Chapter 14
Her mind raced as her body acted on its own, her bare feet padding off out of the room and after the blonde. She raced down the stairs, unsure where exactly Cloud had suddenly gone, only to bump into him as she rounded the corner into the bar area.
"Don't leave!" She almost shrieked, unsure where all this panic and abandonment issues had come from. "Please!" Cloud wrapped his arms around the girl, steadying her as her tears fell to the floor. Kotetsu clung to him, pulling at his woollen top as she tried to get as close as she possibly could to her saviour, burying her face into his neck as she sobbed like a child. What was wrong with her? Where had these tears come from...?
Cloud stood in the doorway feeling quite confused. Even if he could understand woman in the first place, there was still no way he was going to understand the mess in his arms, no matter how much he wanted to. He kissed the top of her forehead as he led her over to one of the seats, setting her down and untangling his top from her grasping fingers.
"Listen, hey. Don't cry, I'm not going anywhere." He reassured the girl as he knelt down next to her and played with her hair again. That seemed to calm her usually.
"I don't know how." Her voice cracked as she steadied herself, wiping the tears from her eyes. "No one's kissed here." She touched her lips softly, a longing look in her eyes. Cloud nodded in understanding. Of course she didn't know how to be with someone like that. She had been brought up as a weapon and a sex object, not a human to be loved. Cloud wiped away the next wave of tears that left her, hushing her as he circled his arms around her again.
He laughed to himself as he thought of the mess he had gotten into, and with the whole relationship thing? It was like the blind leading the deaf...
"It's alright. I just... I thought you didn't want it. I don't want to force you into things, and I can't tell if you're just going along with situations or not to keep me happy." Cloud kissed Kotetsu's forehead again as he cuddled into her, sighing softly as he enjoyed the moment, as wet and confusing as it was.
Kotetsu wound her arms around the blonde, pulling him closer to her. The two stayed like that for a few moments. It was Cloud who pulled them apart, adjusting the pair so that he was now kneeling in front of her, his body between her legs pressing on the edge of her seat. Kotetsu swallowed hard as Cloud closed the distance between them, his soft lips pressing gently on hers again. This time she returned the pressure, her hands gripping the sides of her seat as she tried to calm herself. She had never felt so intensely about someone like this before, and she wasn't about to waste it a second time round.
Cloud pulled at Kotetsu's legs, making her shift forward to the edge where he pressed himself against her, hoping to insight some kind of instincts in her. The hornier she got maybe the easier it was for her to let go. He smiled into their kiss when she squeaked in surprise, his hands resting now around her lower back.
Kotetsu felt her cheeks burn, but she didn't fight back, enjoying the lovely friction there was between them. She hadn't meant to squeak, and she could feel Cloud smiling. God she was no good at this at all...
Her eyes flew open as she felt Cloud's tongue brush her lips gently, probing to push past and into her mouth. Was that normal? She opened her mouth slightly, deciding to trust the blonde in what he was doing.
And god was she glad she did.
The sensations of pure desire that erupted inside of her when Cloud's tongue danced with hers was just unimaginable. She had never experienced anything like this and they were just kissing! They still had the sex to go, which was apparently meant to be amazing when done through choice, or so Arashi had said. She wasn't sure she would be able to handle all of this...
Cloud continued to kiss the girl deeply, enjoying every twitch of pleasure she made, and every gasp and moan she breathed against his mouth. If he hadn't been so intent on making this perfect for her, he wasn't sure he could have held himself back from just tossing her onto the table and screwing her senseless... He could feel his own aching heat pulse impatiently in his boxers, rubbing uncomfortably against his constricting trousers. He wasn't sure how long he would last, this being his first time and all...
Kotetsu felt something pool at the pit of her stomach, causing her to moan slightly in Cloud's mouth. The kiss increased in speed and passion, Cloud finding his self control wavering with each moment. Kotetsu threw her arms around the blonde, pulling him even close to her, her desperation for whatever it was she was craving making her body act on its own. She slid herself more forward so she was practically sitting on the blonde. He complied as he knelt back, pulling Kotetsu with him so that she was now sitting on him, her knees on the floor on either side of him, almost pinning him place had she not been so light. She pressed her body so that she was now flush against him, her hands resting now on his shoulders as she tried to calm herself.
