Like Ships in the Night
Chapter 6: Just So You know
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
-Jesse McCartney
DISCLAIMER: Guess what? I don't own Glee. WHAT!
SUMMARY: Will Blaine and Sebastian keep passing each other by or will Blaine let the ever-growing lust for Sebastian consume him? Can even the devious Sebastian Smythe change his wicked ways for one Blaine Anderson? SeBlaine fic. Rated M
Oh, hi! Well this chapter has been a pain in my ass, these two boys have minds of their own. Anyway, thanks to those who reviewed! I am hoping for some more before Chapter 7 makes an appearance . . . I can dream cant I? Great song as the inspiration for this one, you should all listen to it. slight spoiler this chapter contains another Seb/Kurt confrontation (but don't worry, I DO NOT ship KurtBastian, eww, but if that's your thing, you probs will not find any in this Fanfic). Again, Rated M for content, and pretty please with a cherry on top—REVIEWWWWWW! K, enjoy the next part of the fic!
Sorry about last night- hope you can forgive me
Kurt read the text from his boyfriend and sighed. More than anything, Kurt Hummel was in a complete state of confusion: Blaine had walked out on him for what seemed to be no apparent reason. And Blaine's words still echoed in his head, I couldn't do this anymore. Couldn't do what? Their relationship? Kurt loved Blaine, but he wasn't sure how to handle the situation, or fix whatever was broken, because he had no idea what was wrong! It had been at least three days since they had spoken face to face. When Kurt heard his phone vibrate again with what looked like another text from Blaine, he saw it was from an unknown number. Once Kurt read it, he had a pretty good idea of what the problem was in his relationship, or rather, who. The text read 2 words: Sebastian Smythe.
They had been the best three days in Sebastian's life. It wasn't that Blaine had been completely avoiding Kurt, but rather that he had spent almost ever second outside of school with him. Much to Sebastian's chagrin, they had kept their time together relatively PG: watching Sex and the City, dancing at Scandals, and coffee at the Lima Bean. Every time Sebastian went to touch Blaine, he had shied away, apologizing. Seb didn't mind simply hanging out with Blaine and getting to know him, but part of him was starting to get frustrated on multiple levels. That night they were laying on Sebastian's king sized bed, and after the latest Mad Men episode was over, Sebastian started to stroke Blaine's hair, and not shockingly, Blaine pulled away from him. "When are you going to tell me why you have been touching me less than your grandmother?" Sebastian asked calmly.
"What are you talking about?" Blaine asked naively.
"You know exactly what I'm talking about, every time I try to kiss you or touch you in the least bit sexually, you pull away," Sebastian said, with frustration in his voice. "What happened to the Blaine that couldn't live without me?"
"I . . . he . . . " Blaine knew he had to tell Seb the truth, or he would risk him walking out the door and possibly not coming back. "I'm scared."
Sebastian laughed beautifully, "Scared of what? Me?"
Blaine was still serious, "Yes, Sebastian, you. I'm scared that the second I get too close to you, or God forbid, fuck you, that you're going to walk right out that door, onto your next conquest." Sebastian started to frown.
"Blaine, how many times do I have to tell you that you aren't a conquest? I want you. Not just your body. Although, I don't mind getting it as a consolation prize." Sebastian smiled again and Blaine breathed deeply.
"I'm sorry," Blaine said sighing as he nuzzled his face into Sebastian's shoulder. "There is the you that is sitting next to me right now and the you who is the captain of the lacrosse team and the Warblers and flirts with anything that moves. I hope this is the real you and not some imaginary Sebastian that is all completely in my head." Sebastian grabbed Blaine's hand gently and pulled it over to rest on his chest.
"Feel that? That's my heart beating Blaine, I'm not some figment of your homoerotic imagination," Sebastian smiled blissfully. "But if we don't make out again soon I think Ill die a miserable death." Blaine chuckled a little before he lifted his head from Sebastian's shoulder to look into his glistening blue eyes.
