Deidara's whimper woke me up and some random hour in the middle of the night. His arm wasn't around me as usual. I sat up and yawned, looking over to see him curled in a tight ball, letting out another whimper.

"Brat?" I whispered, confused with sleep, when I moved forward a little and an uncomfortable wetness touched my leg. I looked down confused, and that's when the smell hit me.

Deidara had wet the bed, and probably had no idea he had done so.

I sighed, leaning over about to give him a shake, when he let out another whine.

"Don't un." he begged some invisible person, well to me anyway. His eyes were squeezed shut and tears seemed to be streaking his face.

"Brat?" I asked gently, touching his shoulder, he shuddered again and pulled away from me.

"No un, no! No!" his voice raised and he cried out again.

"Deidara? Deidara!" I said louder and louder and gave him a shake that made him cry out again and shiver in my arms. My fear took and I did the one thing I could do.

The noise was louder than I expected and Deidara's eyes were wide open, fear evident in his face. He was terrified, and at that second threw up a bit on the bed. He coughed hard and I stood up, ignoring everything and picked him up bridal style. I saw the mark on his face glowing red from where I had slapped him.

He cringed, but allowed me to carry him. I took him in the bathroom, planning on cleaning him up a bit and getting him back in bed.

"Danna." his whisper was soft. "You, you hit me un."

"I'm sor."

"No it's ok Danna." he said softly. "It got me out of there."

I wondered where there was, but the fact remained that Deidara was still covered in his own pee.

"Deidara can you take off your clothes for me?" I asked, I wasn't sure if his nightmare was going to cause him to be defensive about that kind of stuff. At first he shook his head, but then gently began to take them off.

"Ok Diedara I'm not going to hurt you ok?" I promised. I wet a towel and began giving him a poor excuse for a sponge bath, I'd give him a proper cleaning in the morning. His eyes watched me like a hawk.

"You smell lovely." I told him, trying to get a laugh and my heart lifted when he smiled a bit. I continued my cleaning, until I got to his member. I looked up at him and he nodded gently, allowing me to continue. Soon he was cleaned, well as cleaned as I could get him. I got up, tossing the towel in the corner, then went to go get him fresh pajamas, when he grabbed my wrist.

"Don't go un." he whispered.

"Brat I'll be right back, I'm just getting."

"No un!" he said, almost angrily, and tugged my wrist so that I was closer to him. I sighed, then picked him up once more. He relaxed into my arms, his eyes still filled with tears. I got him on top of the bed, then went to go get him new clothes. I easily got the pants on, and was just putting the shirt over his head, when Deidara whispered something.

"Brat?" I asked confused when suddenly his arms wrapped around my waist.

"Orochimaru Danna." he whispered, and Deidara began to tell me the tale.

Deidara had been sitting on his bed with his iPod, playing with his clay as usual. The mouths on his hands were chewing their claw, some was already spit out into his hands. The mouths added the perfect amount of moisture to the clay, making it easy to mold and shape. His eyes were closed as he began forming something, really getting into the song.

A pair of arms suddenly grabbed his waist. He turned and saw Orochimaru cuddling him. He smiled and pulled out his earphones.

"Hi Oro." He said with a smile, glomping Orochimaru off the bed and making him stand up. The other smiled at him and kissed him on the cheek making Deidara giggle.

"Want to have some fun?" he purred, and Deidara looked confused.

"Fun un?"

"Yeah." And with that he pulled out a needle.

"What is that un?" Deidara asked, "More of that funny stuff?"

"Exactly." said Orochimaru. Deidara frowned, he hadn't liked the effects of the other needle and pulled his arm away.

"I dunno Oro, it made me so sick last time."

"Please Dei?" Orochimaru asked, gently biting the blonde's neck. The needle sunk in without warning, making Dei let out a whimper.

For a minute it was quiet, and then the pain started.

It started strong and only got stronger and stronger, however Deidara was paralyzed, literally falling to the floor.

"Oh Dei was it too much for you?" Orochimaru asked, picking him up and dropping it on the bed. Deidara watched, his eyes half opened as Orochimaru began.

Deidara hated it, every wet feeling the snake produced on his body. The pain was increasing, and his eye was burning for some reason.

"Oh Dei don't cry." Said Orochimaru wiping the blonde's face. Deidara was then positioned, and then… Deidara wanted to scream in pain each time Orochimaru rammed into him.

It was pure agony, the man hadn't used anything to lube Deidara with, and the pain was intense. Deidara cummed a little bit, for some reason he was a little hard, but Orochimaru had been full and Deidara hated the foul substance inside his body. Orochimaru smiled, and Deidara was so afraid.

"Senpai?" The door opened to reveal Tobi.

Orochimaru glared at the boy.

Tobi stared at his bleeding and naked friend.

"SENPAI!"

I held Deidara close to me, at first he stiffened at the contact, then relaxed. "I need to puke un." He said, trying to stand up, but I held him down.

"No you don't." I said softly. "You don't need to."

He looked at me, his mouth hands were sealed for the moment. I gently detatched myself from Deidara and he closed his eyes shaking. His eyes opened wide when he felt a familiar substance placed near his hand mouths. They greedily licked up the substance from my own hands, tickling me as they licked up every last bit.

"My clay un?" asked Deidara, and I nodded.

"It seems to relax you brat." Deidara was quiet, then gently began to work with his clay. I observed my bed, and covered in pee and vomit I didn't think we were honestly going to sleep in there tonight. The only option was brat's bed, with no sheets.

"Look Danna!" the scared voice had disappeared for now and he looked at me with a huge smile as he held out a bird. I smiled. "If only I could blow it up un." He said mournfully, and I smiled, taking the bird and placing it on his desk. I then climbed into the bed with him.

"Brat thanks to you we'll have to go without sheets tonight." Deidara frowned, then smiled. "No we don't Danna!" and with that he disappeared, only to come back with an armful of blankets. "We have extras un!"

"Then why the hell have we been freezing our asses off?" I asked, and he began laughing.

He literally plopped on top of me, then arranged the blankets over us. He nuzzled me and kissed me, I kissed back, cringing at the taste of vomit that still lingered in his mouth. We broke the kiss, and Deidara fell asleep on top of me. I ran my fingers through his hair, wishing I could stop these nightmares that tortured him.