Hi, sorry I took so long to update. I was planning on updating on Friday since it was my birthday, but on Wednesday I lost the internet and have only got it back. Anyway I have some people who I would like to make a special mention to and they are the people who have accepted 10 of my plot ideas. So far three have been posted and they are:
'Pride an Predjudice: the Death Note Edtion' By katie-elise
'Second Chance' by TheFlamingRainbow
'After Dark' by
Check them out if you get the chance. I have other plot ideas posted on my profile too so if you are stuck trying to think of a chapter story idea feel free to request them though it will have to be L/Light not Light/L. I also have been doing some beta work for MLMsky4life. In particular 'Fading Light' and 'Love You, Hate Me' so I recommend reading them too, but not until after this. Enjoy!
When the dishes were clean, L sighed and went to the bedroom. He sat on the bed, then, deciding against sitting, lay down, staring at the ceiling. He was a little disappointed that Light couldn't explain to Mello what he couldn't. He was a little worried for the boys. A few minutes later Light returned.
"Hey, I just called my parents." L looked at him and smiled softly.
"Oh?" He asked. He didn't sit up or anything and the thoughts that had been running in his mind were still circling. Still, he listened to what Light had to say.
"Look I'm sorry, but I am sick of having to be the one everyone runs to every time they don't want to do something. My parent's did it a lot since mum had to take care of the house and dad was always working. They would always use that as an excuse or say that I knew more and they could never be bothered to looking it up themselves," Light tried to explain though his excuse sounded weak in his ears.
"Light..." L sighed and sat up, still looking at the other. "I turned to you, because I didn't know what else to do. He's my kid, Light. My responsibility. I adopted him the day I turned 18,thinking that I could look after him." He shook his head, "I probably should have told you earlier, but I was just hoping you'd help me with that." He was looking away now, his voice quiet. "I honestly don't know what answers he's looking for. I'm still new to all of this."
"L, I just met the kid. It was hard enough telling you and Sayu. Of course I will help you with him, but you can't just have me meet him and expect me to act like a parent straight away since I am probably only 4 years older than him at best." Light said as carefully as he could. L sighed, leaning back down.
"I know. I'm sorry," He said softly, tiredly. "I adopted all three of them... You realize that right? Matt, Mello and Near... They're all mine..." He shook his head, "See, this is the sort of reason I didn't want to ask you to marry me straight away." His eyes were closed. "If you have a problem with my having three kids, the youngest being only seven years younger than you, it's much easier to walk away now...though you might want to get a copter since it's a long way home..." He shook his head. "I want you to know what you're getting into... and find out if you still want to get into it."
"L, no, I don't have a problem with them. I just have a problem with meeting them and being asked to give one the sex talk the same day," Light said as he walked over and lay on the bed next to L. "L, I love you and nothing could ever make me even consider leaving you." L laughed slightly, leaning closer to Light.
"I'm pretty sure there is." He shook his head, "I just don't want you to find it ten years from now. I swear, if you leave me now, I'll eventually get over it, but if you marry me then leave…" He shook his head, "I'm pretty sure I'd die."
"Ok, fine, bar you deciding you don't love me anymore or cheating on me, or something else as ridiculous as that there is nothing that could ever get me to leave." Light leant in to close the distance and kissed L firmly on the lips. L leaned into the kiss, reaching out to pull Light closer. Breaking the kiss, he smiled at Light.
"Thank you. I love you." He leaned against him, placing his head on Light's shoulder. "So what did you say to your parents?" he asked after a short while.
"I got dad thankfully and said that you had an emergency and that a close friend was sick and I had to go with you to make sure you were ok. Dad decided to come up with something else to tell mum," Light replied happily. L gave an amused sigh.
"I was supposed to meet your mother and your sister..." he said. "I know...I'll arrange a meeting. Do you think your sister and mother would like to go to Paris? Or maybe London...? Or Auckland even?" He shrugged, "Anywhere they'd want to go. You're father too, of course...Maybe even m- our boys..." It was a big step for him to be saying that, he knew. He wasn't sure if Light would ever accept them as his own. "Of course... none of them know I adopted them... So it could be a problem explaining things..." Light let out a laugh but didn't object to L labelling the boys as his too.
"Definitely Paris, I would like you to go over and have first with them first though. Just so you know I'm scared what will happen when Mello meets Sayu." L laughed slightly.
