Disclaimer: I do not own the characters they belong to Stephanie Meyers.
This story has slight tones of Dom/Sub tendencies, if you do not like them dont read this story.
18 years of age plus please.
MPOV
"Isabella, I warned you what would happen if you felt the self-loathing crap again. Now kitten, I want you to lie down on the bed on your stomach and grab ahold of the headboard. Don't speak without permission." Feeling so much lust radiating off of her I am almost distracted my eyes darkening.
"Now, I am going to spank you for disobeying an order. I want you to count every time my hand meets your ass. Do you understand Isabella? You may speak."
"Yes, I understand sir." Wow, I didn't even ask her to call me sir. She did that all on her own I am impressed.
Smack "One, sir" Smack "Two, Sir" Smack "Three, sir" Smack "Four, Sir" Smack "Five, Sir"
By the time I am done she has tears running down her face, I can feel her acceptance, love, disappointment, and a slight hint of disenchantment with herself.
"Now Isabella, do you know why you got punished?" i said while lifting her to my feet, making sure she was steady before releasing her.
Keeping her head down she replies to me slightly fidgeting, "You told me you didn't want me to wallow in self-loathing, I didn't follow your wishes. I told you I was plain, clumsy, and just me. That is self-loathing and intolerable to you. I swear I will endeavor to do better Sir, I promise just please don't spank me again."
"Don't swear to something you won't keep kitten. I am sure we will have many more sessions like this one, seeing as it is in your being that you feel this way. Now sweet Isabella, from what I heard when I walked into the room you now know the truth of the matter. That Edward was not your mate that I however am. It will not be easy, but this promise I will make you I won't ever hurt you in the way that Edward did. Physically I cannot make that promise, seeing as you are hard headed and stubborn. Know this it will only be spanking never anything worse. I couldn't hurt you anymore than could Jasper." Keeping her head down, she nods thinking to herself and I can feel a determination rolling off of her. Calming down at feeling this I feel my eyes returning to their normal color and let Jasper take back over.
JPOV
I can see Bella looking at me from under her lashes, I feel her emotions hmmm acceptance, love, disappointment, a slight hint of disenchantment with herself, and a slight bit of fear. Oh no what did I do? Why does she fear me?
"Now Darlin, are you alright? I didn't hurt you did I?" trying to show her all the remorse that I am feeling, I look directly into her eyes.
"No Jasper, you didn't hurt me at all. I received a spanking for saying what I did, however it wasn't that bad. I may not be able to sit for a while." Chuckling she is rubbing her ass boy do I hope it is alright that I didn't damage her. Checking her emotions again I feel no pain coming from her just a slight bit of amusement.
Giggling she walks over giving me a hug. Again the lust starts pouring out of her at the touch of our bodies, my arousal growing I can feel the heat from her body, sniffing deeply I can smell the scent of her arousal picking up heavily. I see a slight blush fill her cheeks.
My hand begins running up and down her arms, fingertips lightly grazing the sides of her body I gently push her backward towards the bed then gently push her back on it. Lying down on top of her lightly not letting too much of my weight lay on her I start kissing her neck, holy hell does she taste good and I love the feel of her on my mouth. Her body responds by the scent of her arousal increasing, her nipples perking up and her legs automatically wrapping around my waist. My hand slides up her rib cage, tracing each rib taking her shirt up with my hand tugging slightly on her nipples, I roll them around in my fingers hands cupping her breasts fully i ground my hips into her core.
Rocking my hips back and forth, the wetness between legs grew soaking through her pants drenching the front of me. Good lord is she hot, the heat of her body almost burning me. My lust is expansive the emotions start swirling around us, the desire in me growing to a loud roar. My left hand slides slowly down her body, slipping to the waistband of her pants I begin to toy with the button on her jeans teasing her with how slow I'm going.
