Deidara let me lean on him for a while, the others left, knowing we needed our time. Wet tears gently dripped form my eyes, and this time Deidara stoked my hair.

"Danna, what's wrong un?" Deidara asked softly, "Did someone upset you un?"

"No, it's not that, it's just." I took a deep breath. "You know what next week is, right brat?"

"September?"

"September what you idiot." I said. He looked insulted for a second, then realization seemed to hit him.

"Oh Danna." and with that he pulled me closer. "I'm so sorry."

"My grandmother wants me to go to New York with her, to pay my respects."

"Then why don't you Danna?" asked Deidara with a smile. "New York is pretty this time of year, and none of us ever get to leave rehab."

"I can't." I said, "It's just going there doesn't change anything. It's just a bunch of crying, and then I remember them." He closed his eyes and the faces came back to him. "And it just hurts so much to remember them, and then realize they're not there anymore."

"Poor Danna." Deidara whispered, his arms encasing me in a protective hug. "I can't imagine what it feels like."

Gently he began kissing my forehead, the tongues from his hand mouths wet the back of my shirt, leaving what I felt to be warm drool stains. I leaned into him, needing him now than more ever.

"You're the only thing I have left Deidara." I whispered.

"That's not true un! You have your grandmother!"

"She's not what I need though, do you think I would've tried to kill myself if she was perfect? After that, she changed too, she wasn't the loving person I knew, she got cold."

"When you needed her most." Deidara whispered in my ear, and I nodded.

I'd needed her to become my parent, and yet she'd left me almost to fend on my own. Sure we had moments, but it wasn't enough.

"Don't worry Danna, I won't leave you." said Deidara, "I promise."

"So did they." I said back, a bit coldly, so Deidara looked a bit hurt.

"You know I made puppets of them, they're my best work, they're in a box under my bed." I smiled at the thought of the two puppets, larger than my marionettes, they were about the size of me actually, they weren't real puppets, of course I gave them strings and everything but they're more like carvings. "I worked to make them perfect. I used to play with them every night." That was true, I'd have little parties with them, and act them out, I'd make up voice to try and sound like them, to praise me and say they loved me.

It wasn't the same.

"I love you Danna." came Deidara's voice, and I looked up at him. "I love you more than anything un."

"Even your art?"

"Even my art un! And I promise I'm not fleeting like my art, I'm eternal."

"Admitting my art is better than yours brat?" He gave me a small smile, and I knew he was happy he had cheered me up somewhat.

"Your art sucks un."

"Now that's not nice."

"Neither is this un!" And with that he had me flat on my back, my wrists pinned.

"Oh yeah I'm so afraid." I said rolling my eyes.

"You will be." said Deidara threateningly, and soon my wrists felt warm and wet, the tongues working their magic of relaxing, yet making my body completely tense up. And with that came the feeling I usually got when Deidara got me in the position.

Yes I got hard.

Deidara let out a low growling noise, almost a purr and as he glanced down at me. "My cute little Danna."

"Brat I said I'm on top, get the hell off me!"

"Just let me ease your pain Danna." said Deidara calmly, leaning down and nibbling on my ear. Great, now to add to the growing discomfort in my pants I was getting really hot.

"Deidara." I moaned, and he gave my ear a hard bite, enough to draw blood which I felt him licking a few seconds later.

"Now now un, what did I say about that?" he whispered, and I shrugged.

"It sounds weird to moan brat now doesn't it?" Suddenly his thin leg went into my lap, and I gently felt him brush my, well you know. He seemed to think to himself for a moment, then shook his head.

"Looks like you need a little more Danna."

A little more? A little more what, I was already as hard as a fucking rock. Suddenly his hands released my wrists and jammed his hands in my pants, the tongues licking eagerly at my hips, gently going more downward, and more, and more, until.

"Oh god." I said with a deep breath, damn it, what the hell was he going to do?

"Hmm I think that's enough." said Deidara, sounding pleased with himself.

"Enough what?" I asked, when suddenly I felt a hard jolt of pain on the tip of my hard member. I gave a small yelp, and Deidara grinned.

"Like it unnnnn?" he asked, pure seduction in his voices as the other one gently began to lick up and down it.

Needless to say my breathing had increased, whether it was for the fact I was kind of scared, I mean I'm a virgin here, or for the fact that this was the best thing I'd ever felt in my life, eh I guess I'll never know.

"More, Deidara." I begged, only to have him lean down and bite on my neck, sucking gently.

"What did I say?" he hissed angrily. The bite was harder than last time, leaving my skin sensitive.

"Sorry brat." and with that my pants were off, I was naked, with a lust filled Deidara staring at me. He then leaned down and licked my member, causing a twinge of pleasure to fill me.

"Danna like?" asked Dediara, then biting down on it, causing me to shake with pleasure. He then began sucking, his tongue continuously teasing.

I felt something tighten, and tighten, until.

"Deidara!" I yelled as I cummed in his mouth, I guess it surprised him or something because he choked and spat some of it back out, coughing hard.

"That's disgusting." I said panting as I looked at the sheets, and the part of my body now covered in my own semen.

"Sorry un, the computer didn't say it would be so forceful." he said, walking off to the bathroom. I flopped onto the bed and panted, unable to move when I felt something cool around my area. I looked to see Deidara cleaning up his mess, lovingly and gently. I frowned, seeing he was still in all his clothes.

"Deidara don't you."

"It's alright Danna un." he said, gently removing my sheets and bringing over the ones from his bed, after a few days we hadn't needed them and just left them on his bed, just in case. "You just sleep, poor thing, you're so exhausted." He turned only to see me fast asleep. He giggled. Probably the first time he's had that happen to him.

Kabuto frowned from his peeking spot, right behind the door, opened just a crack. He watched as Deidara climbed into the bed, setting a sleeping Sasori on his lap and calling him names and playing with his hair.

Not good, not good at all. Lord Orochimaru would be displeased his lover was going to be soiled by another man.

There was no time for the poison to kick in.

Something had to be done, and now.

First attempt at writing lemon, hope you guys enjoy it! I really tried, but I've never witten it before so it was a bit difficult. Anyway for random news I have gotten back to my childhood love of Code Lyoko! Yeah, just thought I'd say that. So yeah, nothing else to say. XD