I've tried and tried to continue this story.
I have obviously failed. My idea was to bring you all a story from the past, the and slowly bring you back into future...
To be honest, It hurts. This story is based on a true one. My story,actually. With the uncertainties that I'm facing right now, I'm not really sure I could write a happy ending.
With my current frame of mind, the ending would lead to a mass suicide,depressing funerals,and...more suicide. Something like that..
I feel like it's a bit too soon to write this story. It's very important to me that this story be accurate. In a way, its my outlet.
Remembering certain issues, or times, in the very recent past has done nothing but leave me in tears staring at a computer screen of memories.
For now, I feel that the best thing to do is put the story of hiatus. I have multiple chapters on my laptop. But they all seem to personal/raw to post.
If anyone actually cared enough to read this, thank you for understanding.
I'll try to start another story soon. I have no trouble writing,just writing this story.
Thanks again,
-Cynthia.