Very sorry that I haven't updated in ages, I have just been busy and when I wasn't being busy I was being lazy and reading or writing other stories. I am really glad that people are enjoying this story so much and I think this chapter should make up for the lack of updates… I hope.
Ten minutes later, everyone was still staring at Light and L and Light was getting annoyed. He turned around and looked at the rest of the team.
"Problem?" he asked. Light turned around also to see what was going on. Matsuda was staring, mouth agape, and Soichiro was glaring at L. L just looked at them and they all looked away. L stared at them for a moment before returning to work. After a few more moments, he sighed and stood. Glancing at Light, he tugged on the chain and walked towards the door. Light stood and followed L, sparing the others a glance as he walked past. Once they were out of the room, L sighed, his shoulders relaxing.
"I think your father disapproves," He mumbled.
"Well there was always the possibility that he would but he will get over it eventually or he won't," Light said, and walked over to sit on the bed. L looked away, slightly embarrassed.
"Sorry I had to do that," He mumbled. "I don't know exactly what's going to happen after the Kira case is solved, but..." He shook his head, sitting down on the bed and saying nothing more. Light smiled and leant his head against L's shoulder.
"That's ok." L looked at Light blinking. He moved so that he could kiss Light softly. He didn't know why, but he seemed to like doing that.
"So what happens now?" he asked softly, "and what happens when you regain your memories of being Kira?" Light pulled away, he could barely even look at L.
"That's always going to be between us isn't it?" Pulling his knees up to sit in a very L like pose, he sighed. "I doubt that even if I was to become Kira 'again' I could hurt you and continue."
L chuckled, "so I've changed the way that the 'great and bountiful god' Kira thinks?" He shook his head and laughed again. He threw himself back so that he was lying on the bed. His hands were spread out either side of him and he sighed. "Your father dislikes me now," He mumbled, "And I think Matsuda was scarred for life..." He raised his hand in the air and looked at it for a moment before letting it drop, "And I can't concentrate properly. I just keep thinking about... Well let's not get into that." He cut himself off with a small blush.
"I always thought this way and if I was Kira it was only because I was brainwashed." Light lay down on his side so that he fit snugly against L's body. "As for my father, he will get over it or he won't and well Matsuda... I doubt it. Especially considering what he was asking about." Light finished with a laugh.
L blushed. "Yeah... it seems like he knows what he's talking about..." He mumbled before turning to Light. "…More so than I do." His heart began to race as he realized how close Light was, and he wanted to do something- but he wasn't sure what. He was close to kissing Light again, with more passion, but he held himself back. He'd been doing that a lot.
"So L, what do you want to do now?" Light said, his hand coming to rest on L's chest. L swallowed and closed his eyes, trying to steady his breathing.
"I'm not sure..." he mumbled, "But I know it has something to do with kissing..." Leaning forwards Light pressed his lips against L's, gentle as he breathed in his warm scent before he pulled away.
"Like that?"
"Hmm," L mumbled as if thinking, "Maybe... more...?" He hinted. Light kissed L with more passion this time, opening his mouth and drawing in L's tongue to play with his own. L moaned softly, moving his tongue against Light's. He moved himself so that he was closer to Light. His eyes were closed and his heart was thumping in his chest. He pulled away slightly to talk in between kisses, "Yeah- More." His hand slid into Light's shirt, gently caressing the skin underneath. "Maybe- even- more." He panted between kisses. Light let a moan in response and buried his fingers in L's hair, allowing L to take it as far as he was ready. L wasn't sure what else to do, but he let his instincts take over. He moved so that he was on top of Light, straddling him. He deepened the kiss and his other hand joined the other. He let one snake up and the other down. He gently started to rub Light's nipple while his other hand gently caressed his stomach. He pulled back from the kiss and started on Light's neck. Light gasped before small mewls of appreciation began to stream from his lips, Light used the hands which had knotted in L's hair to pull him closer, loving the feel of L's hands and lips on him.
L pulled away and looked at Light, "I honestly have no idea…" Kiss, "…What is supposed to…" kiss, "…Happen next…" He kissed Light again before pulling back, "…Teach me."
"Are you sure?" Light asked, biting his lip but not sure whether it was from nervousness or desire. Nervous, L nodded, and swallowed. He kissed him softly and rolled them over so that Light was on top. He kissed him again before lying down and staring at Light. Light sat up and looked at L beneath him before sighing and pulling away.
"L, I don't think you're ready yet. One day doesn't change that."
L frowned deeply, "You were quite willing yesterday," He pointed out, "And I am ready..." He leaned up and pulled Light into a kiss.
"I want you to know at least the basics of what it is we will be doing," Light said as they broke the kiss. "I'm sorry but I still feel disgusted at myself for trying to force you into this when you aren't ready."
"You're not forcing anyone," L said, pulling him back again. He broke the kiss to speak, "I want this. I want you."
"You don't even know what 'this' is."
"I know enough." L was being stubborn. He leaned up and kissed him again. When he pulled back he thrust his hips up, "I know enough to know I want to trust you- to feel you- to be whole with you." Light looked at L amazed. Getting off the bed he grabbed the bottle of lotion from the last time and handed it to L and swallowed.
