Like Ships in the Night

Chapter 4 Better Than I Know Myself

I get kind of dark,

I let it go too far,

I can be obnoxious sometimes,

But try and see my heart.

- Adam Lambert

Wanted to give a big shout out to everyone who favorited the story or reviewed, I really appreciate the support. REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW! Sorry this chapter has taken a while to post, I wasn't sure where I was taking SeBlaine, but it's a little longer because I felt so guilty leaving you guys with no SeBlaine love for sooo long. Enjoy! (Rated M—SeBlaine smut.)

Chapter Warning: sexual activity (finally!)

DISCLAIMER: I don't own Glee.

Blaine slowly opened his eyes that morning, and to his surprise, Sebastian Smythe was still lying there, holding him in his arms. Blaine just smiled as he nuzzled back into Sebastian's chest, listened to his heartbeat, and waited for him to wake up. Then he heard a long yawn come from Sebastian, as he blinked warily awake. "Morning beautiful," Sebastian breathed out, smiling down at Blaine.

"I'm kind of shocked your still here," Blaine said groggily.

"Oh, I'm full of surprises," Sebastian said giving his sexiest smirk. Before Blaine could blink, Sebastian had pinned him on his back as he held his hands down to the pillow. Blaine let out a low groan as Sebastian started to slowly grind into him.

"Sebastian," Blaine said breathlessly. "We can't do this." He didn't even believe his own words. Sebastian started to suck on Blaine's neck, nipping and biting and leaving marks. He wanted Blaine to remember that he was there; that the night they had spent together wasn't just a friendly cuddling session. Blaine placed his hand on Sebastian's chest and started to push him gently off, creating space between them. "I can't do this to Kurt. I love him Sebastian." Sebastian smiled as he slowly leaned in to whisper into Blaine's ear, and Blaine got dizzy as he felt Sebastian's hot breath on him.

"I would believe you Blaine," Sebastian whispered hotly. "If you weren't rock hard right now." Then Sebastian pulled away from his ear and placed a gentle kiss on Blaine's blushing cheek. Sebastian detached himself from Blaine and got up off the bed, "I better go grab my uniform."

He left Blaine lying there stunned. What have I gotten myself into? Blaine slowly hopped out of his Bed and went down to the kitchen to grab breakfast before he headed off to McKinley. Before long he heard Sebastian come down the stairs, and he saw the Warbler dressed in his now dry Dalton Academy uniform. Blaine handed Sebastian the keys to his Mercedes, "See you around" Blaine said.

"Oh I'm sure you will," Sebastian said smoothly as he made his way out the door.

After a lackluster day at Dalton, Sebastian drove to the Lima Bean for his daily Latte, when he saw exactly the man he wanted to talk to. "Well well well, if it isn't Rainbow Brite." Kurt Hummel looked up at him with disgust.

"You know," Kurt said in his bitchiest voice, "I really don't like you." He might as well have said If you even think about fucking my boyfriend I will claw your eyes out.

"Fun," Sebastian said sarcastically smiling. "I don't like you either."

"I don't like the way you talk to my boyfriend, I don't like your smirky little meerkat face or your CW hair, I'm onto you," Kurt was calm but Sebastian could tell it was taking all his energy not to show how intimidated he was. Sebastian thought it was cute that Kurt was trying to out-bitch him.

"Blaine's too good for you," Sebastian said bluntly. "The New Directions are a joke, and one of us has a hard luck case of the gay face and it aint me. Chances are by the end of the year Ill have Blaine, a Nationals trophy, and you'll have khakis, a lima bean apron and that gay face."

"You smell like Craig's List," Kurt said smiling. "Blaine can see right through your bullshit, sluts aren't his type."

"Really?" Sebastian said smirking, before he changed the subject. "So you and Blaine, everything's ok?"

"Never better," Kurt said. In all honesty though, he and Blaine had never been more distant from each other than they were in that past week. But he would not let Sebastian Smythe know there was a problem going on, he had to protect Blaine from Sebastian's heart crushing ways.