Images of previous sexual encounters flooded into her mind then, the flashing images causing her to hesitate a little. Cloud noticed, slowing the kiss and pulling away to look at her confused and pained expression.
"Too much?" He breathed out, his lips red from their demanding kiss. Kotetsu shook her head, but made no move to continue their moment. "Then what is it that's bothering you." Kotetsu looked at Cloud's eyes then, and noticed the same kind of pain she felt. She had never seen the man saw raw before, so vulnerable. And for some reason, it fixed everything, made her feel like for the first time in her life, she belonged here, belonged with Cloud.
"Scared." Kotetsu's voice was quiet, and Cloud wasn't sure she had spoken at all.
"Of what? I won't hurt you, and I definitely won't force you to do anything you don't want to do." Kotetsu nodded, her eyes dropping to the floor again, almost as if defeated.
"It hurts." Cloud wasn't sure what she was referring to, but Kotetsu luckily continued. "Sex hurts. Blood. Sore in morning." She looked back up at Cloud then, her eyes brimming with tears. "Tired of pain." She blinked and another tear rolled down her face, burning her. She swatted at it in frustration, her eyebrows knitted in thought.
"Then we take it slow." Cloud pressed his hand on the back of her head, bringing her to him and holding her as he rocked slightly. He could feel the blood getting trapped in his legs, and the beginnings of pins and needles throb painfully. "If you feel pain, we'll stop, but you need to tell me or I won't know." He didn't feel it necessary to tell the frightened girl he had never done this before, worried that it would only unsettle her more.
"Slow." Kotetsu nodded, her high spirits returning. Cloud smiled as she pulled back from him, wiping her tears away.
"And you can let me know when you're ready. We can stay like this for as long as you need, just be together until you are comfortable moving on to the next step." He rubbed his nose against hers, Kotetsu smiling at him as he pulled away. She kissed him then, nibbling gently on his lip as she begged for him to comply. And he did, the passion returning to the pair almost immediately.
Cloud could feel his muscles stiffening up, but he didn't care, allowing the girl on him to lead the kiss, her perfect lips creating sweet friction with his, their tongues dancing expertly, the warm skin of her hands grazing his stomach under his t-shirt.. wait, what?
Kotetsu let her hands slip under Cloud's t-shirt, his smooth skin so irresistible. She let her fingertips dance on him, waiting to see if he would reject it. When he didn't, she pressed her hands against him, rubbing up to his chest and then round to his back, pulling him slightly as she pressed herself back against him again. Cloud complied, allowing the girl to explore him as he returned her now fevered kisses with as much enthusiasm as he could.
God, he never wanted this to end.
Kotetsu's hands began to venture further, sliding down his back slowly until they reached the elastic band of his boxers. She toyed with it for a bit, unsure of how to continue down without asking for permission. Cloud took this opportunity to move the pair, his hands slipping under Kotetsu's legs, lifting her as he stood and wobbled some blood back into his legs. She broke the kiss then, wondering if maybe she had crossed a line, but Cloud quickly captured her lips again, holding her close to him as he turned them both. He placed her down gently on the edge of the nearest table, pushing slightly on her shoulders, encouraging her to lie back. She complied, keeping her legs locked around him, pulling him down with her. Cloud broke the kiss again, his breath laboured as he tried calm himself. He was pressed perfectly against her, everything in the right place, but he had to take it slow. Kotetsu watched him, her eyes locked with his, a powerful trance that she seemed to put over him when he saw her eyes like this. He placed his hands at either side of her shoulders, smiling down at her. He then cupped the side of her face and watched as she snuggled into it, her eyes still burning into his. He was hoping that he was going to be able to calm his needs, but really, looking at her was apparently not his best course of action.
