A/N: I don't own these characters nor do I make money off of them. I just play with them a while and throw them back in. This chapter will be Jasper's point of view.

Chapter 7

It was my turn to take a seat in the doctor's bland office. I don't know if I can tell him my story or not. I tried to keep it from mom but it got harder and harder to eat food. IT was easier to keep from sucking her dry than to keep her food down.

"Hello Jasper. Thank you for being a great helper keeping the kids calm and easing their fears. You're a natural."

"Its just something I have always been good at."

"So, Jasper, is there anything you would like to talk about?"

"No not really."

"You're mom thinks you have an eating disorder."

"If that keeps her happy then I'll let her think that. It's better than the truth anyways." Damn it. How did he do that? He almost got me to slip. "What do you think is wrong with me Doctor Cullen?"

"I don't think you have an eating disorder. You look perfectly healthy albeit you skin is a little paler than should be but otherwise you look healthy. Has she taken you to a doctor?"

"I won't go. I can't go. It would be fatal."

"Jasper I seriously don't think it will kill you to see a doctor. After all you are sitting in front of one." he chuckled.

I glared a little at the man feeling my fangs slide down slightly. I fought the urge and managed to make them disappear again before I spoke.

"Have you read the story about Dracula Doctor Cullen?"

He nodded his acknowledgment so I continued.

"Do you believe in vampires?" I asked him.

"Are you saying you are a vampire? That's got to be absurd. Jasper I feel you are suffering delusions."

"Doctor Cullen, I assure you I am not having delusions. I was bitten last summer when I went camping with some of my friends from school. When we didn't return the following Saturday night my parents panicked. They gathered with the parents of the four other boys and formed a search party. The whole town participated. They found me in my tent covered in blood in a dark part of the woods. The other four were found in their tents completely drained of blood. They assumed we were attacked by bears but they only found puncture wounds on our necks. My parents tried to shield me from what the town was saying but I heard it anyways. They were blaming me for what happened, all because I survived." I said with air quotes around the word survived.

"Only thing is, Doctor, I didn't survive. I died that night only to awaken to this. This monster. I ran away one night because I didn't want to hurt my family. I searched for a few days before I found the vampire that did this to me and killed my friends. She explained to me that she changed me because she wanted a mate. She had tried to change my friends but was so hungry from living off of rabbits and deer that she drank them dry before her thirst was completely sated. I was the last one she attacked. The one she changed. She became scared that someone would see her so she hide close by and watched my transformation. She was going to help me adjust but the search party had found me before she could come back. She showed me how to live off of animals instead of humans. She helped me learn to hide what I am from humans."

"Didn't your parents have you examined when you were found?"

"No, I was awake by the time the came to my tent. I heard the screams of the searchers when they found my friends. I was scared but I stayed put. I was highly aware but not sure why. I assured the party that I was ok I just had fought off the bear that I heard them accuse of attacking us but not before it killed my friends. I told them I passed out from shock after it was gone, that that was 2 days or so ago. When asked about why I was covered in blood I explained that as I went to check on the right after I scared the bear away. The doctor in the search party glanced me over and deemed me healthy. I assure you that I am indeed a vampire. IF we are to survive the mess that is coming I must transform you and the others. I won't force you all but I have became rather fond of all of you and would like to keep you around. Any way the reason my mother thinks I suffer from some eating disorder is because I can't stand the taste of real food now. It kills me. Don't get me wrong I tried hard to eat her food. I could hold it down for a while but eventually it came back up. Oh and back to my story. My family had to leave town because the community and the parents of my friends continued to blame me and my parents couldn't handle the pressure of them tormenting me so we made a break for it and moved to a new town."

"Interesting."

"If you want to test my theory I can show you my teeth, or you can try to stick me with a needle. Garlic doesn't offend me and neither does crosses. Holy water just tastes like dirty water. According to Maria, my maker, the only thing that can kill me is fire."

"Can I see your teeth?"

I let my fangs slide down and smiled real big.

"Wow. Amazing."

"Can we keep it a secret for now Doctor?"

"I think we should."

We discussed my new life a little more before he led me out of his office and told me we would discuss more next time. He also swore he would never tell anyone unless I gave him the ok. I felt lighter for the first time in a long time. It felt good to get some of that off my chest.

A/N: I don't usually do two authors notes but I had to say that Jasper's story couldn't be told in a short chapter. Jasper is a talker. Who would have thought? But Carlisle's way of dragging it out without prying had him coming apart to tell his story for the first time. So how does Alice know? She'll tell us next chapter.