Ola biznitches! I'm back mwah ha ha! Sorry it's been taking awhile. I've been feeling like crap lately, with a chest cold ugh. So a lot of people think Sasuke is an idiot and needs to die or at least get smacked around a bit. Well let me say this, at least it wasn't with Karin and at least he felt extremely bad you can't blame him, since I'm the one who doesn't like mpreg. Plus guys, remember that Naruto has had sex with Sai a few times, okay a lot, and Naruto knew about his feelings then. So Sasuke isn't the only one to need a smack.
And the girl who had sex with Sasuke isn't a slut... lmao.
So Onward!!!
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the original Naruto characters.... But I do own the OFC.
Warning: Yaoi. Lemons. Cursing. More Poetry. Ummm Alot of Angsty Naruto. You've been warned!
And he finally saw the truth in written word, leaving him shocked and fulfilled. Why can't he speak?
Late spring became early summer in only three short weeks. Days seemed to be all the same. Nothing was really changing, except the heat.
The calm morning suddenly became interrupted by a yelling blonde and things slamming and falling.
Inside the Uzumaki apartment, the Anbu black op was going crazy looking for his poetry notebook. "Where the hell is it!?"
Naruto rummaged through his cupboards and practically threw his mattress across the room. He had gotten an idea recently and wanted to write it down . Just now, he couldn't find his very private notebook.
"Kami, where did I put it?!" Naruto whined. He plopped down on the floor. His eyes narrowed into slits and pursed out his pouty lips. Going back into his memory, Naruto tried to decide where he last saw the thing. "Oh... shit!"
Suddenly, he ran to the kitchen junk drawer. He pulled the drawer out of it's hole and dumped the contents on the floor. Random kunai, scraps of paper, and junk change fell out, but no poetry notebook. Naruto felt a rush of nerves through his veins.
What's wrong, Kit? the voice inside Naruto's head spoke. It was kyuubi, the demon within him.
"Sa-Sa-Sa..." Naruto felt like his tongue was too big for his mouth. He couldn't form even the simplest phrase.
Spit it out, Kyuubi pressed.
"Sa-Sasuke has the n-notebook," he finally stammered out.
Notebook? Kyuubi questioned. The one with all your Sasuke poems?
"Yeah," Naruto drawled. His body started shaking with worry. "I have to find him!"
Sasuke sat against a large pine tree. The beautiful day brought him out. On his lap lay open a blue notebook. He read the page to himself.
I've only seen your true smile once,
But it's warmth lasted for months.
You remind me of crisp winter air,
But it's something I would never share.
Your insults are cruel,
But they make me a happy fool.
Your prescence in my life fits like a glove,-
But before Sasuke could finish, a shadow blocked his light to read. When he looked up he saw Naruto. "Dobe?"
"Kami you're one hard bastard to find!" Naruto panted. He had run all around the village looking for Sasuke. Looking down he saw his notebook. "Ah! Dammit, teme you stole my notebook!"
Naruto grabbed the notebook from Sasuke's lap and almost had a heart attack when he saw the page the raven was reading. It was the only one with Sasuke's name in it.
"I-I... Kami I, ...It was, shit..." Naruto felt himself shaking again. He was about to apologize when the notebook was ripped from his hand.
"Let me read the rest, dobe." Sasuke was now standing, holding the poetry. He began to read again, this time aloud. "Your prescence in my life fits like a glove, ... Because Sasuke you are the one I...," Sasuke's voice trailed off.
His onyx eyes slowly lifted to the shivering, shocked, blushing, kitsune. Naruto was on the breaking point. His most well kept secret, only known by a few, was now known to the most important person. Tears rolled down his scarred cheeks.
"Love?" Sasuke asked in a small voice. His heart sped up and he felt his eyes water. The deepest want in his heart was coming true. Was this a dream?
"Sorry, I should go," Naruto fauned a grin and turned around picking the option of a speedy exit. But a strong hand grasped his wrist.
"Naruto, I-"
"Uchiha-san!"
Sasuke looked for the voice that cut him off. It was the girl he slept with. She came running towards him, a smirk on her face. When she fianlly stood before him her smirk became a grin.
"Good news," the girl said. "Daddy."
The words took a minute to regester, but Sasuke soon got it. "You're...?"
"Yep, I'm pregnant!" she cheered.
"Congratulations Ashurii-chan, Sasuke teme," Naruto choked out. He pried his wrist from Sasuke's grasp and hugged the girl.
"Oh, Naruto-sama, thank you," Ashurii said, hugging back.
Before making a speedy exit, Naruto took the notebook out of Sasuke's loose grasp. He ran his way home, leaving Sasuke and the mother-to-be.
A tear fell from Sasuke's eye. He stood shocked and motionless. It was hard to tell if it was finding out he was going to be a father or that Naruto loved him that was the news that brought the raven to such an extremely excited state.
Naruto cursed his tears. It showed weakness. he didn't want to be weak, he wanted to be the best ninja and protect the village that once shunned him. But sometimes, another wish can make itself as important as a life long goal.
