AUTHOR'S NOTE: This chapter is rated M.
Chapter 30
NOT AFRAID ANYMORE
"This setlist looks amazing, Adds!" Bonzo exclaimed. "When did you..."
Addison looked over to him from her position on Zed's lap. "While we were up at Big Bear."
"And here I was thinking all you two did was fuck like rabbits."
Zed let out a laugh. "We did that too."
"But we also had some pretty serious talks," Addison added as she stood up and stretched. "One of those talks being about just how serious you guys are about hitting the big league's… You've got the talent, the skills, the desire, and the songs… All I did was rearrange some things to showcase that as best as possible."
Bonzo stood up and hugged her. "Thank you."
"You're welcome."
Zed glanced down at his watch for the fiftieth time since they'd arrived back on the bus and sighed, making Addison giggle.
"The answer is still no. I'm not taking the risk of being caught right off the bat."
He smiled and shrugged. "Can't blame a guy for trying."
She rolled her eyes and sat back on his lap. "You sir, are trouble."
"Always have been," he teased, leaning in to nip her nose.
"Hurry up and get it out of your system, you two. Bucky should be here any minute."
"I love you," Zed whispered against her lips. "We're going to make this work. Don't forget that."
"I won't," she said softly, kissing him back.
"Are you sure I can't steal you away? I swear I only need five minutes."
She giggled and pushed his shoulder playfully. "Down boy." She stood back up, throwing him a wink. "How about we get some practice in while we're waiting for everyone to get here?"
Zed's eyes lit up. "Want to work on the new duet?"
"Another duet?" Bonzo asked. "We already have one that we don't even play on stage."
Addison nodded. "Well, I managed to sing with Tracey a little bit before the break… even if it was just that one show… So, who knows," she shrugged. "Maybe I'll be up for attempting another song at some point."
"Besides," Zed added as he grabbed his guitar and plugged in. "It gives us an excuse to get in extra practice together." He wagged his eyebrows, making her smile. "You in Bonz?"
"Sure, as long as I'm playing bass. My ego is still trying to recover from Christmas Eve."
Addison rolled her eyes. "Oh, please. You're a great bassist and you know it."
"You're better."
"So," Zed laughed. "She's a better guitarist and singer than me too."
"As much as I love the compliments… if we want to get any time in before the bus gets overpopulated once again, we should probably start."
Bonzo grabbed his bass and plugged it into the amp. "Whenever you're ready… I'll jump in once I see where it goes."
Addison took a sip of water and sat down on the bench seat in between them. "How can you see into my eyes like open doors?" she glanced over to Zed and smiled.
"Leading you down, into my core
Where I've become so numb, without a soul
My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there, and lead it, back, home."
"Wake me up."
"Wake me up inside"
"I can't wake up"
"Wake me up inside"
"Save me."
"Call my name and save me from the dark."
"Wake me up."
"Bid my blood to run"
"I can't wake up"
"Before I come undone"
"Save me"
"Save me from the nothing I've become..."
Bonzo plucked out the perfect accompanying bassline, making both Addison and Zed smile.
"Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life"
"Wake me up."
"Wake me up inside"
"I can't wake up"
"Wake me up inside"
"Save me."
"Call my name and save me from the dark."
"Wake me up."
"Bid my blood to run"
"I can't wake up"
"Before I come undone"
"Save me"
"Save me from the nothing I've become"
Bring me to life"
"I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside"
"Bring me to life...
Frozen inside, without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are my life
Among the dead"
"All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark, but you were there in front of me"
"I've been sleeping a thousand years, it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything"
"Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more"
"Bring me to life"
"Wake me up."
"Wake me up inside"
"I can't wake up"
"Wake me up inside"
"Save me."
"Call my name and save me from the dark."
"Wake me up."
"Bid my blood to run"
"I can't wake up"
"Before I come undone"
"Save me"
"Save me from the nothing I've become."
"Woah… what is going on in here?" Bucky said with a large smile on his face as he stepped onto the bus. "That sounds fucking fantastic!"
"Bucky!" Addison shrieked, jumping up and running over to hug him.
He laughed and hugged her back. "Good to see you too, Casey." He looked over her head to where Bonzo and Zed were sitting. "Everything good?"
Zed smiled, setting down his guitar. "Yeah man, everything is good. Sorry for being a colossal asshole before the break."
