be asleep.

"Elena.." damon's soft voice whispered. He didn't sound drunk anymore. Whatever. I gave no reply to him and he came over to me and stroked my hair and I couldn't take him anymore I didn't want him touching me so I opened my eyes and slapped his hand away!

"DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME!"I cried

"Elena im so so-"

"your sorry? Oh its ok damon you can be in a relationship and practically do another girl too!" I sarcastically snickered.

"Elena first of all I wasn't "do"ing her and second, I had no control over myself! The drinks came on too hard and I didn't know what was happening."

"I DON'T CARE! You should have control over yourself!" I was yelling so much I started to shake. Damon came closer and I put my finger up

"don't….come…..any…..closer" I yelled and just ran out of the room. I didn't know where I would sleep but anywhere far from him would be good! Ok I know that was harsh but what he did was nothing compared to that! I was tired of being cheated on and deceived! Don't blame me! I haven't cheated on anyone yet and I don't plan to either but everyone doing it to me is just enough! I went to the living room and laid down on a sofa. It was going to be a long night.