"Yeah... they're about the same age..." He looked at Light. "You don't mind... about the boys? I probably should have told you earlier... but..." He shrugged, "I'm not used to talking about myself."
"Just let me get used to the idea of being a parent for a little bit," Light said seriously, "and I will get used to it once I start getting to know the three a bit more."
"Do you think I should tell them...? That I adopted them?" He looked to the roof, not sure what to do. "I didn't before, because I knew they'd want to go with me... But... I think I might give up being L... Take on the role of one of my other alias's... take less dangerous cases." He swallowed slightly. "Settle down."
"You mean they don't know?" Light exclaimed before he could stop himself before trying to correct himself. "What I mean is you should tell them. I don't think they would be adverse to the idea in the slightest. As for giving up being L… Are you sure that's what you want? If you want to stay L for a few more years I would help you. Don't take this as me telling you what to do; I'm just surprised is all." L looked at Light.
"I've been L since I was ten years old. That's almost fifteen years. I think I'm about done. The Kira case nearly killed me, and at the start, I wouldn't have minded – but now... Now I want to live." He sighed. "I've been through a lot, and I think it's about time that I had some time to be me. Not L, just... me." He smiled softly, "There are problems I could think of with telling the boys... Mello's and Matt's involvement for one. While technically it's not illegal, some would still see it as incest. I don't know if they would too or not."
"As long as you're sure. I think Matt and Mello do deserve to find out though before what they are doing goes any further than it already has," Light advised and kissed L's cheek softly.
"I'll tell them then... tomorrow... I'll tell all three of them at once..." He sighed, "I should check on Near. Make sure he's still getting better." He smiled softly at Light and kissed softly before standing and walking to the door. "Want to come with?"
"Sure," Light replied and stood up to follow L. L smiled and took Light's hand, leading him towards Near's room. When they got there, he gently knocked on the door and poked his head inside. Near was lying on the bed, the same stuffed bear cradled to his chest. At the intrusion, he'd looked up. Noticing who it was, he smiled.
"Hello," He said with a small wave and sniff. L walked in with a smile and sat on the bed beside Near.
"How come you're not playing with your toys?" he asked. His voice wasn't the same as it would be if he was talking to someone else Near's age – no, L knew just how smart the child was.
"The nurse said I wasn't allowed until I was better," Near answered, still clutching the bear. "She said I can only play with Watson." L smiled as he recognized the bear he'd given Near on the day he'd adopted him. He hadn't told Near why he'd given it to him, just that he'd wanted to. Same with Mello's huge chocolate selection and Matt's first hand held game. He gestured over to Light, signalling for him to sit in the chair next to the bed.
"You remember Light, right?" Near nodded and greeted Light with a smile.
"So will I get an invite?"
"As soon as L proposes you will," Light replied teasingly.
"So L's the seme and you're the uke?" Near asked, once again testing his Japanese words. "Interesting." He shifted his bear slightly, seeming to give it all his attention. L knew that this wasn't the case. But still, he was confused.
"Seme and uke? I've never come across these terms..." Near just looked at Light as if to say 'I'm not going to explain it'.
"Well originally the words came from martial arts with seme as the attacker and uke as the receiver. Now though it also refers to the positions during sex in a homosexual relationship. The seme is the one who dominates and basically the one who has his penis up the uke's butt," Light explained with a sigh. "So Near is right. Though it is strange that he knows this and you don't."
"Unlike L," Near gestured to the very pink detective, "I actually do research into things I'm interested in."
"You're interested in gay sex!" L asked his eyes wide as he looked at his eleven year old son.
"Yes." The reply was a simple one.
"But you're eleven!" Near blinked and looked at L.
"I don't see how that is relevant." He shrugged, "I do writings. Online, with some internet friends." He gestured to his computer. "You may not want to read them..."
"Finally… Someone understands the concept of research," Light exclaimed. "So how long have you been writing Near?"
"A day." Near said with a shrug and a cough. "Since the conversation yesterday, I thought I should do some more research." By this time, L was looking really uncomfortable. Near smiled at him. "This isn't something you would like to discuss with me, is it?"
"Well...no...it is a little...weird..." L muttered, face pink.
