*Bella POV*
As soon as I spoke, I know he knew. Or, he suspected something, at least. He probably is weary about it, because well, he saw me die. Or he thought he did. I know he's going back, rattling his brain, thinking about those last moments of me. But he didn't say a thing.
"Hello. I'm under the impression that your one of the best doctors in Oregon." I nodded. "Well, my name is Carlisle. Pleased to meet you." He held out his hand. Heck, I was weary of shaking his hand. I'm one hundred percent sure he knows I'm a vampire. But I'm not so sure anymore that that's all he knows. Time to rip the band-aid off.
"Same to you. My name is..." I paused. Wondering if I should. But I want to. What if they forgot about me? Erased me from their memories, completely? Yeah, not likely Bella. So, why not. This is the leader of the family I've been waiting to see my whole life! Well, existence. I wanted to know them. Wanted them to love me. So why couldn't I bring myself to tell him my name? Anyway, I'm sure theres more than one Bella in the world.
"Bella?" He finished for me. Okay, now I couldn't say anything. I'm probably the first vampire in existence to be left speechless. Suddenly everything came flowing back. Memories. The laughs, the hugs, the kisses. Kisses. Oh, Edward! I remembered carrying my baby girl. I wanted her, loved her so much. I remembered every human memory these last years have been depriving me of.
"Oh!" I gasped, and fell back into my chair. Another thing to add to my lists of 'vampire firsts'. I looked back up at him. I'm glad I couldn't cry anymore, because I'm almost positive I would be bawling. "Carlisle!" I jumped up and hugged him, hoping no one saw me get up, because I knew I didn't move at a speed the Volturi would approve of around humans. I could dry sob, I then found out. It felt weird.
"Bella.. Oh Bella!" I know he was dry sobbing too. I could feel it. He kept repeating my name. I know I loved him as my own father. My Father! Charlie! Oh, gosh! And my Mother, Renae! How much more people was there? Jacob Black. Jake, my bestfriend. Renesmee. Edward. Alice. Rosalie. Esme. Emmett. Jasper. Everyone!
I finally let go of him. "Bella, its really you? But how? I was sure your heart stopped beating." He asked. Now he was baffled. I shrugged. I wasn't complaining.
"I guess the venom just acted slowly. Alls I remember was the burning, and then waking up in a coffin. I didn't even remember anything. The only thing was a note Alice wrote. I'm glad she did! It had pictures of all of you guys, and a note explaining what I was. I wonder how she knew. She said she didn't know why I would need it in Heaven, but she just learned to always 'trust her gut'. I had every one of you guys' pictures etched in my brain, and names were on the back. But as soon as I saw you in person, every human memory of mine came flooding back. Edward, oh Edward! And Renesmee! I want to see them. I have to see them! Please, when can I? Please Carlisle." I started dry sobbing again.
"Bella, sweet Bella. You may come home with me after work." He soothed. I shook my head.
"No, not then. Now. I need to see them now!" I yelled. I didn't mean to, but, I couldn't help it. "I'm sorry to yell. I'm sorry." I pleaded.
"It's okay, Bella." He stroked my hair fatherly, and I felt calm again.
"Everyday I hoped I would run into you guys. All I had to know about you all was the pictures and the note. I couldn't remember anything. I just kept hoping that you guys never forgot or replaced me. I was so worried. And I guess when I saw one of you from the pictures in person, it just triggered the wall holding back my memories to break. I remember everything now." I explained.
"Oh, Bella. We could never, ever forget you. Everyone is so heartbroken at your death. Especially Edward. And Renesmee feels like she's to blame. She blames herself everyday."
That broke my heart to hear. "My baby girl. How could she ever think that?" I haven't seen her since she was a baby. Who knows how big she is now.
And then it hit me.
Renesmee wasn't a normal baby. I knew that as a human. But when I was changed, I lost all memory. But I knew it now.
She was half human, half vampire. Just like..
And thats when I couldn't take it anymore.
Thats when I started running.
I'm so anxious to start writing the next chapter! Its like I'm watching this all in my head, and just typing it down here. I'm so excited!
And sorry this is so short, (twhs) but it just seemed like a good place to stop.
I'm sorry I probably sound like a nerd. But I think you guys wont care. (: I just hope you like it!
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