"Fuck." He bit his lip as he continued to watch her, a blush rising in her cheeks. Kotetsu revelled in the attention she was getting, Cloud's warm thumb stroking her face as he held her there. She applied more pressure to her legs, indicating she was craving more. She had no idea how people spoke their needs, the idea causing her to blush harder. But Cloud seemed to understand, his lips replacing his hand as he kissed down her cheek, the cool air making the trail tingle. She shivered when he reached her neck, her body tensing as he ran his tongue along her collar bone. He nibbled here and there, making her hips buck and crush their sensitive lower regions together perfectly, inciting a few choked moans from the blonde. The sound just pushed Kotetsu further, her mind feeling like it was going to explode from sensory overload. She was beginning to wish that Cloud would just hit her, pain seeming to be an easier signal to understand.
Cloud then pressed his palm against the bottom of Kotetsu's top, gently and painfully slowly pushing it up to reveal her pale skin. He continued to kiss along to her shoulder, before returning to the middle and making his way back up to her lips. He slid his body along hers, causing sweet friction between them both, his hand now teasing the skin under her breast. They kissed again, desperation and need oozing from them both.
"Shhhit." Kotetsu breathed out as Cloud applied pressure to her bra covered breast, rubbing his thumb over her now hardening nipple. He toyed with it for a few moments, enjoying the way Kotetsu would twitch and almost convulse in pleasure, her head thrown back as she continued a stream of profanities. He watched as she chewed on her lip, her choked out moans pushing his self control out of the window. He kissed her hard, his palm pressing down on her now hypersensitive breast, rubbing it as he applied pressure on the other, moaning as her hips crashed into his.
"Fucking hell." Cloud rubbed and tweaked at her nipple, sending Kotetsu into a wild frenzy, her kisses breaking into moans, her head tossing and turning on the table as she whimpered and sucked in sharp breaths. "Want to go upstairs?" Cloud whispered into her ear, Kotetsu sighing contentedly as Cloud stopped his torture. She nodded, and allowed Cloud to lift her so that she was straddling his front again. She hooked her legs around his waist and kissed him back as he negotiated his way back to his room. His was the furthest from the rest of the occupants, so that was the best place for them to be without defiling the public bar area, though he was sure Tifa and Reno had already done so.
He bumped his door open with his back as he brought the pair of them into his room, placing Kotetsu down on his bed and returning to close the door. He stood in the doorway as he surveyed his room, deciding to open the curtains so that he could see his love interest in the moonlight. She eyed him inquisitively, but became immediately distracted when Cloud removed his t-shirt, bearing his slightly scarred chest to her. She used all of her energy to stop her mouth from dropping open, his perfect chiselled figure being more than she could ever ask for. The fire within her exploded then, and if Cloud hadn't come to the bed and kissed her then, she would have jumped into his arms and kissed him to death.
Cloud lay Kotetsu down on the bed, his kisses quick and desperate. He lay down on top of her again, using his knee to open her legs so he could lie between them, his hardness pressing against her. She sighed softly against his lips, feeling once again that this was the most right thing she had ever done.
Cloud continued his ministrations from downstairs, his hands toying with her sensitive areas. This time however seemed less desperate and more careful, like Cloud was making his actions more deliberate. He tugged at her tight top, a request to remove it. Kotetsu sat up from the bed and allowed him to help her remove it. She then reached round to undo the clasps in her bra, but Cloud's fingers met hers, flicking her away. He then made quick work of getting her out of it, his eyes taking in every inch of her, her pale skin seeming blue in the moonlight. He tried to ignore the rage that kicked in him as he saw the many scars that marred her, but Kotetsu's beauty was a perfect override. He trailed his fingers down her back, Kotetsu shivering at his light touch. He shifted in the bed, pressing his hard chest against her bony back and sitting his legs on either side of her. He slinked his arms around her, hugging her tightly to him, burying his face into her hair. Kotetsu felt something inside of her snap, her eyes flooding with tears. She hadn't been hugged so lovingly and so perfectly since her minder had been alive, and she had craved this attention for years. Her body shook as she tried to regain herself, but she just couldn't help it, couldn't hold her pain in any more.
And she cried.
It wasn't the reaction Cloud had been expecting, but he somehow understood. He held her against him, shushing her as he snuggled into her neck, kissing her gently as he spoke comforting things to her. Told her that it will get better, told her that she wasn't alone anymore, that he would be there for her as long as she wanted him.
