Cpov

I was pacing around my room, I couldn't see, I couldn't feel. I couldn't do anything. These stupid pills. I hate taking them. They make simple things, like thinking and feeling any sort of emotion harder than it should be. Ever. I didn't want to take them, but I was starting to see and hear things that weren't there again. Just like when it first happened. This is why I hate coming down here. When I'm home in New York I don't imagine things that aren't there. I am perfectly fine. Its only when I come to Toronto. Then the hallucinations start. I am back in the alleyway and I'm scared and I cant breathe. I'm stuck against the wall and a hard body and I don't know what to do. I'm slipping under, into my head. I cant stop it. I'm going insane, I can feel it. I don't know how to stop it. The pills don't work. They make it worse. I need help. But I'm not going to cry out for it.

Epov

I was going over to Clare's house, I was taking everybody, excluding Imogen, and we were going to talk to Clare. See what's going on. When we got there we heard screaming and things hitting the wall so I busted open the door and we all ran in. No one was trying to kill Clare like we thought, but she was going crazy. She was running around while pulling her hair, she was screaming and crying. I ran up to her and trying comforting her but that got me a slap in the face. Guess she's really out of it. Too lost in her own mind to realized their was anybody else in the room.

"Please just stop! Stop showing me this! I know what I did! I know! PLEASE STOP!"

She was screaming this over and over again. The voices in her head where making everything painful now. She had taken her medicine. This ONLY happens when she hasn't taken her medicine for a while and then starts again. Only then.

"Clare listen to me. Do you hear me?"

Cpov

I heard him talking to me, and then I felt him touch my arm. He was trying to calm me down. It wasn't working, but I had to remember to thank him for the effort when this was over and done with.

"It's your fault I'm gone. All your fault."

The voice in my head was started up again.

"NO ITS NOT!"

"Yes. Yes it is. If you had stepped out from behind that trash can and helped... maybe I wouldn't be dead."

"If u had done that we both would be dead!"

"We could have taken him."

"No we couldn't have."

"Yes. We could."

"JUST SHUT UP IMOGEN!"

I was screaming and crying. My dead friend was talking to me from inside me head, everyone thinks I'm crazy and that I'm imagining this but I'm not. It really happens.

"Clare listen to me. Imogen is not talking to you. Imogen is alive. It's nothing."

"You don't understand Eli! Imogen died that night! You all think it was Bianca but it wasn't! Don't you understand! It wasn't Bianca. It was Imogen."

"Clare, you're delusional."

"NO I AM NOT! I KNOW WHAT HAPPEND! I WAS THERE!"

"I was there too."

"Not for the whole thing."

"Well what happened then?"

After Drew and Bianca got into that fight she grabbed me and we left the restaurant. We were walking and talking about everything except boys. I decided we could take a shortcut to my house, through the alleyway. We were walking and then we saw the man attacking Imogen. We started running and I tripped and fell and rolled behind the trash can. Bianca kept going after she told me to stay there. She was going to sneak up on him but her phone started to ring. It was Drew calling. The man turned and rushed at Bianca and grabbed her phone, throwing it on the ground. Cracking it. He then pushed Bianca away and said 'Run. And never come back. If I ever see you again I will kill you.' She looked at me and I told her with my eyes to go. So she ran off. That's when Eli came up. I pulled him behind the trashcan and told him without thinking that the man had Bianca. The only thing I could think of to cover up Bianca leaving was that the man was about to kill her. Eli then got out and began trying to talk the guy out of it, the man just got angry and they started to argue. He shot Imogen and she fell. That's when Drew came up. After the guy shot her he let her body fall, he ran in the other direction, we came out and told Drew that it was Bianca and that was that. Drew believed us and instantly began to weep. I almost told them it wasn't really Bianca and that she had ran off, but the thought of putting Bianca in that much danger was too much, I couldn't do it. Imogen died that night. Not Bianca. I sometimes would see her around you and I would forget that you guys thought she was dead and would ask about her. She would always run away before you guys could see her though.

I breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that I got off my chest what had been on my mind for about three years. They all looked confused and Eli opened his mouth to ask something, but someone coming down stairs interrupted him.

"You finally told them! Yes! I can finally quit hiding out in your room every time someone comes over!"

They looked over to see Bianca coming down the stairs. She was smiling and went to hug everyone, who were all still frozen from seeing her. It was probably like she was back from the dead.

"Wait wait wait wait! Then how where we seeing Imogen?"

"Oh... DARCY!"

Then Darcy came down stairs, she was in Imogen's clothes and had her hair died like Imogen and just looked over all... like Imogen.

"We had Darcy be her."

"So you... hid the fact that Imogen died by having your sister be her... and then mad everyone think Bianca died and hid her at your house for three years?"

"Yes. Is that bad?"

"Oh my God. I don't know how you pulled this off... but its pretty impressive."

Of course Eli would think it was cool. I stared at him and he stared at me , we continued to stare until someone said

"Oh just make out already!"

So we didn't even think about anything, we just attacked each other. He had me picked up and against the wall in record time and my legs were rapped around his waist. We heard fake gagging and we broke apart and looked at Fiona and Bianca who were pretending to throw up.

"Hey, you're the one that told us to make out."

"Hey I have a question."

"What is it Fiona?"

"You explained what happened... But you never explained why you where so mad at your parents."

I sighed, oh no, here comes the hard part.

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