Cpov

I was running. To where I wasn't sure. But I knew I had to get away. From my mom, my dad, Eli. Everything. I was running and I turned into the alleyway and found myself seeing him... doing something to her. I wanted to help but I was pulled behind a trash can by none other than one of the people I was trying to get away from. Eli. He held up his finger to his lips, signaling for me to be quiet. He walked out form behind the can and spoke words to the instigator, it seemed like things were going well, then I heard the gun go off.

I woke up gasping for air. I had to stop having these dreams. They are seriously making it hard for me to do anything, I'm so tired. April 22, 2009 is still burned into my brain. No! I will not think about that. So I started to think about visiting my dad in the hospital yesterday.

I had walked into the hospital two hours later than when I told my mother I would be here. There I saw Drew, Fiona, Bianca, Imogen, and Eli. I tried to walk fast, so they wouldn't see me, but of course Bianca sees me.

"Clare!"

I sighed, and turned around.

"Hey guys. Didn't see you guys."

Drew approached me and pulled me into a big bear hug, we had gotten closer since that night. I smiled and pulled away, I looked at Imogen who was holding Eli's hand possessively. I cant deal with this. I turned to ask Bianca something but she was gone.

"Where did Bianca go?"

They where all giving me strange looks, finally Fiona spoke.

"Clare... Clare honey have you been taking your medication?"

"What the fuck Fiona!? Of course I have!"

"Well then why did you ask about..."

"I have to go guys."

I started walking away to my dads room, when I got there no one was there. Guess I wasted another trip to this Hell Hole. I turned to leave and saw Bianca.

"Bianca!"

"Hey Clare! Sorry I had to leave you back there. My mommy dearest was calling me."

She said while holding up her phone that was cracked. She never did know how to hold a phone properly, always dropping it.

"Its fine. Do you not hang out with them anymore?"

"What? Of course I do!"

"Well, why is it that every time I mention you they ask if I've been taking my medicine?"

She gave me a sympathetic look.

"Look, they where probably just joking with you. They can be jerks sometimes, the next time they do that just tell them do piss off."

I started laughing, Bianca always made me feel better. But she was right, they where jerks.

Dpov

"Guys, I'm really worried about Clare. I don't think she is actually taking her medicine."

They said nothing, I guess they agreed. I told them I would be back in a little bit and that I jus needed a little bit of time to think. I was walking and I started thinking about that night.

I remember calling her.

"Come on pick up."

I remember looking for her. I remember hearing her scream. I remember running to the alley and seeing her pushed up against the bricks and him on top of her. I remember Eli stepping out from behind a trash can. I remember them talking. I remember talking turning into quiet arguing. I remember the gun going off. I remember the body falling to the ground. I remember it all.

Epov

I was about to follow Drew, I knew he was going to go find Clare, but Imogen held my hand. I walked away and sat down on a chair and leaned forward putting my head in my hands. I felt someone sit down next to me and take my hands in theirs.

"Your hands are shaking."

"I just... I don't know what to do about Clare. She is really starting to scare me."

"I know, I know. I'm sorry this is happening."

"Don't say that. You know this is all your fault."

"What!?"

"THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!"

She looked like she was about to burst into tears. She ran, I rolled my eyes. She can do whatever the hell she wants, she knows it's true.

FPov

I had walked away when Drew did, but for a completely different reason. I was not going to look for Clare, even though I probably should have. No, because when I'm around Clare I think about her more often. And I just figured I have thought about her enough today. I got to where I was going. I walked into the store, grabbed the wine, showed the man my I.D (1) and then left the store. I went home, I walked to my fire escape and just sat there crying and drinking for hours.

Cpov

I was walking home, I don't know why I even walked here. I mean I have a car. But I was walking home and I passed THE alleyway. The place where everything started and ended. I cant believe I didn't think about this. I had walked the other way to get to the hospital earlier, that's why I was so late getting there, but this time I walked the short way and I didn't even stop to think about the alleyway.

"CLARE!"

I turned, it was Drew.

"Hey Drew."

"So, I'm sorry about what happened at the hospital. We were just joking around, just like you where when you mentioned Bianca."

"Oh, I wasn't joking around, I was really wondering where she was."

"Uh... Yeah. I gotta go."

"O-Okay. Bye see you some other time."

He nodded and walked away, getting his phone out and dialing a number. I hadn't noticed, but while we where talking we had also been walking so I was passed the alleyway and could get home without a problem now.

Dpov

His phone was ringing, and ringing, and ringing, and I just wish he would pick up because this was really important.

"Hey, this Eli, I cant come to the phone right now so leave a message and I will try to get back to you."

"ELI DAMNIT PICK UP YOUR FUCKING PHONE! I have something really important to tell you, I was right Clare hasn't been taking her medicine."

Haha! Confused yet? Don't be! Its simple really. Whats going on is... Well you're just gonna have to wait until the end of this story wont you? Haha Hope you enjoyed! PLEASE REVIEW! Bye now.