AN: Here is chapter three. I hope you guys enjoy it. And once again thank you all for the reviews, favorites, and alerts they really do mean the world to me. I love when you guys give me suggestions or pointers because they really do help me, so if you have any please feel free and let me know. :)
Please forgive any mistakes that I may have made, I tried my best to get them all.
Warning: This chapter has the rape in it. And it is described a little, but it's not graphic. So please if you find this hard to handle do not read this chapter, or you can skip over that little part. The rape will be discussed again, but this is the only chapter that gets into the most detail, which really isn't a lot. But Leah being raped is a big part of the story so it will be mentioned throughout most of the story, and every time it is mention I will warn you guys so I don't offend anyone.
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone or anything from Twilight SM owns all!
Leah's POV
Right after Leah runs out of the house crying.
I ran out the house in tears, and busted into my wolf form, not even trying to fight it. I was so hurt, and all I wanted to do was run away from it all.
I can't believe he said that to me. I mean I knew he hated me, but to throw it in my face that I can't have kids knowing how much that would hurt me. I hate him so much. I hate all of them, they didn't even try to stop him, or speak up for me. They just watched, and no one is even coming after me, not even Seth. I know that he's probably telling off Paul right now and trying to give me time to calm down, but I could really use him right now. I feel so alone and I'm so hurt, but at the same time I really don't want my sweet little brother to see me like this. I want to try and be the strong woman he likes to think I am, but I'm not feeling very strong right now. All I can focus on is the pain, and I just block everything else out I guess that's how I got on Cullen land.
It wasn't until I realize that I was in a clearing that I decide to just rest here. I know I'm on Cullen land, but right now I really don't care. I felt Seth phase in and back out a while ago. But at the time I just block him out until he gave up. I thought I wanted him to come and comfort me, but I realized that I just feel empty and hurt and I really don't want to bring Seth into my pain like that. He's too good a person, and he tries so hard to be the man of the house. It's a lot of pressure for such a young boy so I decide not to add to it. I'll go home once I feel I can face him and mom again without breaking down because of Paul's hurtful words. I'm not sure how long I lay there in that pitiful state until I hear a twig snap, and smell the unmistakable stench of vampire that I start to come out of my own head.
At first I think it's just one of the Cullen's, and that I'm going to have to say "sorry" for crossing the treaty line, and get put in my place once more from Sam for not following his rules. But then, the smell gets closer and I know it's not a Cullen, and before I can even complete that thought I am face to face with a red eyed male vampire.
He has black short hair, and is only about 5'8 in height, with a swimmer's build. His face is beyond beautiful even for a vampire, and his snow white skin seems to have a ghostly glow to it that only makes him that much more scarier. He was wearing a white t-shirt with some light blue jeans, a black leather jacket, and black steel toe biker boots. I know I should be doing something, but I just look at him.
When his eye's land on me, he smile this evil wicked smile that makes my skin crawl, and his voice like bells only make it worst. "Luck seems to be on my side today. I come looking for you dogs, and here is one waiting for me." He says as he looks my form over. And I know I should be worried or at least howling for one of the guys to come and help me, but I know deep down they could care less if I die or not. I growl at the leech. He picked the wrong day, and the wrong wolf to mess with. I really want a fight, no I NEED a fight after the day that I had, and truth be told I had nothing to lose so why not. He thinks he knows about wolves, well I was going to show him he knew nothing.
As I'm thinking this I keep my eyes on him, as he does the same with me. He seems to be studying me, but for what I don't know. I'm about to lunge at him when he starts to speak again. "You know, you and your pack of mutts killed a dear friend of mine, and I will have my revenge. All she wanted was that human girl and those odd vampires, but NO, you mongrels had to interfere, and now Victoria is gone, and YOU WILL PAY!" He yells at me as he charges. And I can't help thinking this is all about that red headed bloodsucker, damn Swan for bring more drama into my life, as I move out the way. Or so I thought, but he got a hold of my tail and threw me into a tree knocking both the tree and I over. He's a lot stronger than I thought he would be, but I have no time to focus on that because he's still coming. I get up as he tries to attack again, but this time I'm ready and I move out of the way. We start to circle each other, both growling like the monsters we are, and looking for an opening. He lunges and I side step him, and I am able to snap my jaw on his arm and I take it off and throw it behind me. He screams in pain, but recovers quickly as I get a really hard kick in the side that once again sends me flying into another tree. That damn kick hurt like a bitch, and I know he broke a few ribs. It's now becoming hard to breath, but I can't focus on that because he is on me again throwing me around like I'm a rag doll. I'm really not sure when he had time to put his other arm back on, but he has and he's using both of them to kick my ass, as I'm still snapping and clawing at him trying to find an opening. But he's far more experienced than I am and he finds the opening he needs to get me pinned on the cold wet forest floor. He's ripping out fur, throwing me around, snapping my bones, punching me, and kicking me repeatedly. By this point I'm just taking it, and there is nothing that I can do to stop it, because my body is in so much pain and I think he broke my arm and leg along with a lot of other bones. It's funny because I thought I would put up a better fight than what I did, but he was a really good fighter and just as strong as those damn newborn vampires. There was no way I could have beat him alone, and I was stupid for even trying.