Finally I decide to stop playing around and pop the button dragging the zipper down, my other hand moves up to her hair fisting into it. My left hand starts to play with the edge of her panties, grazing the sensitive skin of her stomach my fingers dart in and out every once in a while. Gripping the sides of her panties and jeans, she lifts her hips as much as she can I tug them down her legs thinking to myself that this must be what heaven feels like. I peel them completely off, stopping only to take a long look at her body and to quickly rip off my own clothing.
My hand dips between her legs, searching and seeking through folds finding her clit and I start to circle it then dipping back down to her beautifully dripping hole I slide one finger in. Slowly I start to move my finger in and out every once and while adding a little pressure to her clit with my thumb, feeling her heat intensify I gently slide a second finger in keeping the rhythm that I set. Hand fisting in her hair my mouth moves up to her neck nibbling gently, till I gets to her ear tracing the outside shell with my tongue.
The clenching between her legs intensifies and I can feel her orgasm starting to take over. I remove my hand from her dripping heat and start my journey down with my tongue licking every inch of her delicious body, stopping when I get to the mountainous peeks to gently suckle and nibble on them. I continue my trek downwards, my nose coming to rest on her pubic bone. Inhaling deeply, a growl rumbles through me.
She gasps out loud as my tongue slowly and gracefully parts her pouty lips to give one slow long lick, her hands finding purchase in my hair. Her nails rake my scalp, I smirk into her glistening folds feeling her legs begin to shake. My tongue darts out to touch her clit, flicking it back and forth as quickly as I possibly can, not exerting much pressure for fear of hurting her.
Feeling her body start to clench down my fingers search through her folds finding the wet slit I slip first one then the other inside her and begin to pump them. Her legs find purchase on my shoulders wrapping tightly around them her hips bucking up into my face. I begin to throw euphoria, lust, desire and pure want her way, her body starts to shake uncontrollably tightening on my fingers. I feel her explode, taking my lust to an ultimate high.
As her shaking slows to almost a complete stop I start my climb back up her beautiful form licking, sucking, and nibbling every inch of her my mouth can reach. Reaching her lips I crash my mouth to hers, slipping my tongue inside battling hers for dominance. My hard length pressed firmly to her leg I let her taste herself on my tongue. Her hips seemingly move on their own shifting to bring me to her core my length slipping between her folds to rest at the center of her the tip barely entering.
My questioning eyes seek hers out, begging for entrance. She grants it nodding, I gently forge forward pushing my way into her warm heat. Her body starts to clench from the intrusion, pain forefront in the emotions I try to draw it out as much as I can. I reach her barrier and stop briefly letting her get accustomed to my size and girth. Waiting till her body is relaxed before I jerk my hips forward in one quick thrust breaking through her hymen. Pausing to let her grow accustomed to being filled to the hilt of me, I wait for the gentle rocking of her hips to let me know she is alright to continue.
The pain inside me growing to a feverish pitch from holding my hips still I notice the tears and pain in hers, leaning down I gently kiss them away. Finally her hips tentatively rise to mine, rocking gently up to meet me. Beginning the gentle push pull motion my hips grind into hers, hitting her clit every time they met. The pace picking up between us I reach between us pinching her clit, I feel her start to clench down on me.
Waves of pleasure running through us, I feel her orgasm crash over her. The only sounds around us, moans, groans, heavy breathing, and the occasional name from one of our mouths. I flick her little nub, her body snapping she screams out my name clenching firmly down on me.
Her orgasm triggers my own, I spill my seed inside her seeing stars. I tense realizing that there is the smell of blood, her beautiful smelling life force calling me from between her legs. Noticing that she is looking at me I shake my head letting her know that I am alright. I gently pull myself from her quickly walking to the bathroom to get a washcloth. Taking the washcloth in hand I walk into the bedroom stepping up to her and gently begin to clean her up.
She is extremely tired, she tries to hide the yawn but I see it and feel her emotions exhaustion forefront in them. I quickly take the washcloth and put it back in the bathroom before joining her in the bed curling around her. She drifts off into a dreamless slumber as I tell her, "I love you. Night Bella darlin'."