Notes: Written for a prompt I was given on FF. I've got so much on my mind lately... *heavy sigh* I've got two finals this week. After that my next one isn't until the 28.
Title: dissonance in my head
Pairing: Jasper/Bella
Prompt: rougher
Words: 124 words
. dissonance in my head .
There is no love here. It's just sex, violence, blood, death; that's it, there is no further attachment than that. Bella knows what she's after, what she wants, and that's to forget. She doesn't want gentle or soft or whispered declarations of love in the night.
That part of her is gone; she killed and buried it herself.
She doesn't care for him and he doesn't care for her. They only stay together because of necessity, there's no attachment. She doesn't care and she revels in it; it doesn't matter if he might be manipulating her feelings, she's beyond caring. If she had her way, she wouldn't feel anymore, she'd prefer that.
It's easier to ignore this hell of theirs if she's just numb.
FIN.