"Because you adopted me and I'm your eleven-year-old son." Near nodded, "Makes sense." Light was liking this kid more and more by the second but he forced his face to remain blank since he guessed that L would not be happy if he saw the grin Light was hiding. He knew the kids would have no problem knowing L was their dad.
Near nodded. "When you gave us all the toys and chocolate, I figured something must be wrong." He pulled his bear from next to his chest and started playing with it. "So I did some research. I found out that it was your birthday, 31st October, very fitting. But then I began to wonder, why you would give us gifts on your birthday." He shrugged, "I shared my concerns with Matt, and we tapped into the schools database. We found the records. Mello is the only one not to know." L stared at Near for a full three seconds before laughing.
"I wouldn't expect anything less," He said with a smile.
"See? I told you that they would be ok with it," Light murmured but only loud enough for L to hear.
L nodded, still a little surprised. "I still have to tell Mello..." he said softly. Near nodded, still playing with his bear. He then looked at Light frowning slightly.
"So if L is my father...and you marry him... will that make you my stepmother?"
Light scowled playfully, "Would it really be that weird having two dad's?
"I am still unsure of the terminology," Near admitted. "You must remember that while I am smart, I am only eleven. There are some things I haven't learned yet."
"Well basically since I'm a man and not a woman I would be your stepfather rather than your stepmother even though you already have a dad," Light explained.
Near nodded, "That makes sense." He smiled softly, "How old are you?" He asked, "You can't be the same age as L...You don't look it..." L was just happy watching the two interact, get to know each other.
"You're right, Actually I'm eighteen," Light admitted. Near looked at Light for a moment, really looked at him.
"You must love L very much." He said quietly, "To even consider getting married at such a young age..." L smiled softly and looked at Light, wanting to know his response.
"I really, really do," Light replied with a soft smile on his face. L stood and took Light's hand before smiling down at Near.
"We should let you get some rest. You're still not well." With that, he pulled Light out of the room and up the stairs. "I feel bad." He said, looking at Light. "Near's right, you're young! I shouldn't be asking you to marry me at such a young age!" He shook his head, letting go of Light's hand. "We've only been together, less than a month – we should wait before we consider this." He ran his hands through his hair and then put them over his eyes as he sat down on the bed. "People who marry young have a higher rate of divorce..." Light looked over to make sure the door was closed before he grabbed L's face between his hands and kissed him as passionately as he could. Pulling away he rested his head against L's so that he could look into his lover's eyes as he spoke.
"I. love. You. You are the most amazing human being I have ever met and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I wouldn't have given up what I did for anything less," Light said heatedly, bringing up Kira for the first time since they got to England. "You think I didn't consider how young I am before? Of course people who marry young have a higher rate of divorce but that is because they have a lot more things going against them than we ever will. You are my life now." Smiling softly, L kissed Light again, but pulled back soon.
"Still... I feel like I'm pressuring you into it..." he said quietly. "Lets wait a while... before we get married." He said, pulling Light closer and adjusting their positions so that he could lean against him with his arms around him. "Let's stay together a couple of years first... What difference would it really make? The only real difference between marriage and being together, is a piece of paper and some kitchen gifts."
"L, I feel like I'm the one that is pressuring you into this," Light murmured as he wrapped his arms around L too. "Still if waiting a couple of years is what will make you happy and content that I will never want to leave you then ok." Smiling, Light nuzzled closer to L, just happy at being so close to him after all they have been through. Smiling softly, L leaned against Light and relaxed.
"All it will take, to make me happy, is to be with you." He said softly.
"Hehehe… You haven't little old me by any chance have you," Ryuk cackled as he glided though the wall and into the room. "You know you're really not keeping up your end of the deal." Sighing, and mentally counting to ten, L pulled away from Light to glare at the shinigami.
"And when things seemed to be so right." He shook his head, "I had the apples organized to be put in the first floor of the task force HQ." He told the shinigami. "They should be there. So go eat." He made a shooing motion.
"Yeah well it sucks to be you don't it? Cos I have to remain at least in the same country as the Death Note wielder and right now you're getting boring." Ryuuk replied, cackling at the shooing motions. Taking yet another deep breath, L sighed.
"What if I give up ownership with the sole condition being I name the next wielder? Would that work, and allow me to keep the book?" He asked, looking over at Light with a small, pathetic smile. "Because otherwise, we'd have to return to Japan, and we'd likely have to bring the boys along. I don't think you'd get along very well with Mello. He tends not to like anything... inhuman."
