Hi, welcome back for chapter two. I am really glad that you all seem to be enjoying this so far. Thankyou to all those who reviewed, it is really appreciated. Anyways I hope you enjoy chapter two.
When morning came, and L blinked his eyes open his first thought was, 'I slept?', then his memory caught up with him and his eyes widened. That was when he noticed that he'd moved closer to Light in his sleep, and buried his head in his side. He wasn't holding him, oh no, his arms were by his own chest, not around Light. But he was close enough. Frozen, he realized that he was still naked. He wasn't sure what to do next. Light was still asleep during all of L's turmoil, oblivious to everything around him. L bit his lips and moved one hand to gently prod Light in the side. This action reminded him of Near a little, but he prodded him again. He didn't know what else to do. Light's eyes opened slowly and he was once again glaring at L. He had gotten used to being a light sleeper because of Sayu, but now it was pissing him off more than a bit.
"You really don't like to let me sleep do you?"
"You look too innocent," L huffed, "Makes me feel bad for wanting to convict you." He pulled his arm back to his chest, once again. It was now he realized that one of his hands, while pressed against his chest had manoeuvred so that his thumb was by his mouth. Lazily, he let out a yawn.
"Ok, now tell me an excuse that I would actually believe," Light requested as he sat up as it was obvious he wouldn't be sleeping again for a while. L stayed silent for a moment. Not moving, just watching Light. He then spoke quietly.
"You look cute and it confuses me as to why I would think that."
"What do you mean by cute?"
"Exactly what I said," L replied monotonously. He blinked slowly at Light, his thumb still in his mouth and his legs still pulled up to his chest. "And it confuses me. Last night was not the first time I felt like kissing you, and I have no idea what that means."
"I thought that would be obvious, even for you," Light replied and rolled his eyes, wondering how this oblivious genius could have had him so turned on earlier. L sat up. Not in his normal way, no, he was comfortable enough to sit with his legs crossed- or rather, his back was still aching. Subconsciously, his hands went to rub it better as he talked.
"I shouldn't feel this way about you. You're my suspect- you're Kira. And yet, I find myself wanting to do things with you, that I can't even picture. I have worked many years to bury my emotions in a place from which they can't return, but for you, they have- in full force. That is what confuses me. Why is it you, that has been able to remove all the control I had so carefully constructed?"
"It's not like I have the best sense of control when it comes to you either," Light replied curtly, feeling another brief flash of sadistic glee. "In any case the fact that you believe I am a mass murderer who you wish to have executed should have prevented me from allowing everything that happened last night from taking place. So your not the only one feeling things they shouldn't."
"I want it to happen again," L said simply, looking down at the blankets, as if embarrassed by the confession.
"Do some actual research before you even think about trying it again," Light advised stubbornly, but his face betrayed him as it held traces of pink. L too, was blushing as he looked up to once again make eye contact with Light.
"I was assuming that you would teach me." He reached one hand out to gently touch Light's cheek before he both pulled Light closer, and leaned in himself. When their lips were pressed together, it was a gentle caress, an unspoken word. There was no passion, just truth. L's eyes had slid closed, and his hand had moved to Light's chin. Light found himself unable to stop from returning the kiss which had silenced the thoughts buzzing through his head. After a moment, L pulled back, only far enough to talk. "What is it that you do to me?" he asked in a whisper, his breath mingling with Light's. "Why do I lose control for you?"
"Once I work that out I will be sure to tell you," Light replied his eyes focused on the lips that had just been on his own.
"What is this that we have?" L's words were still whispers, his eyes still closed and his hands still on Light's face, "Will it... disappear? Is this a dream to be broken once reality is restored?"
"I don't know either but I can't help feeling drawn to you. As to reality well then I guess if this isn't reality then it never really existed in the first place." Light's voice had also turned into a whisper as he took in L's face. "I don't particularly like that idea though."
"Ryuuzaki, Raito-kun!" Matsuda let himself in the room, "It's nearly eleven and we were getting-"He stopped suddenly as he stared at the two people, both naked, and in lip lock. L pulled away slightly to glare at Matsuda.
"Have you ever heard of knocking?" he asked irritably. He was still holding onto Light. "It seems that reality has returned rather early," He muttered so that only the other on the bed could hear him. Matsuda's eyes were wide as he was staring at the other two. Slowly, a blush spread across his cheeks and he turned around.