"You're forgiven..." he said as Addison let go of him to sit back down. "As long as you keep making music like I just heard."
"That was all Princess," Zed said, throwing her a wink.
Before Bucky could reply, the door to the bus flew open. "Where's my girl?!"
Addison giggled and jumped back up as Tracey dropped his bag and ran towards her, picking her up and spinning her around.
"My god have I missed you! Soooo much tea to spill and we need to catch up like yesterday, and…." he pulled away and looked at her. "And you're smiling…." He gasped and grabbed her hand, pulling her off the bus and across the parking lot.
"Tracey," Addison giggled as he pulled her along.
He stopped short and spun around. "You're back together aren't you?!"
She nodded and smiled even more. "Yeah, we are."
"We're going to go get coffee and you're telling me EVERYTHING!"
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"Oh. My. God!" Tracey exclaimed for the hundredth time, nearly spitting out his coffee.
Addison giggled, getting on her knees in the booth to lean over the table. "And that was only night one in the cabin." She pulled out her locket from underneath her sweater, opening it up for him.
"Holy shit, Doll-face… Look-it how cute!" he squealed. "Ugh, I swear you guys were made for each other. It's destiny!"
"I don't put the pressure of soulmates, but…" she smiled to herself.
"Okay, so what did you two do the rest of the time at Big Bear?"
She sighed wistfully as she plopped back down into the booth. "So much. We reconnected in every way. We talked, we played music, we caught each other up on what we were doing while we were apart..."
"So you told him about the baby?"
She cringed and looked away. "No… Like I told Bree… I just want a little bit of happiness in my life before I screw it all up again, and right now..." she looked back at him and shrugged. "We're really, really fucking happy."
He grabbed her hand and held it. "And I'm going to do everything in my power to make sure you two stay that way!"
"It's going to be so hard keeping this quiet. If Lacey..."
He held his hand up, cutting her off. "I'll run Lacey interference… if it's even needed. Rumor on the street is that she's been 'getting to know' our new drummer if you catch my drift."
Addison gasped. "Really?"
He nodded vigorously.
"Have you met him?"
"I have… He's super dreamy, too. Not Zed dreamy..." he teased with a wink. "But still. The man can work a kit… I was so hoping he wasn't straight."
"The first musician I meet who isn't at least a teensy-bit queer will be the first," she said with a laugh as she sipped her coffee. "Maybe there's still a chance!"
"I do have a thing for drummers..."
"And guitarists, and bassists," she teased.
"Let's just go with musicians in general," he laughed, looking up as the bell of the diner's door sounded. "Speaking of sexy musicians… looks like yours is walking in."
Addison smiled and turned around just in time to see Zed's face light up as he spotted her.
"Oh you two are so screwed," Tracey laughed.
She spun back around in her seat, with her jaw dropped open. "Hey! I thought you said you'd help!"
"Oh, I will! I'm just saying… those looks you two give each other are a dead give away!"
She picked up a packet of sugar and tossed it at him, laughing as Zed slid into the booth next to her.
"We only have about thirty seconds before everyone else walks in, but I needed to do this," he rushed out, pulling her in for a heated but brief kiss.
"Times up!" Tracey warned as Bonzo, Bucky, and Eliza walked in.
They quickly scooched further apart, trying to hide the large smiles they were both wearing.
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"So what time is Lacey and..." Addison scrunched her nose as she thought, "Jacey? Is that right?"
Eliza rolled her eyes. "Yeah… Jacey. Who knew there were so many names that ended in A-C-E-Y."
Addison laughed. "And who happened to play music! Anyway, what time are they supposed to be getting in?"
Bucky glanced down at his watch. "They were supposed to be on the same flight as us, but obviously that didn't happen."
"They just boarded," Tracey said as he read a text on his phone. He gasped as he continued to read.
"What?"
"Nothing."
Addison threw another sugar packet at him. "You can't gasp and then tell me 'nothing'. Spill it!"
He dramatically rolled his eyes and passed her the phone.
"You have got to be kidding me! Seriously?"
"What?!" Everyone else around the table asked simultaneously.
"Lacey's sick and on vocal rest."
"WHAT?!" Bucky shouted, grabbing the phone from her and reading the message for himself. "Fucking Christ!" He threw the phone across the table back towards Tracey.
