As September passed November came upon us with the chilly wind and the changes of the leaves, which led Deidara to brag about the beauty of his art since the leaves and their beautiful colors were considered fleeting. Usually I covered my ears, only to have him tackle me and begin laughing.

My knee had recovered fully, and the brace was no longer needed.

November also brought a new experience for me.

"And this is?" I asked confused looking at the pill Dr. Sayra had given me with some big medicine name.

"It's for your depression." Said Dr. Sayra, barely looking up from the notepad she was scribbling in.

I began to wonder when she'd diagnosed me with depression; I mean I hadn't been acting too depressed. Or at least I didn't think I had.

Dr. Syra handed me a cup of water and I took the pill, nothing really happened. We talked for a few more minutes, and then she let me go. I was confused while walking back to the room, wondering what the pill did, until my vision went blurry for a few seconds. I shook my head, and a weird feeling came over me, I don't know what the hell it was, but I found I was sort of dangerous on my feet, as in the next second when I took a step I fell flat on my face. Then I giggled.

I don't giggle, Deidara may sometimes, but I don't.

I pushed myself back up, then somehow made it back to the room, feeling as if I had been drugged, but I wasn't sure how that was supposed to help with depression. As soon as I entered my room I plopped on a bed, amazed at the effects of whatever she'd given me, it was as if I were on some kind of trip, everything was blurry and it just gave me such a feeling. I gave into the stupor of the medication, just as the door opened.

(Ok for something different the rest of this chapter will be told in Deidara's point of view! Well actually there is a reason it's going into his point of view, but enough of this, you probably want to read the rest of the chapter)

I sighed, another boring day of being told I had to eat more.

I glanced at my body and pulled at the skin covering my bones, it was getting squishier, a clear sign I was gaining weight, and for some reason it was feeling good. I had more energy than I had before, and food really did taste good. I could only eat a little at a time, but Sasori's going to be with me every step of the way, he'll help me when I need it. I opened the door to our room, only to see Sasori laying on the bed.

"Hi Danna." I chirped, walking forward and kissing him on the forehead.

"Hi Dei chan." At that my eyes widened and I looked at him, never had he ever called me Dei chan before. My worry was that he had contracted another virus or something and my hand immediately went to his forehead, only to find it cool as usual.

"What're you doing?" he asked with a giggle, and I started to get really worried. Sasori doesn't giggle.

"Danna did you hit your head again?" I asked sitting on the bed and positioning him in my lap. He leaned into me and I began gently feeling his head for any bumps or bruises.

"No silly." Said Sasori, and now I was petrified. He glanced up at me and I realized something, his eyes were larger than normal, and I realized what had happened.

"You're on something aren't you?" I asked with a sigh, and he nodded.

"Yup, happy pills!" and with that his arms wrapped around me.

I sighed thinking of how fun a drugged Danna would be, but then an urge caught me. Something I had wanted to do for a long time, yet the chance had always been denied from me.

"Hey Danna?"

"Yeah Dei?"

"Want to have some fun un?" He looked at me with a dazed sort of look and I gently kissed him on the neck. His eyes widened and he smiled, his hands all too eagerly going for his shirt. "No Danna, you do mine and I do yours." I said calmly and he nodded, easily allowing me to take off his shirt. I then removed his and began kissing him, my hands caressing his body, the tongues covering anything they could with their warm slobber.

"Brat." Sasori whined and I looked down thinking I was hurting him, but he merely smiled at me and allowed me to continue.

I loved it, for once I was able to see Sasori's pleasure as I pleasured him.

I left no spot untouched, even discovering my Danna's soft spot, a place right behind his neck.

I made sure my hand mouth was constantly biting it, causing him to continuously moan in contentment, his face one of pure rapture. I looked at Sasori who smiled softly back at me. I held out my fingers and he immediately took them into his mouth.

My own body now tingled with excitement as his delicate tongue danced over my fingers. I'd never done this before, so when I thought it was enough I pulled away. He got into position and smiled looking at me.

"Do it Dei." And with that the first finger went in, Sasori didn't whine, only groaned with pure pleasure. As I added the second and third finger his face grew redder and his groans louder and longer, oh god I wanted to be in him so badly, and yet, I was raping him in an odd way.

He was drugged, probably had no idea what he was doing, and for my own entertainment I wanted to fuck him.

"Dei?" Sasori looked at me confused, "Please do it."

"You really want it un?" He nodded.

"Danna I can't." I said, sitting on the bed. Sasori looked shocked and hurt.

"But brat." His whimper was so pathetic and I saw he was really hard. "I want you to fuck me brat." His voice was hard now and sounded like a command, like the Sasori I knew and loved.

With that I thrusted into him, bad mistake on both of our parts because it hurt me like hell and it hurt Sasori too.

"Easy brat." Sasori said, and with that I nodded, then pulled out and thrusted once more, this time making contact with his pleasure spot. He groaned loudly, and with that I learned what it was really like to be seme. Over and over again, the pleasure was overwhelming. It seemed to end too soon when I cummed, and I looked at Sasori only to see he had cummed a while before, he'd held out until I'd been satisfied. With that he rolled away from the semen and just breathed heavily, laying on his stomach. I picked him up bridal style, yes I finally had the strength to do that, and put him in my own bed, climbing in next to him and pulling up the covers.

"Night Danna." I said kissing his forehead. He mumbled something, before falling into a deep sleep.