*Bella POV*

Hi, I'm Bella. I'm a vampire. I have been for many years. I'm married, but I've never met my husband. I really don't remember much about myself. Or how I became a vampire. Everything I know I read from an envelope I found when I first awoke. Heres how it all went.

-Flashback-

"Edward, she's gone. It's too late, I'm sorry. We were too late." Some male said.

"I don't care Carlisle! I'm not giving up! I never will!" Someone, I assume Edward, said. There was such grief in his voice. I wanted to help.

I then noticed the sharp pangs I felt pretty much everywhere through out my body. I was going to inform them, and see maybe if they could help. But I felt numb all over. My mouth felt all cotton-y and I couldn't find a way to speak. What was wrong with me? What's happening? I didn't feel alive though. I felt like i was dead, and I was just awaiting in this body until an angel came to get me and bring me to Heaven. So I waited. Though I wanted to comfort this Edward guy. Each word he spoke was filled with more sadness then the last. I then lost all senses. I was just a mere soul floating in a vast black space, awaiting my final destination.

I don't know how long I was like this, and I didn't care. I liked it. Or at least I did compared to what happened next.

I was on fire. Every single aspect of my body was engulfed in flames. Or so it felt. I still couldn't move anything. It was like I was tied up, and left to suffer. I got the idea that I was in hell. Was I really that bad of a person? But, I wouldn't know, because I couldn't remember a thing. I again tried to scream, but I still couldn't find how to. What was going on? I was sure if I was in hell I would at least be able to scream. Or move. But, no. I couldn't even be allowed that! When I see someone, I'm definitely going to ask what I did as a human to deserve a fate such as this.

...

Time passed. I don't know how much, but if I dare, I actually thought the pain was getting less. And less, and less, and less. Maybe this isn't hell! Or maybe God changed his mind! I began rejoicing! I tried to move, and I succeeded! YES! Maybe I'm really getting out of this place! But... I tried to feel around, and I felt like I was in a box. Wood, I think. So I was trapped. Why? I didn't know.

The fire seemed to keep getting better and better. I heard some noises now. Birds? So theres animals where I'm going. That reassured me a little bit. But why was I trapped inside a box? I smelt wood. So I was really in a wood box. What the heck would I be doing in a b-

OH. MY. GOSH.

The fire started getting hotter yet again! Will you please make up your mind of where your sending me! Please, thats all I ask, if I'm alloted a last request. But now it seemed like nothing else but my heart was getting burned.

But it was worse than everything else put together! What the hecks going on! THEN it started to drain AGAIN. And now I heard a helicopter. The blades were spinning pretty fast. But they were getting slower and slower. Then I noticed the noise wasn't a helicopter at all... It was my heart!

It thudded- or shuddered- two more times. Then it quit. Okay, NOW I was dead. If my hearts not beating, I'm dead.

But I wasn't. I dared myself to open my eyes, and I saw the wood. I was In a.. coffin? WHAT? I'm not dead! I'm alive! I screamed. Wow, I have a pretty voice. Too bad no one can hear me! I started pushing to get out, and to my surprise, the wood broke! Dirt fell on me from above. I'm underground? I figured if I could break wood I could push through petty dirt. I did! I dug up, and I was above ground! Wow! Everythings so.. vibrant! And, I could hear SO much! I looked down. I was in a gorgeous blue dress. I looked back at the coffin I was in, and something white caught my eye. I jumped back down, which I found easy to do, and saw it was an envelope.

I jumped back off, which was even more easy, and opened the envelope. I saw a letter, and eight pictures. I looked at them all carefully. Two stood out. A very, very handsome Bronze haired guy, and a little baby, who was even more beautiful.

I studied them for a moment, and went on to read the letter...

Dear Bella,

I know you won't ever read this, but I want you to have a piece of our family- your family- wherever you may be headed. I'm Alice Cullen. Your sister-in-law. You married my "brother" Edward. You see, I put quotation marks around brother because were not really related. We're vampires. We don't drink human blood. We feed off animals. We have golden eyes, because we don't drink human blood. If we did, we would have red eyes. I had a feeling you'd need this letter and the pictures, although I don't see why you would need it in Heaven, but, I've learned over the years to just trust my instincts. The pictures are labeled, in case you don't remember me, and the rest of us. We live in Forks, Washington. But that may change. Vampires don't age. They remain the same as they did the age they were changed. Edward was changed at 17. You we're 18 when you died. If the venom would have spread quick enough, you would be here with us now. You died giving birth to your daughter, Renesmee. She has your eyes, and Edwards bronze hair. Beautiful baby girl, just like you were. We all miss you so much. Especially Edward. But, I guess I should stop. If I could cry, this letter would be soaked. We all miss you Bella. Dearly. We wish you could be back in our life. Maybe.. No. I wont get my hopes us. I pray every day that the venom just acted slowly, and that you're really somewhere out there. I just trust my guy. But, its too rare that I haven't told Edward. I don't want to set him up for disappointment. Well, I better go. I love you Bella, I always will forever. We all will.

Love forever,

Alice.

-End flashback-

And thats how I discovered I'm a vampire. I remember when I first smelt that amazing smell that sent my throat burning, quenching for that blood. I ran to it, but I saw it was a human. I quickly ran away, disgusted at myself that I could ever be that close to killing a human. So from then on I've hunted animals.

I live in Oregon. Since it doesn't get sun too often. I know if I got out in the sun, my skin will sparkle. It's beautiful, but I know I cant risk humans discovering what I am.

I know this because I ran into a nomad vampire right away. Her name was Sadie. She was beautiful! She had the most beautiful red hair, that fell midway down her back. She had red eyes, though. I remember what Alice said in her letter- red eyes meant human blood drinker. I started to run, but she called for me. I told her my prefer was animal blood, and she said it was alright. She'd met some before. I asked whom, hoping it was the Cullens- my unknown family- but she said it wasn't them. She'd never met them before. Since then she's told me all I need to know about vampires.

I got a job at the local hospital where I live, so I make pretty good money. Sadie went on back to her own life style, because she liked traveling alone, but she assured me we'd meet again, because we do have forever. She mainly lives in Canada.

I have a decent sized house. Two bedrooms (for show or course), and two bathrooms (for show again, except for the mirrors to get ready), and pretty much everything else the regular house has.

At work, I learned that a new doctor was getting transfered, supposed to be one of the best in the Country. I didn't catch his name, but I was excited to meet him. I was the best doctor in Oregon! I would love some competition.

I had so much money, I had no idea what to do with it all. So, I decided to buy a whole new wardrobe.

Mall, here I come

Sorry for cutting it off. But, I'll write more later. (: I didn't get any review, but I got alot of hits (: so I thought I'd give you guys another chapter.

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