Author Notes: First off, WARNING! This chapter contains SEX. SEEEEEEEEEEEX. GAY SEX. Anal, oral, all of it. You have been warned. Anyway, HOLY FUCKING SHIT THIS IS A LONG CHAPTER. I was trying to do a more Kain focused chapter because Cecil and Rosa flirting is boring and such. Plus I love Kain and Cecil. It makes me happy face. Took six pages in my word document . Damn UP NEXT IS TERRA! SO YAY A TERRA FOCUSED CHAPTER. Is it sad if Terra was the first character to level 100?
I just simply love the idea of love triangles. The anger, jealously, lust. All of it as two people fight for one. It's highly amusing. The idea and addition of a love triangle adds a bit more of suspense to a play, the audience wonder who the girl will end up with. Or in this case, who the boy will end up with.
Day 4
Kain could feel the glass beginning to crack under his tightening grip as he watched Rosa and Cecil flirt, anger boiling in the pit of his stomach. Rosa interlocked her fingers with Cecil's and she smiled at him. He smiled back and laid her head on Cecil's shoulder. Golbez put his hand on Kain's shoulder and the youth's hand relaxed on the poor glass cup. He wished he hadn't told Rosa of his feelings for Cecil, then he wouldn't have had to watch the display of affections between her and Cecil. He sighed- "May I be excused?"- and got up, walking to the kitchen filling his cup with water. Golbez quietly excused himself and followed the youth into the kitchen.
"Kain?" He asked, voice heavy with worry. He walked over to him and place a thick hand on the boy's shoulder. Kain let out a sigh and rubbed the bridge of his nose. "Are you alright?"
"Yea." Kain replied quietly. "It's just to early in the morning to be watching the both of them flirting and making me feel sick." Kain glanced at the clock above the kitchen stove. It read Seven- fifteen. They would have to leave for school in a few minutes.
"Kain, you are like a second brother to me, and I let you stay here with Cecil and I because of that." Golbez started. "Please tell me what troubles you."
"You already know that Golbez."
"I am not blind Kain. You don't act like that even when you do witness Cecil and Rosa like that. Something else is bothering you." Kain groaned. Golbez, every the source of sensing things you wish he won't not notice. "Please tell me Kain."
"Firion."
"Excuse me?"
"It's Firion." Kain said. Golbez frowned, confusion clear on his face.
"Firion? How so? As far as I can tell the boy worships the ground you walk on-" Kain groaned. "- and I don't really see how you can have a problem with him." Off course Golbez noticed, he always noticed. "If your wondering how I knew about the both of you, I have eyes. It's not that hard to see how he feels about you."
"But you can't seem to notice about the bruises can you?" Kain thought sourly. He sighed and turned to look at Golbez. "His feelings for me are the problem." Golbez sat at the table and motioned for Kain to sit next to him, which he did. Cecil walked in, school bag thrown over his shoulder, with Rosa not far behind.
"Brother," Cecil breathed. ",were going to be late for school."
"Then walk Cecil." Golbez said, offering him a smile. "I have to talk to Kain about something." Kain looked away to avoid seeing the breath feeling of hurt the would be clear in his friends eyes.
"But-"
"Come on Cecil." Rosa said, pulling him out of the room. Golbez and Kain were silent until they heard the front door slam shut, Golbez patiently waiting for Kain to continue.
"I won't go into detail, because you clearly don't notice it, which seems odd seeing as you notice everything else but Firion relies on my for support and friendship." Golbez nodded slowly, listening intently. "This…reliance has gone on for three years, since freshmen year. It was over that time the Firion had developed feelings for me."
"I see."
"Do you remember last summer…when he had come over and then around an hour later I abruptly left in a hurry?" Kain asked quietly, old memories starting to resurface in his mind. Golbez nodded.
"Yes I do. I'm guessing this relates?"
"Yes. Last summer Kain had confessed to me that he loved me and when I didn't understand he tried to convey his feelings through a kiss. I pushed him away, for some reason I felt like I was betraying my feelings for Cecil by allowing to him to kiss me and I didn't speak to him the rest of the summer. When he needed me." All he could think of was the look of sheer sadness that had crossed Firion's face when he pushed him away, and he heard himself saying-
"Get out." Kain said slowly, whipping his mouth and glaring at Firion. Looks of sadness and hurt passed by Firion's eyes, the youth practically begging him to take what he said back with his eyes. "OUT!" Kain screamed, Firion flinching out of instinct, silent tears running down his face.