"Then tell me," Sebastian said. "Where was your boyfriend last night?"

"At his house," Kurt said, thanking god that Blaine was so predictable.

"And. . .was he alone?" Sebastian was still smiling as he saw worry start to creep into Kurt's eyes. "You really should keep an eye on that Warbler, Kurt. While you still can." Sebastian stood up and left the Lima Bean, leaving one Kurt Hummel annoyed and concerned.

Kurt drove straight from the Lima Bean to Blaine's house, he had to get to the bottom of what Sebastian was implying that afternoon. After ferociously knocking on Blaine's door, Kurt was let into Blaine's house by his startled boyfriend. "What's up Kurt?" Blaine asked seriously. He knew Kurt only got this amped up if something was really bothering him.

"Where were you last night?" Kurt asked sharply.

"Here," Blaine said, at least that isn't a lie.

"What were you doing?" Kurt's tone was accusing, and Blaine started to worry that somehow, Kurt had found out about his sleepover with the devil.

"Studying," Blaine was a terrible liar, but he knew that Kurt would never understand his friendship with Sebastian. Kurt sighed deeply.

"I'm sorry to go all fatal attraction on you, its just, I ran into Sebastian earlier and he. . . well I should know better than to trust a whore like him." Blaine could feel anger start to rise inside him after Kurt insulted Sebastian, why did Kurt hate him so much?

"Its ok, I understand," Kurt smiled and wrapped his arms around Blaine in a tight embrace. Even though Blaine could feel Kurt's love for him, and how much he needed him, the sparks weren't there anymore. In Kurt's arms he felt loved, secure, comfortable, and respected, but he didn't feel wanted. He didn't feel pure, uncontrollable passion.

"Do you mind if we hang out tomorrow, Kurt? I'm not feeling great," Blaine said. But he knew his nausea and emptiness came from his need to see Sebastian, to be in the Warblers presence.

"Sure, we can go to dinner at Breadsticks," Kurt said as he gave Blaine a brief kiss before fluttering back out the door. The second Blaine heard the ignition of Kurt's car, he sent a text to Sebastian. Are you home? We need to talk.

Sebastian was all too happy when he heard the doorbell of his house ring, and even happier when Blaine Anderson was standing in his doorway. "What, you can't spend 24 hours without me?" Sebastian asked smiling.

"Why did you have to tell Kurt about last night?" Blaine said as he charged past Sebastian into his house. "I told you he would never understand our friendship."

"Oh, and did you tell your little girlfriend the truth? Or did you lie straight to his ugly ass gay face just so you could continue to spend time with yours truly?" Sebastian knew Blaine all too well; he could read him like a book. Blaine pouted, knowing that Sebastian was exactly right, and that he really wasn't mad at him. "And enough with this "friends" bullshit, Blaine. We both know, especially after last night that you want me just as much as I want you. Stop lying to yourself and Kurt and just except it!" Sebastian breathed out his words in anger and sexual frustration. To Sebastian's complete surprise, Blaine Anderson smashed his lips into his, and forcefully shoved him against the wall. Two can play at that game Sebastian thought. He spun Blaine so that he was in control of the kiss; he licked at the opening of Blaine's lips, his tongue begging entrance to explore Blaine's hot, sweet mouth. Their tongues swirled together as Sebastian's hands grabbed the sides of Blaine's face, and his cock grinded into Blaine's. Blaine had never been so aroused in his life; with Kurt everything was gentle and slow, but Sebastian kissed him desperately, like he never wanted to breath again and could just kiss him forever. The two boys separated for air, "If had known that angry turned you on, I would have screamed at you sooner," Sebastian said breathlessly.

"Sebastian," Blaine moaned out his name like a prayer.