And now as his acheivement in goals finally neared him, Naruto found his wish breaking before his eyes. Breaking, just like his already shattered heart. Was it even possible for his heart to tear more than it already had? Naruto was strong outside, but he was working with pieces of a hurt muscle.
"Haaah!" Naruto yelled as he centered his chakra into his hands. The blue aura whirled around, air being sucked into it. After finding that the small ball of chakra was ready, Naruto sent that version of the rasengan at the trees before him. The jutsu broke a hole threw several trees in a row.
Panting for breath, Naruto plopped down on the green grass field. But, the blonde didn't even wait to regain full strength, he jumped back up to his feet. He began battling the dummy on a post beside him. Delivering strong hits to the stuffed cloth, Naruto practically tore it to pieces. Slowly, he backed his fist up and with full force it hit against the dummy's head.
The head came rolling off the shattered post to land at Naruto's feet. With a scowl, he kicked the thing off into the woods.
Next, he took out a few kunai from his puch and aimed each weapon into it's own target. Before he could concentrate on throwing, a voice in his head spoke. Take it easy, Kit.
The kunai went flying, all four hit dead center in the red and white target boards nailed to the far off trees. "Sorry, Kyuubi, but I need to work off some stress."
You're going to work yourself to the bone, Kyuubi sighed. Then you're going to fake a smile to everyone, just like all the other times.
"What's your point?" Naruto asked, not finding the meaning.
I'm just saying, kid, Kyuubi said. If you're going to do the same crappy routine you always do, then you might as well not give up either.
Naruto staggered to the tallest tree and began to walk up it. Finally, standing at the very tip of the tree, he took out some shurikan. Leaping off, Naruto flung each star to the same targets as before, spinning in air. He landed on his knees, his whole body shaking.
Even if the Uchiha is recently accomplishing a goal, that doesn't involve you, you can still try to win him over, the fox demon tried to make Naruto realize, before he did something crazy.
"Why are you talking to me again, Kyu?" Naruto let out a deep sigh and sat back. He wiped sweat from his forehead.
Because for 20 years now, I've learned when you need someone to talk to and a voice of reason.
Naruto closed his crystal eyes and he traveled into his mind.
Naruto stood before the cage that held the demon. Kyuubi looked down at him with sympathy. Yes, Kyuubi was a dangerous and a powerful demon, but Naruto was the boy he's lived with for 2 decades. Naruto was like his son, a human son, but still a son. Kyuubi took care of Naruto at first so he himself would live, but as time went by, the demon found himself helping the blonde by choice.
A shaky hand lifted and petted the pink bubbles that took Kyuubi's form. "Thank you, Kyuubi."
Yeah, yeah, the demon sneered.
"How will I ever make him love me?" Naruto whined.
Just be yourself. With that, Kyuubi disappeared into the darkness that was the depths of his cage.
Naruto opened his eyes. He hugged his knees to his chest and rested his head against them. His heavy breathing eventually calming.
Naruto knew that he wouldn't just give up on Sasuke. Not only was his nindo stopping him, but so was his heart. He wanted Sasuke to be happy and so their relationship couldn't just end for no reason. Naruto had to act like nothing fazed him. Even when he would long for Sasuke inside, his exterior would be calm, like he'd done many times before.
But things were going to change and Naruto knew that for a fact. Sasuke would be a father, concentrating fully on the Uchiha clan. Naruto would soon become Hokage, too busy for friends.
The blonde stood up slowly and started to collect his weapons. No one else would find out about Sasuke knowing. This would be a secret, not even Iruka and Sakura would hear. Naruto turned and walked his way to the crappy apartment he lived in.
"Nothing will ever be the same."
Okay so how many of you guys seriously hate me right now? *dozens of hands shoot up to the air* Geez didn't think it'd be that much lol.
Just remember guys, there is a method to my madness. So this is what I leave you before the first time skip: Sasuke knows Naruto loves him back. But Sasuke is now a father. Talk about sucky timing, ne? Naruto is pretty angsty right now (but no worries). Naruto believes that nothing will ever be the same. Oh and Ashurii is the girl who Sasuke slept with, and she isn't a whore. I bet some of you are wondering who she is? lol.
Itachi: Well she just happens to be-
Nati: You say it and I make Kisame strip dance on your grave.
Tourniquet: *cringe*
Itachi: -an Anbu black op who will have a wise part in this story. What did you think I was going to say? *glare*
Nati: *scratches neck* Sorry, I thought you were going to spill the beans on how Naruto knows Ashurii.
Itachi: You know you're very bitchy as a sick person.
Nati: Not as bitchy as you when you're sick. I mean at least I don't go and Kill my whole fam- *Itachi stuffs two tylenol cold and sinus nighttime in her mouth* Hey! I was talkin- zzzzz *sleeping*
Itachi: Sigh. Everytime. Well, you know what to do. Review or I'll make Kisame do a strip tease on your grave.
Love Natsuki Lee