"I'm sorry! I didn't realize that you two were- are- uh…" He awkwardly rubbed the back of his head.
"Matsuda," L muttered, "Get lost." Light looked mortified as the clumsy detective rushed out of the room and moved away from L quickly.
"I see..." L said a little sadly. He stood and made his way to the dresser, pulling some clean trousers on. He ignored the stains on his chest and stomach, detailing their previous night. He put a clean black shirt, half on before undoing the cuffs, replacing them on the other arm, and fully dressing himself. He then replaced the cuff on the correct arm. Moving casually towards the bathroom, he seemed to either forget, or not care that Light was still chained to him. He didn't' stop to wait for Light to get dressed, or for him to even get out of bed before he was dragged to the bathroom. When L had relieved himself, he returned to the bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed, opening his laptop. He was giving Light time to get dressed.
"L, I know that personal hygiene is of little importance to you but I would like to shower before I do any work," Light said as soon as he could speak. L completely ignored Light's words, and after ten minutes, stood and headed to the door, not even noticing if Light had got dressed or not. He was pissed. Grabbing's arm, he pulled back to prevent to man from leaving. "Damn it all L," Spinning the man around, he kissed his briefly and harshly. "I don't know what I've done but if it was because of before after Matsuda left then you should know I only reacted that way because I was embarrassed to have been caught by one of my father's co-workers naked and kissing you. I'm sorry but that is not the way I would have liked to have come out to someone."
L froze, "You made it quite obvious that you didn't want people to know that there had been a possibility of the two of us becoming more," He said darkly. "If that is your wish; fine."
"If you haven't noticed I am a rather proud person and someone other than you seeing me like that then kinda threw me." Light scowled. "Also I never said that I didn't want people to find out, I just wanted to be a bit surer of what is going on before I went around telling everyone. Jesus L, until last night I still thought I was straight so I'm sorry if I am still a little overwhelmed by everything." L bowed his head and turned around. He then looked up, directly into Light's eyes, challenging.
"Do you want me?"
"Of course I do, I thought I proved that last night," Light replied sounding exasperated.
L nodded, "I apologize that I was unable to return the…" he gestured with his hands, blushing slightly, not sure what to call it, "It was apparent that I was unable." He smiled softly, "I'm afraid, however, that a shower may not be possible. It's eleven am. We're five hours late for work."
"It's not like you will be doing anything anyway. Besides I refuse to go down stairs smelling like we really DID do it," Light replied stubbornly. With a sly grin, L nodded.
"Very well..." He mumbled, "If it means I get to see you naked..."
"Fine, but I don't get what's so great about seeing me naked. I mean you saw me last night," Light sighed, "Anyway if you weren't going to let me leave the room last night then I doubt I have any choice in this matter either." L walked to Light and smiled. He gestured to the door.
"Shall we then?" He asked. Picking up some clean clothes, Light grabbed L's hand with his free one and pulled him into the bathroom after him. Once there, L began to strip. His back to Light, he seemed to be embarrassed. After he was naked, he turned around and looked at Light, slightly bashful. Light appeared not to notice L's shyness as he undressed again slowly, seeming to be deep in thought. Once Light was undressed, L looked away. His face was dark red and he was blushing.
"So L, how are we going to do this? I mean are we going to shower one at a time or at the same time?" Light asked barely looking at L. L bit his lips before turning around to study Light. For a moment, he couldn't speak, but when he did, he licked his lips.
"I think- I think we should shower together. To... save time." He was staring at Light, looking at him from top to bottom.
"U-um sure," Light replied trying not to stutter as he felt L's gaze trail up his body again slowly. L couldn't help but lick his lips before moving closer to Light. He was now stood right in front of Light, and leaned forward to kiss him softly. Moving forward, Light returned the kiss sweetly.
"I thought we were supposed to be in a hurry," Light commented but did not move from his spot in front of L.
"We're saving time by showering together," L pointed out, leaning closer and kissing him again. His arms slid around Light's neck and he kissed him deeper. He pulled back slightly, "Sorry," he mumbled quietly, "I just...really like doing that." He looked away blushing slightly, but his arms were still around him.
