Chapter 10
"Honey I am going now" Dougie yelled smiling. I walked down to him and smiled. "When will you be back?" I asked. "Sunday I think" he smiled. "I will miss you" I wrapped my arms around his neck. "And I am so sorry for leaving but Fletch says we need to concentrate on writing on some songs" Dougie looked me in the eyes. "I know, Alyssa, Gio and I are going clubbing tonight, is that okay with you?" I asked. "I can't ask you to stay home you know" he smiled. "Well I could stay home and try to figure out what to do with the spare room" I smiled. "How about a nursery?" Dougie asked. "Poynter that might actually sound like you are planning on a future with me, what have I missed?" I laughed. There was a loud knock on the door. "I really have to go beautiful, I'll call you tonight" he kissed me and walked out. I smiled.
Alyssa walked in through the door. "Why on earth aren't we going clubbing?" she asked. "Dougie said we could make the spare room into a nursery" I giggled. "Are you serious? That is amazing" she hugged me. "I think you and Gio should go clubbing anyways, I am feeling a bit ill" I smiled. "You have been feeling sick for a while now, you should really go to the doctor" she looked at me concerned. "No it will be okay" I smiled. "At least tell Dougie" she said as she walked out. I sat down and stared at my phone waiting for Dougie to call. It started calling and I picked it up. "It's Danny" Danny said through the phone. "Oh something's wrong?" I asked. "I have a problem" he sighed. "Do tell" I smiled. "I can't get you out of my head" he said. "No no Danny, don't go down that road" I said. "Hayley I think about you constantly and I am certain that you also think about me" he said. "Dougie is calling me now, I have to go. Bye Danny" I sighed and hung up and picked up the call from Dougie. "Do you know how much I freaking miss you?" Dougie asked. "Aw you are so sweet, come home" I smiled. "What are you wearing love?" he laughed. "Nothing, I am on my way in the shower" I giggled. "God I wish I could be there" Dougie said and I could hear the smile in his voice. "I really miss you" I tried to sound happy but it didn't really work since he asked what was the matter. "No I feel so stupid just forget it, I will see you Sunday" I said and hung up. He tried to call over and over again but I didn't answer it. Instead I walked around our apartment. A life without Dougie was impossible for me but a life where he was away on tour or other thing also seemed impossible. His best friend was in love with me and I couldn't tell him. I sat down on the bed and hugged Dougie's pillow.