Chapter 5
"Thank you for talking to me earlier" Danny smiled. "Of course, you are Dougie's best friend" I smiled. "Is that the only reason?" he asked. "You are my friend" I said. "I think there is more to it" he grabbed my hand and spun me around so I was standing in front of him. He removed a wisp of my hair from my face. I felt my heart racing. "I can't do this to Dougie" I stepped back. "He will never know, just let me try Hayley" he caressed my cheek and kissed me softly. I kissed him back. He pulled me closer. I stepped back and looked at him. "It meant nothing" I rushed back to the hotel. I opened the door to the hotel room. Dougie was on the bed relaxing. I looked at him. "What is the matter honey?" he sat up. I sat down next to him. "Danny and I kissed" I looked at my feet. "What?" he looked at me. "I am so sorry Dougie, you know I love you with all of my heart" I looked him in the eyes. "I can't believe that you kissed my best friend" he said. "Please forgive me" I looked at him. He got up from the bed and walked out. I sat on the bed and stared at the door waiting for him to get back. There was a knock on the door. I walked over and opened the door. Alyssa stood in front of me. "Ready for dinner?" she asked. "Danny and I kissed, I told Dougie and he left, so I am staying here" I sighed. "Sweetie do you want me to stay?" she asked. "What is going on?" Tom asked. "Nothing, I am not feeling so good so you guys just go" I smiled. They left. I sat down on the bed and stared at the door.
I woke up when the door opened. I looked at the clock. 06.38. I sighed and looked at Dougie. He looked at me. "I didn't mean to wake you" he said. "I wanted to be up so we could talk" I sighed. "What is there to talk about?" he asked. "Can you forgive me?" I sat up. "I don't think so" he said just as cold. "So this is the end?" I asked felling the tears in my eyes. He turned around and looked at me. "Yeah" he sighed. I felt the tears run down my cheeks. "Dougie please don't do this" I pleaded. "Please don't cry" Dougie said. "What do you want me to do? You are the first guy I ever really loved and I fucked up" I said through the tears. He sat down on the bed. "I won't be able to kiss you without thinking that he has kissed you" he sighed. "Look me in the eyes and tell me that you don't love me anymore and then I will leave and stay out of your life" I sighed. "I can't do that" he mumbled. "Then give me a chance and know that all of me belongs to you" I filtered my hand in his hair. He sighed and lay down. "I don't know" he whispered. I got up from the bed. "I will just find somewhere else to sleep then and I will go home tomorrow" I said and started packing my things. I opened the door. "Goodbye Dougs" I whispered and stepped out on the hallway. "Hayley wait!" he yelled as I was on my way down the hallway. "I can't believe I am doing this" he said and pushed me up against the wall. He kissed me passionate. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He let me back to the hotel room. He threw me on the bed. The kiss was filled with greed and lust.
I woke up with Dougie's arms around me and my head was placed on his chest. I kissed his chest gently. "Morning Hayley" he mumbled. I giggled. "It is a wonderful morning" I smiled. He laughed. "What does this mean for us?" I asked and sat up across him. "It is hard to concentrate" he looked down me. I laughed and wrapped the covers around myself. "Now answer" I smiled. "After this night I don't want to lose you" he laughed. "I am really sorry for what happened" I looked him in the eyes. "I know" Dougie said. There was a knock on the door. "Hayley we are going shopping" Alyssa said through the door. I ran over to the door and opened it. "Can you give me half an hour?" I smiled. She looked up and down me and laughed. "An hour and then we are leaving" she smiled and walked away. I closed the door. "What do you need an hour for?" Dougie asked. I jumped on the bed and threw the cover next to the bed. He laughed and pulled me down to him and kissed me.