"I didn't think you would want to bottom," Light said and lay down beside L. L looked at the lotion in his hands in a slight confusion.
"So what do I do?" He asked, "How do I prevent injury...?" He remembered what Light had told him before, about what goes where, but he also didn't want to hurt Light. "Talk me through it."
"Well would you like to take my clothes off first?" Light said smiling, pure seduction written across his features, even as the worry still lingered. Licking his lips, L nodded, slowly removing Light's clothes while leaning forward and kissing him deeply. Light moaned into the kiss, returning it hungrily. "Now you..." Light whispered heatedly. L's clothes were gone within a minute and he was hungrily kissing Light again. He pulled back to smile at the other- with slight nervousness.
"N-now what?"
"This is the bit where it gets a bit... dirty," Light said anxiety crossing his face again as he worried that L may not want to go through with it after all. "You have to stretch me first..." L looked at Light, unsure.
"And how-?" He asked, figuring it out in his head, but not wanting to assume something like that.
"You have to put that lotion on your fingers and you have to slowly, one at time, stretch me with them until you have three in me..." Light trailed off, his face a brilliant red. "Then you can... uhhh..." L nodded also crimson.
"I see." Biting his lips, he sighed before squeezing some lotion on his hands. He spread it around before softly pressing one finger against Light's entrance. "Uh, if I hurt you, tell me..." He mumbled before gently pressing inside. His lip was between his teeth in concentration, trying hard not to go wrong. Light tried as best as he could to stay relaxed as the finger wriggled inside of him, feeling rather strange but not painful yet.
"You're doing well so far," Light murmured back. L smiled nervously before changing his movements slightly. He was now coating Light with the lubricant, while still moving his finger from side to side in an attempt to stretch the other. After a moment, he looked at Light, pausing his movements.
"Do I add another?" He asked.
"Yeah you can now," Light replied, getting used to the intrusion. L removed his fingers, putting a little more lubrication on them before placing two fingers inside Light.
"I can't imagine this feels very good," He frowned slightly as his fingers brushed against something that felt slightly different, smoother. Light let out a gasp, pressing instinctively into L's fingers.
"There... just there."
L blinked and pressed back onto that bundle of nerves, "There?" He asked, biting his lips. He looked at Light's face, wanting to see if he was doing it right. Light moaned louder this time, his back arching and his face contorting in an expression of pleasure and lust .
"Y-yes... Yes th-there." The look on Light's face made L even harder. He moaned softly, pressing his fingers into that spot and leaned over, kissing Light deeply. As he did this, he started to move his fingers in a slight scissor motion, making sure to press into that particular spot. Light pants turned harsh as the spot was attacked continuously, his groans swallowed by L's lustful mouth; the pain of the stretch eliminated by the onslaught of pleasure. After a short while, L pulled out of the kiss and paused his movements. He pulled out and placed three fingers inside this time, stretching and making sure to hit that spot. He kissed him again before pulling away.
"Is that- is that enough?" He asked.
"Yeah," Light said. "I want..." Light cut himself off though before he said anymore.
"What is it?" L said as he reached up with his clean hand and gently stroked Light's cheek before he kiss him deeply. Light returned the kiss fervently before he broke it off.
"I want you..." Light whispered, hoping that it wouldn't cause L to back off like last time. Biting his lips, L nodded, moving away slightly and looked around with a small frown. He reached over and picked something up from a draw. Opening the packet, he concentrated and put it on.
"I just... go in?" He asked. Light picked up the bottle and coated the condom carefully.
"Yeah, you do." Taking a deep breath, L placed himself at Light's entrance, pushing in, making sure to go slowly. He moaned softly as he felt the overwhelming tightness.
"You're so warm..." he groaned. Light shuddered and tried to relax as the stretch increased to a burn at the base of his spine and fought to prevent the discomfit from showing. L was a lot bigger than three fingers. L moaned again, leaning his head on Light's chest. "Nngn... Did I do it wrong?" He asked, looking at Light and paused his movements.
"N-no... keep going," Light replied, trying to get used the feeling of L inside of him. L moved further in, sliding all the way before pausing again, pausing to catch his breath. His head was now against Light's chest. He moved out slightly, only to move back in. He changed his angle to hopefully hit that one spot as he pushed back in. Light gasped as he felt L push into him again. He felt himself tense slightly as the pain increased slightly before finally struck true and Light's mind blanked from the pleasure. Instinct took over and L found himself moving out and pushing back in. He started to increase his pace, leaning up to kiss Light. It was so intense, so warm and tight. Pulling out of the kiss he looked at Light.
"Nhnngh..." he tried to speak but found that he couldn't. Light kissed him desperately as the pleasure mounted.
"...Uhhh... please L," Light begged, his body arching up towards L. The feeling of L inside of him, pleasuring him was indescribable.
"W-wha?" L asked, pausing in his movements, "What- do you want?" he asked, moaning softly and panting deeply. "I'll give it to you, anything."
"D-don't stop... More please..." Light asked again, his arms winding around L to hold him closer, the friction of skin on skin feeling amazing and he tightened around L in an attempt to give L more pleasure. L moaned deeply, placing his head against Light's chest as he moved faster.
"I- Can't- can't hold much longer," He warned.
