Disclaimer; I don't own Degrassi

ELI' POV

I'm at my wits end it's been two weeks since Julia left she doesn't call stop by nothing and frankly it pisses me off I get she doesn't want me but Rachel what did she forget she has a daughter?

I have barely been sleeping there's too much to do not enough hours in a day. I've got the bags under my eyes as proof of my sleepless nights.

"Ewe that's nasty food" Rachel yelled throwing the frozen vegetable from the shopping cart, shopping with a five year old is not ideal.

I was too tired to fight so I took what we had in the cart to check out and went for the car.

We went home and I made dinner to the best of my ability and put Ray to bed. I don't know what I'm going to do I hate to do what I'm about ready to do.

I swallow my pride and went for the phone and called the only person I could count on forever and would never turn me away.

"hello mom yeah listen I don't know how to say this so hear goes Julia left me…yeah…okay…yeah….okay I love you to" I hung up the phone my mother didn't grill me to my surprise but I knew she would I was just great full she would help me.

"My poor baby boy. Look at you, you look like hell baby cakes go to sleep mom is here now and everything will be great" I could see her already running around like a white tornado cleaning everything in her path, with a sleepy smile I headed to bed.

CLARE'S POV

KC came to bed after his shower he nudged me but I pretended to be asleep.

"I'm so sorry" he whispered

"I know I'm wrong I know I'm hurting you what is wrong with me?"

I actually wondered the same thing on a daily basis. But not only what's wrong with KC I also wonder what's wrong with me KC is a dick but I'm still here what's that make me?

I silently cried myself to sleep.

The next day KC was actually around my instincts told me to keep my guard up but I said to hell with that it's not often that he is so…present I should enjoy it while it lasts.

"I'm sorry Clare" he said randomly

"For what?" I asked before I could stop myself. I hoped he would lie I didn't want him to admit to cheating; because it would become real I would have to deal with it. No thank you I'm fine with denial.

"Just not always being around I've fucked up a lot and I just don't know how to fix it"

I wanted to scream I wanted to tell him then be here don't screw those home wreckers be with your family but I felt my throat dry up and I could find my voice oh who am I kidding even if I just finished a glass of water I'd stay quiet.

"Its fine" it most certainly is not!

9YEARS LATER! (DUN DUN DUN)

CLARE'S POV

"Cody hurry up, you're going to miss your bus you don't want to be late for the first day of high school do you?"

I heard shuffling down the stairs I went to catch him before he left I went to kiss him but he dodged me.

"Wait breakfast?"

"No" his simple answers was all I seem to be getting lately.

"When will you be home?"

"Later" he said putting on his big head phones noise cancellation.

Soon his shape disappeared in the distance. Then I head light steps and a final thud from Melissa jumping the last three steps I look up and down her out fit.

"You're going to wear that to school? Honey, don't you think it's a bit loud."

"Kind of the point mother" I looked at her outfit again she was wearing a lime green tank top with a matching tutu black leggings and green poke doted converse she grabbed a light black jacket and headed for the door.

"Wait I made breakfast; eggs pancakes bacon. She scrunched up her face in distaste and grabbed an apple kissed me on the cheek and ran for the door I ran after her and yelled

"Watch out for your bother it's his first day you know"

ELI'S POV

"Ray you ready?"

"No! I need more time I look horrible!" this girl is ridiculous I mentally laughed.

"I'm sure you look fine c'mon you're going to be late!"

"I'd rather be late then go looking stupid"

"Ugh my clothes are ugly!" she yelled

"Come on drama queen or you can walk there"

"Wait just a couple minutes"

"Now ray" I said in a stern voice.

She laughed "I look horrible!"

"I'm sure you don't" she came out finally.

"Oh maybe you don't look to good" I joked and regretted it she looked shocked and then panicked.

"Wait I can fix it" she went back locking the door

"Ray it was a joke you look beautiful as always lets go"

"You're saying that because you have to you're my dad"

"No I'd tell you if your ugly which your not" she stopped answering and then came out ten minutes later.

"how do I look" she said spinning she was wearing a flowery shirk with a pink tank top tucked in with a thick black belt flats and a pink sweater I don't get girl fashion guys have it easy; tee shirt and jeans.

"Amazing"

"Eh it'll do"

"Can we go now queen Rachel?"

"Yes we may is my carriage awaiting"

"Right this way madam" we both chuckled.

We got in my car and were at Degrassi in a couple minutes my babies first day of high school.

"Okay so here's lunch money, don't talk to boys and don't get bullied"

"Yeah, yeah" she said holding out her hand for the money I gave her fifteen. She kissed my cheek and hopped out of the car I saw heads turning as she walked into school guy's heads turning I'm going to have to keep a special eye out I guess. I know how guys function and if any boy tried to hurt ray I wouldn't hesitate rip there head off. I left Degrassi heading for work.

So from now on it will be in Eli, Clare, and sometimes the kid's pov

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