"Easy B, respect the new iPhone, my guy!"
"I can't believe we have to cancel another fucking show. I knew I shouldn't have scheduled one for today..."
"Again, B… easy… take a deep breath," Tracey said inhaling deeply. "Relax…." he exhaled loudly. "Everything will be fine. Zen the fuck out, please."
"Unless you have some miraculous solution for possibly saving the show tonight, I'd suggest you shut the fuck up with the zen and calming breaths!" Bucky said standing up angrily.
"The solution is easy. You have two singers for the band sitting at this table."
Bucky sat back down. "What are you saying?"
Tracey nodded over towards Addison. "This one here has the voice of a fucking angel… Let's see how she does taking lead."
"Oh, no…," Addison said holding her hands up. "I sang one little bridge to one little song in one little show..."
"Casey," Bucky said as calmly as he could, meeting her eyes. "Please? I don't want to develop a reputation for canceling shows. We already had to cancel a few. And with the new dates we just set..."
"Bucky..." she warned. "You know what could happen if I have to sing."
"I'll work with you until soundcheck."
They all looked over to Zed.
"If that's okay?" He asked looking over towards Bucky. He looked back to Addison, trying not to smile. "I mean, you were making some great progress before Christmas."
"What if I can't?"
"But what if you can?" He resisted the urge to grab her hand.
"Choice is yours, Casey. But I need an answer soon. We've still got to get you and Jacey working together, too."
She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. "Fine."
Addison sat on the stage, staring at her feet as they dangled over the side.
"You ready, Baby?"
She looked up, meeting his eyes as he came back in from turning on the lights.
He stopped dead in his tracks. "Fuck, you're pissed."
She rolled her eyes. "Gee, Zed, what gave it away?" she snapped sarcastically.
He jumped up on to the stage and sat down next to her, pulling her in for a hug despite her feeble protest. "Look at me, Addison," he whispered in her ear, guiding her chin up with his finger.
"What?"
He ignored the venom in her voice, knowing it was just a defense mechanism to hide her fear. "You can do this." She tried to turn away from him, but he held her face firm. "I won't let you fail."
"Why is it so important to you that I sing?" she asked, nearly in tears.
"Because it's who you are. You were born to be in the spotlight."
She rolled her eyes and wiped away a rogue tear. "I can't do it, Z. There's no fucking way… I can't carry a fucking set. A chorus maybe, but not a full show. Even with Tracey singing some..."
"You can… You just need to remember who you are."
She rolled her eyes again. "Okay, Mufasa."
He tickled her side. "Don't be a brat."
"I don't know how else to be."
He stood up, pulling her along with him. "Exactly. You are Addison Fucking Donnelly. Music is in your DNA. It's who you are!"
"I can still make music and not have to sing on stage, Z!"
"No bullshit?"
"Always."
"Despite the fact that you're scared of having a panic attack on stage again, there's still a part of you that wants to prove to everyone, including yourself, that you're more than just your name."
"Z..."
He arched a brow. "I'm not wrong, am I."
She narrowed her eyes. "I'm kind of hating you right now."
"No, you aren't. You love me, just as insanely as I love you."
Her lips turned up in a scowl.
"You know I'm right. About everything," he teased, pulling her in closer until their noses brushed together. "Take the chance, Baby. Carpe Noctum," he whispered, closing the rest of the distance between them and kissing her softly.
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A few hours later Addison stood in the center of the stage all alone. She grasped the microphone stand tightly and closed her eyes.
"We could be lovers
Would you lie with me?
We could be lovers
Would you lie to me?
And maybe I just want to be saved
But it feels so good
To show you I'm a little insane..." She opened her eyes and met Zed's adoring gaze from across the empty room.
"Yeah, it feels so good
Yeah, it feels so good
Yeah, it feels so good..." She threw him a wink and loosened her grip on the microphone stand.
"He's so lovely, goddamn pretty
In fact, they say he's quite the lover..."
Zed laughed and rolled his eyes. Happy that she was finally relaxing and having fun.
"And he knows what he is
'Cause you told him a million times
And he knows what he does
He walks with you 'round the town just for fun
He's crazy beautiful..."
He blew her a kiss, making her face break out in a large smile.
