A/N: Okay so this chapter is longer than the rest because Throwdown had lots of material: D Also I realized that I forgotten the whole Terri aspect so I'm going to pretend like that never happened. And as I've mentioned before Finn isn't into Rachel and Quinn is nice so the fight will be kind of different
Thanks to those of you who have reviewed after reading
Disclaimer: Since I'm still alive and haven't died of shock, it's safe to say I still don't own Glee..
As they walked to lunch, Quinn decided it was as good a time as it was to going to get to remind Finn that they had an appointment with the doctor today. It was their first appointment and they were both nervous.
"Umm, so babe, we have that appointment today" she stated biting her lip.
She sees him nod his head as he picks up a tray for both of them. They walked in silence to an empty table. They always come here when they want to be alone.
"Yeah, I remember Q, I couldn't really forget, if you don't mind I think I might ask Mr. Schue to drive us, I'm feeling a little stressed" Finn stated as he chugged down his milk. She doesn't blame him; she's stressed too and scared…
Quinn's not really hungry but she knows she should eat for the baby, their baby.
"Q, can I ask you something,"
She nods her head wanting him to go on.
"What are we going to do; after- the baby is born…"
He quickly looks down because he knows this is a sore subject and she knows that too. It's not that she doesn't want to give him a straight answer is that she can't think about that because every time she does she only feels worse.
"I don't know Finn…" she looks down at her stomach and he knows it's hard for her, so he decides to leave it.
The ride to the doctor's was a quiet one. Will looked at the back of his car through the mirror. He felt so bad for Finn and Quinn, they were both so young and they had so much responsibility on their heads. He's glad that they're in glee club because he knows that even though all the members may not get along and like each other all the time, they still care about each other and Finn and Quinn need people to support them. He has seen something that was a positive. They were both so much more in love, so much more committed. He has seen them grow as a couple in one month; he was trying to imagine what eight more would do. Right now, Quinn's head was on Finn's shoulder as his lay on her head, their hands were intertwined.
"I'm freaking out," she whispers too him. He's squeezing her hand and his leg is bouncing. They're both nervous.
"Everything's going to be fine" he reassures her. Finn stares into her eyes, trying to tell her everything he's feeling and by the way she smiles and blinks he knows that she understands.
"Relax, at your age theirs very little chance anything can go wrong" the doctor replies.
"Okay, this is going to be a little cool to the touch," the doctor continued.
Not wanting to be at the end of one of Coach Sylvester's screaming fits she asked the doctor to watch out for her Cheerios uniform.
"Speaking of your ages, have you decided what you're going to do about the baby?"
"Whatever Quinn wants is fine" Finn quickly replied not wanting Quinn to get upset again, he kissed her hand to show her it was all okay.
"Well if it makes a difference, it's a girl."
And at that point it made all the difference in the world to Quinn and Finn. Quinn's eyes welled up. She was going to have a little baby girl. A little princess. Finn just sat there speechless, in a few months his girlfriend was going to give birth to their daughter. Their little princess.
As the doctor left the room to give them some privacy, Quinn let her tears fall.
Finn kissed her cheek as he slowly caressed it.
"Hey, were going to have a baby girl" he whispers smiling
She smiles looking at him lovingly.
"Yeah! I'm just really glad you're the one I'm having a baby with even if we are in high school" she replies, the tears flowing freely by now.
"So am I" and he kisses her forehead
Quinn watched as Rachel Berry walked down the halls with her boyfriend. She knew that being on the Cheerios certainly brought along its bitch factor and Quinn could easily channel it but for the sake of others and herself she decided that she had still wanted to be civil and kind unlike every other Cheerio. But this rule did not apply if it concerned someone going after a certain Finn Hudson. Finn was one of the best things to happen to her…
Quinn saw the look in Rachel's eyes; it was of complete adoration. The only thing that made her feel slightly better was that Finn was acting simply friendly with her, even that had excited Berry though, she could she it in her eyes.
They were sitting in Spanish and as usual Finn couldn't pay attention or understand anything on his paper. Ever since their doctor's appointment all Finn could think about was his little girl. He was thinking about what she would look like, smell like, what it would be to hold her and what would he call her. And then it hit him. He had heard about how Gwyneth Paltrow had named her child Apple, it was unique.
He quickly sketched it out on a piece of paper and pretended to stretch as he dropped it on Quinn's table behind him.
"What is this?"
"Check it out, I came up with a name I thought would be good for the kid."
Mr. Schuester saw him and told him to keep his eyes on his own paper, so Finn waited till he was distracted.
