A/N: I do not own anything to do with Jessie or Elsewhere.
Four months
I look like I am a ten year old. My teeth are starting to spread a tiny bit, I am shorter, my hair is shorter, it is a tint darker and my voice is a bit higher.
Ross says he knew Dean. He knew him because they went to football camp together. Not American football, soccer football. I also learnt that he is originally from England, but lost the accent.
Zuri has almost forgotten me. Emma reminds her though, though I think she is almost giving up. Emma turned ten. For once, we are the same age. I don't think that will ever happen again, not unless she dies, and I hope to god she doesn't. Wait, is there even a god in this world?
Taylor Swift has become my favourite singer. None of my friends know who she is besides Ross. I don't talk to anyone besides him here. I don't want to make friends, because I will just loose them again.
I have watched Syrah and Carlie. They can't get use to the fact that I'm gone, but they are almost use to it now. Carlie is now dating a guy named Robert. I hope he is good to her; we don't need a Jackson incident again.
Syrah is traveling around the world. She doesn't want to commit, or see anything that reminds her of me. She told Carlie she was going to go to University soon though. I don't care though; I just want them to be happy. And if forgetting me is the way, then so be it.
I walked up to the lighthouse alone. Ross found a friend that is boy. We are becoming younger; he doesn't want to hang out with girls anymore. They have cooties.
His mind is becoming younger with him, mine isn't. I remember everything. My mind is the same and I don't know why.
I walk up the stairs and to look out one, I decide to see what is happening now.
"Is it a boy or a girl Mrs. Ross?" Candy, the new nanny, asks.
"We don't know. We want it to be a surprise." Christina says as she gets a glass of water. All of the sudden Luke runs in and up to her.
"Mommy I want a brother. Emma is no good at playing catch." He says.
"Well you're no good at dress up either Luke." Emma says as she runs in, "I don't care if it is a brother or sister, I just want another sibling!" Emma says cheerfully.
"Boy." Luke states as he hugs him mom before tagging Emma and running out of the kitchen.
"What do you think?" she asks.
"I think... I don't know actually." Christina says as she walks up the stairs.
I sigh; it would probably be a boy. I just wish it could be me; I just want to be back with them. I walk over to the edge and look out over the ocean. It is foggy and I can't see far.
"Please let me go back to the Ross's" I whisper to the air. I then stand there for a few more minutes before leaving the lighthouse and going back to the future street and sitting down on a bean bag chair with an IPad.
"Hey Jen!" Ross says as he lands in a bean bag chair across from me, "Guess what! My Uncle is here!"
"Congratulations?"
"Yeah! I'm gonna go visit him! See ya later!" he calls as he runs off again.
I sigh as look down at my reflection on the IPad; I needed a way to get back.
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