This is a slightly longer chapter. I hope you guys enjoy MWHAHAHA. If you do not like mild Dom/Sub relationships don't read this story.
Remember that this story is for 18 yrs and older only.
BPOV
"Isabella, I warned you what would happen if you felt the self-loathing crap again. Now kitten, I want you to lie down on the bed on your stomach and grab ahold of the headboard. Don't speak without permission." Quickly I moved to get into the position that he said the lust rising in me. Who would have thought I would like the more dominating side of Jasper.
"Now, I am going to spank you for disobeying an order. I want you to count every time my hand meets your ass. Do you understand Isabella? You may speak."
Trying to convey as much submission as possible so as not to piss him off further I answered him, "Yes, I understand sir."
Smack "One, sir" Smack "Two, Sir" Smack "Three, sir" Smack "Four, Sir" Smack "Five, Sir" By the time he was done it felt like my ass was going to fall off. Tears streaming down my face, I was full out sobbing and blubbering.
"Now Isabella, do you know why you got punished?" he said while lifting me to my feet, making sure I was steady before releasing me.
Keeping my head down I reply to him slightly fidgeting, "You told me you didn't want me to wallow in self-loathing, I didn't follow your wishes. I told you I was plain, clumsy, and just me. That is self-loathing and intolerable to you. I swear I will endeavor to do better Sir, I promise just please don't spank me again."
"Don't swear to something you won't keep kitten. I am sure we will have many more sessions like this one, seeing as it is in your being that you feel this way. Now sweet Isabella, from what I heard when I walked into the room you now know the truth of the matter. That Edward was not your mate that I however am. It will not be easy, but this promise I will make you I won't ever hurt you in the way that Edward did. Physically I cannot make that promise, seeing as you are hard headed and stubborn. Know this it will only be spanking never anything worse. I couldn't hurt you anymore than could Jasper."
Keeping my head down, I nod thinking to myself that hopefully I won't be receiving to many spankings. Looking at him from under my lashes trying not to draw attention to the fact I was checking him out I notice his eyes are back to their beautiful golden hue. My head slowly rising I look Jasper directly in the eyes, trying to let him know with my emotions that I am alright.
"Now Darlin', are you alright? I didn't hurt you did I?" Seeing the remorse on his face I smile timidly.
"No Jasper, you didn't hurt me at all. I received a spanking for saying what I did, however it wasn't that bad. I may not be able to sit for a while." Chuckling as I rubbed my ass.
Giggling at the look on his face, I walked over giving him a hug. Again the lust starts pouring out of me at the touch of our bodies, my arousal leaking out of my body feeling it pool in my panties. I feel Jasper inhale deeply, damn stupid vampires and their sense of smell. Suddenly I feel us start moving toward the bed, backing me up slowly he gently pushes me closer to it. His hand begin running up and down my arms, fingertips lightly grazing the sides of my body my legs hit the bed and he starts pushing me gently down on the bed.
Lying down on top of me lightly I feel him start kissing my neck, holy hell does that feel good. My body responds by the dampness increasing, my nipples perking up and my legs automatically wrapping around his waist. His hand slides up my rib cage, tracing each rib taking my shirt up with his hand. Feeling a slight tug on my nipples, him rolling them around in his fingers hands cupping my breasts fully he ground his hips into my center. Rocking his hips back and forth, the wetness between my legs grew soaking through my pants and underwear drenching the front of him. Looking up, I notice his eyes are as black as night twinkling with lust. The emotions start swirling around us, the desire in me growing to a loud roar I begin to pant.
His left hand slides slowly down my body, slipping to the waistband of my pants he begins to toy with the button on my jeans teasing me with how slow he's going. Finally he pops the button dragging the zipper down, I feel his other hand move up to my hair fisting into it. His left hand starts to play with the edge of my panties, grazing the sensitive skin of my stomach his fingers dart in and out every once in a while. Feeling him grip the sides of my panties and jeans, I lift my hips as much as I can they start to be tugged down my legs. He peels them completely off, stopping only to take a long look at my body and to quickly rip off his own clothing. His hand dips between my legs, searching and seeking through my folds he finds my clit and starts to circle it then dipping back down to my dripping hole his finger slides in. Slowly he starts to move his finger in and out every once and while adding a little pressure to my clit with his thumb, the pressure slowly building in my stomach he gently slides a second finger in keeping the rhythm that he set.
His hand fisting in my hair, his mouth moves up to my neck nibbling gently, till he gets to my ear tracing the outside shell with his cold tongue. The coil in my stomach almost like a spring feeling like it's going to snap at any moment, he gently draws his hand out from between my legs and starts a slow descent licking every inch of my body stopping to gently nibble on first one nipple then the other before continuing down. His nose resting on my pubic bone, I feel him inhale deeply a low rumbling tickling my thigh as he growls lowly. Gasping out loudly as he gives one long slow lick up through my folds, my hands find their way to his hair nails raking his scalp feeling him smirk against me my legs start shaking. His tongue darting out to touch my clit, flicking it back and forth quickly but softly my toes start to curl as I feel his fingers move back to my wet slit gliding into my body. My legs take on a mind of their own, wrapping them around his shoulders my hips begin to buck. The coil becoming tighter as euphoria, desire, lust, and finally pure want slam into me my body shakes light exploding behind my eyes. My hips still bucking from the onslaught of my orgasm, I feel him continue to lap at my juices as I ride out my orgasm.
As the lights behind my eyes begin to fade, I feel him making his way back up my body kissing, licking and sucking on my skin as he rises. Reaching my lips, he crashes his mouth to mine slipping his tongue between my mouth. Tasting myself on his lips the heat begins to pool between my legs again, his length pressing hard into my leg. My hips shift of their own volition, his length slipping between my legs and pressing its tip into my core my body bucks I feel him grip my hips gently but firmly.
My eyes rise to his questioning ones, I nod gently letting him know I am alright to continue. He gently pushes forward, my body tightens and clenches around him as he moves stinging with slight pain from his size. Stopping once he reaches my barrier, he waits till my body has relaxed a bit then with one quick thrust breaks through. Tears spring to my eyes as he stops to let the pain release, he gently leans down kissing my eyes pain evident in his from holding back his own pleasure. When the pain recedes I rock my hips up to meet his letting him know that we are alright, he begins the gentle push, pull his hips pulling almost all the way out before pushing all the way back in rocking up to hit my clit. The pace begins to pick up slightly, the heat building between us his hand slips down between us I feel him pinch my clit gently again I feel the crescendo build between us to a feverish pitch the only sound around us heavy breathing with small moans and groans coming from both of us.
His thumb flicks the little nub quickly and my body snaps, screams of his name falling from my lips my body clenching down on him. Stars exploding behind my eyes, I feel him seem to get larger till I feel him start twitching inside me his cold fluids spilling from him. Feeling him tense, I begin to wonder if everything is alright. As he pulls gently from me I realize that being a virgin means blood, I begin to worry but I see him shake his head. Getting up quickly he walks into the bathroom, coming back with a washcloth he gently washes my pubic region with loving care before going back to clean himself up. Yawning as he strode back in naked as the day he was born, he realizes the human is tired comes over and curls up with me in his arms. Falling into a dreamless sleep with him purring in my hair, my last thought was that was amazing.
I hope that the lemon was a good one, it was my very first lemon ever. Please Review.