Adrian ran after me "wait!" he yelled.

"Why?" I stopped and screamed at him "Stop why! You left me! Left Maykaylee! Came back, fucked me then left again! Treated me like your blood whore." I yelled and Kaylee cried "all you do is make us cry." I whispered bouncing Kaylee trying to calm her down. I turned and left, he didn't follow us.

Back in my room I but Kaylee in her crib and threw myself on the bed crying. He left us, no matter what happened, he left! Mason dies, dimitri left, and now I lost Adrian. He said he loved me and Maykaylee but he lied! I cried and screamed into my pillow. Why an I so fucking emotional? "Rose," lissa concerned voice said from the other side of my door. "I just talked to Adrian, can I talk to you." I got up and answered the door.

"come in," my voice came out in a croak.

"Adrian was crying," lissa whispered. Those three words knocked the wind out of me "after you yelled at him he just stood there crying. God seeing him like that killed me. He never shows fear, sadness, pain but that small moment it broke my heart." we sat on my bed.

"oh god what have I don't." I sobbed "I cant believe what a bitch im being!" lissa quickly hugged me.

"No! your just confused and stressed!" she held me so close I could feel her heart beet "You have a child, this is a difficult time. Look the dance is three hours. So lets go get Meredith and well get ready, hair, makeup, and get you into your dress." she softly laughed. I went into the bathroom to take a shower while lissa got Meredith. Out in my room three girls stood.

"I got a makeup and hair dresser!" lissa giggled. "Now lets get your hair dried. Meredith take a shower!" lissa was shouting orders and after two hours of very painful work we were at our peek. "there will be a little before party there for all royals, lets go." she pulled us out of the room.

"but were not royal," Meredith laughed

"or even moroi." I added as she pulled us down the hall.

"You'll act as my guardians!" lissa wont give up so I gave a look to Meredith telling her to just go along with it. I had Kaylee in my arms and we walked down the hall meeting up with the boys half way.

"Holy shit you look amazing!" Adam said when he saw his girlfriend in her purple dress.

"I second that." Christian said staring at lissa.

"I confirm that." Eddie looked me over. "Damn! I know were just friends but that dress is. Whoa." he walked up and gave me a hug.

"Damn rose, lookin hot!" Jessie yelled from across the quad. "your fucking smoking in that dress! Your one nice MILf!"

"Ignore him," Eddie sighed and we walked away on the way to the gym where the party was being held. When we arrived a group of royal moroi were gathered and mingling, among them was Adrian looking gorgeous as ever in a black suit and of course a drink in his hand. I didn't let him get to me, I turned to my friends and talked while lissa and Christian went to talk to other royals, I will admit Christian is getting better at the parties.

"how is my Grandbaby?" Daniella walked up to us with a dazzling smile on her face she was in a gorgeous white dress.

"She will be three months in a week," I smiled, Maykaylee was in the arms of Meredith while I ate a small plate of fruits "And a monster who loves my hair as much as I do," I laughed. Maykaylee loves pulling my hair and finds it so entertaining almost as much as I find painful.

"She looks so darling in that little dress." Daniella sighed then left.

"Acward much," Eddie laughed then we went back to our messing around and talking about nonsense and laughed until the actual party started.

"Can I have some time with my daughter?" a voice said from behind me, me and lissa were dancing with Kaylee, it was Adrian looking…blank. He showed no emotion, not a single thing, even his eyes were empty.

"your fucking drunk." I hissed "So no, you cant even hold her now leave us alone. don't ruin this night for me."

"Don't be a bitch let me see my child! Im not wasted just a bit buzzed to chase the chill of spirit away," he practically yelled

"You reek of cigarette smoke, you not giving my daughter second hand smoke. don't be so irresponsible!"

"Says the girl who got knocked up at eighteen and still in high school." he growled just then someone grabbed his shoulder and jerked him away from me.

"Leave Ivshakov," it was Christian "let rose and Maykaylee have fun for one night with out you ruining it for them. Leave." Adrian pushed past Christian and took off out of the gym. "that fucking ass hole." he mumbled then took Maykaylee from me "Have fun ill watch her for a bit." he left me and lissa to have fun with ourselves and we did. It may have been a royal party but that was just the theme and didn't stop me and lissa from dancing semi dirty. When a slow song came on Eddie walked up to me.

"lady Ivshakov had Kaylee and she knows not to let Adrian see her. Wanna dance?" he asked, I said yes and wrapped my arms around his neck and his arms were around my waist.

"thanks for everything," I whispered hugging him closer "for everything. For being there when mason dies, for being such a great friend. For not believing the rumors, and not hating me for having a child." a tier escaped my eye

"I should be thanking you." he laughed softly "You are an amazing friend, you were here for me when mason died, we lost him but you saved me Christian and mia. You risked you life for us, I heard about what you did when mason got killed, mia told me, and the guardians told me what you were like when they showed up. Your one kick ass mom." he hugged me tightly and then let go just as the song ended "but that's in the past, you helped mason find peace. Lets have fun." a fast song came on and we danced wildly. Lights flashed and music blasted. Worrying about how Kaylee was doing lissa told me Daniella took her to her room for some bonding time, Adrian not with her.

"stop being such a slut! You're a mom now!:" one royal woman hissed at me as me and my friends danced in a big group "You go out and party leavening her with your baby daddy's mother. Bloodwhore you are a terrible parent!" she was an older looking woman.

"Mom! Stop! She's fine now leave before you make a bigger fool of yourself." a young girl said flushing. "im sorry rose, my brother has told her some pretty nasty things and she's drunk." she pulled her mom away and outside. I just stood there shocked.

"that was Emilee, Jessie's younger sister." Meredith said "She's in middle school." I let whatever that crazy chick said drop and went back to my friends.

"she had a point," another voice said interrupting us "here you are parting while my mom watches our daughter."

"She wanted to!" I yelled "just leave me alone!" I ran past him and outside, he followed me.

"You are a shitty mother!" he growled "Go take care of your kid!"

"fine ill take care of my kid. Mine not yours. She will never be yours!" I cried. Adrian looked as if I stabbed him or something.

"don't do that," he begged "I love you and Maykaylee, im sorry rose, for everything!" he began to cry to, "I love you so much and I don't know what to do! Everything is so out of hand! Im sorry!" he grabbed my arm but I ripped it away.

"just leave me alone." I whispered and went back to the party leaving he man I love behind me. Mason, dimitri, Adrian all men leave me and I fail them.

"Forget him," lissa said giving me a hug

"Hes missing out." Christian said "the nugget needs a father something he obviously cant do for her." and yet again we dance our hearts out. Later that night I get a call from Daniella saying she went to my room and picked up things for Kaylee to have an over night stay with her and Nathan and im free to spend the night with friends.

"Daniella got's her for the night so what's our plan?" I laughed as we walked back to the dorms.

"Sleep." Adam yawned "lets crash in my room." we stopped by eddies room for some spare cloths, us girls stole a pair of basketball shorts and t-shirt from him to sleep in and ditched our dresses on his bed.

Back in Adams room we cuddled up and watched some more movies again, sadly it was scarry movies. Us girls screamed and the guys laughed. I felt like a normal teen. Not normal as in not a mom, but human normal, like when me and lissa were living in the human world. It felt good but I couldn't help but feel a pain in my chest, longing, for Adrian and dimitri and Maykaylee. I still love dimitri of corse but I love Adrian so much more.

This was an amazing night either way, I fell asleep with a smile on my face.

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