"Nope, I don't think you would want to do that. Though I am curious as to whom you would have given it to," Ryuk replied with unconcealed curiosity.
"It doesn't matter." L sighed and turned to Light. "We must return to Japan. For a week." He smiled softly, "I think I'll bring the boys along..."
"I knew you would see things my way," Ryuk said with an evil laugh.
"Ok, but will Near be well enough?" Light asked sounding worried. L frowned for a second.
"I will speak with his doctor." He said with a nod. He headed to the door before pausing. "You may not wish to come along, shinigami. There are some strange people here. There was once a boy who was born with they eyes. I would not be surprised if somebody could see you." He didn't speak any more on the 'boy who had the eyes', but instead turned to look at the Shinigami.
"Haha, silly human. Now I just have to come. Nothing interests me more that strange humans," Ryuk replied and came over to follow L.
"Well you're in a house full of them." Resigned, L left the room, heading down to the nurses office. After talking with the doctor that was there, L walked to Near's room. "Near..." He knocked on the door and pushed his head inside. "I have to go back to Japan. Would you like to come along? I've cleared it with your doctor."
Smiling, Near nodded. "When do we leave?"
"Today after lunch."
"And here you said there would be interesting people. Let me guess, he's a genius too?" Ryuuk muttered annoyed. Ignoring the shinigami for the time being, L headed down to Matt's room, figuring both Mello and Matt would be there. He knocked on the door.
"Hey guys, I need to talk to you..." He said through the door.
"Don't think I will go away just because you are ignoring me," Ryuk warned.
"Sure dude, what is it?" Matt asked, eyes on the game he was playing which coincidentally was the first one L had ever given him. L smiled softly at the other.
"Is Mello there too?" He asked, "Is it safe to come in?"
"It's safe," Matt replied bored. L entered the room and smiled. Mello was indeed in the room, but by the looks of it, wasn't in much shape to be listening to L. He was asleep, curled up on Matt's bed, snoring quite loudly.
"How do you put up with that... If Light snored like that, I'd end up hitting him..." He said with a small laugh, completely ignoring the floating form of Ryuk.
"Wow, I would never have picked you as the abusive type," Ryuk chuckled.
"Easy…" Matt replied and shook a small container or ear plugs.
L laughed softly. "I suppose it's a bad idea to wake him..." He said with a smirk. "I wanted to tell you guys, I'm going back to Japan this afternoon. Near's coming with me and Light. Do you want to join us?"
"I doubt you could stop us if you tried," Matt replied and continued to play his game. Laughing softly, L shook his head. He was about to leave, when a thought struck him.
"Seven years ago, you helped Near break into the computer system, didn't you?" He asked, "You found out what I did..."
"Yeah of course I did… Dad," Matt said with a laugh. "It will be weird though having another dad who is only five years older than me though."
"Why didn't you tell me that you knew earlier?" L asked with a sigh, "doesn't matter. Anyway, have you told Mello yet?"
"Well me and Near decided to wait till you decided to tell us but I guess he let it slip. Mells doesn't know though."
L nodded. "I think I should tell him." He smiled at Matt. "You're still playing that game?" He asked with a small smirk. "It's got to be old by now..."
"It's a classic, shit graphics though," Matt responded, his eyes still fixated on the game.
"Hey, language!" L scolded, feeling a little more like a parent now. He laughed slightly. "Make sure Mello is awake and ready, we leave after lunch." He said with a smile before heading out the door and back upstairs.
When he was gone, Mello rolled over and looked at Matt.
"Dad?" He asked, eyebrows raised.
"Ummm… Ooops?" Matt murmured softly.
"Something you're not telling me?" Mello asked, rolling onto his side and placing his head on his hand. The blankets slipped, showing Mello to still be naked.
"… More like something L's didn't tell you," Matt replied, eyes even more focused so as not to get distracted by Mello's bare body.
"Tell me," Mello demanded, eyes commanding. He completely ignored his nudity, in favour of demanding answers.
"Crap. Fine," Lifting his head Matt looked Mello dead in the eyes. "Seven years ago me and Near discovered that L adopted us."
"L adopted you and Near?" Mello was feeling a little left out, but he looked to Matt's eyes, and somehow, it didn't matter. Matt shook his head.