And she cried more.
She didn't deserve any of this, so why was Cloud wasting his time? She was a monster, a murderer. It didn't make any sense to her, but she decided she didn't mind. She loved Cloud, and he seemed to return her feelings. There was someone for everyone, or so she had been told, and maybe Cloud was her someone.
She hoped so.
Kotetsu wiped her eyes, her sobs disappearing. She was then very aware of her current half naked state, a blush forming. She tilted her head back and captured Cloud's lips with hers, her head resting on his shoulder. Cloud took things slowly, their kiss holding more love than lust, his hands rubbing her abdomen, doodling little patterns on her skin. He smiled at the thought of her doing it earlier, and then at how he had somehow picked up the habit. He then began to stroke upwards, his finger tips grazing her skin lightly, sending shivers running up and down her spine, her skin erupting with goose bumps. She sighed softly, her hands lightly rubbing up and down Cloud's legs, feeling every muscle and tendon. She loved his physique, so much more toned and useful feeling than others she had experienced. And even with all the strength he possessed, he still managed to have a soft touch, could hold her without crushing her.
"Aaahh." Kotetsu felt her body tense as she let out choked sighed, Cloud's fingers working wonders on her nipples, pulling and rubbing them expertly. She had no idea she could feel such mind numbing sensations from her breasts, quite annoyed that no one else had done this, but then again, it kind of felt like her first time. The first time she had done this and wanted it.
Cloud began to kiss down her jaw line, tweaking and pinching Kotetsu's now solid nipples, enjoying as she squirmed against him, her head thrown back and her mouth open, gasping for air. He kissed down her neck, along to her shoulder and down her arm, lifting it so he could reach her finger tips. He sucked on the end of each finger before draping her arm across his shoulders, his teeth nipping playfully down on her nipple. Kotetsu threw her hand up to her mouth, muffling her almost screaming moan. In all her encounters, she had never experienced this.
Cloud licked and nibbled at Kotetsu's breast, her gasps and muffled moans pressing him on. He held her other breast in his right hand, his left venturing down under the elastic hem of her shorts. He paused for a moment and looked up to check if Kotetsu was okay with this, but her hand pushing his further down was enough. His inexperienced fingers clumsily groped around, but luckily Kotetsu was too far gone as Cloud continued to tease her. He eventually found the right spot, Kotetsu's legs slamming shut in response, her hand gripping the sheets beneath her.
Kotetsu was seeing stars, and could feel herself becoming light headed. She had come to the conclusion that Cloud was magic. Cloud's muffled laughter made a blush rise in her cheeks as she opened her legs again, allowing Cloud to carry on his ministrations.
He stroked her softly as he became more confident, his fingers slipping inside of her without hesitation. He pushed in and out of her as he brought her close to release, her pants increasing in speed and volume. He was beginning to truly appreciate his decision to come to his room rather than hers...
Kotetsu bit her lip as she tried to silence herself, not used to this kind of loss of self control. She knew she would probably feel embarrassed in the morning, but right now, she just didn't seem to care, and it sort of scared her. The way Cloud had a whole new different hold over her. Like she had escaped one prison, to end up in another.
"Fuck!" Kotetsu almost screamed her profanities as Cloud found something inside her that made the world met. Whatever this new prison was, she hoped Cloud would chain her to wall and 'torture' her forever. She felt her toes curl as something began to happen in the pit of her stomach, her veins tingling like she was on drugs. Her body began to convulse uncontrollably, her moans being pulled from as pleasure filled her body and soul. She held her breath as the last waves of her climax hit her, her body falling limp against Cloud's. "nghnth..." She lay in his arms, panting and gasping for air. Cloud wrapped his arms around her, rocking them gently on the bed. "What was that?" She gasped out, her hand pushing her hair from her sticky forehead. Cloud laughed softly against her ear, kissing her as he lay her down on the bed, stretching out next to her.
"That, my dear, is called an orgasm." She nodded as she stared at the ceiling, still not really sure what an orgasm was. Well it was whatever had just happened she supposed...
"Never had." Cloud cuddled her closer.
