Orochimaru had cured Sasori and he'd be fine, while I on the other hand was going to experiencing the worst torture I'd ever felt in my life.
To be a slave for the man who blinded me, who took away my virginity and trust.
A man who'd almost killed the one thing that kept me alive.
We were all walking in bushes near a highway, slinking around because Orochimaru knew every cop in this country would be looking for me.
"Don't worry Dei." He said lovingly, earning me a glare from Sasuke. "When we get to my hideout we'll vut off all that annoying hair of yours."
Immediately my fingers went to my beautiful locks and gripped them tightly, almost lovingly.
"And we'll have to do something about that eye of yours, can't have something so obvious staring people in the face now can we?" He chuckled and I merely glared at the remark.
"And we'll find someone to do the surgery as well." Yahiko added.
"Surgery un?" I asked confused, he'd always loved my face so he wasn't going to change that. Liposuction maybe?
"I was going to surprise you with it Dei, but we're going to get you a sex change!" said Orochimaru cheerfully.
All the color left my face, and I threw up, much to the disgust of Orochimaru's other bastards.
"Aww poor Dei chan, are you feeling alright?"
No, no way in hell was I alright. Suddenly the bright lights of a car caught everyone's attention and Orochimaru commanded everyone to get down. I wasn't thinking before I ran out in front of it. No reason for me to be alive. Danna was better, and Orochimaru would lose. He'd never have me, and I'd never have to worry about him again.
"Deidara!" I heard him scream as the car slammed into me.
The last thought before I lost consciousness was that he'd lost, I'd won, and I hoped Danna wasn't too mad at me.
I groaned coming out of some kind of stupor. My entire body hurt, seriously, even my fingernails were throbbing in agony. I felt like puking up everything in my stomach, not that anything was in there. The worst pain however was in my arms, well arm. I couldn't feel one of my arms, and the other was just searing pain.
I whimpered, only to have a hand pressed to my forehead. I flinched, only thinking it was Orochimaru's sick touch. The fingers caressed me, going from my forehead down to my neck. I shuddered, and then I bit the hand, hard. The hand stopped and I kept biting, afraid to let go.
"You're afraid?"
That voice.
I let go of the hand with a slight whimper as it began to rub my forehead. It was a soothing touch I'd missed, that I thought I'd never feel again.
"Do you know how badly you scared me?"
"Sorry Danna." I whispered in pain looking up to see the redhead standing above me.
He frowned and continued stroking. "When they brought you in I was being discharged, brat if you ever fucking do that again." He took a deep breath. "You were covered in so much blood Dei, and they didn't know I knew you, and your arm." He looked at me nervously.
"My arm Danna un?"
"Your right one was really fucked up."
"You sound like Hidan un." I said with a smile, only to have him frown more. "Danna?"
"They amputated it brat."
At the time it didn't hit me with full force. I couldn't really move my head to see my right arm, and I really didn't want to.
"Oh." I whispered quietly.
"You also broke a few ribs, and your other arm got messed up to."
"Did they amputate it too un!" I nearly yelled, my heart rate monitor's beeps getting louder and closer together.
"No! No Dei relax!" said Sasori nervously, running his fingers through my hair. My long beautiful hair that Orochimaru would never ever touch again.
"They had to operate, but they think it'll be fine."
"Good un." I said with a deep sigh of relief, well actually a short one since it hurt to breathe deeply.
"Danna he wanted to cut my hair." I whimpered, and Sasori looked at me angrily.
"Fucking bastard."
"How do you know who I'm talking about?" I asked confused, I mean nobody had known Orochimaru had taken me.
"The bastard ran out after you, he was hit by the car too."
"Did he?"
"No, bastard's not dead." growled Sasori. "He was here, but they transported him to some psychiatric thing, along with his little groupies."
"Even Sasuke un?"
Sasori frowned. "They're not sure yet, they want to send him but Itachi's defending him."
"Un." I said calmly and relaxed, however a new thought entered my head.
"They're not being sent to Happy Leaf are they!" I yelled trying to sit up.
"No Dei." he said lovingly. "They're going somewhere else. But right now you need your rest."
"He wanted to make me a girl un." I muttered and Sasori frowned.
"What Dei?"
"He, ughhh." After my whimper I burst into tears, Sasori was immediately worried and tried to dry my tears with his sleeves.
"He wanted to operate on me and make me a girl un!" Sasori looked sick. "Danna, I."
"Dei he's never going to touch you again." Soon he was on the bed with me, he lifted me and sat behind me so my head rested on my chest, his hand rubbing my belly. "I promised I'd protect you."
"Un."
"And that means you can't make deals to save my life in exchange for yours." I frowned noticing the hard edge in his voice.
"Danna?" I asked nerovusly.
"Dei you could've, we would've." he stammered, trying to figure out what to say.
"I know un, but remember how you said I scared you un?" I asked, laning into his chest and smelling his Danna smell.
"Yeah."
"Well you scared me un, and I, I love you un." My eyes began to droop.
"I love you too brat." Soon a hand was brushing my hair.
"Danna?" I asked nervously.
"Yeah?"
"Can we get married un?"
A long silence followed.