"Damn, this is where it gets complicated. He adopted all three of us so legally… We're brothers Mells."
"So I just had oral sex with my brother..." Mello said as if telling Matt that he has a video game in his hand. "Okay... And I thought this place couldn't get any weirder..." Matt tried not to look crushed at the word brother.
"You know how I said that I was waiting for you to tell me that you liked me? That wasn't everything. When I realised I could never see you as a brother I… I fucking freaked ok. I knew though that I liked you too much that if you were to say it back I wouldn't be able to resist you. Games or not," Matt explained, his eyes returning to the game so his hands would have something to do. Smiling softly, Mello moved to sit behind Matt, bringing his arms around him and pulling him closer.
"Hey, we're adoptive brothers. It's not against the law." He shrugged, "And even if it was, since when have I followed the rules?" He asked with a small laugh, placing his chin on Matt's shoulder. He found his legs had wrapped around Matt's waist, as well as his arms. Matt put the game down in favour of stroking Mello's bare legs, loving the feel of Mello's body pressed against his back.
"Thanks Mells," Matt sighed and leant back against Mello, relieved. Mello held Matt closely for a little while before turning his head slightly and gently kissing Matt's neck and nibbling softly on his ear.
"Anytime," He whispered into his ear. Loosening Mello's arms and legs slightly he drew him around so that Mello was now sitting on his lap.
"This is much, much better," Matt whispered and pulled Mello's head down into a deep kiss. "God your beautiful Mells." Laughing slightly, Mello kissed Matt back, pulling away to shake his head.
"I know." He kissed Matt deeply. "But I could tell you one person who's more so than me." Matt returned the kiss with one just as deep, one hand running smoothly through Mello's hair to cup the back of Mello's head.
"Not possible," Matt disagreed.
"Oh, but I'm looking right at him..." Mello said with a smile. "I lo…" he took a moment and swallowed, changing his word half way through, "…I like you a lot." He said softly. "You're the most beautiful person in the world as far as I'm concerned."
Matt scoffed, "Get your eyes checked Mells." Smiling gently at the older boy and taking a hopeful guess at what Mello had been about to say, said, "I love you." Mello froze his heart rate increasing and his breath slowing.
"Matt..." He said slowly, swallowing deeply. He leaned forward and kissed him deeply, pushing him down on the bed. He wasn't ready to say it in words, but he could use his actions. Quickly Matt caught one of Mello's legs to help him flip them over so he was on top without breaking the kiss. Surprised at the act, Mello's eyes blinked open, but he didn't stop kissing Matt. He leaned closer to him. He moved his hands to travel down Matt's body. He pulled away and looked at Matt. "How...how far do you want to go...?"
Matt thought for a moment.
"…Well, considering how old we are and the fact that I am the only one who actually knows what the hell more is I don't think we should go any further yet." Mello nodded, understanding. He leaned closer and kissed him again. He found his hand moving down to gently caress Matt's crotch through his clothes.
"I'm glad that you put clothes on before L came," he said softly, "but I think they should go now."
"If you want," Matt replied smoothly and got on his knees to straddle Mello as slowly removed his shirt. Mello sat up to kiss Matt deeply. He let his hand run up and down Matt's newly exposed chest. He continued to kiss him, his arms now snaking around his waist. He moved his hips slightly, allowing Matt to feel his need. Matt ground down on Mello as he returned the kisses with everything he had. Matts hands drifted to grab Mello's shoulders as he continued, trying to stabilise himself while letting out a groan of pleasure. Moaning deeply, Matt thrust up again. He kissed Matt deeply and pulled away.
"Matt... stop..." he said softly, gently pushing Matt's chest. Matt stopped instantly and looked at Mello questioningly. Looking at Matt apologetically, he smiled softly.
"I'm sorry." He gently stroked Matt's cheek. "But I-" He blushed deeply, "If we carry on going, I don't think I'll want to stop..." Matt sighed and got off of Mello and reached for his clothes.
"Just so you know I said we shouldn't go any further. Not that I didn't want to." Smiling, Mello stood and walked up to Matt and pulled him to his chest.
"I know... But..." he stroked Matt's hair. "You're right, we shouldn't rush things... We've done a lot considering I only confessed yesterday." He smiled softly, leaning around to kiss Matt deeply.