"Anyway than I read the Gwyneth Paltrow named her kid Apple, which I thought was so cool cuz you know how much I love apples. So I figured we should name our kid something more original and poetic. Than I came up with the best baby name of all time; Drizzle."
"Drizzle?" she asked slightly peeved.
"Yeah, yeah cuz you know how awesome it is when it's just drizzling but its not really raining, so it smells like rain but you don't need an umbrella to go outside" he was actually quite proud of himself. He did not expect the reaction that Quinn's was about to have.
"Are you crazy? We're not naming our baby Drizzle! We're not naming our baby anything! Finish your test Finn!" she barked at him.
Finn was hurt and pissed; he never expected Quinn would react like this. He knew that she could be mean if she wanted but never to the people she cared about, especially him. He just couldn't believe she'd snapped at him like that. He quickly picked up his books as he decided to follow her out.
"You are being so insensitive! You know I don't like to talk about her!" she yelled.
"Well, I don't get what you want me to do?" he sardonically replied.
"I don't know!" she said while throwing her books into her locker.
"I don't get what your problem is Quinn?"
"Well why don't you go ask Rachel?"
"What? Quinn, I don't get why you hate Rachel, you know today she stopped that Jacob dude from printing a story about you being pregnant by giving him her underwear!
"No I didn't Finn, but just know this it wasn't for me." and with that she stormed off. Quinn didn't know what made her do that. She suspected it had something with do with watching her boyfriend with another girl and her insane hormones. They were making her act completely weird. She didn't mean to snap at him but she just couldn't handle thinking about the baby more than she already was, thinking about what she would do, what she could do.
Finn was slightly confused by her last statement; he was hurt and annoyed at her for being so brash. Even though he was pissed his natural instinct was to go after and comfort her. But he knew she needed her space right now and so did he.
Sue had split the glee club and taken all the minority students leaving Finn, Quinn, Puck, Rachel and Brittany with Mr. Schue. As usual Finn and Rachel were singing a duet with the others as backup. To add to Quinn's misery they were singing No Air, one of her favourites and a very romantic song.
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
If is should die before I wake
It's cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air, oh
Rachel had that same look in her eyes again; it completely drove Quinn crazy!
Finn knew that singing this song with Rachel would drive Quinn crazy. He wasn't as dumb as people thought he was, he knew that Rachel liked him in a freaky way, but he didn't like her like that at all. Yeah, there was the tiny bit of him hat thought she looked good, but every guy went through that. Hell, Finn thought all the Cheerios looked hot. But that was it, he just liked Rachel as a friend. The only girl he had feelings for was a specific blonde that had a special spot in his heart. Finn thought Quinn was hot but the difference was that in Quinn's case she thought she was beautiful too. To him other girls were only hot; Quinn was both. She was his special girl. If only she understood just how much in love he was with her…
Almost all of the student body had gone home and the corridors of McKingley were empty. Finn was rummaging through his locker, not really looking for anything but trying to decide if he should go look for Quinn or wait by the car for her to come. He knew they would eventually talk about it, but he didn't know how this would go down. Upon thinking he remembered that during pregnancy women's hormones went crazy so he knew that that would have contributed to Quinn getting mad.
"Hey."
He heard her soft voice and he could hear that it sounded apologetic. He turned to his left to face her, she had changed out if her cheerios uniform and had let her hair down, she looked best like this and like the Quinn he knew and liked best.
"Hey." She was twirling a strand of her hair and he knew she was wondering where to begin."
"Okay Finn, I'm sorry for everything that happened today. I didn't mean to snap at you. I just can't think about her. Because I know that one day I'll have to choose want I'm going to do, and every time I think about her future, I remember that I still haven't made a decision. And I know that I can be a very hormonal bitch of a girlfriend which is why I've been feeling so insecure and then I saw Rachel staring at you and you laughing and then you guys were singing and I just, I just.. I mean most teenage guys would probably leave their pregnant girlfriends. Ugh..Finn, I'm sorry." She was looking down at her shoes. He had been silent this whole time and she expected him to still be mad as she looked up. But when she looked up Finn Hudson had a small smile on his face. He took a step closer to her and put his arms around her wais bringing her closer to him.
"Now that you've said your piece, let me say mine. Quinn, I'm going to admit I was a little hurt when you snapped at me but I understand how you were feeling and apology accepted. As far as Rachel goes my only feelings towards her are of friendship. I mean I know she likes me but I only like one girl and that's the one in front of me. I would never ever leave you not until the day I die. And I know your hormones are going crazy but you have always been the perfect girlfriend. And don't you dare feel insecure about how much I love you because you have special spot inside my heart Fabray, a spot that's only yours."
