Chapter six:
Many gasps flew about the room, as well as many mouths dropped.
"Better close your mouths before a fly, flies in." Sebastian stated.
"S…So, your g…gay? You're both gay?" Marie asked.
"No! I'm Not Gay!" Ciel, don't say that. You're not even sure! How would you know? You've never had your first kiss, and remember how you felt all those times around Sebastian? My subconscious spoke.
"But I am…" Sebastian sighed.
"Okay class take your seats!" The teacher finally butted in. But I still heard the whispers emitting from the multiple students.
"Yep, Him and Sebastian are totally getting it on."
"That's too bad, they were really cute."
"Did'ja hear? The two new kids are a couple!"
I just wanted to go home.
I just wanted to slap sense into all those kids.
I just wanted to know for sure if I was gay or not.
Most of all, I wanted Sebastian to know how much it had hurt me, to claim me as his, when it would probably never happen. He doesn't love me, he doesn't even like me. I'm sure of it. He only ever wanted me for my body - for my soul… But now, he can never have it. Because it's gone. I also wanted to thank him, with one big slap on the cheek, for making my first day here, a living hell.
Sebastian you ass.
I went through the next hour in complete silence, and the rest of the class was simply recovering from shock. When the class had finally ended, I stood, gathered all my books, and headed for my lockers. Apparently it was now eighth grade lunch.
I headed down the hallway to my locker. Well, my shared locker. Sebastian and I had to share one. That would be fun. Thing were looking to be a bit brighter for the time being, until I came in contact with the lockers.
"Yoo-hoo pretty boy, where's your boyfriend?" a group of taller males called.
"Goddamn- He's NOT my boyfriend!"
"…yet"
"Shut up! Bastards, just shut it!" I screamed at them.
"Or what? Huh? Is your boyfriend going to come save you?"
"I told you, idiots! Sebastian is not my boyfriend!" Each word that rolled off my lips pierced my own heart, and the only one who could stitch up the cuts again would be Sebastian. I stumbled up from the floor, as the boys left still laughing at how stupid I must've looked.
I banged my fists into the lockers.
"Dimmit!" I shouted.
I pictured Sebastian's face there and then punched again. My fist went straight in through the locker. Glancing around inside the locker I saw many posters that had a girlish looking boy named "Justin Bieber". There were song lyrics taped around, and there were only a few school-related items.
Hah. This Justin Bieber icon really is stupid. She's talking about a girl leaving her. W…Wait a minute… That's a dude… HAH!
I looked around the halls for any witnesses, and or camera. Nope, none. So I walked down the hall to my locker in a slightly better mood.
Approaching the corner that held my locker, I sat down, and sighed with relief. I Just prayed that this day would end soon, and that I wouldn't have to come back.
"Oh- Sebastian! What does that boy have that makes you like him so much?" I heard from across the lunch room. A tall girl, I supposed. I closed my eyes.
"A penis." Came a different males response - the same one who pushed me into the locker. So that's what Sebastian was doing, hanging out with new friends…
"Shut up! Sebastian isn't gay, right Sebastian - Sebastian?"
"Ciel?" My eyes shot open, and I jumped. I hadn't even heard Sebastian coming. "Is something the matter?" He asked, taking a seat next to me.
"No." I lied, pressing myself further into the lockers, hoping they would just swallow me into a dark cavern of despair, so I can wallow in my own self pity.
"Liar." He caught me.
"Look, why don't you just go back to your "girlfriends"?" I spat out, like venom. He laughed humorlessly.
"Is that what your upset about Ciel?"
"No! I'm upset because you made my first day here a nightmare. Because I am constantly being harassed in more forms than one. Because I never wanted to go to this school. Because I want to go back to where there wasn't any problems. Because I'm sick and tired of having to share yo-" I cut myself off. You're not admitting crap like this when your unsure about your sexuality Ciel! Best be certain before you blab your mouth off like that again! I hissed at what I was about to say, and then looked away from Sebastian.
"I'm sorry Ciel, we cant go back yet." He sounded disappointed. Was he waiting for me to say something like that?
"Why not? What specific rules keep us here Sebastian!" I yelled recalling our conversation earlier.
"See, it's a mission… so to say." He spoke, sounding like he was a ninja, or something.
"Yeah? And what the hell happens if we don't do this little mission of theirs? Hmm Sebastian?" I threw out, still looking away.
"We… Die" He draped his arms around my shoulders, as if he was preparing for something.
"What… What do you mean die. Were already dead Sebastian-" I started, but he finished.
"I mean dead, as in non-existent. They'll kill us the way we finished off Claude so many years ago. It seems we have a debt to pay to them, but I'm not sure why."
"That why William was there… wasn't he?"
"Partially."
"So, what do we… have to do?" I said, as the fear of losing him sunk into my stomach. It made it curl, churn, jump, twist, and then starting over again.
Sebastian used his free hand to grab my chin, and twist my head towards him.
"Se… Sebastian!" I grunted, trying to use my own force to pull away. He brought his face close to mine, and I stopped struggling momentarily, as his lips ghosted over mine when he spoke.
"It seems there is another demon among us."
[A/N:] hora. (hola) Lol, i was planning to post this yesterday, but at least im keeping my goal of posting one a day, because... well, its 1:40 am now, (still counting) so i guess its tomorrow... if that made sense... Well, i really want to know what you guys think, if i should continue, if i should stop, constructive critisism and whatnot yadda yadda... anyways, just leave em all in PM's or Reviews, they're both greatly appreciated. Thanks yall for readin :3