"I could be your record
Inside of me
Write a record
Don't lose sight of me
And maybe you think I'm insane
But it feels so good
To lock myself inside your little cage
Yeah, it feels so good
Yeah, it feels so good
Yeah, it feels so good..."
"How's it going?"
Zed jumped at the sound of Bucky's voice coming from behind him. He let out a breath, sending up a silent thank-you that their manager hadn't walked in ten minutes sooner when they were naked and hoping that he didn't notice the puddle they had left on the stage. "So far so good. It only took her singing half the Britney Spears catalog to get her comfortable enough to sing an original."
"Think she can do it?"
He locked eyes with Addison again and smiled. "Abso-fucking-lutely."
"Thank fuck," Bucky exhaled in relief. "Casey?!" he called out, interrupting her.
"What's up B?"
"I want to get Jacey up there with you. You ready?"
She hesitated for a moment, glancing over to Zed and shrugging.
"You're ready, Princess," he smiled.
"I guess so then."
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Zed stood with Bucky in the audience watching as Addison, Tracey, and Jacey worked through the Acey's setlist for the night. He understood why it was important for Addison and Jacey to work together. As the two members in charge of building and maintaining the rhythm of the band, they had to be in sync. They needed to be able to feed off one another's energy and emotion. That didn't mean he had to like it though. And after watching the way Jacey's eyes followed his girlfriend, he definitely didn't like him.
Tracey wiped his forehead and fanned himself dramatically. "Goddamn, Honey-bunny! You're on fire!" he said walking over to Addison and ruffling her sweaty white hair. "If the show is half as good as this rehearsal has been..."
"Let's not get too excited," she laughed nervously. She looked behind her shoulder to Jacey. "How are you holding up?"
He twirled one of his drumsticks absentmindedly. "I'm good. You're making my job easy," he said with a wink. "Wanna work on some call and responses?"
Zed clenched his fists, resisting the urge to jump on the stage and smack the smug look off of his face.
Addison looked down at her watch and shrugged. "Sure. We've still got a little time. Let's see what vibe we can catch…. You start us off."
Jacey smiled and straightened up behind his kit. He cracked off a slow count on his sticks, rolling into a lazy rhythm.
Addison tapped her foot and closed her eyes, gently swaying as her fingers started to pluck out a sultry flow on her bass.
Tracey jumped in adding a haunting chord progression to their building tune.
As the melody evolved Addison opened her eyes and found Zed staring daggers in Jacey's directions. She smiled and bit her lip, knowing exactly what murderous thoughts were going through his head. As hot as she found him when he was jealous, if he didn't relax soon he was going to blow their cover. She stepped up to the microphone once again.
"You're all I need between my sheets
Just you and me
Don't ever slow down..."
His eyes snapped over to her.
"Your hands should be all over me
Your lips, your teeth
Don't ever stop now..." She had his undivided attention once again.
"Out of breath
Out of mind
Addicted to your light
These potions
These potions
Out of breath
Out of mind
Addicted to your light
These potions
These potions..."
She took a deep breath and let the words flow out from her heart, knowing he needed her reassurance that she was all his.
"With a lack of touch, days are gray without you babe
Tell me anything, my lips they fall for it
Glass is full and I'm sipping on the words you say
You've got me drunk on these potions every day
You're all I need between my sheets
Just you and me
Don't ever slow down
Your hands should be all over me
Your lips, your teeth
Don't ever stop now
Out of breath
Out of mind
Addicted to your light
These potions
These potions
Out of breath
Out of mind
Addicted to your light
These potions
These potions
Breathing in these potions
I'm addicted to your light
No more second-guessing
I'm addicted to your light" She fixed him with a stare and ran her tongue along the inside of her lip.
He threw her a quick wink, clearly getting the message she was trying to send. She knew him well. He turned to Bucky. "I'm going to go prep for Zombies soundcheck. I think Princess can handle anything thrown her way tonight."
The stage was dark. She could sense fans moving below her like a colony of ants. The buzz of anticipation making her knee bounce so hard she couldn't stop it. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. This was it. Her first time back on stage in the spotlight. The beginning of a new chapter. She hoped like hell she didn't panic and fuck it up.
Jacey cracked off a four-count with his drumsticks. The lights came on. Addison froze.