"It doesn't always happen. Men generally go every time, but girls are notoriously hard to make orgasm if you don't know what you doing. Guess I just got lucky." Kotetsu nodded again, her eyes distant. Cloud snuggled in beside her, his nose gently rubbing against her cheek. He was quite surprised with how easy it was to talk to her about such things, like it was a simple topic like the weather they were discussing.
"You turn!" Kotetsu pounced like a cat into action, her eyes holding a mischievous glint to them. Cloud caught her as she threw herself at him, their lips locking in a fight for dominance, which Kotetsu won this time. She straddled his waist, her wet heat making Cloud smile in pride at his work. She kissed him hard, leaving him breathless as she kissed down his chest. She learned here that men don't get turned on the same when you nibble at their nipples, Cloud seeming to calm down as she tried it out on him, so she ventured lower with her hand, knowing exactly what would work for him.
Cloud arched his back when he felt Kotetsu's probing fingers touch his aching member, his eyes shutting tight as she gently stroked him. Her lips met his again in a hungry kiss, exciting him to a whole new level. He clutched at the sheets under him, his muscles tensing and relaxing in rhythm with her strokes. He then reached up and wrapped his arms around her, pulling her down so her body was now leaning on his, her shape pressed against him. Her naked chest felt perfect against his, her incredible heat making his skin tingle. Kotetsu's experienced hands flicked the tip of his erection, his hands clenching in her hair. He steadied himself as she continued to abuse him, her perfect actions sending him into a blind bucking frenzy. Her lips left his as she travelled down his chest again, her breasts creating sweet friction against him. She then shifted herself so she was in between his legs, her fingers tugging at his boxers. He lifted his hips off of the bed and she removed them swiftly, her eyes hungrily taking in his completely naked form, and it unnerved him a little. This was the first time he had been so bared out in front of someone, and he had been keeping his self conscious nature at bay until now, but his thoughts were quickly dissipated when she kissed his tip, her tongue peeking out for a taste. He almost came then. Instead, he stared at the ceiling, one arm lying across his forehead and the other across his abdomen, his thoughts only concentrating on making this last forever.
Kotetsu had been forced to do this before, but she really had no idea if it was the same as how you would do it with someone you cared for. She kissed the tip again, her tongue licking at him as she steadied her breathing. She then took his length into her mouth, the heat making Cloud stifle another loud moan. She sucked on him slightly, pulling him out of her mouth with a pop, and quickly sucking him in again. He touched the back of her throat, her eyes watering slightly, but his laboured pants were enough to keep her going, and she was obviously doing the right things. She continued to bob her head up and down, her speed increasing.
Cloud could feel himself coming to an end, his hands shooting down and tangling in her long hair. It stung a little on her scalp, but she found herself loving it, the perfect pleasure pain combination urging her to continue. She twisted her head as she went back and forth along his length, the strange friction sending him arching and tensing up, his body shaking slightly.
"I'm gonna- " And with the sudden stiffening of his erection, Cloud came, his shuddering breaths and moans muffled as he turned his face into the bed, his hands flying to his side where he tugged at the sheets, almost ripping them as he convulsed. Kotetsu swallowed everything he gave, his taste being much more pleasant than she had expected. Turns out everything was better with Cloud. He turned his head again so that he could look up at Kotetsu as she wiped at the corners of her mouth, a huge smile in place. "Fuckin' 'ell." He flopped his head back onto the bed, Kotetsu slinking up next to him, her legs tangling with his as she threw her arm over his chest, their usual sleeping position.
"You like?" Kotetsu snuggled her face into his neck as Cloud continued to pant, his heart rate only now beginning to slow again.
"I love." Kotetsu giggled at Cloud's response, clearly quite proud of herself. "Thank you." Kotetsu leant up on her elbow as she looked into Cloud's eyes. She kissed him softly before giggling again, and yawned. Cloud sat up and reached for the now discarded covers, pulling them up and over the pair as he urged his almost new lover to sleep. She smiled contentedly as she yawned again, a quiet squeak following it.
SO here you are my lovely readers. this dirty chapter is for you guys. I'm such a pest with posting I know, but i hope this chapter makes up for everything XD
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