Chapter 8: Decisions

When we arrived at my place, Sebastian and I exited the car. Before I even knew what was happening, Sebastian cradled my face and had me pinned. He looked into my eyes, and all I could see was lust; the desire to make me his. His lips crashed into mine and almost instantly I was in a haze. The kiss was rough, needy…yet somehow still gentle and caring. I felt him nibble at my bottom lip and swipe his tongue across my lips, requesting access into my mouth, to which I happily obliged. I could feel his hands travelling from my face down my chest and abdomen before he wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me in as close as I could be.

I pulled back from the kiss, resulting in a groan from Sebastian. I needed to breathe, but it turned out be useless as Sebastian quickly made use of his talented mouth and began nibbling and kissing my jawline, making his way to my neck. I could feel my pants getting tighter as Sebastian pressed his hips into mine and could feel as his hands had travelled to my ass.

"S-Seb…Sebastian, w-we can't." I said, as I tried regaining control. I really wasn't having much luck; the way Sebastian made me feel was incredible. I heard him mumble something as I felt him suck on my neck, causing a small moan to escape from my lips. As I tilted my neck, allowing him more access, I ran my hands up back, clawing at the fabric.

I lifted his head to kiss him again. I don't think I would ever get over the way Sebastian tasted. Everything about him was addicting. I could feel his hard on pressing into my thigh. He wanted this. I wanted this.

He bit my lip with a little bit more force, causing me to open my eyes in a mix of pain and desire, when I realized that the lights had turned on inside my house.

"Seb-Sebastian, wait" I gently pushed him off of me, despite every fiber of my body not wanting to.

"Why killer, what's wrong? Oh God, I'm so sorry I don't know what got over me." he said. I couldn't help but see the hurt in his gleaming eyes, despite it being dark outside. Sebastian took a step back.

"No, no Bas it's not that. It's just that I saw a light turn on inside my house. I think my parents are home." This was not what I was expecting. I wanted a house to myself. For Sebastian and I.

"Wh-what?" Sebastian turned around to look at the house. "I thought it was just us two tonight?" He said.

"So did I. They shouldn't be home yet." I felt as though I was whispering. I tried collecting myself and tried my best to calm down. I was hesitant as to what my parents would say seeing me bring a boy home. This could be bad, especially seeing that I was bringing a boy to a supposedly empty house without their knowledge.

When I turned the doorknob to open the door, I was surprised at who I saw.

"Little brother!" came the loud, excited greeting.

"Cooper?!" I asked, my words laced with surprise. Cooper walked over to me and gave me a hug that I felt was going to break my spine. I wrapped my arms around him as well, legitimately happy to see him.

"Surprised to see me?" he said as he pulled away from the embrace and brought his hands to my shoulders. "You seem really flushed. Are you sick?" He asked. Awkward. Just then, he looked over my shoulder and realized that we weren't alone. He looked back to me with a questioning look, before he looked back at Sebastian.

"Oh…I'm sorry, who are you?" Coop asked as he let go of me and extended an arm to shake his hand. "I'm Cooper Anderson, squirts older brother." The devilish smile Cooper had on his face was discomforting. Oh god, oh god, oh god. What must be Cooper be thinking right now.

"Coop, I told you not to call me that" I said, embarrassed that Sebastian had heard Coops pet name towards me.

Sebastian reached over and took his hand, "Sebastian. Sebastian Smythe, it's a pleasure to meet you." Sebastian was always a gentlemen, well at least when he wanted to be, but it was clear how nervous he was.

"Firm grip. I like that." Cooper said as he let go and looked at me, shooting me a wink. No Cooper, it's not like that. Well…

Cooper's face suddenly turned serious. "Wait a minute, aren't you the kid who almost blinded Blaine?" FUCK. Cooper glared at Sebastian and put his finger on Sebastian's chest, pushing him back a little.

"I..I-" This was the last thing Sebastian needed, not after what just happened back at McKinley.

"Cooper, listen. We got over this, we're…we're friends now" I grabbed his arm and squeezed it, hoping that he would realize that I really didn't want him to pick a fight with Sebastian. Cooper looked at me, clearly upset with this situation and confused as to why we were friends.

"Friends?" he asked, eyeing him up and down before turning back to me.

"Y-yeah. Don't worry. It's all in the past now. Sebastian's actually a really great guy." I really did mean what I said. It's history, no need to dwell on it now.

Cooper seemed to accept the fact that I had forgiven Sebastian. He sighed and just looked at me. "Are you sure that's all this is?" he asked, that discomforting smile back on his face. It seemed Cooper was more intrigued with the fact that I brought someone home, rather than the fact that Sebastian was the one who nearly blinded me. Clearly Cooper thought that him and I were up to no good. "What if it had been mom and dad who were here instead of me…you know what they would say if they found out you brought a guy home this late at night?" As Cooper was saying that, Sebastian closed the door and we all made our way into the living area.

"We just had Sectionals an hour or so ago, which is why we're coming getting here late. Besides, it's not like that Cooper. We're just friends, I swear." I said rolling my eyes. "What are you even doing here?" We sat down on the couch, Sebastian making sure that he didn't sit to close to me. I looked at him and hoped that he could read my eyes. Don't worry.

