It's almost midnight when Justin and the others arrive at your home.

'-Hey hon. You ok?' he asks you worried.

'-Just a bit tired.' You say fake smiling.

John gives you a look and Randy sees it.

'-What's that all about?' Randy asks John.

'-What do you mean?' he asks.

'-The look you gave Jodi.'

'-It's nothing man. It was a sympathetic look. She had a though day.' John says.

'-Ummmm. She seems very tired did the doctors say anything?' he asks.

'-She's gonna get the results tomorrow.' John lies.

'-That's good. Jods I think you should go to bed, you look tired.' Randy says.

'-I'll make sure she goes.' Justin says taking taking you in his arms. You're gonna miss this, you're gonna miss everything but you gotta stay strong and do as you planned.

He places you on the bed and then goes to your closet to search for your night clothes. You start to undress.

'-I'm not gonna need those.' You say with a grin.

'-Really? And why is that?' he asks smiling.

'-Because I said so.' You say kissing him passionately.

'-I thought you were tired.' He says breaking the kiss.

'-I'm never too tired for you.' You say kissing him again.

'-Why does this feels like a goodbye?' he asks you 2 hours later.

'-What do you mean?'

'-I mean it feels like it's the last time you're gonna be in my arms.' He says kissing you on the forehead.

'-I don't know what to tell you. It's just a feeling.' You say hoping for the best.

'-I know that we've been together only for two months now and some people might think that I'm insane when I'm saying this but I wanna spend the rest of my life with you.' He says.

You close your eyes and pretend to be asleep because you can't respond to his statement, not in your state. You want more then everything to be with Justin but having a baby and you having cancer at the same time it's not what you want for him. His career it's the most important thing.

He kisses you and holds you tight like he knows about your plans and doesn't want you to go.

***Next morning***

You get up very early; to be honest you haven't slept last night at all. You put on Justin's t-shirt and go downstairs for breakfast. The only one awake is John.

'-Morning.' You greet him.

'-Morning. You look even more tired.' He says worried.

'-Couldn't sleep last night.' You say whipping a tear.

'-I know this is really hard for you but I have been thinking and this is the right thing to do.' John says.

'-I know but it's so hard. I love him and I feel like I'm running away from my problems instead of solving them.'

'-You're not running away, you're going away to cure and to give birth to this baby.' John says hugging you.

'-Morning.' Randy says.

'-Morning.' You and John respond.

'-Everything ok?' Randy asks.

'-Of course. Just because we're hugging that doesn't means that something wrong is happening.' You say hugging Randy.

'-You seem tense.' Randy says.

'-I just got up before 10 and that's the best you can say.' You tease him.

'-That boy is making miracles.' Randy says grinning.

'-You have no idea.'

'-Don't need details. I can live without knowing.' Randy says and you high five John.

'-Since when you two have an alliance against me?' He adds.

'-Since forever.' You respond.

'-I hate you.' He says pouting.

You get sad and Randy sees it.

'-I was only joking. You know I love you no matter what.' He says kissing you on the forehead.

'-That's good to know. I'm counting on that.' You say.

'-Good. Now will you make something for breakfast?' Randy asks.

'-You're lucky that Sam is out of town and I've promised that I would take care of you.' You respond.

'-By the way, I've been to my parents and they told me that your brothers went to England with a project or something like that.' Randy says.

'-That's good. At least I don't have to see their ugly faces.' You say smiling.

'-Language missy.' John says.

'-Ok, Mark is not ugly since he's my twin but the others are.' You say laughing.

'-Nice one. But you have to go my parents, they wanna see you.' Randy says.

'-Ok. Tomorrow.' You say knowing that tomorrow you'll be in Germany.

'-That was easy.' Randy says.

'-Morning everybody.' Justin says

'-Morning. What do you want for breakfast?' you ask.

'-Hmmm. You...' he says with a grin.

'-Nice try but you need food.' You respond.

'-Whatever you're having, by the way you look nice with this outfit.' He says smiling.

'-You're saying this because it's your t-shirt.'

'-Will you two get a room already?' Randy asks.

'-We have one upstairs but I though you want breakfast.' You say smirking.

'-I don't I'm hungry anymore.' Randy says faking disgust.

'-You big baby.' You say hugging Randy.

'-Where's the rest of the gang?' John asks.

'-Probably still asleep.' Justin says.

'-No we're not.' Wade says entering the kitchen.

'-That's good. I'm making breakfast what do you wanna have?' you inquire.

'-Is there any chance I can get an English breakfast?' he asks.

'-Sure. I grew up in Ireland so I think I know a bit.' You say.

'-Oh yeah, that's right. That's the thing that you and Sheamus have in common.' He says smirking.

'-What's that suppose to mean?' you ask.

'-Nothing, I was just saying.'

'-Good, now John can you give me a hand?' you ask.

'-Sure. What do you need?' he asks.

'-Take them to living room and set the table for breakfast then come here.' You say

'-Ok. Guys to the living room.' He says leading the way.

5 minutes later John comes back to the kitchen.

'-Are you ok?' he asks.

'-Uhuh. I'm trying to enjoy this moments before I leave. I know that they are suppose to leave in 1 hour so I'm gonna write the letters and then we're going straight to that hotel room, take my bags and go to the airport.' You say.

'-That sounds good. Now let's enjoy our breakfast by the way smells fantastic. I forgot that you are a hell of a cook.' He says.

'-Ok. I'll make you a promise after I get better I'll cook you and Liz a dinner.' You say.

'-Sounds awesome.'

'-Have you been around Miz lately?' you ask grinning.

'-That' s not funny.' He says pouting.

'-Yeah it is. Now one last thing. If someone suggest looking for me make sure that you mention Ireland. Since I used to spend all my holidays there they will believe it.' You say.

'-Ok. Got it. Anything else?' he ask.

'-I think we covered everything. Now let's go before they send the posy after us.' You say.

You had an amazing breakfast, joked, laughed and almost forgot about your problems.

'-It's about time to go. Guys get dressed. I'm driving.' Randy announces the boys.

'-John take care of her and call us after you go come from the doctors.' Justin says.

'-We will.' He responds.

John and the guys leave you and Justin to have some time alone.

'-This is weird.' Justin says.

'-What is weird?' you ask.

'-Us, standing and looking at each other like it's for the last time.' Justin says.

'-It's not. I seem to lose the ability to talk around you.' you say laughing.

'-Funny, you were very talkative last night.' he says grinning.

You blush really bad.

'-You are so sweet when you blush.' Justin says kissing you. You kiss him back with a lot of passion.

'-Are you ready?' Randy asks Justin and interrupting you two.

'-Yeah. Just wait to bring my gym bag.' Justin responds.

'-Take care of him, will ya?' you say to Randy.

'-Geee. It's only for the day. You're gonna see him tonight after the show.' Randy says.

'-I mean it Randy.'

'-Ok. I will. Now come here and give me a hug.' Randy says smiling. You hug him tightly and then you say:

'-Have fun but not too much.'

'-I will. Guys we're leaving.' Randy shouts.

You start coughing and you run to the closest bathroom. After that you went back to say goodbye to Wade and Zeke.

'-Don't we get a hug too? It seems that you hug everybody but us.' Wade says faking sadness.

'-Ok, fine.' You say hugging Wade then Zeke.

'-Happy now?' you ask.

'-Very.' Wade responds.

'-Good. Now go otherwise you're gonna be late and Vince it's not gonna be happy.' You say.

'-Ok. Bye.' Randy says

'-Bye.' You say and go to Justin to kiss him one more time.

After they leave John comes to hug you.

'-The worst part now it starts.' You say.