"So I'm that irresistible?" Sebastian's light smile turned into a hunters' intense stare and a wicked smirk spread across his face after hearing Blaine's words. Sebastian grabbed Blaine's face tightly, almost painfully, and crashed his lips into Blaine's, hoping to leave bruising so Blaine would know just how irresistible he was. Their tongues fought each other, almost becoming one hot, wet mess when Sebastian pulled away leaving Blaine panting, gasping for air.
"This is definitely going to start being a part of my daily routine," Sebastian said breathlessly. "Wake up, Latte, School, Make out with Blaine. . ." Blaine growled, still angry that Sebastian had broken their heat and shoved him on his back so that he was on top of him on the bed. Blaine quickly shut Sebastian up by capturing his mouth with his own and holding his shoulders down firmly with his hands. Sebastian responded swimmingly and reached his hand between them to feel the growing bulge between Blaine's legs. This time it was Blaine breaking the kiss to catch his breath, as he gripped Sebastian's face with his hands.
"Sebastian," Blaine moaned as Sebastian's hand was still roaming around Blaine's pants.
Ding Dong.
The two boys were a bit startled, and definitely frustrated about being interrupted. Sebastian sighed underneath Blaine as he slowly rolled out from under him. "Who the fuck is here at 10 at night?" Sebastian stood up and left his bedroom, leaving an sighing Blaine Anderson on the bed as he walked down the staircase to open the door.
"Well, well, well if it isn't a lone Powder-puff Girl. Where are your two little crime fighting gal pals?" Sebastian was met with the face of a hysteric Kurt Hummel.
"WHERE IS HE?" Kurt asked trying to get in the house, Sebastian's body was blocking his path, and Kurt was no physical match for Seb.
"Whom are you referring to?" Sebastian asked, all too innocently.
"You damn well KNOW WHO!" Kurt was literally fuming at that point. "BLAINE! If you're in there, I want to hear it from you that you're cheating on me with this dirty whore!"
"He's not here," Sebastian said, laughing lightly at Kurt's apparent rage, secretly knowing he had won, "Its not my fault that you cant keep track of your boyfriend."
"You listen to me, you slut," Kurt said with his hands clenched in fists. "Blaine and I belong together, and if anything is going on between you, its just because Blaine is going through a phase. I will always be there for him, and unlike you, I actually LOVE him, I'm not just using him for a good fuck!"
"Ta ta now," Sebastian said smirking as he closed the door on the guy who's boyfriend he was cheating with. As soon as he was sure that Kurt was gone, he went to find Blaine in the kitchen. "Did you hear all of that?"
"I'm pretty sure everyone in Ohio heard that," Blaine said, looking forlorn. "At least he didn't dump my ass on the spot." Sebastian looked puzzled.
"Why wouldn't you want him to dump you? Then you'd be done with his sorry gay ass for ever," Sebastian saw worry start to spread across Blaine's face.
"Because. . . I love him, Sebastian," Sebastian felt like someone took a 100 lbs weight and smashed it into his stomach. "I don't know if I'm ready to let go of him yet."
The hurt inside Sebastian shifted and transformed into anger, "So what have we been doing here, Blaine? Hmm?"
"I care about you. . . I. . ." The pure confusion was evident on Blaine's face. "When I'm with you I feel like I am totally consumed, like nothing else in the world exists but you and me. But with him, I'm. . . its safe. I know he would never hurt me."
The words crushed Sebastian. "Don't you want to be consumed, to live and love passionately? Because you deserve that Blaine."
"I don't know Sebastian. . . " Blaine started to choke on his words. "I want you, but I need him." Sebastian walked up to Blaine and gently grabbed his face, as he pulled their foreheads together so they were touching.
"Get out," Sebastian's face was completely serious, as he shook his head. "I don't want to just be your bit on the side anymore, Blaine. I want to be your everything, and until you can choose me over him, I can't be around you. Because I want you so badly it hurts."
Sebastian released him and folded his arms, as Blaine opened his mouth to say something, but was at a complete loss for words as he walked past Sebastian and left the house. Sebastian waited ntil he heard the door slam before he screamed in pain and shoved all of the plates and dishes onto the ground and his angry tears started to fall with them.
YEAH! I loved this chapter. Don't be mad at me, SeBlaine cant stay apart for long REVIEW PRETTY PLEASE?