"Love you Mells," Matt replied as soon as the kiss broke and he dressed quickly. Pulling something out of his drawer he shoved it at Mello. It was a box of chocolate. Mello's eyes widened at the gift. He grinned at Matt, pulling him into a hug.
"Thank you!" He exclaimed, "I love you!" He yelled, pulling him close. He didn't even seem to notice that he'd just said that. He pulled away from the hug and clutched the chocolates to his chest. He grinned at Matt before shaking his hips. "I think I might need clothes... mine are kida messy..." He grinned, "Be a good boyfriend and let me wear some of yours?" He was still shaking his hips in a seductive manner, not seeming to notice what he was doing.
Matt mouth went try and he had to swallow so that he could speak, "S-sure." Mello leaned forward and kissed Matt deeply. He grinned and leaned over him, reaching for some clothes. Before putting them on, he moved back and looked at Matt. "You okay?" He asked, his head cocked to the side. Matt snatched the game of the bed and began to play it furiously.
"Now I am," he replied after a minute or two. A little disappointed, Mello sighed and sat on the bed next to Mello.
"Are you trying to test me?" He asked, "Test me to test you...?" He smirked softly, "Same as before...?"
"Huh?" Matt asked a bit distractedly.
"You're ignoring me for your games again..." Mello said with a pout. He put the shirt on and shook his head. "Oh well," He smiled, "It's part of who you are, I suppose..."
"Oh I am only too attuned to what you're doing," Matt disagreed. "I haven't found a game that was enough of a challenge to force me to concentrate on it that much." Mello laughed slightly, staring at Matt.
"Matt..." He squirmed a little uncomfortable. "Um... What kind of protection is needed...for this sort of thing...?" He asked, "L said something about using the right protection, but then neither he nor Light would tell me what he meant..." He was blushing deeply, looking at the bed sheets.
"They meant condoms cos dudes have a higher chance at passing on STD's or something," Matt replied shrugging.
"Oh..." Mello nodded, still blushing deeply. "Um...I don't know how to use them..."
"Guess it is a good thing we don't have to yet then." Mello sighed, feeling awkward. He fell back onto the bed, lying on his back and watching Matt. He didn't really like it when Matt picked up his games, it kind of made him feel like he was being ignored, but the games made Matt happy, so Mello put up with them.
"Mells do you know why I play these games?" Matt asked as if reading Mello's mind. 'Well that was spooky', Mello thought as he shook his head.
"Why?" He asked, still watching the other. He sat up, regarding him with innocent curiosity.
"Well first it was that L gave me one and I found out he is our… dad. But I really got into it when I realised I liked you more than platonically and so I well freaked and decided that I might be able to distract myself from you if play them… Now that I have you well it is just to stop myself from having my hands on you every second," Matt explained simply. Mello took a second to absorb that information, and stared at Matt.
After a second he said in a steady voice, "Put the game down then." He was telling Matt that he really didn't mind having his hands on him, and to be honest, he'd rather be having some form of pleasurable activities than watching Matt play games.
"No Mells, we're not ready and legally we shouldn't be ready for another three years at least," Matt said firmly.
"But Maaaatttt..." Mello whined, "I don't like it when you play your games... it feels like you're not even in your room. If that's the only reason you play them, then I say screw the rules and screw me!"
"Mells I am always paying attention to you. We really should wait till we're older and then it may be better for both of us. But please stop tempting me," Matt requested, cheeks pink. Mello sighed, using all his acting knowledge to cover up the grin he wanted to use. The kiss was still affecting him.
"Okay..." He said and forced a pout on his lips. "I'll just take care of it myself..." He sighed again, as if it was a big chore. "Just keep sitting where I can see your face." He muttered as he lay down and undid the trousers he'd only just put back on. He slipped them off and threw them onto the floor before grasping is own, semi-hard member in his hand. He started moving his hand, slowly at first, all the while looking at Matt. He then began to move his hand faster, moaning softly and fighting the urge to close his eyes. He was staring directly at Matt. Matt almost whimpered as he heard the sounds Mello was making and when he barely resisted the urge to look up at the blonde his mind instead supplied him with hundreds of images of Mello instead.
"Mells…" Matt whined. "Didn't I just say to not tempt me? It is hard enough without you doing that." After a particularly powerful pump, Mello grunted, his eyes closing for a second before he opened them and stopped. He left his hand on his now fully hard member and looked at Matt. He knew his face would be flushed, and he was fully aware of his panting. There was also a desire in his eyes, the need for Matt.