"Shit… she's about to panic..." Zed said frantically as he watched from the curtains. He looked around, spotting a spare amplifier. "I hope this fucking works..." He grabbed his guitar and quickly plugged in, turning the small amp up as far as it would go and strumming out the opening chords of Cherry Bomb.
Addison's eyes popped open as she turned towards the side of the stage, her eyes immediately locking with his. He smiled and gave her an encouraging nod. She visibly relaxed and turned back towards the audience with renewed confidence. She could do this. She glanced at Tracey and nodded.
A soft seductive melody began. The spotlight fell on her as she submitted to the rhythm her bass controlled. Cheers and whistles pierced through the smoke-filled air as she stepped up to the microphone.
"I am not afraid anymore
Standing in the eye of the storm
Ready to face this, dying to taste this, sick sweet warmth
I am not afraid anymore
I want what you got in store
I'm ready to feed now, get in your seat now
And touch me like you never
And push me like you never
And touch me like you never
'Cause I am not afraid, I am not afraid anymore
No no no
I am not ashamed anymore
I want something so impure
You better impress now, watching my dress now fall to the floor
Crawling underneath my skin, sweet talk with a hint of sin
Begging you to take me
Devil underneath your grin, sweet thing, but she play to win
Heaven gonna hate me..." she glanced back towards Zed standing in the curtains, running her tongue along her lower lip and throwing him a wink.
"And touch me like you never
And push me like you never
And touch me like you never
'Cause I am not afraid, I am not afraid anymore
No no no
Crawling underneath my skin, sweet talk with a hint of sin
Begging you to take me
Devil underneath your grin, sweet thing, but she play to win
Heaven gonna hate me..." She closed her eyes, letting the moment wash over her, soaking deep into her core. Zed was right. She was Addison fucking Donnelly and she was born to perform. Her eyes opened and she let out a breath as a shot of adrenaline rushed through her heart.
"And touch me like you never
And push me like you never
And touch me like you never
'Cause I am not afraid, I am not afraid anymore
No no no..."
As the final chords were struck, she scanned the room through the bright lights. People of every size shape and color dotted the pit. All of them cheering at her feet. She had never felt so alive. She laughed into the mic, willing her voice to steady. "How you guys feeling tonight?"
Shouts and appreciative whistles sounded from around the room.
"Well, now that we've got the seductive foreplay out the way… Who's ready to get fucked?" She thrust her hips to accentuate the fuck.
The crowd volume escalated.
She cupped a hand over the back of her ear. "I'm sorry, what was that?"
The cheers and screams became almost deafening.
She smiled and propped her stiletto boot on the monitor, knowing full well the boys below could see up her skirt to the black lace LaPerla panties she was wearing underneath.
Chants of "Fuck us, fuck us, fuck us," started up throughout the crowd.
"Really?" Their calls reigniting the fuel coursing through her blood.
More joined in the cheering.
She turned to Tracey and Jacey with a cocky smirk. "These guys want some. Let's give them a night they'll never forget." She lifted the neck of her bass to her lips and slid her tongue down its length as the three of them tore into the opening of their next song.
Endorphins raided her brain as she lost herself in the moment of communion with her bandmates, the audience, the whole fucking universe. Her flow software engaged, and she rode a wave of total immersion of time, space, and connection for the rest of the set.
As the last song wrapped to excited cheers, she stumbled out of her rock induced daze. Lacey, Bucky, and the members of Zombies all watching from the side.
"Thank you guys for coming out to support The Acey's and for letting me take the wheel for the night! Zombies is up next, so refill those cups, take your pisses, and get ready to be rocked! Good night!"
Claps and whistles took control of the airwaves as the three of them departed the limelight. As soon as they reach the side of the stage Bucky stopped them.
"Band meeting. Greenroom. NOW!"
As they followed after him, Zed subtly grabbed her hand, squeezing it before quickly letting go. She stole a look at him and smiled.
He casually leaned in closer to her. "I have never been so turned on in my life. God do I love you," he whispered before straightening himself back out and winking.
She mouthed the word "Trouble," right before walking into the green room.
Lacey sat in the corner with her arms crossed across her chest and a sneer on her face as Bucky turned around to address the rest of them.
"That was un-fucking-believable!" He said, holding out his arms. "Jacey, my man! Hell of a first show!"
