"Twins," I breathed "Twins, are you sure? Positive!" I cant have twins! I cant be a mother of three at 18! Oh god, oh god, oh god, oh god.

"Yah im positive, two heart beats, two babies, two boys." she laughed and cleaned me off.

"Boys? Im having two twin boys?" this is to fast. A baby at 18, now two babies again! Two boys.

"Any names?" she asked me.

"Aleczander and Zechariah." I said numbly sitting up.

"Thank you so much," Lissa said in a rush and grabbed my arm "Come on we have to catch Adrian before his meeting!" Lissa dragged me out of the clinic and we went to the Ivshakov business room where Adrian and other Ivshakov family members were.

"Hey babe, what's up?" Adrian asked he walked up and gave me a kiss.

"I went to the doctors and got an ultra sound." I told him my voice shaking.

"What's wrong? Is something wrong with the baby?" he asked.

"Im having twins," I tell him "Boy's." it takes a minute for the news to sink in.

"So im having two boys?" he smiled and kissed my belly "Call Naomi and start decorating and ill be home right after the meeting." he kissed me goodbye and me and Lissa left. Naomi is our decorator and will help up decorate for the twins.

"Twins!" Christian yelled "Great so three hellings running around here! One is bad enough!" he huffs, he has a point Kaylee is getting into everything now and is also fussy a lot due to teething. "Twin boys, ug!" I call Naomi and we get down to work in the big bedroom we saved for the baby…babies.

"What colors you going for?" she asked me.

"Well Maykaylee room is like a princesses so have the boy's room be boyish. Blues and greens no black though. And just like that she transformed the room into a masterpiece for two within two weeks.

"Zech and Alec." My mom said "Nice names. Guardian names." she laughed, she was right, my kids will be amazing guardians like me. The days go by and I seem to get bigger and bigger. Ug the stretch marks! I hate them!

Im seven months along, Maykaylee is ten months old now and a little terror! She's crawling everywhere and getting into everything! "Ow, ow, ow! Shit!" I cursed as me and Adrian where playing with Maykaylee in her room "Ow!" I cried out. Kaylee looked at me skeptically. "Adrian im going into labor!" I cried out, I recognize the pains. Im seven months, to early. Everything will be fine, Maykaylee was. Because im so big I now use a golf cart to get far places and the clinic is far. Adrian took me while Lissa watched Kaylee.

At the hospital they were ready for me, "Deep breaths," Adrian reminded me when a contraction came. Him, Lissa, Adrian's mom, and my mom where in the room with me.

Fifteen miserable hours later I got a C-section. Zechariah was first, then Aleczander. I held my two babies in both arms crying. Everyone was crying. But then they were taken from me, I yelled at them demanding they tell me what there doing. My babies are sick. "dhampir babies may be born early but there not as healthy as Maykaylee was, they need to stay in the hospital for a while." My mom told me. I cried, panicked, my babies aren't healthy.

"Its not your fault," the nurse told me "they aren't sick, nothing is wrong, there just small and we wont to keep them here to make sure there ok to go home." she told me. After four days from healing I was discharged, with out my babies. I went home to put the gifts I got away and we went back to the hospital to stay with my babies, Lissa stayed home with Kaylee. One day we bring Kaylee in to see the babies.

"you baby brothers," Adrian tells her I hold them both, and ever so gently she kissed both there heads. I tier up and Adrian laughs. She kissed them! So cute!

"You can take them home," the nurse comes in the room. "They are well enough to take home." finally! I can take my babies home. I called Lissa and she brings over a car with a car seat for Kaylee and two carriers for the twins.

"Im so excited there home now!" Lissa giggled, she carried Kaylee in while Adrian grabbed Zech and Christian came out to grab Alec.

"Lots of crying now." Christian mumbled but was smiling.

"Two more month till Kaylee is one!" Lissa was still using her giggly voice. Oh wow! Two months and my baby will be one. One years old, one year since I had her. My days are about to get two times more difficult, my nights are spent working, my days are spent being a mom now I have to take time off work and take care of the twins. Adrian has a lot to do now being involved with the royals and all, he's almost never home. This will be so hard. "I got a meeting!" Lissa said one morning running around the living room in one heal "but I don't know what to wear." one heal and a tank top with no pants on.

" just wear nice pants and a nice shirt." I tell her as I bottle feed the twins. They looks so alike Adrian put names on the cribs so I wake up knowing which is which and we dress them differently. Today Zech is in a blue onesise and Alec is in a green one. "Phone!" I yell but Lissa is long gone getting ready so I get it. "Hello?"

"Hey, rose?" the voice asked "Its me Dimitri."

"Yes?" I asked biting my tong from making rude comments.

"I know Maykaylee is mine."

"why are you hung up on that?" I demanded

"Because that's my child! I love you still, I always will, ill never stop loving you! And that's our child! Ours! Not Adrian's! I heard you have twins, you have two of his kids, just give me Maykaylee. I deserve to see my child!" he yelled so loudly I had to pull the phone away from my ear. "Ill take her if you don't give her to me, because she is my child. We may be dhampirs but a DNA test can prove she is mine, and ill take custody of her and ill have her!"

"She's not yours!" I screamed back causing the twins to cry "she is Adrian's child. Maykaylee Ivshakov!"

"Fine have it your way, ill go to court and make them have her take a DNA test, and ill prove im the father, and you'll never see her again!"

"Why are you doing this!" I screamed

"Because iv always wanted a child! Your keeping what iv always wanted away from me! And I love you! I love you so much it hurts and you go to that good for nothing Ivshakov!" he yelled back, Dimitri wanted kids?

"You left me!" I screamed, still ignoring my screaming infants

"Because I didn't know you had my child!"

"Well you left us, me and Maykaylee. You lost your chance with Maykaylee. Go have a child with Tasha she likes you!"

"You don't get it rose I still love you," He screamed it so loudly I bet Lissa heard him.

"I love Adrian!"

"No you don't! you still love me!" he sounded so desperate, does he really love me that much…do I still love him? No I don't! I love Adrian. Though I did get pregnant from when he used me as a bloodwhore "I don't love you. I love Maykaylee, and my two sons, and my fiancé. Im going to married Adrian and you will never contact me again."

"Yes I will, through the court, you don't deserve Maykaylee, ill take her from you." he growled and I hung up. Crying I ran over to comfort my crying babies.

"Sh sh sh" I cooed "its ok, its ok." I calm Zech dosn then Alec calms down, im still crying when Lissa come back with Maykaylee, I tell her everything that happened. I tell her the truth, about the love me and Dimitri once shared and how Maykaylee is his child.

"Dimitri being the father will change nothing. For all I care he isn't the father, Adrian is! He was there from day one when Dimitri left." she said holding me close. "Dimitri can take you to court and thell laugh him out of the place, because your engaged to the queen's great nephew and when trys to take his daughter they will stop him. Dimitri cant take her from you." Lissa kisses my head then leaves for her meeting. Im home alone with the three kids for another hour till Eddie comes home.

"I Love you," I say pulling Maykaylee onto my lap. I gave her a kiss and held her close. Shes my baby.