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CHAPTER 32
"Mom?" I said it like I wasn't sure. This couldn't be real. No she wasn't real!
"Bella, don't look so surprised darling." Her smile was wide, like her seeing me was no big deal.
"How did you get here? I mean how are you here?" My shock evident in my voice.
She smiled at my confusion and began to stand up from the couch. She stood there, thoughtful, searching for the right words.
"Well I thought you would want me here. I can leave, I don't want to intrude." She looked sadly at the floor.
"No!" I shouted, running to her, wrapping my arms tightly around her body.
I squeezed her tightly. She cooed in my ear, comforting my confused head with soothing circles.
"Please mommy, please don't ever go away again." I sobbed, gripping her shirt tightly in my hand.
She smelled just like I remembered, like fresh sunshine in the morning.
"Bella?" I heard Edward's questioning voice.
I looked up at Renee's beaming face and gave her a shy smile. I needed to introduce them. I took my mom's hand in mine and gave it a reassuring squeeze before turning my attention to the voice behind me. Suddenly I was being violently shaken awake.
The room began to blur and my eyes shot open, trying to find something to focus on, but there was nothing but darkness. Everything began to blur into solid shapes and intense green eyes were looking at me, worried etched in there dark pools.
I realized then, I had been dreaming because we were now in our room in St. Lucia, no longer in the living room. Renee wasn't really here. Tears poured out of my face, violent sob wrenching my chest. Edward held me close to his chest, trying to calm me down.
"Baby, hush, it's okay, it was only a bad dream." he said softly over and over, slowly try to coax me back to reality.
"You don't understand, it wasn't a bad dream, god, it was wonderful." I gripped his arm tightly.
"What were you dreaming?" His voice low, comforting.
"That my mom was here when we returned from the beach, she knew who you were and she was happy for us." I looked up at his darling face. In my sleep befuddled mind I was wishing her appearance to be a reality, I wanted so badly to introduce Edward, the love of my life, to my Mom.
His eyes looked away from me, as if the thought seemed painful.
"I'm sorry that your mom is not alive Bella, I wish I could do something to ease that loss. I wish I could have met her, she sounds like a great lady." He kissed my forehead.
I nodded resting my head on his shoulder. Then it dawned on me, I had no memory of making it to bed after we left the beach.
"I don't remember how I got in bed." I whimpered.
"You had a lot to drink and I think after our late night romp, you kind of passed out." He smiled deviously.
"Oh.' I felt embarrassed.
"Don't feel ashamed, it was nice seeing you so relaxed." He murmured into my ear.
"What time is it?" I played with the loose string on his tee shirt.
"About 11:30am." He shrugged.
"Oh my, I have slept half the day away. Where is everyone?" Panic striking my chest.
"Alice and Jasper went swimming. Emmett took Rose to see his house. That just leaves you and me." he wagged his eyebrows.
I threw the pillow at his playful antics. He moved right in time for the pillow it land with a soft thud on the floor.
"Violence is not the answer." Edward teased.
"You seem to think so." The words slipped out of my mouth before I had time to slap my hand across it to shut myself up.
Edward's smile flattered immediately. I needed to do some damage control quickly.
"I didn't mean it like that." I reached my hand out to touch his arm.
"I know it's just hard to be like that again now that I know everything that happened to you in the past." His solemn face enticed me to figure out how to bring his good mood back.
"I love you, get over here." I grabbed his forearm to pull him steadily on top of me. He came with no hesitation at all.
"I know you would never hurt me, please stop treating me like I'm made of glass." I looked up into his adoring green eyes, stroking his cheek.
"We should eat.' He gave a small smile, kissing my lips quickly, getting off the bed.
Once he exited the room I fell back into the pillows, groaning out in frustration. Would I ever be able to convince him that things were fine between us? I clambered out of bed to the bathroom. I relieved myself and brushed my teeth, making my way into the kitchen area to find Hans setting up food.
"Good afternoon Ms. Bella, how are you?" He gave me a toothy grin.
"I'm good Hans, how about yourself? Can I help you with anything?' I offered.
"No, I have everything under control. Mr. Cullen is outside waiting for you." He smiled gesturing to the patio area.
Edward was pacing back and forth on his cell phone.
"I don't care if you got to bribe someone, get this shit taken care of. I pay you for results, not for excuses, get it done or you're fired!" Edward commanded into the receiver.
He closed the phone roughly, placing it into his shorts. He looked sexy in his white linen shorts with a shirt that matched, which was unbuttoned exposing his sculptured body.
"Babe, you okay?" Edward looked at me quizzically.
"I'm fine, why?" I asked not taking my eyes off his body.
He smirked with a slight chuckle. His head shook side to side as he walked over to me.
"You are everything." He smiled leaning in to kiss me.