"Neither... c-can I." Light stammered as his legs wound around L tightly, panting heavily as he couldn't stop the sounds that kept flowing from his lips. Moving faster, L brought his hand down to gently grasp Light's member as he kissed him deeply.
"You first," He whispered breathlessly. Light shuddered at the dual sensation of pleasure before letting out a screamed "Llllll" as he came into L's hand, his muscles spasming around L. L came himself with a loud cry as the muscles tightened around him. He sat moaning for a little while trying to catch his breath, collapsing against Light.
"Woah..." he panted, looking up to look into Light's eyes. Leaning up, he kissed him deeply. Light returned the kiss breathlessly as his arms moved up to wrap around L's neck, kissing him with all the passion he could muster. After a moment, L pulled back, panting deeply. "Thank you," He said softly, leaning against him. "I'm going to have to have another shower..."
"We both are," Light replied with faint amusement and kissed L's cheek tenderly. L smiled tiredly, kissing Light again before pulling away.
"Can it wait for us to sleep for a while?" he asked, yawing.
"I wondered if you would ask that," Light replied, pushing L's fringe up slightly as he kissed L's forehead. "Of course," Light then moved to take L into his arms.
L lay comfortably, closing his eyes sleepily. "Thank you," He whispered before falling asleep. Light stroked L's hair as L slept and watched him before he too fell asleep.
Several hours later, L blinked his eyes open. After he realised that he was in bed with Light, he smiled and snuggled closer to him, yawning softly. His thumb was in his mouth and he smiled softly. Light woke up at the movement, smiling also as he felt L curled around him and he felt… content. After a little while, L sighed.
"We should get up..." He mumbled, "… and shower. And talk to the task force..."
"Yeah," Light said, unsure whether to get up or not.
"I don't want to get up..." L sighed, snuggling closer to Light. He sighed again, "But we must, yes?"
"Would they still even be here?" Light asked cuddling L back. L moved slightly to glance at the clock.
"Because it's nearly seven am. We slept through the night," He mumbled, yawning again. "That's probably the first time I've done that in a long while. What do you do to me?" he asked softly, giving Light a fond smile. Light gave a mock concerned look.
"It seems I tire you out, is that ok?" L sighed as he moved around, leaning closer to Light.
"Yes. It's fine." He smiled softly, "You cured my insomnia, and I don't need to eat so much sugar right now." Light smiled at L lovingly before he rested his forehead against L's.
"So it wasn't just a self induced thing?"
L shook his head, "I-" He shook it again and smiled, "I have dreams when I try to sleep, and end up not being able to. You-distract me." He kissed him softly, "Let's get up and cleaned." He didn't want to talk about his reasons for insomnia.
"Ok," Light said, slightly stunned at being shut out, but decided not to press it. L smiled softly, getting out of bed and heading towards the bathroom, tugging slightly at the chain. Light sighed at the tug and stood, following L into the bathroom. Pulling Light into the bathroom, he gently pushed him against the wall, kissing him.
"Thank you." He said before moving to the shower and turning it on. Light followed L into the shower, kissing him passionately, cupping L's face. Moaning softly, L leaned against him. After a moment, he pulled away to laugh slightly, he moved his head onto Light's shoulder. "Are we going to do this every time we have a shower?" he asked amused.
"No, I just had to return the favour." Light answered with a cheeky grin. "Why do you keep thanking me anyway?"
Smiling softly, L shook his head, "I felt it to be right," He mumbled. He turned under the spray, letting it fall over him. Closing his eyes softly, he sighed and let his stress fall away.
"How do you mean?" Light asked again, as he picked up and bottle of body wash and began washing himself thoroughly.
L shrugged, "I don't know. Anyway, what's going to happen with the task force?" He was trying to change the subject, and he hoped that Light would go with it. He wasn't ready to talk about that yet. Mentally filing that under stuff to ask L later, Light sighed.
"I don't know."
"At least you don't have to introduce me to your father..." L attempted a joke. Sighing, he started cleaning himself before turning to Light and smiled slightly. Leaning forward, he placed his arms around Light and his head on his shoulder. "What is this between us?" he asked, "is it just lust, a short lived thing?"
"If you keep asking me that, I will start to get seriously paranoid that is how you see it as. As for me... I'm falling for you. Harder than I ever thought possible, excepting cheesy romance fiction." Light said in an attempt to break the tension. Smiling softly, L stayed where he was, his arms around a wet, naked Light. He moved his head only slightly as he started to gently lick and nibble Light's neck.
"And what happens," kiss, "when," nibble, "the Kira case," suck, "is over?"
"I think would follow you anywhere if you still wanted me," Light confessed, moaning. L paused what he was doing to place his head on Light's shoulder again.
"Gods, you really know how to talk to a guy, don't you?" He asked with a small laugh. "Do you enjoy making me feel like this?" he asked rhetorically, "Like I'm going to explode and implode at the same time?" Light turned his head slightly to look at L innocently, and batted his eyelashes.
"I don't know what you could possibly mean."
L laughed slightly, punching him gently in the arm. "When I'm around you, I feel like I'm just bursting with energy, but I'm comfortable enough to fall asleep around you. I feel safe enough to sleep, without fear of them-" he cut himself off, changing the subject, "but when you're not around, I feel like something's missing, like my life isn't complete. You've screwed up my mind."