"I'm sorry Kain, really. Please I…I didn't mean to-" Kain hadn't let Firion finish, he had just shoved the crying youth out of the way and ran down the stairs out of the house, feeling dirty and disgusting. How could Firion kiss him when he so clearly knew how he felt about Cecil. How could he betray his feelings for Cecil and allow Firion to kiss him.
Kain shook his head, pushing the memory away. It had been very simple. He had completely rejected poor Firion and left him alone, leaving the poor boy to be beaten by his father with no one to help. He could feel his nails digging into the table as feelings of guilt and remorse washed over him. Golbez once again put his hand on Kain's shoulder to calm him. "In short, I hurt Firion badly and I can't think of a way to make it up to him. A way to say I'm sorry for the pain I caused him." He gritted his teeth. "Words won't make the gap the formed between fade. I can't think of anything to help." Kain said. "Because Firion deserves better." He thought. "He deserves everything that he wants."
"You think that?" Golbez asked quietly. Kain cursed himself for letting that slip out. "Do you honestly think that Kain?" Kain went silent and took a moment to consider it. Did he? The more he thought of it the worse Kain felt. Friends since the third grade, Firion and himself were close friends. When Firion would come in with bruises Kain would try to help him feel better, to make him laugh and smile, to wipe away the sadness that Firion felt. As the years continued they grew closer and Kain could pretty much call them brothers.
"Yes." Kain concluded. "But there is a problem."
"Which would be?"
"He loves me but all I can feel for him a sexual desire, a lust brought on by your brothers constant flirting with Rosa." Kain said softly.
"How do you know it isn't more?" Golbez asked.
Later
He knew something was wrong. Firion wasn't at school and Kain, knowing had hard Firion strives to get perfect A's a per his fathers commands, wouldn't miss school even if he were deathly ill. Something had to be wrong. "May I be excused Mr. Golbez?" Kain asked. He could feel his classmates eyes settle on his, as well as Golbez's. He stared hard at Golbez, trying to convey a sense of emergency in his eyes so that Golbez may understand.
"Yes." Golbez simply said, nodding slowly. Kain was out the door in a second, not really caring what the rest of the class would think at his sudden need to leave. He made his way out of the school and took the streets, running towards Firion's house, assuming the worse.
"He's been beaten badly." He thought. "Or he's in the hospital or dead." He ran faster and then turned up Firion's driveway, fear coming in great waves. He could barely contain his worry and fear for his friend as he pounded on the front door, his first splitting open and a bit of blood leaking down his hand. The door slowly opened and to his relief he saw Firion's face, or at least half of it.
"Kain?" Firion asked, eyes darting around as if he was worried someone else was there behind Kain. "What are you doing here?" The anger and worry were clear in his voice and Kain simply forced the door open, slamming it behind him.
"What the fuck Firion!" He started. "Do you know how worried I was-" His voice died as he saw the large ugly marks across Firion's face and chest, deep blacks and purples. All anger faded and he quickly embraced Firion, Firion letting out a small gasp. "I was so fucking worried Firion." Kain confessed.
"Y-You were?'
"Yes." Kain breathed. "I thought you were dead or in the hospital or…or…" Kain's sentence died off as he held Firion close, just glad to see he was okay.
"I'm sorry for worrying Kain-"
"Don't you DARE apologize Firion." Kain said, staring at him intently, steel grays eyes meeting aqua ones. "I should be the one apologizing…" He pulled Firion into another hug and buried his face in Firion's neck, letting held-back tears fall. Through everything Firion was there for him and he abandoned him when he needed him. He couldn't do anything to stop Firion's abuse because Firion wouldn't let him. "I should have never abandoned you last summer. You loved me and I pushed you away. Nothing I can do will make up for that but….But I want to try Firion." Firion could only remain quiet as Kain held him, mind running rampant over the sudden personality change.
"Kain you…you have to go. Now." Firion stressed. When Kain didn't budge he tried to move away, Kain holding on tight.
"Why?"
"My..my dad will be home in a few hours and if he think someone came over he will…"
"Beat you?"
