I am so sorry guys for not updating this story quicker, writers block hit me hard so I struggled a bit getting this one done. Thanks go out to everyone who reviewed this story. Also thanks go out to cat2008 my beta reader. She does an amazing job of helping me out. She has her own story posted on here so give her a look-up if you get a chance.

BPOV

Cold and numbness wake me, I hear the birds chirping and feel an arm around me sitting up quickly I realize that it is Jasper and that Edward has not returned. I breathe a sigh of relief, and then I remember what happened last night. Embarrassment floods me as images start playing through my head. Did I really throw myself at him, do I find him attractive and did I really enjoy the release I had with him? What's this pull to him? Wait that's right Jasper's my mate.

Smiling up at him I rest my hand on his chest while leaning into him to get a kiss. He bends down and our lips meet a jolt of pleasure heads straight for my core. My tongue slips out of my mouth and runs across his lips. Shit there goes my lust again, fuck empath will someone tell me how to keep him from feeling this shit? His hand grips the back of my neck roughly pulling me closer to him. I run my hand up his chest eliciting a purring noise from Jasper.

Pulling away I ask, "Are you purring like a cat?"

"Yes I am Bella. We only purr when we are with our true mate."

"So I am really your mate Jasper?" I ask this gently while tugging nervously on a strand of my hair.

"Yes Darlin you are." Shit, what did I do to deserve the fuckery my life has become, I mean of course I have a fuck hot mate but this means my whole relationship with Edward was fake. I am definitely going to have to rethink a few things. I nod gently letting him know I heard what he said.

Honestly though I don't know how well I will accept it, I just broke up with my fuck hot ex and then here is this fuck hot vampire brother of his telling me I am his mate. I mean come on me, I am just plain boring Bella what is with these vampires are they mentally retarded or something going for a girl who is absolutely plain. Fuck better reign that shit in, I don't need him feeling my disbelief and self-hate now do I.

"Darlin' please get your feelings under control, I don't like feeling you put yourself down. " He says this purring into my hair his arms still wrapped around me. Finally getting my emotions under control, I slightly tug my body trying to get up to go to the bathroom. I don't know about you but who wants to be all nasty feeling lying in bed with a hot guy.

He tightens his hold on me growling gently, letting out a whimper of distress.

"No MINE!"

"I need to take a shower I feel completely gross."

"NO!"

"Jasper please let me go take a shower, I know I can't possibly smell all that great to you."

"Fine," He huffs out pouting like a child. He is just so damn adorable when he does that. WTF am I thinking he is acting like a spoiled child and I think he's cute damnit girl get your head out your ass.

He releases me standing up, glorious in his nakedness. My mind hazes over with lust before I remember FUCK empath. He smirks at me, "Damn fucking empathic vampires."

He snickers before heading to the bathroom and turning on the water, at this point I realize that he wants to join me in the shower. My mind goes into sensory overload, thinking of water running down his body over his beautifully chiseled abs down his forbidden path and beading between his legs.

My desire reaches an all-time high almost knocking me to my knees basically. I hear a growl come from the bathroom and suddenly Jasper is in front of me his eyes black with a hunger that has nothing to do with him wanting to drink my blood. It has everything to do with the pooling between my legs, he picks me up and tosses me gently on his onto his shoulder my ass up in the air.

He carries me into the bathroom setting me down on the counter and turns around to check the water temp before picking me back up and climbing into the shower with me. Sitting me down my feet, he grabs my loofa and body wash quickly lathering it up.

His hand rubs the loofa down my neck gently, coming to rest on my left breast he massages the nipple with the loofa trailing bubbles down my torso. My nipples perk under his administrations, the dampness between my legs more than just water grows. His hand traces the loofa down my stomach, it clenching in response.

"I love how responsive you are to my touch Isabella." His hand reaches my heaven, my legs almost buckle from the immense pleasure hitting me. He gently washes the area his fingers dipping between my folds to play with my clit, an arm snakes around me to hold me up. I moan loudly biting my bottom lip, my hands reaching out to touch his glorious form.

I trace my fingers down his abs following the water trails, letting them rake over his skin roughly. A rumbling sound reaches my ears, wait is he fucking purring like a cat? Yes I do believe he is, wonder filling me at the realization. I have been told that male vampires only purr with their true mates, Rosalie told me when I asked one day about Emmett doing it. She said it is to comfort the female, but can also be because they are content.

Wait FUCK this means I was seriously correct in my assumption that Jasper is my mate. Where is the fucking irony in this, I mean didn't he try to drain me the night of my birthday thus causing the love of my life to walk out on me. I know I truly don't blame Jasper for that seeing as he is a vampire but damn WTF is fate messing with me?

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