A/N: okay so as i was making sure i had gotten a part of this story correct i came across that i had made Winnie have two different names...sorry if any of you got confused by this i made sure to fix it. But if you catch any girl named Fiona in the story just know that she is actually winnie but somehow i decided that her name was Fiona? how? i have no idea. The wonders of my brain.

This by far must have been one of my favorite chapters to write. Hope you like it!

Disclaimer: Don't own hetalia

After driving to pick up Winnie she decided to yell at us for two minutes straight. Trust me, Gilbert timed it. Then proceeded to tell us that she was not going anywhere tonight and that she was not going with until the morning. And if we left without her she would find us and kill us. Then revive us and kill us again.

Nice to know I have such considerate friends.

So I dropped gilbert back at his house with a promise to be there by noon. And I headed back home. So here I am, bored out of my mind because I can't go find my brother. And all because Winnie wasn't going to leave until the morning.

Fucking girls.

A car pulling into the estate shocks me out of my stupor. It is easy to tell when someone pulls into the estate or goes out because of the giant gate that has to open to get you in. That would be why I always use the back way to get out and in. In fact the only people that usually used that entrance were the cockroaches. Great.

Quickly getting up I check the calendar above my desk and groan falling back on my bed. In all of my drama I had forgotten that they were coming home today from some annual European tour. There's a knock on the door and Carson opens it.

"The cockroaches are back." He says and I groan again but smile all the same. I had gotten Carson into calling them that and I still amused me. I could call them worse things, but then I would probably get yelled at by Maria about language while Carson just laughed.

"Just fucking great!" I say and Carson just chuckles as I throw on my shoes and make my way down to the dining room.

"Oh my have you grown!" Posh cockroach said with the same grin that she used when I was little. I roll my eyes as soon as she looks away. It had only been a month but I truly wish is was longer. Because every time they came home I had to suffer through awkward dinners where they questioned me on my life and I tried not to get mad. And the business cockroach tried to get me to agree to take over the business when he retires. And I keep refusing.

"Come on we have had the chiefs prepare your favorite! Steak!" she said and I want to grimace. They believe that steak is my favorite because it is the business cockroach's favorite food. But to be perfectly honest I really didn't like steak. Not like I'm really a vegetarian but I don't like meat as much as most people. So I don't eat it much.

She practically drags me into the dining hall where the table has all the food that you could want. But right now all of it makes me sick to my stomach. We sit down and fill our plates and I fill mine full but I take very small bites trying to calm my sick stomach.

"I'm so glad that you okay, I always get so worried about you when were gone for so long." Posh Cockroach says taking dainty bites of the steak. Making my stomach do weird loops.

"How is school going?" the Business cockroach says taking much less dainty bite of his steak and I look down pushing my food around.

"School ended a few weeks ago." I say taking a small bite of mashed potatoes.

"Oh, sorry, were still a bit lost with the whole time change and everything." Posh cockroach says giving me her best apologetic smile. But I just look away.

"Is something wrong Romano?" she asks feigning concern.

"fine." I say through gritted teeth. Trying to keep myself from saying all the insults at the back of my throat just ready to hurl at them.

We all don't talk for a while the only noise is the noise of forks and spoons against the plates as the cockroaches consume the food and I take very small bites my stomach still doing loop-de-loops in my stomach.

"..There is still the offer of seeing how the company is run." And there is the bomb. It drops like the atomic bomb on Hiroshima. And the insults claw their way back up my throat where I had swallowed them.

"I mean you have to take over someday. Why not get an early start." Business Cockroach says keeping his calm demeanor. Before I had usually just said no or offered an excuse. But now I can't stop myself.

I stand up suddenly my hands banging against the table. My dark eyes looking at them as they looked surprised back at me.

"I don't want any part in your fucking business! I don't think you get this! You're not ever going to be anywhere near like my real parents stop acting like you are! You fucking took me away from my little brother." I take a breath glaring them down. "You really think I'm going to love you after that!" I finish and storm out ignoring the shout of 'Romano!'

Storming past Carson I go back up the steps and crash on my bed before looking around. Standing back up I throw open my closet doors and grab all of my bags from my shelves and begin to fill them with my possessions. I have made my decision. I'm not going to stay here anymore. I have to run away. I'm never coming back. Never in a million years.

I throw everything that I hold dear in it including my bow and arrows that I have tucked away in my closet. Stacking all the bags near the door I lay back down on my bed determined to get one more night of sleep in my bed I set my alarm for five in the morning. And let the sleep claim me not even taking off my shoes.

Line

I wake up in the morning to a small shaking of my shoulder.

"Romano wake up." I startle awake only to see Carson standing there only illuminated by the moonlight coming through my window.

"I know your leaving forever." He says and I smile Carson even though annoying knows how to read me easier than anyone I know well except for Feliciano.

"I just wanted to say goodbye and that Vash and Lilli are going to miss you." Carson says and I smile sitting up looking at the time it's reads that it is three o'clock in the morning. Rubbing my eyes I smile. Vash and Lilli were so sweet definitely taking after their mother and not their father.

"Tell them I'll miss them. I'll try to visit if I can." I say and Carson smiles taking my hand and placing a slip of paper in it.

"This is our address, and mine and Meredith's phone numbers call if you need anything. And please visit." Carson says and I nod. And he grins slapping my back.

"And I was wondering before you left if you have any names to recommend." Carson said and I blurted out the first name that came to me.

"Celio." I said and Carson looked at me oddly before nodding.

"What's it mean?" he asked and I looked away. I hadn't even thought before answering. Celio was the name of the baby that mama was going to have before she miscarried. I remember the name clearly.

"Heaven." I replied and he smiled giving me another hug which I tried to resist mostly out of face.

"I'm going to miss you." He said and I gave him a small hug back.

"I'm going to miss you to bastard." I said and he let go smiling and grabbed some of my bags and I grabbed the rest and we made our way down to the garage where he set the bags in the trunk.

"Remember to visit." Carson said and I nodded

"Arrivederchi" I say as I climb in the car as the door to the garaged closed with a final thud. Picking up my phone as I back out of the garage. I quickly dialed Gilbert's number.

"Hello?" Gilbert's sleepy voice says over the speaker.

"Ciao, Gilbert. Can you be ready in fifteen minutes? And call the others telling them to be ready as well?" I ask.

"Sure, but I thought you were going to pick us up later today?" Gilbert asked and I finally got down the drive way as the front door opened and I could see the vague outline of the cockroaches.

"There's been a change in plans" I said and there is a chuckle as I hang up. Giving a small wave I roll down my window.

"See ya later bastards!" I shout out it as I drive off laughing madly all the way to Gilbert's house.