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A few days later Natalya and me went to lunch so I could talk to her. I needed to get a break from John since he kept wanting to try for a baby. I enjoyed sex as much as the next person but I was not a machine and there was such a thing as too much. Once John puts his mind to something he makes sure it gets done but I kept trying to explain to him making a baby happens when it's supposed to and you can't speed it up or delay it. It felt good to get out for a little bit with my best friend. I needed someone to confide in. I had to tell her about Dave and me because since it had happened I had not stopped thinking about it. Also Dave and me had not talked or even seen each other since that night.
"I'm glad you could meet me for lunch today," said Nattie as we sat at our table looking over our menus.
"I had some free time. I had to get out of that hotel room. John is driving me nuts!"
"What's up?" she asked.
"Well, we decided to try for a baby more like he wants to try for a baby. I gave in so we're trying and he's about trying three times a day maybe more."
"3 times a day? Wow."
"Yeah. I don't even know how he can go on like that. It's tiring me out. I can only have so much sex. He needs to chill."
"So Tessa and John are going to have a baby."
"Someday. It's not going to happen next week or anything."
"But it's going to happen!" she said with a smile.
"Yeah," I said. "He really wants to be a dad."
"I'm sure," said Nattie. "I'm happy for you guys."
"Thanks," I said as the waitress came over to take our orders. We each went through what we wanted and she went on her way to get our meals. "So I wanted to talk to you about something."
"The baby?" she asked.
"No. Not the baby," I said. "I did something."
"What do you mean you did something?"
"I might have slept with Dave," I said as she took a sip of her water.
She must have been shocked because she spit out the water all over the table and said, "you slept with Dave? As in Dave Batista?"
"Yeah," I said. "I did."
"What? How? When?"
"I don't know how it happened. It just happened. I really don't know why I let it happen but I didn't do anything to stop it. I don't regret it at all. And it happened a few days ago. You know when you saw me walking out of his hotel room."
"When you told John you were out with us but you were really out with Dave?"
"Yeah," I said. "Dave and me just went out as friends because he wanted to show me what it was like to party with Batista.. I guess he really did show me what it was like."
"Wow, Tess, I don't even know what to say. You and Batista? That's a shocker."
"Yeah I know but he's really not as bad as everyone thinks he is. He's actually a pretty sweet guy."
"Never thought I would hear you say that in my life. Remember when you hated him?"
"Yeah but I don't anymore."
"Obviously. How could you do that to John? John loves you, Tessa. John makes you his world. How can you just sleep with another guy? And Batista at that? Tessa, that's just not you."
"I know. I told you I don't know why I let it happen but it just did. Batista is the last person I thought I would ever sleep with and I can't believe I cheated on John but I don't feel guilty about it at all."
"Then maybe you don't love John as much as you think."
"I do love him, Nattie. Trust me I do but like I've said before he definitely loves me more than I love him."
"So now what's up with you and Dave?"
"I don't know. We haven't seen or spoken to each other since that night."
"And you risked your job for this? You're crazy!"
"I know. I know the consequences of my actions. It's just I don't know. Dave is a really good guy."
"He's an ass. Mr. WWE is all about me.. How could you do that, Tessa?"
"Like I said, he's not as bad as you think he is. He's a good guy. Can you just be my friend here and stop judging me?"
"I'm just trying to figure out how this happened. Were you drunk?"
"Not that drunk. I was consciously aware of what I was doing. And I knew that it was wrong but it felt so right."
"Wow, Tess. I really don't know what to say. It was only one time right?"
"Yeah. It has to only be one time because I don't want to lose my job over this but I will be honest I am not opposed to doing it again."
"Tess, I just don't know what to say. You're really shocking me here."
"I know. I'm shocked myself. Can you promise me you won't tell John?"
"Tess, I don't like to keep secrets like that."
"Nattie, you're my best friend. Please?"
"All right. I won't say anything to John. I promise. So was Dave good?"
"NATTIE!"
"What? I just want to know what he has that keeps the women sleeping with him."
I know I had to be blushing or at least turning some shade of red because sex talk was not my thing. I was easily embarrassed when it came to talking about sex. "Well, he wasn't that bad. I mean it was amazing. It was so passionate and real. Everything sex with John is not."
"John is the only person you've ever had sex with isn't he?"
"John was my first and was supposed to be my only and last but well.."
"I see," she said. "So it wasn't bad?"
"Absolutely not. It was the best sex of my life. It was really passionate. I can see why the women can't keep their hands off of Dave. He knew where to touch. His hands were like magic. He was so gentle and soft. It was really amazing."
"You're making me want to have sex with him!"
"Shut up," I said as the waitress brought us our food. We thanked her and then she walked away.
"But you do know you became another notch in his belt right? Just another lay for Mr. Arrogant."
"I know but it was still good. It won't happen again."
"Good. You need to focus on John and having a baby with him."
"I know," I said, "but sometimes I'm just tired of doing what others want me to do."
"So that's why you slept with Dave because you knew others wouldn't expect it?"