"You won't. Someone's got to," He said, his voice deepened with lust. Still staring at Matt, he began to move his hand again, moaning softly while forcing himself to keep his eyes open and look at Matt. "This is all for you, Matt." Matt's gave in and stared at Mello, lust reflecting and burning brighter in his eyes than ever before. In a heartbeat Matt was over and on top of Mello, his hands pinning Mello's above the blonde's head.
"You want this? You want me?" Matt asked in a voice that no thirteen year old should have. Finally allowing his smirk to surface, Mello looked up at Matt with the most lustful expression he could manage. He paused for a second before leaning up to whisper in Matt's ear.
"More than all the chocolate in the world."
"Don't say I didn't warn you then…" Matt replied and grabbed the bottle he had used when he had given Mello a hand job and quickly coated his fingers in the liquid. "I'm sorry but I don't have any protection on hand but as it is both our first times…"
Mello nodded. "Shouldn't be too dangerous, right?" He smiled at Matt, leaning up to kiss him deeply. "Since I haven't a clue what happens next, I'll let you lead. I have an idea, but I'd rather not say it..." It was a very disturbing idea. If that was what it really was, then there had to be some reason people did it...right? And one thing was for sure, he wasn't going to ask L or Light for any advice. That hadn't exactly worked before.
"It will most likely hurt a bit to start off with, but it should get better," Matt explained and turned Mello so that he was lying across the bed vertically before lifting up Mello's lower half to pull towards him. "This is going to feel weird…" Matt warned softly before his lotion coated finger began to massage the rim of Mello's entrance gently and very carefully pushed it inside; thankful that he kept his nails short for his games. Mello's eyes widened at the intrusion, but for some reason, it made his member twitch. He felt his muscles constrict and forced them to relax. His intellect told him that relaxing right now would be good. Still, he couldn't help but squirm a little. "That's good Mells, just stay relaxed," Matt said soothingly wiggling his finger and curling it gently before adding another. Now that there were two he was able to scissor his fingers and reach deeper inside the other boy. Mello couldn't help the small sound of discomfort that escaped him as he squirmed a little. Still, he wanted to do this, with Matt. Be one with him...
"Wait a minute!" Mello said as he realised something. "This means you get to be on top!"
Matt chuckled, "Bit late to be realising that Mells. But I can stop if you want, I'm sure you get the general idea well enough." Matt removed his fingers before adding a third despite his words; flexing his middle finger in particular he finally hit a spot that felt different. Grimacing slightly at the new intrusion, Mello shook his head.
"Then this would've been for nothing." He mumbled, "I get to top next time." He squirmed again against Matt's fingers but then froze as a wave of pleasure like nothing he'd ever experienced before assaulted his nerves.
"The hell-?" He asked after moaning. "That spot... hit it again..." Matt grinned at the moan and did as he was instructed causing Mello to arch off the bed. Matt removed his fingers in order to take off his clothes yet again in a rush. Groaning softly at the empty feeling. Mello opened his eyes and watched Matt. "Strip tease?" He teased, leaning up to kiss the redhead.
"I was thinking more along the lines of just stripping…" Matt replied and allowed their lips to meet while he used his coated hand to grasp his erection and spread the liquid on it, groaning lightly at the sensation. Once he was done he pulled Mello closer, "are you ready?" Closing his eyes for a second, Mello took a breath and opened them again. He looked at Matt, a soft smile on his mouth and a lustful look in his eyes.
"Oh yeah." Moving Mello again, Matt positioned himself in front of Mello's entrance. Matt then leaned forward and kissed Mello deeply as he slowly, with a bit of resistance, pushed inside. He let out a groan as the tight muscle surrounded him and he reached for Mello's erection to hopefully ease the pain he was most likely feeling. Mello couldn't stop the gasp of pain, or the tears that came to his eyes. Even with the preparations, he still felt like he was being ripped apart. He smiled thankfully at Matt when he took his length in his hand. Still, even through the pain, he attempted to relax, ordering his muscles to allow Matt to enter him. Panting, he moved slightly, still trying to get used to the intrusion. Matt paused for a moment, panting, to try and allow Mello to adjust to having him inside him. The tight, hot pleasure was almost driving him crazy though.
