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Balance.
That perfect state where opposing forces hold each other in check.
My attraction to Lisbon; my fear for her safety.
The need to protect my love through feigned indifference,
Through sleeping with the enemy.
Turning Red John's gift into Red John's downfall.
I worry the ring on my finger.
Vengeance for my loss, atonement for my sins, a vow to those now gone.
Lisbon is my lighthouse. The course from which I veer.
Her feelings for me run deep;
So does her fear of my rejection.
The point of her equilibrium.
She is my goal and anchor.