"Yes."
"Then lets go to your room." Kain said quietly as he pulled back. Firion tried to hide his blush as dirty perverted thoughts came to mind as he tried to find a way to get Kain to leave. Kain grabbed his hands and rubbed Firion's palms with his thumbs, pulling him towards the stairs. Firion followed.
The first thing Kain noticed about Firion's room is that it was clean. Not just clean but CLEAN. Every spot and inch of his room was extremely clean. The walls and corners were spotless and cobweb free. The floor was vacuumed and free of clothes, books, and stuff usually found on the floor of teenage boys. His desk was also spotless, all his papers were straight and ordered and his closet, the doors being opened, were full of clothes separated into two types of shirts and pants. In short Firion's room was perfection. Even his bed looked perfect. Not a crease or wrinkle in sight. "Holy shit." Kain murmured.
"Do you like my room?" Firion asked, sitting down on the edge of his bed.
"Firion this is like the most fucking clean room ever. It's like god's room!" Kain exclaimed turning to look at Firion. Firion blushed and tried to hide his face. Kain gently took Firion's face in his hands and made him face him, steel eyes staring at aqua ones again. "It's perfect. Like you Firion." With that said, Kain kissed Firion, the youth giving out a small gasp as Kain's tongue pressed against his lips, asking for entrance. Firion parted his lips more to allow Kain's tongue in, the older male pushing Firion gently to the bed and exploring his mouth with his tongue. Kain pulled back a bit. "Do you want me to continue?"
"Continue?" Firion thought. "Continue to what-" His breath hitched in his throat and his face went redder as he understood Kain's meaning. He wanted sex.
"I-I…Kain…I don't.." Firion stammered. "I can't just give my body away to someone who I can't even be with." Firion said sadly, looking away and expecting Kain to get angry. Instead he leant down and blew into Firion's ear.
"Then let me be your boyfriend." Kain simply whispered. He felt Firion tense up under him.
"W-What?" Firion managed to stammer out.
"Be my boyfriend. Be mine. Show me how you truly feel about…and let me show you how I feel."
"Your lying Kain." Firion said softly. Kain blinked.
"What?" Kain asked. He had expected Firion to jump for joy…not call him a lair.
"You just want someone to fuck because you can't have Cecil." Firion said, pushing Kain off. "Just go home Kain." Kain frowned but got up and walked to the door.
"Sure, it's true I love Cecil…but I also care about you and I want you to be happy Firion. Plus…Cecil will never love me back, I know that. I don't want to keep hurting over someone I'll never have, much like you are Firion. I understand you. I know you. I find you attractive and I just want a chance for that attraction to develop into something more then just a need to fuck you Firion. I just wanted a chance for us both to be happy…and that's the truth." He turned to leave when Firion called out his name. He turned to see Firion staring at him, tears running down his beaten face.
"You mean it?" Firion asked, voice somewhat chocked. Kain nodded.
"Yes. Firion Palmecia, will you be my boyfriend?" Kain asked. Firion smiled wide and nodded.
"Y-Yes!" Firion said. Kain walked back over and kissed Firion once, gently.
"I really want nothing more then this to work out." Kain said quietly and in truth, he did. Tired of going after Cecil, who would never love him, he just wanted to move on. For the feelings to fade and die. Now he had a chance for that to happen.
"Me too Kain." Firion said. Kain kissed him again and Firion wrapped his arms around Kain's neck as Kain laid him on the bed. He blushed as Kain removed his shirt, showing off his chiseled abs. Kain smiled at him, a warm and vibrant smile as opposed to the ones he often forced. He smiled back, feeling happier then in a long time. Kain kissed him again.
"Why did he beat you this time?"
"I told him that I liked a boy." Firion said in between. Kain cringed and pulled away a bit.
"I'm sorry Firion." He said quietly. "All I ever do is cause you pain."
"No Kain you don't-"
"I do." Kain yelled. Firion cringed. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Kain said quickly, kissing Firion over and over. "God I am so messed up." Kain said, tear pricking at his eyes again.
"No." Firion whispered.
"Yes I am." Kain said. "I can never get near anyone, I'm bitter and mean and cold. I've been hurting you for the last three years, ignoring your advancing, basically flaunting my feelings for Cecil in front of you. I just want to find a way to say…to say I'm sorry." Kain whispered.
