This particular story is going to come to an end soon, I didn't really want to continue it throughout the entire season 3. However I am debating making a sequel to this called Letters To The Doctor, from Rose's POV. Please review and let me know what you think. Thanks!

Rose,

I took Martha on another trip today. I figured she deserved it after saving the hospital from the plasm

I am so selfish. I really am. You never really got to see that side of me, but it's has come out more since Canary Wharf. Of course she wanted to go, but that doesn't change the fact that I took her because I need her. I need someone, Rose, to keep me from going over the edge, to save me from myself. I thank God or whatever cruel deity that watches over us that you never had to see me like that. So that's really why I took Martha along, not to have adventures, but to help me. That used to be y

Does it really need to be said?

We visited Shakespeare. And of course, since I can never go anywhere without a problem popping up, we also encountered Carrionites. They were strong, too. And they might have beaten me if they hadn't said your name.

They were trying to hurt me, but Rose, your name doesn't just hurt me anymore. It helps me, too. And while I will never be able to hear your name without reliving Bad Wolf Bay, it also reminds me that there is hope. Just enough hope to keep on fighting, because however impossible the odds are that I will see you again, there is still a chance. And so I fight on, hoping against the impossible.

Because I need you, Rose. I need you so badly it takes all of my will power not to rip the walls of time apart. The worst part, though, is I don't even know if I could. Do I have the strength for that? Probably not. I think you took that with you.

I've decided to give Martha another trip, because I am incredibly selfish. I'm sure she'll be excited, though. Maybe. I just don't know anymore.

I am so tired without you, Rose.