Sebastian was still gripping Blaine's face in his hand, as he moved to be an inch away from Blaine's mouth, "Tell me want you want Blaine, Ill give you anything." Blaine couldn't stand Sebastian's sexy words any longer. He knew exactly what he wanted; he wanted to go up to Sebastian's bedroom and let Sebastian fuck him until his ass was sore for weeks, then he wanted to linger there in Sebastian's strong, sweaty arms, look into the most perfect blue eyes, and glow in the aftermath of having sex with the most beautiful man he had ever seen. But he didn't want to lose Sebastian, Blaine knew that Sebastian wanted one thing, and once he had Blaine on his back, he would be gone before Blaine could say "fucker". But he couldn't deny himself a little pleasure.

"I want . . ., " Blaine muttered before tangling his fingers into Sebastian's hair and yanking his head back into a passionate kiss. Sebastian let Blaine take control as he spun the taller boy around and slammed him up against the wall. Blaine slowly started to kiss his way down Sebastian's neck as he simultaneously unbuttoned the Warblers white, pressed shirt. He let his tongue map out Sebastian's hard, tanned chest as he heard Sebastian let out an animalistic groan above him.

"God Blaine, I didn't know you were gonna be such a fucking tease," Sebastian said, grasping for words. His hand started to weave itself into Blaine's dark head of curls as Blaine slowly made his way to the top of Sebastian's pant. Blaine unbuckled Sebastian's belt, undid his pants, and pulled them off of Sebastian hardly as they fell to the ground. Blaine looked up at Sebastian when he heard him whimper above him. He licked the outside of Sebastian's, feeling his erection through the fabric and smelling the sex the oozed from him. Blaine slowly pulled Sebastian's huge hard-on out of his Calvin Klein boxer briefs and started to play with the Warblers balls, eliciting high pitch noises from his mouth.

"Suck me Blaine. . . cant wait to feel those gorgeous lips. . . mmm," Sebastian said through deep breathes. Blaine continued to tease him as he ran his hot tongue up the shaft of Sebastian's cock, lingering at the head where he tasted pre-cum.

"Say please," Blaine said coyly looking up at him. He loved having this kind of control over the dominant and sexy Sebastian Smythe.

"For Gods sakes," Sebastian was not the kind who begged for his cock to be sucked, normally guys were begging to suck it. But Blaine was different, he hadn't figured out why, but Blaine mattered. So he gave in to the stupid request. "Please," Sebastian relented, and he let out a sharp gasp when Blaine fit his whole dick into one mouthful. "Oh God Blaine. . . so fucking good." Blaine could feel Sebastian's knees shake as he slowly bobbed his head on Sebastian's perfectly delicious dick. Sebastian held tightly to Blaine's head of hair as he started to completely give in to the ecstasy Blaine's gorgeous mouth sucking his dick; he loved the roughness of his tongue and the freshness of Blaine's technique. Before long, Sebastian felt a fire grow in his lower stomach, "Blaine. . . I cant. . . your so hot. . . I'm gonna. . . " Sebastian had the strongest, sexiest, most powerful orgasm in his life, he was sweating now as Blaine swallowed every drop of his cum, licking him as if he desired more. Before Sebastian could say anything, he slid down to the wall, his knees too weak to stand and caught Blaine by the mouth in an exhausted kiss as he pulled him into his chest. The two laid there panting, wrapped in each other's arms, on the floor of what Blaine guessed to be Sebastian's kitchen. Blaine felt Sebastian rub his back gently and tenderly, he had thought that the guilt of cheating on his first love would have outweighed the pleasure of being with Sebastian, but he could not have been more wrong. In that moment, nothing else mattered to him than feeling the Warblers embrace and knowing that he had brought to mighty, sexy Sebastian Smythe to his knees. He smiled to himself and started to doze off, happy that he had gotten what he wanted.

Ok, so the next chapter (which I will be posting either tomorrow or the next day) is when our wonderful SeBlaine will run into conflict. OH NO! Don't worry, the boys will manage, but someone always ends up hurt. Review pretty please :) Even if you already have, I would love to hear your thoughts on the latest installment. Thanks for reading!