"I know exactly how you feel," Light replied sincerely and turning around he wrapped his arm around L's neck and kissed him lovingly. L leaned into the kiss, moaning softly. He yelped slightly as he felt the water suddenly turn cold.
"Looks like the shower's over..." he mumbled, shutting the water off. "No more sex til the hot water's back on." Light laughed.
"That's good because we REALLY don't have time especially as it makes you so tired." L nodded in agreement.
"And it puts me in a much too good mood. I can barely keep my mind on my work." There was something nagging at him, something big. After falling silent and grabbing a towel, he wrapped it around himself and stood for a moment. When he next spoke, he refused to look at Light, and his words were quiet, saddened, "Part of me is still worried that you're Kira. It makes logical sense..." Light felt himself drop to the floor and the urge to curl up in a tight ball and disappear was a very great temptation. The fact that L wasn't even looking at him hurt even more. He didn't know how they could be together and the more he thought about it the more hopeless it seemed. He just couldn't think of how they could survive if L didn't trust him. L heard Light fall to the ground, and turned, frowning. "Light?" He asked softly moving closer to the other male and placing a hand on his shoulder. "Did you fall? Are you alright?"
"No, I didn't fall." Light mumbled before letting out a short, bitter laugh. "I guess I did in a way though..."
L frowned, trying to make sense of the words. "That doesn't make sense, either you fell or you didn't. And you didn't answer my second question." He bent down beside Light and started to gently check him over for damage. "Are you okay?" Light looked L directly in the eyes a slight frown on his face.
"I don't know." Pausing in his movements, L looked directly at Light for a moment, his dark eyes scanning the male before him, as though he could see exactly what was going on in Light's head. He placed the back of his hand against the young Yagami's forehead, his other hand going behind to check for damage.
"You're not making much sense right now, Light. You may have hit your head. He stood, his slouched figure towering over Light, and made his way to the vastly stocked bathroom cupboard. Rummaging through the items that won't be listed for the sake of space in the page, he took several moments before pulling something out. Returning to his spot on the floor next to (his beloved) Light, he shone, what turned out to be a pen light, into his eyes, first one, then the other. "Your pupils are normal, which means no concussion..." he mumbled under his breath, fully aware that the auburn haired individual could hear him.
"L... L! My head never even touched the floor." Light said flatly. "I just realised something that I wish I didn't." Pausing in his movements, the elder looked at the younger.
"What is it?" he asked, his voice showing the emotion of care to all that knew him well enough to tell (namely Watari and Light). His hands that had paused searching for injury now changed their tactic, almost as if thinking on their own. They moved from gently prodding and poking, to gently stroking and caressing. One of his hands moved down to Light's shoulder, his thumb gently brushing against the firm bone beneath. Light stood.
"I think we should get going, the others are waiting," Light said stiffly.
"Light," L stayed where he was, his figure a gargoyle in the bathroom, watching with eyes that gleamed in the light. "Speak to me," He demanded in a voice that left for certain denial. His manner had changed completely, from a caring lover, to a nervous teenage girl, playing her favourite game of 'he loves me, he loves me not'. "Are you upset because of what I said earlier?" He inquired, "About Kira?" Still, he did not move a muscle, not even to allow his eyes to follow Light's ascent. Light grabbed L's chin and made him look at him, the pain evident in his eyes now.
"I love you..."
"And that is something you wish you didn't realize?" Try as he might, L seemed unable to hide the slight hurt in his voice. The look of pain in Light's eyes, only confirmed what he didn't want to know. He moved his head down, looking at the ground.
"No, it wasn't that which I didn't want to realise, but... I would really rather not say," Light choked out.
"You are fine with figuring out that you love me," It still felt weird for him to say those words, he'd never believed that someone would say those words in truth, not to him. "But you do not wish to say it?" The hurt managed to make its way into the words again. Standing, his body hanging as if it was a puppet on strings, he turned away, "Forgive me, but that does not sound like love." Those words had barely made it out of his mouth when he headed towards the door- no longer wanting to be on the bathroom floor. Light chased after him and wrapped his arms around L so that he couldn't escape.
"I. Love. You. I said it because it is true and I wanted to say it. I however didn't wish to say what I had also realised. I love you ok." Obsidian eyes closed softly as a sigh escaped the pink lips of L. Relaxing into Light's grip, he melted against him, his head lolling against Light's shoulder. Moving his head to the side, he took in Light's scent.
"Yet you don't trust me enough to talk with me..." It was a statement, not a question, a statement spoken on tired lips, from an emotionally exhausted male.
"I'm scared..." Light said honestly. "I don't want to hear what you may tell me." Arms joined Light's, encircling them gently and pulling them tighter around him.
"If there's one thing you can trust, it's that I won't hurt you intentionally." He turned around in Light's arms, being sure that his face was close to the other's. "Whatever it is, you can tell me without fear. I'm just worried about the reaction this revelation had on you." He looked into Light's eyes, trying to explain his own feelings through his own expression.
"I love you, but I don't think you will ever be able to love me back..." Light whispered fear evident. The expression on L's face was grave.