Mello squirmed a little, "Matt...Move..." Mello hissed, getting used to the feeling. He wasn't sure if he liked it yet. Matt pulled again slowly, moaning softly, before plunging back in, try to aim for that spot he had found with his finger before. "AH!" Mello's eyes widened and he gasped. "Nnhnng..." He moaned, "Th-there!" He thrust his hips, trying to get Matt to hit that spot again. It felt good, so good... Matt grunted in response, surprised but grateful he had found it so fast as he thrust back inside.
"Mmmm… Mello…" Matt groaned heatedly as he felt himself sink deeper into that inviting warmth. Mello found his back arching and his head lolled back as he moaned. His hips were moving faster now, in time with Matt, attempting to move faster.
"Matt... More... Deeper!" Grabbing Mello's hips and holding them tightly, Matt somehow managed to increase his pace. Moans and gasps spilled from his lips at the arousing sounds Mello made. Mello felt the warmth coil around his stomach and moaned deeply. "Matt... I'm gonna..." He didn't really get a chance to warn Matt properly as he emptied himself, spraying his seed all over his own chest and Matt's stomach. His muscles constricted and he laid panting, seeing stars. He kept moving though- wanting Matt to feel the same bliss.
It didn't much longer for Matt to come either, yelling out "Mello!" as he spilled inside the other boy. Pulling out slowly, Matt collapsed next to the other boy, panting harshly as he stared at Mello's flushed face. "…Wow…" Mello nodded, agreeing.
"Yeah..." He panted, "Wow..." He pulled Matt into a hug, holding him close, his face burring itself in Matt's chest to hide the tears. "I never thought I could feel this much at once..."
"Neither did I," Matt replied and stroked Mello's back softly. Mello leaned up and kissed Matt deeply before pulling back and smiling slightly.
"Did I hear L right before? We're going to Japan?"
"Yeah, think you can handle that? Near will be there," Matt said cheekily. Smiling and snuggling close to Matt, Mello nodded.
"I'm sure I can. So long as you're near by." He sighed softly. "I think you're probably the only thing in existence that can make me this calm," He said, "I'm not angry at all..." Matt kissed Mello's cheek softly before planting a chaste kiss on his lips.
"I will always be near by if you want me to be Mells."
Grinning happily, Mello nodded. "I'll hold you to that one. Now let's get going." He grinned. "So... that always being near me thing... does that work in showers too?"
Matt grinned back, "It is even more binding for showers." Excitedly, Mello grinned and bounced up, holding his hand out to Matt.
"C'mon then." He said, still grinning like a Cheshire cat. "Let's go get some showerin'!"
"Sure," Matt replied, loving Mello's grin. Taking Mello's hand he stood up. It was a good hour of waiting before L got too impatient. Looking at Light and Near, he sighed. "I'll go get them." He grumbled, leaving the other two to stand at the front door of Wammy's House. He made his way up to Matt's room and knocked on the door. "Hey, you guys, you're an hour late!" To his (not) surprise, it was Mello that answered the door, sticking his head out with a sleepy smile.
"Sorry. Be out in a minute." He mumbled; shutting the door before L could see inside. He walked to the bed and prodded Matt with his foot. "C'mon, time to go."
Matt stood up and yawned, "Mmm ok." Picking up his things he walked out the door. Thankfully before anyone important could see, Mello grabbed Matt's arm and pulled him back into the room.
"Clothes moron." He said, gesturing down to Matt's naked body with a smirk. "Unless you've suddenly turned nudist." Meanwhile, outside, L was trying to remove that particular scene from his mind. Matt put some clothes on and rolled his eyes. "Don't look at me like that," Mello said with a dry chuckle. "Or you would've been half way to Japan and wondering why it's so chilly." He laughed slightly, making sure he was fully, and properly clothed before heading out of the room and smiling at the pink L.
"Please... in future, warn me before you decide to streak."
"You're just disappointed you don't look this good," Matt replied a little pink.
"Let's just go. We're already late enough as it is." L said, turning and walking away. "You boys got everything?" He asked over his shoulder.
"Sure, don't know about Mells though," Matt replied.
Mello nodded. "Yeah." He adjusted the position of the backpack on his shoulder. "Oh wait!" He rushed off to his room. He met up with everyone at the front gate. "Forgot my chocolate." He said with a small blush. L rolled his eyes, and they were off.
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