Something was wrong, Olivia woke up and felt that her bed was wet. She lifted the blanket and saw what happened. She had peed into her bed. She jumped out and her mind was running, how could she get into the bathroom and how could she hide her blanket and her sheet so her mum wouldn't see what she had done. She heard something from outside her room and she felt the panic climbing up her stomach, before she could think of any solution the door was torn open and her mum was standing in the door frame. She took one look over the whole mess and grabbed Olivia's arm. Olivia started to cry and to beg: "No mum, please don't. I'm sorry, please, not in the closet, please mum, please don't!
Her mother tugged her to her walk-in closet and opened the door. "NO, mummy please! I'm so sorry, please, not in the cupboard I don't do it again, I swear. Her mother pushed her in and said: "You're eight years old, when you can't stop peeing into your bed, then you're not sleeping in it." She slammed the door shut and locked it. Olivia heard from inside the closet that her mum was leaving her room. She sat on the floor. Before she went to bed today she made sure to go to the toilet, the last three nights she had peed into her bed. But since Bill was here the last time, it really hurts when she has to pee, it burns and often she has the strong feeling that she has to pee and nothing comes out.
Olivia woke up screaming, it was everything so clear now. Since the moment she heard Bill's voice everything came back, every memory was as clear as it happened a few days ago. After she told Elliot what happened he helped her to sneak out of the precinct, he brought her home and offered to stay. She was so tired that she fell asleep as soon as they arrived at her apartment.
The light was turned on and for a second she thought her mother is standing in the door frame, but she heard Elliot's voice.
"Liv, are you okay?"
Olivia could feel how the tears were streaming down her face. "My mum locked me into my closet?"
"What?", Elliot was confused.
"After bill started to rape me, I began to pee into my bed at night and as my mother saw it she locked me into my closet."
Elliot clung himself to the door and closed his eyes. "Liv, I'm so sorry."
"She didn't let me out before it was morning. There wasn't a light in it and I was so scared."
Elliot walked over to Olivia's bed, he sat carefully on the edge.
"Liv, what happened after he asked you if you want to touch his penis?"
"I don't wanna talk about it" "I know that it is hard, but you have to. The memories are back now and you can only get over it when you start to talk about it."
Olivia turned her head away to avoid Elliot's view. "Please Elliot, don't make me talk about it."
Elliot took Olivia's hand, she didn't flinch away so he hold it and started to stroke her. "Liv, look at me! Come on Liv, look at me!"
Olivia turned around and their eyes met.
"It's okay, tell me what happened."
Olivia started sobbing and suddenly she trough herself into Elliot's arms. First he was surprised and shocked but he closed his arms around her and hold her close to his chest.