"I guess," I said. I knew it wasn't true but I wanted Nattie to think that was why I did what I did. The honest truth was I didn't know why I did it but I was pretty sure I was starting to get genuine feelings for Mr. Dave Batista. I don't know why but I was really starting to feel things for Dave. I was going to try my best to forget about those feelings because I couldn't do anything to hurt John. I had just made him happy by agreeing to have a baby with him. I couldn't get up and walk away from him for another man. A man that I knew had no desire to love anyone or have feelings for anyone. I put it in my mind that Dave Batista only wanted sex and that's what it was all about with him. He would never be the man that John was and he would never be capable of loving one woman.
"Yep that's it. That's the only logical explanation for this," she said as she began to eat.
"Yep," I said as I began to eat as well.
Later that afternoon after Nattie and me had lunch together I went to the arena for a house show. I wasn't really working but I went with John. He was preparing himself for his match while I went to catering to get something to eat. On my way to catering I ran into Dave. It felt so weird and I could feel my face turning red when he said, "Hey, Tess."
"Hey, Dave," I responded. "How are you?"
"I'm all right. Can I talk to you for a few minutes?"
"Sure. We can talk right here," I said knowing that if we went to his locker room anything could happen. Something could happen that I didn't want to happen.
"Tessa, I'd rather talk to you in private. I promise nothing is going to happen. Just come talk to me in my locker room."
"Fine," I said as I followed him to his locker room. We both checked the hallways to make sure it was clear before we entered into his locker room. I'm not sure why though. Everyone knew I was working with Dave on his character so there shouldn't have really been anything suspicious about it. "So what's up?"
"Tess, I wanted to talk to you about the other night and what happened."
"Okay," I said feeling myself tense up. "What about it?"
"I really don't feel sorry for what we did. Even though I know I should because you have a boyfriend and what we did wasn't right but I don't' feel bad about it at all. I mean I wouldn't mind doing it again but you and me both know we can't. It's not worth you risking your job or your life with John. Damn it, Tess, I've been thinking about it since it happened. I have not gotten you out of my mind."
"It would be wrong to do it again but I agree I wouldn't mind doing it again. I haven't stopped thinking about it either and I haven't gotten you out of my mind."
"Really?" he asked me as we sat down on the leather couch in his room.
"Really," I said. I wasn't really sure why we were having this conversation but it was good to get our feelings out there.
"Tessa, everything felt right about that night. You had to feel what I was feeling were you?"
"The passion?" I asked.
"Yeah."
"I did," I said. "I really did. It was so passionate and everything felt so right. Even though it was wrong I didn't feel anything wrong about it. Everything felt so right. I don't even know how I feel. I know feeling this way is wrong but I can't help it. I don't regret a thing, Dave."
"Neither do I."
"I know I'm just another notch in your belt but I don't care," I said.
"So what do you want to do about it?"
"No idea," I said. "But John wants to have a baby."
"You mentioned that," he said. "And you don't want to."
"Yeah but I agreed."
"So now you two are trying to have a baby?"
"Yeah. I guess," I said.
"You sound thrilled."
"Well, I don't really want a baby."
"Then why agree to it, Tessa? Why do you always have to do what people want you to do."
"I don't know," I said. "It's a flaw I have. I agreed to it because I want to make him happy."
"Why don't you make Tessa happy for once? Why don't you do what Tessa wants to do instead of what others want you to do? You're an awesome person, Tessa, and you deserve to be happy."
He was right I needed to start doing what I wanted to do. I needed to do things that made me happy and what I did next was exactly what I wanted to do. I leaned in and pressed my lips against his kissing him passionately. He did not fight it but kissed me back as he brought one hand to my cheek and his other hand to the small of my back pulling me closer to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck as I continued to kiss him. "There," I said as the kiss broke.
"There what?" he asked.
"I did what I wanted to do," I said.
"Good," he said with a smile. "It's about time." He smiled at me and leaned in to softly kiss my lips again. Our kiss was interrupted by a knock on the door. We quickly broke the kiss and Dave said, "shit. Look. The arena isn't the best place for us to do this. I don't want you to lose your job because of me. Meet me at my hotel room later if you can. Okay?"
"Okay," I said, "but that's just as risky."
"Not really," he said. "But I do know I would like to finish this up later."
"Me too," I said.
"Good," he said as I got up. "Bye, Tess. See you later?"
"Definitely," I said as I walked over to the door. "Bye."
"Bye," he said with a smile just before I opened the door.
As I was leaving his room his friend Triple H was coming in. We exchanged smiles and as soon as I was in the hallway I breathed a sigh of relief because Triple H was one of my bosses' husbands. It wouldn't have been good if he had walked in on Dave and me. I wasn't sure what was going to happen between Dave and me but what we were doing made me happy. I had no reservations about going to his hotel room that night where I used the excuse I was going out with the girls again so I could spend the night with Dave once again. This time the sex was just as passionate and just as amazing as the first. Maybe it was even better I'm not sure but I knew that this probably wouldn't be the last time. Something was happening with Dave and me but I just wasn't sure what.
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