"Hmm, not THAT much time." Light's arms though wound around L's body though, to pull him closer as he initiated a slow, hungry kiss of his own. "But I never said I minded," Light finished breathlessly. L moaned softly and leaned closer to Light. He kissed him softly again before pulling away.
"We should... we should start the shower," He mumbled, feeling himself start to get excited.
"Yeah," Light breathed and with one last glance at L's mouth, he moved into the shower stall and turned on the taps. L followed Light, standing next to him in the small space. Smiling slightly, he reached around him for the soap. Something told him that they'd be spending more time in the shower than intended. Light could feel the warmth of L's body radiating behind him and watched as L's arm brushed him on the way past. Turning his head, Light's eyes met L's and he smiled cheekily.
"Want to wash my back for me?" L smiled softly, he moved in front of Light, covered his hands in soap and pulled Light close. He started to gently massage Light's back, rubbing the soap in and cleaning him gently, his body flush against Light's. Swallowing at the sudden contact, Light loosely wrapped his arms around L's thin waist; loving the feel of L's hands gliding across his skin. L leaned closer, placing his head on Light's shoulder. The proximity was starting to get at him, and after a few more rubs of Light's back, he stopped.
"Sorry," he mumbled as he realized that he was digging into Light. "Only you can do this to me," He said breathlessly, pulling away. The heat of L's skin was strangely relaxing and Light leant back to tilt L's head so that his lips could meet L's in a brief, chaste kiss. L leaned closer, kissing Light again. His eyes slid closed and he started trembling slightly. He moaned softly before pulling back. "I think we- I think we will have to- have to stop this," he mumbled, even as his body moved closer to Light. Light's eyes closed too.
"Yes… Yes we should." As with L though, the words continued to be contradicted by Light's actions as his arms tightened around L desperately.
"Light..." he gasped out. "It seems I have another problem," He muttered with a small groan. Light could very well feel that problem rubbing against him and that was very quickly giving him a problem of his own.
"Damn!" Light hissed.
"So..." L said softly, "What do we do about this?" He didn't move from Light, instead, he pulled himself closer.
"I don't know what you are ready for," Light replied managing to sound both peeved and lustful at once. "In any case we hardly have time for this now."
"I'd rather be late," L mumbled, "than walk into the room, occupied by the task force and your father like this," he gestured to his 'problem'.
"As I said before, I don't know what you are ready for and what happened last night is the 'cleanest' way to get rid of our problems unless we decide to have a cold shower."
L pushed Light roughly, pushing him into the wall and kissing him deeply. "As you've previously stated," he muttered between pulling away and kissing Light again, "I am not one for personal hygiene."
"What was that you were saying about hygiene last night then," Light challenged, eyes gleaming.
"You took me by surprise," L mumbled, pushing himself even closer to Light. Feeling slightly mischievous Light wrapped one leg around L's hips to press their lower halves against each other fully and ground against him gently.
"Well then it seems you have a choice, that or a blow job," Light's tone was seductive, pretending as though his back wasn't quite literally pressed against the wall. L moaned deeply, his head tilting backwards and his eyes closing.
"Do, whatever you want to me," he moaned, pushing himself closer to Light. His words were nearly a plea.
"Maybe a little of both then." Light murmured and after quickly turning around Light shut off the shower and led L back to their room and pushed him back onto the bed, his mouth latching onto L's neck and slowly making its way down L's body. L moaned deeply, his legs wrapping themselves around Light as he fought to get closer to the other male. Light smirked at the reaction but lifted L's legs so they were no longer around him and continued his decent to the prize that stood proudly amongst the black curls. Eyeing it lustfully he lifted his gaze to meet L's as he bent over to lick it carefully from base to tip. L twitched and moaned. His eyes were closed and he was fisting the blankets beneath him.
"Nnghn." Once he reached the head he swirled his tongue around the tip. With his hands free now, he used them to hold down L's hips as he took L into his warm, wet mouth, bobbing his head up and down slowly. L's hips tried to thrust, but he was kept down. Growling slightly, he put his hands on Light's hair, pushing him down faster. He groaned again. Trying not to choke on the extra inch forced into his mouth, Light returned to his teasing and used his teeth to gently scrape along the thin, sensitive flesh. L could do nothing but moan. He was in heaven. But he couldn't help think about the fact that they were going to need another shower. Gently, he moved his hands to pull Light off him. Pulling him up to kiss him deeply, he flipped them and his hand slid to gently fist Light's member. With shaky inexperience, he started to move his hand, attempting to pleasure Light. "I don't- don't want to be the only one- feeling this," He mumbled brokenly.