I closed my eyes to take in the flavor of his lips; sweet with a hint of mint. My hands grabbed at his hair, pulling him closer to me. He wrapped his arms around my waist, gripping firmly. I removed my hands from his hair and gently tugged my nails across his perfect chest, granting me a couple low murmurs of pleasure from him.
Then someone cleared their throat, totally taking me from this sweet pleasure. I pulled away, feeling my cheeks reddening. Edward still had his hands around my waist when I turned to see Jasper and Alice smirking at us.
"We thought lunch would be ready by now. We didn't realize you were still having yours." Alice giggled taking a place at the table
"Always like you to interrupt." Edward said sweetly.
"That's what little sisters are for." She stuck her tongue out at him.
He rolled his eyes and pulled me to the table. I took my seat next to Alice. Hans had laid out food in different variations on the table, it all looked delicious. After piling on some things, I remembered Edward's heated phone call.
"Who were you talking to on the phone when I came out?" I asked shoveling some chicken in my mouth.
"It was just some business; I won't be doing anymore while we are here." He smiled cutting his food.
"I don't mind, if you need to. I understand you run a big company." I gave him a sweet smile.
"My father has things under control in my absence; I have no doubt in his abilities." And I knew with that, I needed to drop it, but I had a feeling he wasn't being entirely truthful.
We spent the rest of the afternoon on wave runners out in the marina. Apparently it was one of Edward's favorite things to do. I watched him from the shoreline racing after Emmett and Jasper, looking so relaxed and happy. It was something I was starting to see a lot of here.
Alice, Rose, and I were sitting on some towels on the beach watching the guys. Rose was flipping through a magazine
"You really love him don't you?" Alice elbowed me with a smile.
"Out of left field, don't you think?' I giggled.
"I see it every time you look at him. He adores you so much; I've never seen him like that." Alice looked thoughtfully at her brother.
"You're right, I love him so much; he's the best thing that's ever happened to me." I gazed out at the water, seeing the guys coming back in.
They hopped off their wave runners. Edward unclasped his life vest and shook the water from his hair. I stared at him. He smiled at me, raising a questioning eyebrow. I nodded and mouthed 'nothing', giving him a big smile.
He was interrupted from our staring contest by Emmett shoving him into the sand. We all laughed as Edward chased after his brother. All was right in the world once more. After they finished clowning around Edward plopped down next to me in the sand. He leaned over smiling, kissing my cheek.
"You looked good out there." I fiddled with a stick in the sand.
"You looked gorgeous over here." He gave me that panty dropping grin.
"How do you do that?" Lust beginning to fill me.
"Do what?" He looked perplexed.
"Turn me on so easily." I buried my face into his shoulder.
"Ah Ms. Swan, it is you who does that to me all the time. I doubt I will ever get used to, and I never want to." He kissed my head and pulled me to my feet.
"Emmett wants to go to a club." He announced.
Immediately the memory of the first time I ever went to a club with Edward consumed me. My knees went weak, but my knight was behind me for support.
"I just thought the same thing. It was the best sex I ever had." Edward whispered huskily into my ear.
I sucked in large amounts of air. I heard the sound of his laughter behind me as he steadied me on my feet.
"Oh Bella, we must go shopping in town for an outfit for tonight!" Alice beamed.
I turned to look at Edward for help, but he simply shrugged. I gave him a piercing stare but he just laughed me off. I turned back to face Alice. I gave her a fake smile. She rolled her eyes playfully and grabbed my hand, dragging me back to the house.
"There is this great shop here, you will love it!" Alice nodded enthusiastically.
"Sure, sure." I waved her off.
"Bella secretly loves to shop, but she will never admit it." Rose giggled.
"Oh yes it's my passion, how did you know." I said sarcastically.
"You will have fun, gives us girls some time to hang out. The guys can do whatever." Alice gestured to the men gathering into the kitchen.
"I'm going with you." Edward announced.
"No you're not!" Alice stomped her foot.
"You can't tell me what to do Alice. If I want to go shopping I can." Edward countered back.
"Come on Edward, Bella doesn't need you to babysit her all the time. I won't let anything happen to her." Alice pouted.
"I don't baby sit her." He looked hurt.
"Edward, please it's okay, I'll be fine." I rested my hands on his shoulders.
"Fine, but if she is in any condition other than the perfection I left her in, I'm going to make sure your boyfriend isn't either." He eyed Alice.
"Yeah yeah." Alice motioned with her hand.
"Let's change and then we can head out." Rose said.
We changed into different clothes and headed to the boutique Alice had raved about. It was a small, but a cute little place with lots of club attire. I found a strapless blue dress that shimmered and went to my knees. Alice mentioned something about having shoes that would be perfect to go with it.
After two hours of being poked and prodded by my two best friends, we were ready to go. Alice curled my hair in a half up hair style. I stared at the girl looking back at me. I didn't recognize the beauty she was. She resembled me slightly, but not completely.
