You go your room and write those letters. One for each: Randy, Zeke, Wade, your 4 brothers, Justin and one for John so it won't look suspicious. You don't want John to be blamed for the fact that he helped you so you write him a letter too. After you finish writing you go downstairs and tell John the rest of your plan.

'-You're gonna say to them that I went to the doctors together, we came home and something to eat then I told you that I'm going to visit a friend from high school. In the mean while you went to the arena since I told you that I'll see you there. I'll leave the letters on the table from the living room. By the way there's a letter for you too so they won't realize that you helped.' You say taking a seat.

'-Ok. Your wish my command.' John says.

'-By the way I want you to take care of the house. It's in the letter too so it won't look suspicious' you say.

'-That's fine. Ready?' he asks you.

'-Ready as I'll ever be.' You say giving one last look to your home.

'-The bags are already in the car. When you were writing I went to the hotel and took them.' John says.

'-Thanks.' You say.

'-No problem.'

'-I mean it. Thanks for everything.' You say hugging him.

'-Let's go.' John says.

***At the airport***

'-You got everything?' John asks.

'-Yeah. Take care of them for me. And take care of you and Liz. You say hugging him for the last time.

'-I will. I want you to make the same promise that you'll take care of you and that baby.' John says.

'-Will do. Gotta go. I'll call you as soon as I'm settled in.' You say.

'-If I'm rejecting your call that means that Randy or Justin are around so call again in 5, ok?'

'-Ok. Love you.' You say.

'-Me too, me too.' John says.

'-Stop worrying, I'll be ok.' You say.

'-I know but I was worried for what will happen after Randy, Justin and the guys read those letters.' John says.

'-Try not to let them ruin my furniture.' You say smiling.

'-I will. Your plane is about to take off. See ya.' John says.

'-Yeah see ya.' You say as you head to your new life.

***Munchen, Germany***

'-Jodi Leigh Albert?' a guy asks you on the airport.

'-Yes. Are you Doctor Lahm?' you ask.

'-Yes. Doctor Wilson sent me your case and also told me to take care of you.' He responds.

'-So, what are the odds?' you ask.

'-First off let's make some analyses then will discuss.' He says taking your bags.

***2 months later***

Today it's your birthday but you don't feel like doing anything. You are in your apartment in Munchen thinking at what happened in the past months. Apparently there's a pretty good chance to be healthy again, the baby is fine or should I say babies. Yes, you have twins you can't wait to tell the news to John. You haven't talked to him at all since you moved. You only sent him text once at 2 weeks letting him know that you are ok. While your thoughts were flying you get interrupted by your phone that's ringing desperately in your purse.

'-Hi.' You say answering.

'-Happy birthday girl.' John says.

'-Thanks. Sorry for not calling but every time I was trying to call you I ended up in tears.' You say.

'-It's ok baby girl. How are you? How's the baby?' John asks.

'-I'm ok, I've started the treatment a week after I come here. They are fine too.' You say.

'-They?' John asks.

'-I'm having twins.' You say.

'-That's awesome. Can't wait to see you and them.' John says.

'-You're gonna have to wait another year or more that's if I survive.' you say.

'-You will. So you are gonna be back in one year?' John asks.

'-I don't know yet. Now it's 14th of August and I'm already pregnant in 3 months and two weeks. The due date is 1st of January. I'll tell you more in April.' You say.

'-Sounds good. Do you know what you are having?' he asks.

'-Not yet. I will know in 2 months.' You say.

'-I want you to send me a text or call me the moment you find out.' John says.

'-Promise. How are you and Liz?'

'-We're fine, practicing for a baby.' John says.

'-Really?' you ask.

'-Yes. After I've told her what you're going through she said that she wants a baby too.' John says laughing.

'-That's amazing. How's Randy and the others?' you ask.

'-They've calmed down I think. We don't see each other so often since I'm on RAW and they are on SD but he seems ok now.' John says.

'-How did they reacted?' you ask.

'-To be honest Randy was furious that you've done such think, Wade and Zeke still don't believe that you left Justin because you have someone else. And Justin, well that's another story.'

'-What do you mean?'

'-Well, he buried himself into work and when he doesn't have a house show or SD tapings he's drunk most of the time. We are all concerned about him.' John says.

'-This is my entire fault.' You say.

'-No it's not. You've done the right thing even though that means to hurt them now but they will be grateful later.'

'-I don't think so, how's Allana and Sam?'

'-They are ok, to be honest I think Sam is pregnant too.' John says.

'-There must be something in the air.' You say laughing.

'-It's good to hear you laugh again.' John says.

'-Did you know that Vince e-mailed me?' you ask.

'-He did what?' John asks.

'-He e-mailed me but it wasn't e-mailed by his PA because it has his personal e-mail address.' You say.

'-Wow. I think he wants to be sure that you come back to work later. To be honest the feminine division sucks. The only ok divas are Natalya and Beth.' John says.

'-Come on there's Michelle, Layla, Eve they are good too.' You say.

'-Michelle retired, don't you watch it anymore?'

'-I'm trying too but sometimes I have to stay in hospital and the last thing on my mind is that.' You say.

'-I gotta go hon. Randy is here. Love you.' John says

'-Love you too.' You say and hang up.

This call made you feel a bit better. You decide to send an e-mail to Justin.

'-Hi. I'm gonna start by telling you that despite the fact that I've left you I miss you every day, you are still a big part of my life. Even though I've promised that I would never look for you I've done it now because I have to tell you something. I don't want you to beat yourself up because I left. It wasn't your fault. The fault is entirely mine. It's not like I don't love you because I do love you and I'll always will but I want you to find a nice girl for you, a girl who can make you happy. A girl who's not like me. I want you to take care of Randy, Wade, Zeke, John and the others. I'm counting on you. By the way congrats on winning the U.S Championship.

Much love, Jodi.'

You send the e-mail and close the laptop hoping you've done the right thing.