"Mmm..." Light moaned encouragingly. The soft coolness of L's hand felt wonderful as it wrapped around him and attempted to replicate what Light had done to L the previous night. Still unsure of what he was doing, L kissed Light deeply while he moved his hand in a more confident manner. He pulled his mouth away to speak softly, "Tell me if I'm doing it wrong," he said breathlessly. Leaning in, Light kissed L just as passionately in response, small moans that were still passing through his lips grew louder as L's pace increased and Light fought to prevent his hips from jerking. L kissed Light over and over, not getting tired of that. His hand began to get faster as he was encouraged by Light's moans. After a short while, he moved his hand and hips slightly so that he could fist both erections in one hand, rubbing them both together. Groaning at the feel, Light moved his head to kiss from L's jaw to his ear firmly and nibbling on it delicately. "Lllll," The letter came out in a long pleasured hiss, "I need you." L paused, pulling away to look at Light.
"What?" He asked confused. His hand was still on Light, but it wasn't moving. "You need me to what?" Pulling back, Light met L's gaze steadily though his heart pounded with the sudden fear of rejection.
"I need more, of you... of this... I need you..." Averting his eyes now Light said in a small voice, "I... um... would like to have sex with you." Light would have sworn before then that blushing that hard would be impossible but if the heat in his face was anything to go by it was. L bit his lip nervously. That was a big step. After a moment, he nodded nervously, shaking as he leaned forward and kissed Light with trembling lips. Light returned the kiss with all the need he could put into it before breaking the kiss; his eyes giving away his relief. "I suppose you wouldn't want to bottom this time," Light mused. "L, could you grab that bottle of lotion? I think I might have to lead you through the first part." L nodded and moved to grab the lotion.
"What- what happens now?" He asked, giving the lotion to Light. He was incredibly nervous, and shaking. He wanted to do something for Light, to help him with his 'problem', but he wasn't sure that he wanted to go so far so quickly. Still... Light wanted this, so he'd get it. Sensing L's nervousness Light pushed the bottle back to L, feeling disgusted with himself. Sighing Light pushed L off him.
"L you're not ready. I shouldn't be pushing you so fast." Light smiled at L softly. "I guess I keep forgetting that I am a hormonal teenager sometimes. You should be doing this for yourself, not just for me.
L bit his lips and nodded, "I'm sorry..." He blushed deeply and looked away, "We can still…" he cut himself off, "I mean, if you really want to... If it means we can still..." He was afraid that Light wouldn't want to do anything more with him if he refused. Light kissed L reassuringly.
"L I wouldn't let you even if you tried. I can wait but for now I guess we will have to be a little bit more creative."
L nodded, "I want to." He said, moving his hand gently. He fingered the slit slightly, wanting to make this pleasurable for Light. "How can I make this better?" He asked.
"Hmmm, just go with what feels natural," Light said trying to sound reassuring as he attempted to stay focused though he was quickly losing interest. Nodding, L removed his hand as he leaned his head down, swallowing before licking the tip. It was salty, and he found he liked it. Leaning down, he took the length into his mouth slowly, hoping he was doing it right. Light let out a low moan, stunned by L's actions. The softness and heat of L's mouth was intoxicating and he fought to retrain himself from thrusting into L's mouth. The moan definitely made L feel like he was doing something right. He started to suck gently, trying to get Light deeper. After a moment, he began to choke slightly and pulled away, coughing.
"Sorr,." He mumbled and Light rolled his eyes.
