'You seem very quiet today. Not that I'm complaining.' Randy says.

You didn't even heard Randy talking to you.

'-Jodi. Earth to Jodi.' He says louder while waving his hand in front of you.

'-Sorry, I just spaced out.' you say smiling.

'-Everything ok?' Randy asks.

'-Yeah. Just thinking.'

'-About what?'

'-Well, my contract expires in 1 month and I'm thinking on hanging my boots.' You say.

'-You can't do that. Wrestling is your life.'

'-Was. I don't feel that way anymore. I was thinking to move back to Ireland.' You say.

'-What? I mean is one thing to give up on wrestling but is a whole different story to move to the end of the world.'

'-It's not carved in stone anything but it's a possibility.' You say.

'-Well I don't think that your brother would approve this.'

'-They don't get a say in this matter. I have to do what's best for my kids and for me.' You explain.

'-Does this sudden change has anything to do with the fact that Vince forced you to work with Justin?'

'-Not really. I mean I could go to TNA just to piss Vince but this is different.' You say.

'-Hey guys, why do you look like you are talking about the end of the world?' John asks entering the living room.

'-She's thinking to move to Ireland when her contract expires.' Randy announces.

'-Well in this case this is the end of the world for a certain someone.' John declares.

'-What do you mean?' Randy asks.

'-Justin never gave up on her even though he acted like a selfish bastard and I think she knows that.'

'-Is that true Jodi?' Randy asks.

'-No.' You answer.

'-She's lying. I covered for you so many times but I'm not gonna do it now because I think you're making a HUGE mistake.' John says.

'-No, I'm not. It doesn't matter that he loves me or whatever but how do you think he will react if I tell him that he has 2 kids?' you say.

'-What?' Randy shouts.

Oups. Your secret not so secret now. You realize that you made a huge mistake but there's no way you can fool Randy.

'-You heard well. He's the father of my sons and don't dare to tell anyone or I'll personally kill you.' You warn Randy.

'-You knew about this?' Randy asks John.

'-Sorry man but I've promised not to tell anyone.' He says.

'-That's nice of you, telling John but not me.' Randy says.

'-You know Randy for once in your life don't take it personally. This it wasn't about you, it was about me and I had to do what was best for me. And that was keeping secret who's the father of my babies. Justin had his career to think off and those babies weren't part of the plan. It happened and I had to take care that it won't affect anyone but me. After all it was my fault.' You say.

'-Your fault? Last time I check it takes 2 persons to have a baby not just one.' He says

'-It doesn't matter. To be honest if I had to do this again I wouldn't do it any other way.'

'-Look, you might think that moving back to Ireland is the way to solve this but it's not. I think it's time to tell him. He has the right to know and you promised that you would tell him after you get better. You are better and you still haven't told him. You have a week to tell him or I will.' John says.

'-Gee, thanks.' You say.

'-Don't play the guilt card on me, it's not working.' John says.

'-He's right.' Randy says.

'-Fine. I'll tell him. But if he hates me I'll hate you two so I can be even.' You hiss.

*** A week later***

You still haven't told Justin about the kids and John is constantly bugging you.

'-You have to tell him after RAW.' John says.

'-I might tell him before just to make sure that he kicks your ass big time. He has to take his anger on someone.' You say with a smug.

'-You wouldn't do that.' John says.

'-Try me.' You say as you head to Justin's locker room.

You knock on the door and he invites you to come in.

'-What can I do for you?' he asks.

'-Nothing. I came to talk to you. Actually to tell you the truth.' You say.

'-About what?' he asks.

'-You should take a sit. It's about what happened 4 years ago.' You say.

'-Ok. You ok?'

'-Not really. I know I should've done this a long time ago but I was afraid that you will hate me.'

'-Just say what you have to say and stop thinking about what will happen.' Justin says.

You start telling him about the cancer thing, the baby thing and the reasons why you did what you did.

He's speechless. When he finally understands what you've told he asks:

'-So the twins are mine?'

'-Yeah.'

'-You should've told me before. It was far more important the fact that you were ill and pregnant than my career. I can't believe that you would think that I will stay with you just because I feel sorry or because I had to.' Justin says.

'-It's not like that. It was my fault so I should've payed the price not you.'

'-Your only fault was not telling me. Now if you will excuse me I have a match to attend.' He says leaving the locker room.

You go to find Junior, he's the only one who can make you feel better.

'-Hey babe, what's wrong?' Junior asks while cradling in his arms.

'-I told Justin the truth, he hates me.' You say.

'-Truth?' Junior asks.

'-You know, the fact that he's the father of my kids.'

'-Ohh, that one. So I was right.'

'-You were.'

'-I don't think he hates you, he's just overwhelmed about this story, that's all.'

'-No, I saw it in his eyes. I wish that I would've died 4 years ago. It would've been easier for all.' You say crying.

'-Don't talk like that baby girl. You know it's not true. Who would've helped me get rid of that gold digging whore? Or who would've pulled pranks on John, Wade, Cody, Randy?' Teddy says.

'-Don't know. Sorry for unloading my problems on you. You are the best.' You say kissing him on the cheek.

'-Everything will be alright.' he says

'-I hope Teddy. I really do because I don't think I can survive knowing that the only man I loved hates me.'