"It's quite possible I already do," He said quietly, leaning closer to the other. "But as I am who I am, I don't know if that's exactly what I feel." His hands were snaking around Light's shoulders, pulling him closer so that he could place his head against his shoulder. "What is love? How is it describable?"
"It isn't, a million songs and stories are written about it, but unless you have felt it you can never get it quite right. What I do know it that one of the most basic elements in love is... trust." Light's voice grew softer and the arms around him felt almost like the cage that L wished to trap him in.
"L. L Lawliet," Those two words were out of his mouth before he could stop them. After he said them, he became tense, every muscle in his body was on fire, telling him to run and hide. Not that that would do much use. If Light really was Kira, then L didn't have long to live at all. And if he wasn't...
L was only sure of one thing. He loved Light. He wasn't sure on whether or not to tell him, or even how to do so. Shock caused Light's legs to give out again and he collapsed on the floor, his eyes wide and breathing harsh.
"Your... n-name," Light stuttered, "I... I don't know what to say... Thank you... Thank you so much." Light had tears in his eyes now which he ignored and instead hugged L's legs tightly. L was still frozen solid, in complete disbelief of what he'd said. Slowly, his muscles started to loosen and he began to tremble, and he stared straight ahead, as if not even noticing that Light was still there. Light took L's hands pressed his lips to them gently and waited for L to come out of his trance. L blinked once, then twice. He then moved his head slightly to stare at Light completely.
"I just..." He couldn't even say it. "My name..." he couldn't put the sentence together. After a moment, he swallowed deeply and smiled shakily, "Just don't kill me with it," he attempted at a joke before leaning forward. Removing a key from his back pocket, he undid the chain. There was no need for it anymore. If Light was Kira, L would die. No matter what. And if Light wasn't, L was safe. Light watched stunned as the chain fell away before his gaze rose to L's face and he had no idea how to react. Stepping forward he cradled L's face in his hands and pressed his lips to L's. His heart was racing a mile a second and it felt like it would explode in his chest from the amount of emotions seemed too much to contain within him. L melted into the kiss, seemingly unsure of himself. After a moment, he pulled away and looked at Light.
"I don't- I don't know what happens next..." he whispered, leaning against Light, still trembling. "Light, I- We should go down to work."
"Yeah sure," Light agreed hugging L to him and rubbed his back to try to soothe the shudders. "L, I will be here for you as long as you want me to be and we can work things out as we go." L leaned back so that he could move his head slightly and kiss Light deeply.
"Don't let me down," He said softly, kissing him again. Light returned the kiss with all the love in his heart.
"I won't," Light pledged fiercely. L pulled away and looked at Light seriously.
"We should really talk to your father..." He mumbled, "If we're going to stay together, then we have to tell him."
"Sure, whenever you want," Light said, his heart bursting with love and pure bliss.
"But what do we tell him?" L asked, "I don't think he'll approve... Especially if I take you home with me... You'll never see him again... Are you sure you're alright with that?"
"Although I would love for him to be happy for me, if he doesn't that won't change a single thing," Light promised. "I can only hope that if he doesn't approve he will come around eventually. I don't want to go back to being alone again now that I know how perfect it is being with you. I will miss my family but not anywhere near as bad as if it was you that I never saw again. I love you L and I want you for always. As for what we will tell him I will tell him that I have fallen for you and that I have decided to stay with you from now on."
"And he'll blame me for brain washing you, no doubt" L uttered tiredly, and a little darkly. Sighing, he smiled softly at Light, "Still, we have to tell him- just one thing- please continue to call me Ryuuzaki. The others needn't know my name." He realized now that he was still holding the chain; he looked down at it and shrugged as he threw it into a corner. He wasn't the one with cleanliness OCD...
Light hugged L tightly. "I love you," Light said again partly to try and reassure L and partly just because he loved telling him. "Anyway if I do slip up and call you L they will just think I am referring to your alias, but I would never give anyone your name. Anyway let's go then."
"I believe the hardest task for today will be keeping my hands off you," L mumbled under his breath in such a way that there was only a 50/50 chance of Light hearing him. Still, he smiled softly and leaned against him before pulling away. "The task force will question the lack of chain, please, allow me to explain to them." Light blushed as he heard L's comment.
"Sure, if you want." L led them down to the work room, taking Light by the hand as if he was a child that had lost his way. Once in the main headquarter room, he sat in his usual chair, but made sure it was closer to Light's than usual. As they were late for work, everybody else was there- including Misa. L barely glanced in her direction as he set to turning his computers on. Briefly, he wondered what she was doing in the work room, and why she wasn't in her own. Then he remembered.
"Light, weren't you supposed to go on a date with Misa today?" He couldn't quite keep the slight hint of hate from his voice as he said her name. Really, how could anyone be so stupid and still be alive? Light sighed.
"Probably, it's the only reason I can think that she would be allowed to be down here for. But then again she hasn't latched onto me the second I walked into the same room as her so that's a first." Misa was staring at the pair, her eyes travelling from L to Light to their still intertwined hands. Honestly, L had forgotten he was holding Light's hand... honest...
