"Bella, Bella wake up!" Said my dad.

"W-what?" I mumbled turning away from him and burying my head in the couch.

"We've got company, Bella." Dad said.

That got me up. I shot up into a sitting position unfortunately due to my lack of balance I ended up with my ass on the floor with my dad trying to pull me up by my arm.

When I finally got off the floor I saw Billy and Jake Black in our doorway.

"Oh," Was I all I said. Not that anyone heard me over there laughter.

If It had been someone else I probably would have laughed. But it wasn't, and I wasn't in a good mood. So I just glared and waited for them to shut up.

After a few minutes they all got the memo that I wasn't in a good mood and all apologized, Billy and Jake had come over to watch the game and I was apparently in the way. God forbid they do something other then watch TV.

I decided I was to tired to socialize.

"I'm going to bed." I snapped.

"Oh, come on Bella! It was funny!" Jake protested as he stepped forward to give me a hug.

"Yeah, sure it was. I'm still going to bed." I said stepping away from him. "Night Dad, Billy."

"Night, Bella." Billy replied before wheeling past me to the TV.

"Bells, do you want some pizza? It's on the counter." Dad said.

"To tired dad, I'll eat tomorrow." I mumbled as slowly made my way up the stairs.

"Night, Bella!" Jake said a little too cheery for my taste.

"Night, Jake." I called back down the stairs before I entered my room.

I had planned on just going to sleep, to not even bother to put pajamas's on or brush my teeth. But I decided that was just a little to lazy, so I dragged myself into the bathroom to do my nightly routine.

When I was done in the bathoom I could still hear the TV on downstairs.

When my head hit the pillow I was already asleep.

Despite the huge body of time I slept, I was still tired when I woke up. I looked tired also, I decided after looking into the mirror for several minutes.

My hair was nest and I was sure having dark circles this big should be a crime. Sighing I began to comb through the beast that was my hair.

I'm sure if anyone had seen me at the moment they would have run away screaming,

I snickered at the thought as I exited the bathroom heading back to pick out my clothes. I grabbed an old gray T-shirt, dark jeans, converse and was done. I really needed some new clothes...

After grabbing a quick breakfast I was out the door and on my way to school.

When I got to school it seemed I was once again the center of attention, apparently word of the Cullen's flight had already passed through the town.

Instead of blushing and backing away, I stuck my chin out and pretended I didn't noticed anything out of the oridinary.

I have nothing to be ashamed of, I chanted this over and over again in my head as I quickly made my way through the parking lot and into school.

Still I manged to send Angela a small smile as she waved me over.

School was school, nothing particularly exciting happened. Well, for me anyway. Everyone else seemed to have stuff on their minds.

I seemed to be the main point, if the looks I was getting said anything.

Last day of the week, last day of the week. Then I could stay home tomorrow and have a self pity party.

But for now I would survive class and wait for lunch when I would get a chance to talk to Angela.

I had, had the best idea ever while starring off into space in Biology. Trying not to think of my missing partner.

Finally lunch rolled around, and once the usual conversation began to take over the table I decided it would be a pretty safe time to tell Angela my plan.

"Hey, Ang. Are you busy on Sunday?"

"No, Bella. Why?" She seemed interested.

"Well..it's just that I needed some new clothes..and if you weren't busy I was thinking we could go to the mall.." God, why was I so awkward?

"Oh, I would love too! But I thought you would want to stay home this weekend with the Cullen's leaving," She mumbled the last part.

I frowned at this. Did I really neglect my friends so bad that if the Cullen's were not involved that they thought I wouldn't want to do anything? I thought about how I have been treating my friends since I started being friends with the Cullens and realized yes, I really had been that bad.

"No, Angela. I've got to get over..Edward. Plus, we never get time together!" I said, I was serious too. I wanted to get to know her better.

"Were you going to invite anyone else?" She asked, smiling at me.

"Yeah, I was going to ask Jessica. But I was going to wait till she was done talking to Lauren." I said shrugging, knowing Angela would understand. Even though she was one of the most kindhearted people in the world even she finds it hard to be friends with Lauren Mallory.

The rest of the day passed in a blur; Angela and I caught up with Jessica after school and asked if she wanted to come and she quickly agreed.

I went home with a new found feeling of happiness.

We decided Angela would just pick Jessica and I up and drive us straight to Port Angeles. The only problem was that we then had to wait for Jessica to get ready.

"You ready Bella?" Asked Angela as Jessica's house. We had knocked to let Jessica know we were waiting.

"Totally."

"I still cannot believe I was not invited!" Mike said. Him and his mom were there visiting Mrs. Stanley. He seemed to think it was the perfect time to be utterly annoying. What was the luck?

"It's a girls trip, Mike." I said as I climbed into Angela's car.

"All the more reason for me come," He said and flashing a smile.

I decided that should not be dignified with a response and just shut the door.

We had to wait a whole ten minutes in the car for Jessica because she seemed to take utter enjoyment in having people wait for her.

Finally she got in the car and we were on are way to Port Angeles. Unfortunately Jessica, proclaimed herself as our DJ, and so most of the trip was made listening to the singing of Selena Gomez, Taylor Swift, and the one and only Justin Bieber.

Excuse me as I go blow myself up.

But finally we were there, and I surprised myself by having a exceedingly good time. I'd gotten some clothes other then basic T's and jeans. Jessica had even somehow talked me into getting not only a pair of shorts, but a plain black dress also. I wasn't really sure when I would ever need it, but whatever. It was fun.

I got home late and after saying goodnight to Charlie I was beyond ready to sleep.

My dreams were filled of what the future may hold for me.

It seemed, at that moment. That I would live. Somehow..somehow I would live without Edward. I could, and I would.

I was finally going to just be me.

A/N: Excuse the extreme shortness of this and the last chapter. Make sure you review down below to let me know what's going on! Love Ya! -Mone't