Jacey waved off his comment. "Casey made it easy. The girl knows how to hold down a rhythm. Anytime I slipped, she was right there to get me back up."
Bucky turned to Addison with a look of pride on his face, unable to say what he really wanted to. He took a deep breath and looked to Tracey and then to Lacey. "From now on, I want the set-list evenly split three ways."
Tracey clapped excitedly before hugging on to Addison and jumping up and down.
Lacey stood up, her hands going to her hips defiantly. "May I remind you that I am the lead singer! Not Tracey, and definitely not that snowball!" she screamed, causing her to start a fresh round of coughing.
Eliza casually picked up a can of Lysol that had been sitting on the counter and sprayed it in her direction. "What?" she asked as everyone looked at her. "I don't want to get sick."
They all tried to stifle a laugh as Lacey fumed.
"This is so unfair! This is MY band!"
Bucky rolled his eyes. "And they proved tonight that they don't need you. So if you want to stay in the band, I suggest you accept the changes I just made. The three of you will share stage time. Hell, if Jacey shows himself to be a fantastic singer or songwriter, it might be a four-way split!"
Jacey laughed, holding his hands up. "I drum. That's it."
"Fair enough," Bucky laughed before turning back towards Lacey. "Do I make myself clear?"
Her eyes narrowed. "Crystal," she snapped as she stormed past everyone out the door.
"Well, with that out the way… Zombies, you're up!"
They all cheered and started to make their way back to the stage.
"Casey, Zed..." Bucky called out. "Can I have a word?"
They both nodded, staying behind while the rest of them went back towards the stage.
"Zed," Bucky held out his hand for a handshake. "Thank you."
"For what?" he asked grabbing onto Bucky's outstretched hand.
"For helping Casey work through her stage fright and for knowing exactly what to do when she froze tonight."
Zed smiled and looked over to Addison. "It was my pleasure. She's far too talented to be hiding in the shadows."
"I agree. I expect those duets you two have been working on to find their way into the sets."
"What about Lacey?" Addison asked.
"Don't worry about her. She'll fall in line."
She smiled and rolled her eyes.
"Alright, Z. Go get on stage. We'll be there in a minute."
Zed saluted and stole a quick glance at Addison before running out the door.
"You know, you could have asked if I even wanted to sing on stage going forward..." Addison said once Zed was down the hall.
Bucky smiled, shaking his head. "My bad. Addie-loo, do you want to sing on stage going forward?"
"Yes!" she threw her arms around her brother's neck and hugged him tightly. "Oh My God I forgot just how alive I could feel!"
He laughed and kissed the top of her sweaty hair. "I'm so proud of you, sis!"
"Thank you, B. For making me come on this stupid tour. You have no idea just how much you set things right!"
"Oh, don't go getting all mushy on me," he whispered, before hugging her again. "I've missed happy Addie."
"Who's getting mushy now?"
"Oh whatever, Snowball..." he teased, repeating Lacey's earlier insult, but in a much more loving way. "Let's go see how the new Zombies setlist you put together works out..."
"You were so fucking incredible tonight," Addison whispered in between kisses as they stealthily felt their way up the darkened stairway leading towards the rooftop.
"Me?" Zed asked as they finally reached the top "You want to talk about incredible…" He opened the door and pulled her outside. "Baby… you were lust personified up there!" The moment the door closed behind them he pinned her against the cold brick wall. "I was rock hard the entire fucking set."
Grinning, she unbuttoned and unzipped his black leather pants. "Seems like you still are. This better be because of me and not that brunette bimbo who's rack you were signing downstairs."
His head rolled back at the feel of her hands releasing him into the cold night. "Just you, Baby. Always. How could I ever want anyone else when I've got my very own fucking rock goddess!"
She dropped to her knees and licked her lips before dragging them over the head of his cock and staring up at him. His eye contact reaffirming his words. "I never did properly thank you for helping me out..." Teasing, sucking, tasting, she took him deep. He grabbed her head and fucked her hungry mouth. The fluid beading at the tip of his cock kissing the back of her throat. She provided a little hint of teeth every few strokes to remind him that she was in charge.
She spit on the head and spread it around with her fingers, enjoying the sensation of cold spit on his hot skin. She ran her tongue up and down the underside of his shaft. His head hit the wall as he hissed a long inhale. His hips returning to the game and thrusting into her mouth.