L pretended to ignore her, all the while still working on his computer. When it seemed that his computer wasn't booting up very quickly, he decided to have some fun with Misa. She had to be useful for something after all. Turning to Light, he smiled softly- the first smile in the taskforce's main room, and started speaking quietly, in a lovey-dovey voice. Only Light could hear the actual words, but everyone could hear the tone.
"Raito-chan, I'm going to have some fun with Misa now. If you're serious about her in any way, at all, please say so now, and I will leave you be with her." There was a definite threat there, but there was also a question. Did he have permission to break them up? Light gave a soft smile back and gave a small giggle before replying in a tone that would have dentist crying for years because of its sweetness.
"Of course not Ryuzaki, you know that I think she is a crazy stalker."
L's smile increased in size, "Then allow me to kiss you?" He asked. Misa's eyes were growing larger by the second. She couldn't hear what they were saying, but she could hear the tone, and see that they were moving closer slowly. Also, she could never remember seeing L smile, and Light giggling? That was just unheard of.
"How much of a response do you want?" Light replied, fighting to keep the grin from emerging.
"The more the better. Just be careful, or we may end up having sex right here, right now, and I don't think you want your father to see that..." L warned, keeping up his sweet voice. He placed one hand on Light's chest and leaned forward, hungrily taking Light's mouth in his own. The hand that had been holding onto Light's let go to circle his waist as he moved fluidly onto Light's lap, pushing them closer. Light felt a quiver in his stomach like he felt every time that L had kissed him and he returned the kiss passionately though trying to keep the noises down to a minimum. His hands grazed up the sides of L's neck to grip the soft dark hair and pulled L closer. L was distracted by a rather large sounding 'thump'. Pulling away from the kiss regretfully, he looked around to see all the task force (except Soichiro, who had turned his head) staring at them, with Misa in the front in a heap on the floor. Looking at the task force, L silently asked a question.
It was Matsuda who answered, "She-she fainted..." He was still staring at L and Light. This was when L realized that he was still sat on Light's lap. Sighing slightly (for the audience), L leaned his head against Light's shoulder. "Perhaps we could have thought of a better way to tell her we're involved..." he mumbled. His arms were around Light's waist now and he was actually quite comfortable. Light glanced at Misa, looking bored.
"She actually lasted longer than I thought. Now when did you want to have that talk with my dad?"
"Well..." L looked a little embarrassed and squirmed slightly. "Remember that 'problem' that started all of this?" He asked sheepishly, hiding his lap. "Maybe when it goes away..." Light laughed at that.
"Yeah that is probably a good idea though it may help if you weren't on my lap," Light suggested. "I think you should tell them why we aren't wearing handcuffs though before one of them decides to bring it up." L stayed where he was.
"I'm comfy," He muttered in explanation. "And if they bring it up, I'll tell them. If they don't, I won't. They'll trust that I have my reasons, even if my reasons are that I'm 'brain washing' you." He sighed softly, his warm breath dancing across Light's neck. "I have left you plenty of room to escape, have I not? And if you wish to, there's still time." His grip tightened softly, subconsciously. He didn't want Light to go.
"Why on earth would I want to escape?" Light asked incredulously, shivering slightly as the feel of heated air fanning across his skin.
"Because I can be a manipulative, self-centred bastard sometimes?" L said with a chuckle. "And I have no idea how to act in a relationship. Besides that, I don't think your family would approve... Though if it's grandchildren they're worried about, they needn't be." He sighed, "My boys are going to love you." He was smirking slightly, hidden as he was under Light's chin.
"Ryuzaki, how many times do I have to tell you that the only reason I would ever even think of leaving is if you wanted me gone. I don't care that you haven't had much experience and I don't care if my dad or mum don't approve... my sister on the other hand will LOVE you and I will probably have to fight her off with a stick." Light said avoiding the last two comments as he wasn't sure how to respond to them and didn't want to jump to the wrong conclusion about the latter.
"A bit of a fan girl is she?" L asked with a small smile, relaxing completely against Light. "I bet she has every episode of Gravitation..." He pulled away a little to look into Light's eyes. "We're really doing this?" He asked, "You're really going to introduce me to your family, and let me take you to England? From where you'll most likely never return...No matter how much shit the boys put you through...well... one of the boys. The others will leave you alone..." Sure, he shouldn't have been talking about 'his boys' like this, but he figured if he was going to tell Light his name, he might as well tell him everything.
"No, it's not that... well it's not just that..." Light admitted. "...There is just something about you that I think she would like and yes we really are. You will really meet mum and my sister and I will really being going with you to England. I hope that is ok with you."
"I couldn't ask for anything else," L muttered. A polite cough echoed from beside them, and L turned his head to look at Soichiro, who was stood, less than a meter away.
"Is this true?" He asked, keeping his face blank, "Are you stealing my son away?" Light smiled at L before turning his head to look at his father and said in a voice only loud enough for the three to hear...
"Stealing implies that he is taking something that doesn't belong to him. It implies that I would not be leaving of my own free will, when in fact neither are true. L isn't stealing me so much as allowing me to follow."
"He's brainwashed you into thinking that. You're not an adult yet, Light. You're not going anywhere." Soichiro glared at L, "And if you attempt to take him, I will report you for kidnapping."
