It is time by Bookworm El V

It is time

I'm standing here and listening to his rage.
To his rage against a man who once was an angel to me.
I'm standing here and allowing him to frighten me.
To frighten me of a man who once was my only friend in this cruel world.

Strength.
That was what I expected of my angel.
The strength to carry me through the night.

Loyalty.
That was what I got of my angel.
The loyalty to come and see me every night.

Strictness.
That was what I was taught with by my angel.
The strictness that made me surpass myself.

And finally betrayal.
Pain.
Horror.
Deception.

But still… I cling to him.
And he clings to me.

Shall I continue listening?
Shall I continue being afraid?
Strength, loyalty and strictness.
My angel betrayed me but before that he had rescued me.
I betrayed my angel – maybe it is time that I rescue him?