"Then kiss me." Firion whispered back. Kain did.
Meanwhile
"Brother where is Kain." Cecil asked Golbez, a tad concerned that Kain hadn't bothered to wait behind after gym for him. "I haven't seen him after he left."
"He went to Firion's, Cecil." Golbez said quietly, organizing papers and putting a bit of equipment away that his students had used. Rosa walked into the gym with a quiet "Hello Cecil, Golbez" and took her place by Cecil. He glance back to his brother to seek confusion clearly written across his face. Golbez sighed inwardly. True to Kain's words Cecil was thick headed and ever trusting. It was as if he couldn't notice anything out of the norm. for him. It didn't once occur to him that his best friend was a bit quiet, a bit farther away, but why should he. Naivety was practically Cecil's middle name. He could have guessed Cecil's next question.
"Why is he at Firion's house?" Cecil asked. Bingo. Golbez simply turned around and shrugged,
"You'll have to ask Kain himself then Cecil if you wish to know." Golbez said. Cecil nodded and Rosa frowned a tad. "Actually I was wondering if I could talk to Rosa for a minute." Rosa seemed to pale a bit and Cecil smiled at her, clearly not noticing.
"Of course brother." Cecil said. He kissed Rosa and then walked out. Rosa waited until she was sure Cecil was gone before she said anything.
"Cecil will never want Kain, so what's the problem?" She asked quietly, avoiding eye contact with Golbez. He frowned and stepped foreword.
"All I have to say to you is stop." Golbez said.
"Stop?" She asked, looking at him. "Stop what?"
"Stop parading the fact your dating Cecil in front of Kain as if he's some trophy to be won. I don't like it Rosa and if it continues, you shall be banned from my house."
Meanwhile (Again)
Firion gasped as Kain's fingers entered him, pushing in and stretching him wide in preparation. He blushed as Kain trailed kisses down his body, cooling his lips a tad via magic in order to again help heal near bruises that marked his body. His head was swimming from the sensations and everything that happened. The school year had already started and he was already getting a boyfriend. And it was Kain of all people. Firion let out a small gasp as Kain licked his navel. Kain chuckled at the sit before him as he pushed his fingers in deeper. Firion, his face red and making small noises of pleasure. If only it were Cecil- Kain erased that thought before it could even form and pulled his fingers out. "You got a condom?" Firion asked, voice heavy with lust.
"No." Kain said before lining himself up.
"Good, I want all of you." Firion said, blushing more. Kain only smiled and he pushed the tip of his cock in, moaning lightly at the sudden heat. Firion cringed and Kain hugged him, pulling him up so he was sitting in Kain's lap and held him close.
"Focus on me Firion. Breath." Kain commanded. He waited for Firion steadied his breathing before beginning to push in more, eye focused on Firion's. "If it hurts to much tell me." Firion nodded and cringed again, breathing heavy. Kain moaned lightly as he and muscle enveloped his cock and he continued to push until it was all the way in Firion. "I'm going to start thrusting, Firion." Kain breathed. He pushed Firion up and bit and thrusted in and out, letting out small moans. Eventually pain gave way to pleasure and Firion moaned with him, nearly letting out a scream as Kain hit his prostate and a tingling sensation went up his spine.
"K-Kain!" Firion called out, holding tight to Kain.
"Am I hurting you?" Kain asked, worry in his eye.
"H-Hit there again." Firion panted. Kain smirked and thrusted again, hitting the prostate and making Firion give out a loud moan. Kain pulled Firion close and continued to thrust, his chiseled stomach and abs rubbing against Firion's cock. Firion continued to moan as Kain continued thrusting. He sat back a bit on the bed and placed his hands on Firion's waist, thrusting harder. He gripped Firion's cock and began to rub it, slowly at first, teasingly, and then started thrusting harder. He came hard into Firion's ass and leapt up to kiss Firion's roughly. Without bothering to pull out he flipped Firion onto his back.
"K-Kain?" Firion asked, his cock twitching as pre-cum leaked out and ran down the side.
"My turn to make you feel good." Kain said, pulling out and pushing Firion's legs open. He took the throbbing member in his mouth and watched as Firion squirmed, moans coming out of his mouth over and over. He teased Firion and licked Firion's slit rapidly, hearing Firion mewl in pleasure.