He throws me one last time, and I just can't take it anymore, and I phase back into my human form. The leech's eyes light up with amusement, and I really don't get it. I mean come on, if you're going to kill me just do it. I'm in enough pain as it is, and I just want it to be over with. There is not really much more he can do to me besides bite me or snap my neck. I just wish he would pick already. I can hardly breath as it is, and I'm in too much pain to even care that I'm naked in front of this bloodsucker bleeding all over the place so why won't he just finish it?
He laughs and says, "You're a girl, well I have struck gold today. I didn't know your kind even had girls. You can repay me for you pack's miss deeds. This will be far better than having to fight them. I don't like having to reattach my limbs, and I'm sure hurting you would be punishment enough for those dogs." I don't understand what he means at first. He already kicked my ass, so why is he so happy. And I'm about to laugh because the pack won't care that he killed me. Hell, they might throw him a, "Thank You" party for him, because he got rid of the "Bitch of La Push." Well the jokes on him, I don't care if he kills me; I'm tired of all the pain. But then he starts to walk over to me unbuttoning his pants, and that's when I realize he has something far worst planned than death for me.
"NO! Please don't do this," I beg him as the tears begin to fall, but he kept coming, and the closer he got the more terrified I became.
"Don't worry little wolf I will make it enjoyable for the both of us," he tells me with an evil smirk as he stands above me. He bent down and spread my legs opened while I cried and continued to beg him to stop.
I thought it was over, that he was done using me as his play thing and was about to finally just kill me, but no, he just started all over again. I'm not really sure what happens next because the darkness was starting to take me over... And for once I welcomed it.
I'm not sure how long I was lost in the darkness, but after a while I felt like my body was being lifted. At first I thought, "Oh please, God no," until I heard a soft female voice whisper to me that I was safe and not to worry because I wouldn't be hurt anymore. For some reason I trusted the voice, and found comfort in the unknown female as another unbearable pain over took my whole body, and I moaned once again letting the blackness take a hold of me.
Eight days later at the Cullen's home.
I was in darkness and I felt at peace. No one can hurt me in the darkness; I am safe. But my black hole was starting to get brighter, and with the light came pain. At first it took me a minute to process what happened when my mind was finally awake. I mean I'm a shifter how could I be in this much pain, and as soon as I thought this a tidal wave of memories and emotions hit me so fast that I felt like I was drowning in them. And all of a sudden the pain my body was feeling was nothing compared to the agony my heart and soul were now enduring, because I realized that I, Leah Clearwater, was raped by a vampire.
AN: I'm sorry if the fighting scene sucked, it was my first one and I found it to be really hard, lol. And I hope the rape scene didn't disturb anyone to much. It was meant to be dark and painful, because that's the lowest point of her life now things can only get better for her. Well really really slowly that is, lol. :)
To the Guest reviewer who asked if this was a repost or a redo. I know what story you're talking about, and while the first few chapters are similar, my story is going to be very different. And I hope I didn't copy it word from word, if I'm sorry to the author, I really didn't mean too, so if you know the name of the author or story, and you could give it to me I'd be grateful, so I can mention it in my next AN. I didn't want to copy anyone. I just knew that Leah would be raped and I wanted Rose to be one of the people who help her deal with it so that's why I started the story the way I did. And thanks for the review. :)
Another reviewer wanted to know how Rosalie could sob and need her breathing to go back to normal if she's a vampire. Well I'm sorry I should have made that more clear. In my head vampires can still cry if they are upset, just not with tears but everything else is the same. So it was a dry sob, and her breathing, even though they don't need to breath, wasn't normal for her because of how hard she was dry sobbing and from her body shaking so much. Plus, I just thought it sounded good, and I needed to show how upset she really was. I hope I cleared that up, and I will try and be clearer next time. Thanks for the review. :)