We made our way to the guys who were sitting watching a sports game on TV. Alice cleared her throat, causing three sets of eye to turn their attention to us. Emmett was the first to hop off the couch and scurry over to Rose. She looked gorgeous of course in a pink sequin dress that revealed all but hid some.
Jasper turned off the TV and smirked widely at Alice in her black off the shoulder mini dress. Then my eyes found his, my Edward. He looked tasty. His hair was a bronze mess as usual. He wore a tan suit jacket with a navy blue tee shirt underneath, pairing it off with black dress pants and dress shoes.
He looked me up and down, licking his lips as he approached me.
"I could put you over my knee for looking so fucking hot. I will be having a hard time tonight not to hurt someone." His soft breath on my ear.
"You can put me over your knee just because." I whimpered out.
"No, you might like it too much." He smirked taking my hand leading me out of the house to the awaiting limo.
"A limo, really?' I looked at him.
"Only the best for you." he winked
"It was my idea." Emmett announced from behind us.
Edward rolled his eyes pushing me gently into the back seat of the limo. I shifted over so Rose and Emmett could get in. I should be used to this by now since every time Edward wanted to go out for the night we took a limo, but it always surprised me anyway. I guess it's logical, no one needs to be the designated driver, and we can all have fun!
Edward squeezed my hand and kissed my cheek. I could smell his Versace cologne. I ran my finger along his jaw line, admiring his handsome face; staring into those mesmerizing green eyes. His brow wrinkled slightly. He kissed my palm and placed it in his lap.
We arrived in front of a club that was nothing like the one Edward owned back in Seattle. The outside was panted an orange color with blue lights emphasizing the entrance. People where lined up and just like the last time, we sidestepped security.
The woman who was at the door was beautiful. She was tall and blonde with tanned skin. She had on a black pencil skirt with a low cut button down blue shirt. Her face lit up when she saw Edward approach. It wouldn't have bothered me if it wasn't for the fact his face lit up as well.
"Bethany, how are you?" Edward beamed, kissing her cheek.
"Edward Cullen, sexy as always. I didn't know you were in town. I'm doing well. Look at you." She held him at arm's length.
After she eye fucked my man, her eyes flickered to me. Her cheeks flushed and she pushed him aside to admire me. It was far from the reaction I was expecting.
"How rude of me, who is this stunning goddess?" Bethany turned to wink at Edward.
"This is my girlfriend Bella." Edward stated proudly.
"Girlfriend?" Bethany beamed, but looking puzzled at him.
"I've changed my ways." He almost looked embarrassed.
"Well that is surprising but looking at her I can understand; she is a beautiful choice. I'm Bethany by the way." She held her hand out for me to take.
"Bella, nice to meet you." I nodded my head.
"And a name to match, how convenient!" she muttered quietly.
"Bethany!" Emmett screeched from behind us, picking up the tall woman in a quick scoop, twirling her around.
"Nice to see you too Em." She giggled out of breath as he placed her back on the ground.
"This is my wife, Rose. Isn't she exquisite?" Emmett pulled Rose to his side.
"She most definitely is." Bethany's perfect teeth gleamed, as she looked Rose up and down intently.
"Look at you! You look stunning as always. Are those Menolo's?" Alice said from behind me looking at her shoes.
We finished with all the introductions and entered the club. I was wondering how they knew that woman, but decided to ask Alice instead of Edward, since it seemed they all knew one another. The guys excused themselves to get our drinks while we sat in the VIP section.
"So how do you know that woman Beverly?" I inquired.
"Her name is Bethany and she's our cousin. Don't worry, nobody slept with her. You and Rose have a better chance, if you know what I mean." Alice giggled.
"Duly noted." Rose smirked.
The men returned to the table with our drink orders. Edward took his place next to me on the couch.
"Do you want to dance?" His warm breath on my ear.
"I'd love to." I blushed back.
He smirked and stood up, stretching out his hand for me to take. He guided us effortlessly through the crowd to the dance floor. A reggae beat hummed through the air as Edward held our hands above our heads. He began to rock his hips side to side. He always looked incredibly sexy and professional when he danced.
He knew how to move to the rhythm of the song so effortlessly. He released my hands and brought his hands to my hips. He began to guide me with the rhythm of the music, back and forth. I hadn't realized I wasn't moving. I got so distracted watching him, I had forgotten to dance.
I finally got into the beat and began to sway with him. His hips rocking with mine as those green emerald eyes burned into mine. I pulled myself, against his body. I wrapped my hands around his neck, my finger buried in his hair , as he pushed my feet apart with one of his own.
He moved his leg between mine and began to move erotically in front of me. He held tightly onto my back as he gently pushed me back, I arched my back and he was swaying me back and forth. I looked out over the crowd, everything looking upside down, and I was beginning to feel so very turned on by the tightness of his hold on me and how close our bodies were. He brought me back up.