"Did you win?! What am I saying, of course you did." He said, patting my back. "That's my little brother for you! And sheesh, if you don't want me to be here that badly I guess I can leave" he said, with fake hurt written all over his face.

"It's not that, I was just surprised. Shouldn't you be back in Hollywood making all the girls swoon and living the fabulous celebrity life?"

"If you must know, the show I'm working on right now just had their mid season finale and I wanted to drop by and see you before I went to Hawaii to spend my vacation. I'll only be in town for a couple of days though." I was happy that Cooper had finally made it big in Hollywood. I couldn't help but laugh at the dorky, wide-eyed smile he had on his face.

"That's great Coop! I'm glad you did come, I've missed you."

"I've missed you too little brother, but I see you've been keeping pretty busy." Cooper looked at Sebastian, "I'm sorry about before. I was just surprised. But if Blaine has forgiven you, I don't see why I shouldn't."

"Thank you, and I'm really sorry for what I did to Blaine. I regret it every day." The last part of Sebastian's sentence was barely a whisper. Sebastian turned his gaze to the floor. It was time he stopped thinking about that. I was over it. So should he.

"Don't worry about it," Coop said as he got off the couch and made his way to sit next to Sebastian. Coop placed his arm over Sebastian's shoulder and crossed his legs. "However, I don't think Kurt would be very happy to know that you've been spending time with such a good looking kid." Leave it to Cooper to know exactly what to say to embarrass me to the point where all I wanted to do was run away as fast as I could. I could feel myself turning a bright shade of red; I had forgotten that Cooper didn't know about the break up.

"About that…Kurt and I actually aren't together anymore Coop." Cooper raised an eyebrow at me.

"When did this happen?"

"About a month and a half ago." I gave Cooper a look letting him know that I really didn't want to get into detail just yet.

"So how long have you two been together?" He asked, knowing all too well what he was doing to me. I glared at him, letting him know just how much I hated him right now.

"Cooper…please. I already told you, we're just friends"

"Is that true Seb?" Seb? Why did Cooper just call Sebastian Seb? Sebastian turned his head to look at me before quickly looking at Cooper.

"Yeah, he's not lying. I'm actually even surprised he allowed us to be friends again." Sebastian had a light smile on his face. This must be incredibly awkward for Sebastian.

"If you say so. So what're you two kids doing tonight?" he asked.

"Well, Sebastian is uh…making me dinner, and then we're just gonna lounge around. We're exhausted after these past two days. Sebastian won his sectionals last night as well." I explained. I could see Cooper was intrigued with the fact that Sebastian was making me dinner, yet we were only friends.

"So you can sing as well?" he asked Sebastian.

"I can, but I'm nowhere near as talented as Blaine. He's the real talent here." Sebastian looked over and shot me that same bright smile that I love.

"He's just being modest Coop." I could feel myself blush slightly after the compliment Sebastian had just given me.

"This is too cute for me to handle." Cooper said as he rolled his eyes. "But anyways, I have to get going. I was actually on my way to a party when you two came in." Cooper said as got off of the couch. "You two will probably be asleep by the time I get back," Did he just assume Sebastian would spend the night? "So I'll say goodnight now. Blaine, I'm sure you can find some condoms in dad's drawer, but make sure you replace them before he gets back." He said as he winked at me. Sebastian laughed at his comment but turned a bright shade of red.

"COOPER!" I yelled as I groaned and put my head in my heads. I can't believe he just said that. "I hate you."

"I love you too squirt. Now you two behave." He said as he waved and made his way out. I could hear Cooper laughing as he walked out the door.

With Cooper gone, Sebastian scooted closer to me and started rubbing my back. "I'm so sorry you had to be here for that." I said, not wanting to look up at him.

"Hey, don't even worry about it. He's actually really funny. I'm sure he's only being nice." He said, a small chuckle leaving his mouth.

"He sure does know how to embarrass me though." I lifted up my head to look at Sebastian.

"Isn't that what a big brother does? If you don't mind me saying, Cooper is quite handsome."

"Yeah," No surprise there. "You wouldn't be the first one to say that." I said as I rolled my eyes, and started to get up.

Sebastian grabbed my arm before I was able to stand up. "Are you jealous Anderson?" he asked, amusement clearly written all over his face.

"No..." Lie.

Sebastian grabbed my hand and turned my face to look at him with his free hand. "If you ask me, he's not really my type." He said with a shrug. "You're a lot cuter than him." Sebastian winked at me before placing a kiss on my forehead. Does that mean I'm your type?

"Since when have you been this sweet? It's so out of character."

"Since I met you," he said, letting go of my hand. "but…if you tell anyone about this side of me, I'll deny it and you will suffer the consequences."

Before I could say anything, Sebastian had gotten off the couch and straightened his jacket. "Now, what would Mr. Anderson like for dinner?"

"Surprise me." I said as I got off the sofa as well. "I don't really know what we have, but feel free to use whatever is available. Do you mind if I take a quick shower while you start dinner? I probably stink after all the dancing I did tonight."