"Kain pleeeeease." Firion begged. Kain stopped and pulled up, purposely brushing his teeth against the head. He smiled.
"Please what Firion?"
"Please make me cum." Firion begged.
"Gladly." Kain said, taking Firion in his mouth again and sucking. He felt Firion's fingers entangled in his hair and hummed against Firion's cock, making the younger youth gasp. He laughed a bit, which came out as another hum and sucked harder, bobbing his head up and down, making Firion gasp and pull a bit on Kain's hair. Eventually the younger youth came, giving out a loud moan, and Kain swallowed, not really caring that he was defying like seventeen safe-sex rules. "K-Kain that was amazing-" Firion started before he heard the front door slam shut. "Mateus." Firion breathed, his entire body tensing up. Kain was up immediately, throwing his clothes on and tossing Firion's his. It amazed him how gracefully and fast Kain could move. He gave a startled yelp as Kain started to dress him.
"Grab a bunch of your notes and follow after me in ten seconds. Now." Kain said quietly, heading out the door. Firion quickly grabbed a few notes and such, his heart beating as he counted to ten. Kain flew down the stairs but slowed down as he approached the bottom.
"Who are you?" A voice bellowed. Kain looked over to see a tall man with long silver hair that was a beautiful shade of purple at the tips. He was wearing a black suit with golden trim and had piercing yellow eyes that seemed to try and stare him down. Kain swallowed and then smiled.
"You must be Firion's father." Kain said slowly, castiously. "I'm a friend of your son's." He heard Firion come down the stairs slowly and pass him a bunch of paper. "Oh thanks Firion." Kain said, taking the in his hand and placing them in his bag that he left by the stairs.
"Firion, why is this man here?" Mateus asked, his voice icy cool. "I said no one could come over."
"Oh! I'm sorry sir!" Kain exclaimed, showing fake alarm. "I kinda just pushed my way in. You see I just fail at science," Kain explained, eyeing the notes to make sure he knew what subject he had to lie about. ", your son just excels at it. He has the highest grade in the class. A straight one-hundred, right Firion?" He looked to see Firion nod. "So I thought I could borrow his notes…or maybe get him to tutor me, seeing he's so smart." Firion's father looked rather pleased and actually smiled at him.
"I am so glad to hear my Firion has his peers asking him for help. Makes me smile to know my boy is extremely bright," Mateus said. Firion seemed to visably calm down. "Did I hear you mention something about tutoring…"
"Kain sir. It's Kain and yes I did. I mean if it's okay with you of course. I don't want to take up to much of Firion's time with you away of course." Kain said, a smiling etched across his face. Kain could on smirk on the inside, playing at the mans need for perfection by saying how perfect Firion was at school, which wasn't far from the truth.
"No, I'm sure Firion would be happy to tutor you of course." Mateus said. "Plus he could use an income if your going to be paying him."
"Would it be okay if he came over tonight to help me. We have a test coming up and I am less then prepared." Kain asked, praying the man would say yes. Mateus frowned a bit staring at Firion's ugly bruise.
"Oh I'm sure no one will notice the mark of his face." Kain said. He turned and playfully hit Firion in the arm. "You need to stop walking into the walls man." Mateus smiled. That was good.
"Well if Firion wants to then yes he may go over to help." Mateus said. Firion smiled. "Go get dressed Firion." Mateus said. Kain had never seen Firion run so fast in his life.
Meanwhile (Again. Again)
Golbez sang happily, stiring a few ingrediants into a bowl as Cecil read from a cookbook. "Okay now add three eggs brother." Cecil said happily. He turned and saw Rosa setting the table. She turned and smiled at him and then went back to setting the table. The phone rang, "I'll get it!" and Rosa ran to grab it.
"Hello?" She asked.
"Hello Rosa." Kain said, little emotion gracing her voice. Rosa frowned, remembering the conversation she had with Golbez earlier.
"Golbez." She said and walked over to hand him the phone.
"Hello?" Kain asked.
"Can I bring Firion over for dinner and tutoring?" Kain asked.
Ah, I just love watching love bloom into a beautiful flower. The sex wasn't bad either