He twirled me around, so now my back was flush to his chest.
"Wrap your arms around my neck." He whispered in my ear.
I did has I was told, digging my nails into his hair. He groaned from behind me. I felt his hands go lower down my body. He began to bend his body to my level, dipping low, I assumed from behind. I could feel his smooth hands rub all the way down to my ankles and back behind my knees.
His touch was giving me chills and not the bad kind either. He moved his hands to my thighs, where he began to drag his nails slowly. Then he brought one hand up to wrap around my body and pulled me even closer to his.
While his other hands remained where it was, he slowly inched up my dress. I continued to sway in the low lighting and loud music of the club. I had barely sipped my drink, yet I was feeling completely intoxicated by this man.
With every movement of my hips, his left hand crept up higher and higher until it was at my entrance. I closed my eyes as I felt one of his finger tips rub against the front of my panties. A soft whimper released from my lips.
"Baby you are so wet. Am I turning you on?" Edward bit on my earlobe gently.
"You always turn me on." I breathed out.
Mm mm." He hummed as he lips found my neck and began to suck and nibble.
His fingers slid into my panties and began to rub my clit. He knew exactly how to torture me, but I realize he must really love having foreplay like this, the danger, the chance of getting caught.
"Are we going to have sex in here?" I blurted out. He laughed at me.
"Look at me." He ordered.
I turned my head to look at his lust filled eyes. They were a stormy color, one I knew well, but was still surprised by. I had no idea how I could affect him so, I was a lucky girl.
"I think just some foreplay can take place, but I like that you want to." He smirked and then slid his finger back inside me, pumping it hard before I could come up with a retort.
His fingers turned in just the right way, making me throw my head back and lean into his body. He continued to dance and I'm sure that's all that it looked like, just dancing. However it wasn't that at all.
"Do you get off from this? Fucking in public places?" I moaned as he inserted another finger.
"I love how you get off from it." His voice low and husky in my ear.
"I love that nobody has any idea what I'm really doing to you, but every guy in here wishes he was doing the exact same thing to you. But guess what, they can't because you're mine." He suddenly jerked me around, never losing speed or the balance or his tinkering under my dress.
However the sudden shift only made his fingers feel even better and I almost came from it. He raised my one leg around his hip, holding it firmly in place, again tilting me backwards. He pumped his fingers in time with the music and I shifted downwards, feeling his rock hard dick through his pants.
I gulped down air, trying to resist the urge of undoing his zipper. I wanted what was down there; I wanted him to fuck me right now, hard!
"I want to fuck you in this club, right now." I groaned as I pulled myself up to his level, tightening my leg around him.
"It's a perfect angle, nobody will ever suspect." My voice sounding so little in my ears.
"You want me to fuck you, right here, right now?" His tone serious.
"Yes." I whispered.
"How can I say no to such a request? Unbuckle my pants Isabella." He commanded in my ear
I quickly fumbled my fingers over his belt and zipper, trying to free him from his pants. The moment I took his large erection in my hand I was overwhelmed with how hard he was. I gulped suddenly feeling giddy, knowing I would be gaining pleasure from this magnificent penis that was in my hands.
Edward ordered my hands back up around his neck. He angled our bodies in such a way that it looked like we were doing a very dirty dance, but in fact we were about to have intercourse yet again in a club.
He slowly entered me, and I gasped from the delight of his long dick, stretching me.
"Look at me Bella, if you don't look at me, I will stop." He ordered.
I did as I was told and watched his sex filled eyes, guiding himself in and out of me slowly, erotically.
"Move your hips, make it look natural." He penetrated my gaze with his.
"God you're so deep like this." I moaned.
"Yes, you feel divine baby." he groaned moving in and out of me.
His hips moved fiercely back and forth, while I tried to do the same, but the pleasure he was giving was far too good to fake it. I wanted to throw my head back and scream. I wanted every woman in this damn room to know he was mine and I was his, he could take me anyway he wanted. He began to thrust hard and I could feel the bubble of pleasure forming in my belly.
We were moving and before I realized what was happening, he had me pinned against the wall. My one leg wrapped around his waist, while the other was limp to my side.
"Wrap your left leg around my waist Bella. I'm going to fuck you against the wall." His eyes so intense with lust.
He picked me up by my ass and I wrapped both legs around his waist. He bounced me up and down, his hard abs rubbing into my clit.
"Fuck yes, just like that. Harder Edward, harder!" I yelled, but I doubt my voice could be heard by anyone else but him.
""You're so tight like this, shit I want to bust so bad." He grumbled into my shoulder.
"Come for me Edward, I want you to!" I knew if he did so would I.
A few more pumps and I could feel him still, screaming my name as he bit into my shoulder.
"Fuck, will you marry me!" He said staring me straight in the eyes...
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