"No not at all. Although…" Sebastian started. I could see from the look on his face where this conversation was going.

"Sorry Sebastian. I'm starving, so the sooner the food is ready, the better. I wouldn't want little old me to serve as a distraction." I walked by him and slightly grazed him with my hand; a (hopefully) seductive look in my eyes.

"You're such a tease." He said quickly turning around. I could feel his eyes staring at my ass as I walked away. "Who knew you weren't the bashful schoolboy all the time." I could hear him laugh quietly.

"What are you talking about? I'm as innocent as can be." As I began climbing up the stairs, I stopped and turned around to look at Sebastian. "If you want to be more comfortable, feel free to see if I have anything that you want to wear. But, know that bathroom door will be locked."

"You know me too well." He replied with a smirk on his face. With that, I quickly ran to my room and grabbed some sweats and a towel before making my way to the bathroom. I turned on the water so that it was steaming. A really hot shower is what I needed. After I undressed myself, I stepped into the shower and let the water run down my body. I couldn't help but smile thinking about what was going on. Here I was, taking a shower, while Sebastian was downstairs making me dinner. I had to pinch myself to make sure I wasn't dreaming. How could this be real life? Was it possible to be this happy?

At the same time, I felt a little sad. Was I making all this up in my head? Sebastian probably was only doing this as means of having sex with me. But…Sebastian had done all these nice things for me, and yet I haven't given anything in return.

After quickly drying myself and changing into a t-shirt and sweatpants, I made my way downstairs. Whatever he was making, it smelled absolutely delicious. I was pretty sure that I could hear light music playing in the background. I walked into the kitchen and saw the dinner table was set up for us.

"Hey Seb. What are you making? It smells so good!"

Sebastian turned around and had a nervous smile on his face. "I decided to make spaghetti and meatballs. I know it's nothing fancy, but…" Before he could continue I walked over to where he was standing and shook my head.

"It's perfect." I said as I looked up at him with a smile on my face. Perfect.

"It's almost ready. Do you mind grabbing drinks out of your fridge? I wasn't really sure what you wanted."

As I made my way over to the fridge, I pulled out some juice and went to place it on the table. Sebastian took out two plates from the cabinet and served two helpings of the food. He walked over with them to the table and set them down. What I didn't expect was the garlic bread that Sebastian pulled out of the oven.

"Did you just make that?"

"Yeah…well, it's nothing special. You had some bread and I just sprinkled it with cheese and brushed garlic sauce on it."

"You've done so much for me. Thank you Sebastian. It looks amazing."

As I took my first bite, I was taken aback by just how amazing this dinner really was. "Sebastian! This is delicious, I didn't know you were such a good cook."

"Well, with my parents never around and the fact that most of the kids hated me…" he looked down at his plate, "I spent a lot of time watching and helping our maid cook. She taught me everything I know."

As we ate dinner, I couldn't help but look at Sebastian every so often. This man was beautiful. Even in nothing but sweatpants and a shirt, he looked stunning. Sebastian looked up at me and I quickly looked away. I could feel myself turning red. I really needed to stop staring at him all the time. The dinner passed in silence, but it wasn't uncomfortable. It was soothing almost. When the both of us had finished dinner, he took the plates and silverware and brought them to the sink.

"It's okay, leave them. I'll wash them! You've done enough already."

"How about you go choose a movie to watch and make yourself comfortable so that I can give you that massage I promised?"

"No, you go do that. You made dinner after all."

"Yes, but I used your ingredients. It's fine B, just make sure the movie isn't something that I'm going to hate." Sebastian turned around and smiled. I sighed and made my way to the living room to see what movie I could find. After debating between The Hunger Games and Avengers, I decided to go with The Hunger Games. Just then, Sebastian walked into the living room.

"Good choice! I love that movie."

"Do you mind if we watch this in my room? My bed is a lot comfier than the couch."

I could see Sebastian hesitate slightly, but he nodded. As we walked up the stairs, I told him to set up the movie. I can't believe I was doing this, but just in case, I thought it best to get the condoms and lube from my dads room now rather than later. When I got back to the room, Sebastian was spread out on my bed. Luckily, he wasn't looking towards me, so I placed the material inside my drawer. When he turned over, he had a soft smile on his face. He sat up and patted the bed in the spot in between his legs.

"You really don't have to give me a massage Sebastian. You've already gone above and beyond as it is."

"Nonsense. Come here." Sebastian extended his arm asking for my hand. I took his hand as I sat between his legs. "Take off your shirt." He saw me hesitate slightly before he said, "it'll make the massage feel better." Even with this opportunity for Sebastian to make a move, he honestly just wanted to help me relax.

I obliged and lifted my shirt, with a little bit of his help. Sebastian brushed his hands along my back, sending a shiver throughout my body. Sebastian's hands were working miracles. Almost immediately after he began massaging my shoulders, I was feeling so much better. The way his hands were soft, yet firm felt incredible. I couldn't help but let out a small moan, effectively causing Sebastian to laugh.

It was then that I decided. I was going to give Sebastian exactly what he wanted. Besides, we both had reason to celebrate.