"Be careful ok? Don't try... and take too much in," Light scolded panting softly. L nodded, giving him a second before leaning in and starting again. He sucked then hummed. Light let out a gasp as the vibrations ran through him causing him to shudder. "Lllll," Light moaned again and his hands reached down to grasp L's shoulders tightly. L wasn't sure if that was a good sign or not, but still, he continued. If it was more obvious that Light wanted him to stop, he would. He hummed some more. "Soooo... ahhhh... goood," Light mewled, his grip tightening. L smiled as much as he could, glad that Light was enjoying it. But now his mouth was beginning to ache. He reached his hand around, pumping the parts that he couldn't reach. "Can't hold... on much... longer," Light panted, sweat beading on his face as he was nearly at completion. L nodded, bobbing his head up and down as he hummed louder and sucked harder. The breath caught in Light's throat as he reached his peak and he let out a hoarse scream as he released, his body shuddering slightly.
Swallowing on instinct, L waited until it seemed to have stopped before pulling away, licking his lips. He'd never tasted anything like this, it wasn't nice, but it wasn't disgusting either. Wiping his mouth, he looked at Light, wanting to kiss him, but not sure if Light would want to taste what was likely still all over his mouth. Light moaned at the sexy sight L presented and not even noticing L's hesitation pulled the man into another demanding kiss. The taste of himself on L's lips, while not wonderful was very erotic and Light's tongue sought to taste every inch of L's mouth. L blinked a few times before closing his eyes, leaning closer to Light. He pulled back after a moment and smiled softly.
"So I didn't do anything wrong."
"No... Why? Did you think you had?" Light asked sounding confused.
L looked away, blushing slightly, "I don't know. I've never..." He shook his head, turning back to Light to give him a rare smile. "You seemed to like it..." Light smiled back.
"Do you want me to take care of you now?" Blushing, L nodded before looking away. He then leaned forward to kiss Light deeply. Light returned the kiss slowly before moving down to take L's erection into his mouth, one arm slung over L's waist to hold L down. The other hand swept down to cup L's testicles and gently rolled them between his fingers. L moaned deeply, unable to restrain it. His hands fisted the blankets beneath him.
"Hmnngn." Light sucked at the head gently at first, before tentatively taking more of L into his mouth so that the tip brushed against the back of his mouth and hummed. L's breathing increased rapidly and opened his eyes. They slid closed again due to the sight he saw. He was afraid that looking at that would drive him to completion early. "Nghn, Liight..." He was having trouble not thrusting into the other, wanting more friction. Scrapping his teeth along L slowly, Light removed his mouth completely.
"L... Look at me..." Panting, L did as he was told, his glazed over eyes meeting those of Light. Smirking, Light's eyes held L's as he returned to his previous task licking and sucking L fiercely, occasionally allowing his teeth to graze the sensitive flesh gently while his free hand moved to stroke the base. L's eyes closed again as he held back a moan. He couldn't watch- that would send him over the edge. "Watch me..." Light growled again. Gasping, L shook his head, his eyes tightly closed.
"C-can't," He managed to get out breathlessly, "I'll come."
"I want you to. Please?" Light purred. L opened his eyes, trying very hard not to close them again. After a few seconds, he cried out, his eyes closing as a wave of pleasure hit him, throwing him over the edge. Gasping, he kept his eyes closed, riding out the pleasure. When he finally opened his eyes, he was panting heavily, looking at Light. Light licked the taste of L from his lips, grinning.
"Beautiful..."
L smirked and shook his head, "Not likely," He mumbled. His breathing was evening out now, but the boneless feeling was still there. Crawling up the bed, Light kissed L tenderly before pulling away.
"We better get ready and go down stairs before they start looking for us."
L nodded in agreement, but couldn't get his body to co-operate. He tried moving, but all he managed to do was curl up on himself and close his eyes.
"'m tired," He said within a sigh.
"L, what do you want me to do? I can't go downstairs to work..." Light grinned impishly, "…and you're too tired to get up."
"Carry me," L said with a small smile. "Or at least, come here," he held out one hand, beckoning for Light to come closer. Sighing, Light lay down next to L again and waited. L fell asleep almost instantly, holding onto Light with one hand and sucking his other thumb. Smiling gently at the cute image, Light lay in thought until he joined L is slumber.
So what did you think? And for those who read MIADWP have you started to notice the differences yet? Also if you are interested in role play Interstella has set up a site to try and get together a site where people can find other role players so PM her if your interested. I also happen to have a poll up at the moment so if you could vote it would be appreciated. Thanks for reading and chapter 3 should be up next week.