All too soon she stood and grabbed onto his sack. "I want these slapping my clit."
Grinning, he spun her around and shoved her cheek against the brick, lifting her miniskirt. "My pleasure, Baby."
"Damn right it is," she breathed out in a purr. Her bare ass stung as he smacked it hard.
He leaned over her shoulder as his fingers parted and penetrated her pussy lips. "Brat."
"You know it."
"I also know that I've been jonesing for a taste of your sweet cunt since this afternoon. Think I can get you to spray my face again like you did on stage?"
She shivered in anticipation. A flood of juice leaking down her legs, as she moaned long and hot. Her thighs quivered, losing their strength. She wobbled in his arms. "I wouldn't be opposed to trying." The pounding of his heart against her spine, the warmth of his breath, and the thought of him eating her out adding to the bliss of his finger moving in and out of her. She turned and caressed his rough cheek. His devious gaze bore through her, setting her insides on fire even more. The pleasure fanning out from there, and colliding straight with her heart.
"Give me five minutes with your pussy..." His middle finger still deep inside her, he squared his shoulders. Determination and commitment flared in his eyes. He withdrew and sucked the finger like a popsicle, complete with sound effects.
She bit her lip and moaned, almost coming from the sight. "I'll give you three minutes. Then I'm taking control of the situation."
"Deal." He dropped to his knees. She lifted her Gucci stiletto-booted foot and hooked her leg around his broad shoulders. "I have some great memories of these boots..." Without warning, he dove straight in. Using a combination of his tongue and hand, he stroked and sucked her clit while curling two fingers deep inside her. He pumped his arm fast and hit her straight in the G-spot.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..." she moaned. He pinned her back and arms against the wall. His head under her skirt, his cock jutting straight out from his leather pants. She twisted her hair into a thick, white rope and bit down on it to keep from screaming his fucking name into the stars.
The cold flipped her tits on high beams, but her skin was on fire. Beads of sweat blooming all over her. She tightened her grip around him as his tongue plunged in and out of her. Another finger gets in on the action. There had to be at least three fucking her now. At that point, she was pretty sure she could take the whole fist. She twisted away, grabbing him by the ears and pulling him up. "Fuck me. Fuck me until I come. I need you so fucking much." She turned around, slid up her skirt, and presented her ass for his viewing pleasure. She met his gaze over her shoulder. "Take me. However you want. Just fuck me."
He arched his brow and grinned, as he licked his hand and pumped his cock. "I love you so fucking much," he breathed out as he speared her pussy.
She threw her head back and bit off the "fuck" on the tip of her tongue. She ground her hips, twisted, and shook. Riding him like a corkscrew, no inhibitions, just embracing the crazy ride.
"That's it, Baby," he breathed in her hear, his lips skipping down the steamed column of her neck.
Yes, God, yes." She reached inside her coat and pulled her bustier down. She grabbed one of his hands and clamped it on her tit.
His other hand slid around front and rubbed her clit. "I'm gonna fill up this sweet little box."
She giggled as another swell of juices ran down her thigh. She needed more. "My ass, Zed. Do my ass like you did the other night in the bath. I wanna spray this fucking wall with cum graffiti."
"I'll lick it off the goddamn bricks," he whispered in her ear.
"Fuuuuuck…."
He paused for a moment. Her legs trembled at the sudden lack of friction. She pulled him out of the front and shoved his rod through the back door. A cry escaped her lips. She couldn't help it. At that point, she didn't care if anyone saw them. In fact, it might have turned her on even more.
His girth filled her, stretching her to the point of ripping. She needed the agonizing pleasure so badly. She needed him.
"Adds… Jesus Christ, you're fucking wild tonight." He grabbed her by the hair and pulled her back to look at him. Their lips falling into a kissing frenzy.
"I thought I'd find you two up here..."
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AUTHOR'S NOTE: *Que dramatic music and gasps. Another cliffy! Who could have possibly busted these two? Leave me your guesses in the comments!
Please forgive me if this chapter was all over the place. Cold meds are no joke, and I'm loopy AF.
SONGS USED IN THIS CHAPTER:
Bring Me To Life, Evanescence
Crazy Beautiful, Austin P. McKenzie
Potions, Car Astor
Not Afraid Anymore, Halsey