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Chapter 4:

Spontaneous Combustion

The world went still, silence surrounded me, and I looked around. Nothing was moving, Alice's hair was caught in a breeze that should have been from the car speeding down the street, only the car wasn't speeding down the street. People frozen mid step, eyes unblinking, mouths open like they were talking, but they never closed, never finished their expression. My eyes frantically searched for some answer, I looked at myself, moved my hands to make sure they could still move, blinked my eyes, yelled "Hello" out into the frozen crowd.

"… You're home is with me" I recognized the voice, but I couldn't place it. More importantly, where was it coming from?

I searched the streets, and there all in white was the guy from my dream. His hair was moving as if caught by the wind that wasn't blowing, and the glow from his body made it seem like I was looking a something divine. He smiled as he started to walk towards the car. I felt an unbelievable urge to run, climb over the back of my seat and dart out of the back, but some part of me wanted to be close to him. I felt a rush of warmth hit me and I couldn't think of anything other and touching him, feeling him.

He stepped up to the car and bent down so our faces were inches apart, "Come with me," he said. I nodded and got out of my seat and closed the car door behind me.

"What have you done to them," I asked looking around at the stagnant scene in front of me.

"When one finds their true love, the world stops, does it not?" he said with a smile and put his cold hand on my face.

"Jacob is my true love." I said trying to sound sure of myself, but the strength in my mind failed to reach my voice.

"I'm you're true love," His head bent down to mine and I could feel lips gently hover over mine.

"I don't even know you," I said, but I closed my eyes as I felt the pleasure of his slight touch.

"Ah, you may not know now but you will, I have been searching for you for a three thousand years." His lips moved as he talked, never resting in one place, they moved to my cheek, my eyelids, down to my neck.

"Why me?"

"Because of you're smell," he said and his lips moved to my ears, like he was sharing some secret.

"I…"

"No need to talk," He said placing a finger on my mouth, his head pulled away, but his finger remained. I looked deep into his eyes, they were black to start, but the more I looked I saw light. Tiny drops of white light clouded the blackness, like I was looking into a clear night sky filled with stars. I felt an urge, a need, I pushed his hands away and jumped into his arms…

I sucked in a huge breath and blinked my eyes that felt very dry. I began to pant loudly and felt sweat on my forehead. I looked around and everything was moving once again. The man from my dream was gone, the car was moving and the sounds of the town streets were back again, but louder. I had to put my hands over my ears to stop the the drumming in my head. I rolled the window up hoping that would stop all the noise, but the radio was still on, that had to go too.

When I turn the nob to get rid or the music, Alice looked at me. She didn't look confused, or worried. She looked like nothing happened, maybe nothing did happen.

No something did happen, I felt it all over my body, that tingle of heat, the unsteadiness of my breath. "Take me to Jacob," I said rather brashly.

Alice looked at me funny, "Is everything okay?"

"Fine I just need to see him…Now!" I couldn't help but feel the urgency.

For the first time when driving with a Cullen, I wanted to go faster, every stop sign felt like a brick wall, red lights felt like purgatory. We finally made it to the garage and it took everything in my body to not just run out of the car.

"Just meet me back at the apartment; I'll have someone drive me back." I said.

"Okay," She said a little confused, "Are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine, no worries. I just thought about Ryan, Torrance didn't get a babyshower, I just thought of the perfect gift."

Alice rolled her eyes, "Sure you did."

I got out of the car and made my way into the garage, half walking half jogging, I just couldn't get there fast enough. I said hello to everyone but didn't stop moving until I saw Jacob's boots under a red Ford Taurus. Without thinking I pulled on one of his boots and he came clean from under the car.

He looked at me confused, "Bella, is everything okay?" I didn't respond, I took his hand an guided him to a standing position, "What's going on?" again I didn't say anything, I lead him through the garage to the back, and I saw him look at everyone else and put his hand up as if to say not to follow. Everyone looked worried, but I didn't have time to explain. It's like my mind was clouded and all I could see was what I was trying to accomplish. We made it out the back to the forest line and I saw my truck sitting there, rusting. It had died a month or so ago, but we didn't have the money for the parts we needed to fix it.

Jacob wasn't going as fast as I wanted him to, I kept pulling trying to hurry him up, but I wasn't strong enough. We made it to the truck and pulled the door open to the cab and climbed inside, Jacob waited outside, still confused.

"Come on," I said impatiently, and he did as I requested. When he got in he just looked at me, I could tell he wanted to say something but he was letting me take my time with it. Time which it seemed I didn't have. As soon as the door was closed behind him my whole body turned hot, I jumped up onto his lap and pressed my lips against his almost painfully. He held back for awhile, confused in sure, but after a minute of kissing his stone hard lips, I felt the wall give way. His mouth opened to mine and his hands started to grasp at me. The vigor in which he touched me only mirror my yearn to feel more. My hips began to move circularly on top of him, and his hands guided the motions as his fingertips dug into my hips.

He was wearing a dirty blue work shirt that buttoned down the front, and as I began to work on those buttons, I got frustrated and tore at the rest of the shirt like a wild cat. I begged to seen what was beneath that cloth, to see his uneven breath move his chest up and down. The shirt came loose and mine was next, I noticed his intensity kept growing as he ripped it over my head, picked me up from where he was hold my hips and threw me down on the seat beside us. In second our hands were working on our pants, belts flew from the car, and he didn't even wait for his pants to come completely off before he began to kiss my neck and guide himself into me.

It was almost a shock to feel the initial penetration, but our collective sighs told us this was only the beginning. My hands grabbed at his back, nails digging into flesh, when he lifted his chest from mine, grabbed my arms, and looked into my eyes; but these weren't Jacob's eyes, they were black as coal, with drops of white I was getting lost in. He moved my arms so they were held over my head restraining me. That, plus the weight of him on top of me left me unable to move, I may have initiated this, but he was taking control. I heard a small growl come from him, as he worked inside of me, faster and faster he went. Every pump getting deeper and deeper, until I felt myself reaching the top of my mountain. He put his sweaty forehead on mine and continued his work when I felt his heartbeat quicken then slow, as his breathing did the same.

His lips caressed mine and I felt the smile widen on his face. My mind raced back over the past hour and a half of my life. My parents, the drive, Alice, it had all seemed so fuzzy before, now seemed as solid as diamonds cutting into my brain. I knew how I got here, how I got into this position, but I didn't know why I was suddenly so enamored by the prospect of making love to Jacob. It was all I could think about, a one way street in my mind with only one destination.

I pushed out a smile, but I felt dirty. I looked into his eyes, and they were his. Did I want them to be someone else's? we pulled our clothes back on as best we could in the tight space, then exited the car to an applauding audience of three. Quil and Embry were all standing in the exit of the garage with larger smiles on their faces then I had ever seen before, and Seth, just seemed nervous and out of place, clapping because the other two were.

Jacob let out a very loud growl and the audience dissipated, he turned back to me, "Go around to the front. I don't want you to have to walk through there right now."

Embarrassment defiantly could be seem on my face, "How can I ever look at them again?"

"Don't worry about them, their just being stupid." He pulled me into a kiss, "They're just jelous."

"That doesn't make me feel any better in fact…" I was feeling a bit queasy but he interrupted me before I could tell him so.

"They will never bring this up again, I promise. Meet me in the front and we'll drive home together."

Lots of things in store, please keep reading, ill update as soon as I can.