"I'd like to see you try." L didn't mean to goad, really, he didn't. He honestly would find it amusing to watch Chief of police, Yagami Soichiro try and accuse the detective L for kidnapping. He wouldn't get very far, that was for sure.
"I AM an adult dad, I turned eighteen over five months ago but you have been so busy you didn't even notice," Light yelled. "Also you are being so hard headed that you can't possibly believe that I could be gay and love L." L's grip tightened slightly on Light when he said the word 'love'. It was still hard for him to believe that someone could actually love him. He swallowed deeply and then glared at Light's father.
"I believe we would both prefer it if you were to accept this. But it won't change anything if you don't." L held hold of Light's shirt even tighter now. "Just know that I am not forcing him into anything. I don't even have him in the handcuffs anymore." Soichiro's eyes briefly glanced at Light's and L's wrists, noting, for the first time, the lack of binding.
"..." He didn't want to believe this was happening.
"I'm sorry dad, but I really do love him, even if he is childish and eats nothing but sugar, and I will always love you and mum and Sayu, but I don't think I could bear to be away from him anymore. I have made my decision and I hope you can respect that." Light continued firmly and after a final glare at L Soichiro left. L watched him go and turned to look at Light.
"Are you alright?" He asked softly, caringly. He held onto Light, making sure that he was close, but had enough room to move away if he wanted to.
"Yeah, I'm fine. You're holding me." Light said in an attempt to be cheesy. Smiling softly, L nodded, kissing him softly.
"Now let's work on the Kira case. We have to find the real deal."
"Ok," Light agreed and started up his own computer awkwardly. "As nice as this is, could you get off me so we can work then?" L just turned around where he was, so that he was facing the computers.
"Don't want to." He pouted, knowing that he was being very childish, but he still didn't want to move. He was comfortable where he was thank you very much. Light grinned.
"Fine, but you will have to do my work since I can't."
"You can still see the screen." L pointed out, leaning back so that his head was beside Light's. "The only problem I can see with this position is that I want to kiss you. Now, let's get back to work." He pulled the chair closer to the desk and typed in his username and password on his own computer. Only he would have the password 'L is the best'.
"Yeah well it is very awkward to try and actually use the computer." Light pointed out. L sighed and reached behind him for Light's arms and pulled them under his own so that they were on his keyboard.
Leaning his head back so that he could smile at Light; "Better?" He asked, leaning over and gently kissing under his ear. He then turned around and looked at the computer. "Ah." It had finished loading. Light pouted this time.
"No it isn't."
"Liiiggghhht... I don't want to move." L was still pouting, but he squired slightly, moving closer to Light. He pulled Light's keyboard off the top and placed it in his own lap, then placed Light's hands on the keyboard. "You can see the screen, you can type, and you don't need a mouse to run a computer." He seemed very smug with himself.
"Ryuzakiiiiiii I will have fun watching you work then," Light replied. L dragged his keyboard and mouse in front of him and turned the monitor around. He was quite comfortable working like this. Until he realized that Light's hand was on his lap. And that Light was going to type with it. Still, he'd give it a go. Seeing the problem Light, clumsily picked up the key board and pushed it on to the desk, turning his head so that he wasn't breathing on L. Pulling his own keyboard onto his lap, L began to work. It wasn't long before he was completely taken up in his work. Several hours passed before he blinked his eyes again and looked around. He'd been so absorbed in his work that he didn't realize how much time had passed. He leaned against Light and sighed softly, closing his eyes.
"How are you feeling?" Light asked softly, he had never realised how absorbing watching L work could be only to find he had been doing it for hours.
"Exhausted," L mumbled, yawning softly. He moved his head to look around and noticed that the task force had gone. Looking at the time, his eyes widened. "No wonder I need the bathroom..." he mumbled. It was nearly eleven pm. "There should be some hot water now. Let's go get a shower."
"Sure," Light agreed. He actually needed to go too, but hadn't wanted to disturb L while he was so involved in work. L stood, stretching and clicking all the muscles in his body. He grimaced and his hand went to his back, rubbing it softly. He grumbled slightly and headed towards the bathroom. He would've looked back at Light, to see if he was following, but he really needed to pee. As soon as L got off him, Light was quick to try to rub the feeling back into his legs as once he was sure that he wouldn't fall over as soon as he stood up; followed L to the toilet. L relived himself then washed his hands. After that, he turned to Light and smile softly.
"I'm going to go to bed. I'll have a shower in the morning." He then headed towards the room, his hand on his back.
"Hey Ryuzaki?" Light asked popping his head outside the door, "I just need to use the toilet but if you want I can give you a back massage. Your back sounded rather sore earlier." Blushing quite deeply, L nodded.
"That would be... nice." He smiled sheepishly. "That's what started all of this, after all."
Light smiled, "Ok, I will be out in a bit." A couple of minutes later, Light forwarded out of the bathroom and sat down on the bed next to L. "So do you want to lie down so I can start?" Obediently, L lay down on his stomach, turning his head to the side so that he could see Light.
"Before you begin... are you ready to face the consequences for this action?" He asked, laughing slightly. He sounded like some sort of judge. "I mean remember what happened last time."
