It's been a week since Kaylee was born and things hasn't been exactly easy for me and Adrian. "You didn't do the dishes," I sighed walking into my room and throwing my bag to the floor.

"Sorry I was kinda busy." Adrian said placing Kaylee into her crib.

"Yah well I still manage to take care of Kaylee and do my homework so you can at least do the dishes." I growled.

"Fine ill do the fucking dishes!"

"No go fuck off ill do them and then take care of Kaylee like always!" I yelled

"I take care of her while your in class!" he yelled back

"No you don't your fucking mom does!" this time I screamed and Maykaylee woke up and cried but we ignored her to concentrated on our own fight. "You don't do anything!"

"I help more than any other moroi man!" he yelled back just as loud and just like that we began screaming at each other. I began crying and it ended in him leavening. Once he slammed the door behind him I went to grab Maykaylee who was screaming almost as loud as I was. Getting her calmed down and putting her back to sleep I cried myself to sleep.

I didn't see Adrian for a month after that.

"Where is the drunk?" Christian asked one day at breakfast.

"I don't know," I said feeding Maykaylee her bottle. "We had a fight and he took off. I had to put Maykaylee in a daycare on campus." I sighed. They thankfully let the subject drop. Finally Adrian showed back up.

"Hey," he said.

"Its been a month." I said lamely. We were in my room I was changing Maykaylee into pajamas. I pulled out my cell and called lissa. "hey Liss, can you come and pick up Maykaylee Adrian just showed up and I want to talk to him." shortly after lissa came bye and picked up my daughter. "that's I owe you one." I laughed giving her a hug goodbye.

"Im sorry," Adrian said "I know I don't so much, im just scared I might do something to hurt her. I don't know my life was about sex parties and drinking but now I have you and Maykaylee."

"Don't you think im scared!" I screamed at him crying again "My life was about boys and parties and lissa! No more boys cus dimitri left me! No more lissa cus I have a child! No more parties cus im a guardian!"

"I knew it!" he yelled "your still hung up on dimitri! Well what about me! I love you rose why cant you love me back!"

"I don't love you?" I whispered. How could he think that? "I love you more than dimitri. More than I ever loved dimitri."

"prove it."

"How?" I asked. He kissed me so fiercely and with such passion I nearly fell over. Kissing him back with even more force he threw me down on the bed. "Ill prove I love you." I said before kissing him again. I took his shirt off and he took off mine. Within seconds all our cloths were on the floor and his hands were everywhere his moth kissing everywhere on my body. My moans muffled by his kissed. What we did was passion, love, and lust. I guess you could describe it as 'wild animal make up sex.' and I let him take my blood which was mind blowing.

"you bastard!" I screamed as we layed together. "I cant believe you!" he comes back and we have sex. Just like that. "Im not your blood whore! You leave me with a child then come back and screw me!" I pushed him out of the bed "Get out!" I screamed "leave and don't ever come back! Im not your blood whore leave I hate you!" he got dressed and left, not even trying to convince me I was not true. He came back for sex, he got what he wanted so he left. I yet again fell asleep in tears.

The next morning I didn't leave my bed I just curled up in a ball and cried. "rose," lissa said from outside my door "Rose let me in." she kept knocking on my door but I didn't answer. She left after a few minutes. At breakfast I finally cleaned up and styled my hair to cover my bite mark. Leavening my room I went to the commons and say Eddie and Christian at a table eating, Maykaylee in Christians lap. Without a word I grabbed Maykaylee and all her stuff and left going back to my room. "Rose, please let me in." Lissa was back at my door after classes ended. Finally I let her in.

"What?" I demanded throwing the door opened "Wait never mind you want to know what's wrong well here's your answer: Adrian left after our fight, came back and used me like a blood whore then left again but this time for good!"

"oh rose im so sorry." she whispered and walked into my room. "Im sorry." she said again and gave me a hug, I cried in her arms until Maykaylee who was laying on my bed made little noises begging for attention. With a laugh I whipped my tiers away and walked over to my bed. Me, lissa, and Kaylee spent the night together. I used them to distract myself from Adrian. Adrian. Just thinking of him makes me want to cry, right now hes probably drunk and sleeping with some random girl. "Don't think of Adrian right now." lissa said while he held Kaylee in her arms, "think of me and Maykaylee." she was right. Adrian is the past like Dimitri, Kaylee and lissa are my feature. Lissa ended up sleeping over cus it was Friday and Kaylee slept in the bed with us. I have the two most important people in my life right here with me and ill do everything to make sure I don't lose them like I did with dimitri and Adrian.

"Hey why went we invited to the party?" Christian said the next day, him and Eddie showed up at my room.

"girls only," lissa teased her boyfriend. We walked across campus to the elemtry campus to drop off Maykaylee at her daycare then went off to breakfast. we goofed around and had fun like we did before dimitri left, mason died, and Adrian left.

"Hathaway!" Stan yelled at me in class as I sparred with Meredith.

"What?" I yelled back annoyed

"Your form is off!"

"Yah well your face is off." I said. even he laughed at my terrible comeback. After class me and Eddie left in a good mood. Mason dieing really messed with him but hes healing thank god. In his room there are pictures of Him and mason and even some with me in them.

When we went to our next class that we shared with Christian and lissa we were in a laughing fit, why? I don't remember! But we walked into the classroom falling over each other laughing so hard I needed to pee and my sides hurt.

"calm down before you piss yourself," Christian said with a smirk.

"Im about to." Eddie gasped

"Same," I laughed again. Then the teacher came in and we forced ourselves to shut up. Halfway through class a peace of paper hit me in the arm.

Your bite mark is showing.

It said. My hair was still styled to cover it but in my laughing fit it probably got messed up. Looking around I saw Jessie looking at me with a smug look. I wrote back

bite mark? I may have a child but im no blood whore.

I threw it back to him

you're a bloodwhore and nothing will change that. Your Ivshakov bloodwhore!

He threw it back.

And your dead if you keep this up. Adrian may be gone but Eddie will kick your ass I I asked cus I cant touch you.

after that he didn't reply. As the day came to an end everyone knew about my bite mark. Sure it was just a burse now and my hair covers it but everyone is calling me a bloodwhore. "Poor kid, her mom is a blood whore."

"Poor lissa," the other girl said "That's Lissa's guardian or so I hear she's going to be." people have been gossiping all day about me. Yet they haven't even seen that mark or ask to see it or anything they just automatically assumed what Jessie said was true. Even after him and Ralf admitted to lying about me sleeping with them how can people believe him so easily? Sadly after Mia's mom died in an attack she doesn't go here anymore so I cant blame her even though were kinda friends now so I cant anyways. Damn it im so confused!

It took about a week but the rumors faded along with my bruised neck. This weekend is a school dance! "Oh we have to go dress shopping!" Lissa giggled "And well find Maykaylee a cute dress too!"

"there's a theme." Eddie said "it's a formal dance, very formal. It they expect girls to dress like royalty like prince's and princesses." he laughed

"Well this Friday well go dress shopping. Iv been to plenty of these so it will be easy to find the dresses. Well get Maykaylee a dress to shell look so cute." lissa said. And somehow she did manage to get us off campus for dress shopping, Meredith and Maykaylee joined us on our dress shopping trip.

A night to have fun with my friends, a night to forget about Adrian and Dimitri, a night to be a teen not a mom. An amazing night I cant wait for!