"Yeah I do, I suppose we will have to deal with that then." Light moved to straddle L's legs and pushed up L's shirt before moving his hands to L's smooth back and kneading it gently, a lot more confident this time now that it wasn't as awkward to be touching L there. Taking in a breath, L let his eyes slide closed. Moaning softly he felt himself relax.
"Hmmnnm, Light... You should be careful. I'll get used to attention like this you know..."
"I want you to," Light replied simply and tried to get rid of the tight knots that had formes in the muscles of L's back. Lights back almost ached too feeling the tension that was held in there. L moaned deeply before replying.
"I don't deserve treatment like this," He said softly, "You spoil me."
"You do deserve it and I spoil you because I love you and I love to see you happy," Light said, not even noticing the warm smile that was on his face as he worked.
"Mmnmgn- There!" L moaned deeply, exclaiming at Light touched a certain spot, just above his ass. He was definitely starting to feel the effect of the other's hands on him – there was a definite swell between him and the bed.
Light pressed a little harder on that spot, working silently to try to ease the L's pain and tried to ignore the moans of pleasure that were raising the hairs on his neck and had his spine tingling.
"Nngnnnm" L's moan was that of pure ecstasy. He couldn't ignore the swelling beneath him anymore and he reached behind him to catch Light's hand as he turned over. His trousers were now incredibly tight and his eyes were lust filled. One thing was for sure, he wasn't so tired anymore. Lights eyes were wide at the sudden movement and gasp escaped his lips as he saw L's expression.
L sat up, leaning forward enough to pull Light into a heated kiss, but before Light could respond, he pulled away and lay back down, unbuttoning his jeans as he did so. The zipper came down next, and then his pants were slid down. All the while, he stared at Light, a look of absolute lust on his face. Light was mesmerised by the look in L's eyes and gulped.
"How do you want to... uh get rid of this problem of yours?" L leaned back up to kiss Light deeply, pulling away only as far as he needed to speak.
"That thing we did last night-" kiss, "the other way around," deep kiss.
Light eyes looked fearful before a sudden gleam sparked in them dimming the still unsettled look, "I have an idea." Light said seductively before slowly unbuttoning his shirt lingering on his skin and trailed his hands to his pants and removing them and took the bottle the night stand. Slowly he coated his fingers and lowered them to his own sphincter and whispered, "Sorry L, but I can't take you," and gently pressed a finger inside.
L watched Light, moaning softly. He reached out and took Light's hand stopping his movements. He leaned forward and distracted Light with a kiss. While this was happening, he took the lubrication from Light and covered his own hand.
Light pulled the bottle away from L and removed L's hand from his own. "Please, I can't... not yet. Let me... let me do this." Light begged and moved to return to what he was doing. "I'm sorry but this is the best I can do right now." Lifting himself up, he guided himself onto L and slowly pressed down. L gasped as the tight warmth enveloped him. Arching into Light, his eyes closed as he moaned softly.
"L-Light..." His body burned for more, more friction, more movement, but he waited for Light to be ready. Light, felt the pain of the stretch as he sank down but ignored it, his eyes squeezed shut. Gradually it faded slightly and he rose up again before pushing himself down harder and faster than before. Soon his pace quickened and he was bobbing up and down on L, feeling his body swallow the stiff erection with each thrust. Moaning louder this time, L moved his hips slightly; trying to change his angle to hit that one spot he knew made Light crazy. He bent his back, trying to lean up to kiss Light. His arms went around his shoulders, moving in sync while reaching up. The change of angles did it and Light almost shrieked in response. Continuing to thrust his hips down onto L, he bent down and caught L's eagerly awaiting lips into a desperate, mind blowing kiss. His breath was rough now as he tried to keep his pace and kiss L and the pleasure was getting more intense by the second.
L's eyes were closed so tightly in concentration, trying not to loose it too quick, that tears were slowly forming. Tears of pleasure, tears of joy. He began rocking his hips faster, trying hard to hit that spot, over and over. Light's moans grew louder with each thrust and he found himself arching his back as he continued. Opening his eyes he bent his head down to watch L's face, now pink and contorted with pleasure and Light loved it.
"Eh... L!" Light panted, he knew that he didn't have much longer and L looked like he had even less. He was close, so very close, but he wanted Light to come first. Panting deeply he reached his hand forward to grasp Light's member, pumping it in time with their movements.
"Ngnn, Light..." Light moaned louder and he soon found himself jerking forwards in time with L's hand.
"Llll... mmm... So close..." Light squeezed down as he thrust harshly onto L, striking dead on. Light saw white as he choked out L's name, spilling all over L's stomach as he came. Panting and still moaning softly, he opened his eyes and looked at Light. He leaned up and kissed Light deeply before falling against him, his eyes closing again.
"..." he didn't know what to say, but he knew he was even more exhausted now. Light lifted himself up off L carefully before lying down beside him and wrapping his arm around L's waist and resting his head on L's shoulder.
L leaned against Light and smiled softly, "I think I've fallen for you," he said softly as he fell asleep, curling around Light and sticking a thumb in his mouth. Light squeezed L to him gently, so as not to wake him and whispered.
"I know I love you."
Thankyou for reading chapter four and I hope you have all enjoyed it. As always reviews are very appreciated as I really like to know what the story is getting right or wrong. I will try to update soon next time.