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Chapter 3...


Kendall's View

"Kendall?" Logan says as he, Carlos and James walk in.

"Yep!"

"You ready to hang out later?" James asks.

"Yeah! Oh and I invited Lucy as well." I say, no big deal.

"Yeah, it's cool, we haven't seen her in ages." Carlos says getting food.

"Wait." James says all of a sudden.

"What?" I ask.

Logan looks like he has caught on to what James is thinking.

"What?" I repeat.

"Did you invite Lucy AND Jo?" Logan begins, but James continues from him.

"OR did you invite Lucy INSTEAD of Jo?"

"I invited Jo when she came over her, she said no. Then since me and Lucy have spent the day together I thought it would be cool to invite her."

"And Jo's ok with that?" Carlos asks.

"She would be if she knew."

"She doesn't know?"

"Nope. Look it's not a big deal guys, Lucy is a friend of ours, all of us."

"Yep. Very true. BUT" James continues "Lucy is also the girl that Jo walked in on you kissing when she got back here. How would she be ok with you and Lucy spending the day AND night together?"

I give them a 'really' look then say "Lucy and I are FRIENDS and she probably knows that me and Lucy spent the day together since, she did come by while me and Lucy were throwing pillows at each other."

"A pillow fight? Seriously!" James almost shouts.

"Get over it James." I say before walking into the kitchen to get another drink. "Anyway I told Lucy I would go get her before we decided what to do. So should I get her now or do you wanna watch TV first?"

"Might as well get her now, we'll end up watching TV at some point anyway." Logan points out. "Since Lucy is coming-"

"Yes Logan Camille can too" James says interrupting him again.

"Great I'll get her."

"I'll come with" I say "We'll get Lucy at the same time."

"Uh Kendall you do know Lucy is only next door right?" Carlos points out.

"Yep, but shes a girl. We'll tell her we're ready, she'll want to get ready, we get Camille and then come back and get Lucy." I point out. The boys nod their heads and me and Logan exit the room.

"Hey Lucy. Come over when you're ready" I say with a smile after she opens her door.

"Great be over in ten, gotta get a few things, want me to bring anything extra?" She asks.

Me and Logan look at each other, then back at her.

"Nope."

"Ok see you in ten" she says with a smile before closing the door.

On the way to Camille Logan decides to bring up the Lucy and Jo conversation.

"Ok Kendall. We both know you still have feelings for Lucy, why are you still with Jo if Lucy's back?"

"Because Logan" I take a deep breath, "Lucy left because I picked Jo. She's clearly over me, and I do still like Jo so this way just works out."

"You know we all left the choice to you right?" Logan asks, for a reason which I don't understand.

"Yes?" I say, unsure.

"We all thought you would go with Lucy."

"Really?"

"Well yeah. You have more in common, you both love music so if one of you were to go on tour the other would understand and be fine with it. She wouldn't move away for a job, like Jo did."

"Any other reasons? Or is the list over?"

"Well if you want the truth."

"Which I do."

"Then. Lucy's more fun Kendall, you know that. And she made more of an effort with us than Jo ever has."

"I wouldn't say she made more of an effort." I say knowing I'm wrong, Jo did try for a few days at least but, it didn't really work. They get along but aren't as close as Lucy and them. Logan gives me a look as we arrive out side Camille's.

He knocks three times on her door. "Oh and you're feelings for her are really strong. Love science. They scored the same, even though you and Jo have known each other for longer."

I give him a confused look, about to say something, I open my mouth but, at that second Camille opens the door. This is one thing I really don't want to talk about infront of her, considering she is both of theirs' best friend.

"Yep, I'll hang out with you guys." She says when she see's us.

"How did you know?" Logan asked.

"Carlos texted me."

"Right." Logan says, clearly confused.

"Off we go, Lucy should be ready by now." I say before we start walking back towards the apartment.

"Lucy?"

"Yeah Kendall invited her." Logan explains.

"What about Jo?"

"She didn't want to come" I say, no big deal.

"Doesn't surprise me" I hear Camille say under her breath.

"Why?" I ask.

"What? I didn't say anything." Camille says as Lucy steps out of her room "Lucy!" She shouts.

"Hey Camille, you do realize you saw me yesterday?" Lucy says as Camille drags her into a tight hug.

"I know, just to long" she says pulling away, causing Lucy to smile.

"So whats the plan for the night?" Lucy asks as we walk into the bos laying across the couch watching TV.

"No idea. You two can pick the first activity of this evening." I say as I turn off the TV and Logan makes the boys get up.

"Well..." Camille says "I have no ideas."

"Same" Lucy agrees.

"Well this night is off to a great start." Carlos says sarcastically.

"Back to TV!" James shouts before trying to turn the TV back on but I block his way.

"No James. No TV! We haven't seen Lucy in ages and haven't hung out in ages."

"Why haven't you hung out? You live and work together." Lucy asks.

"Yeah well Kendall here has been spending time with Jo whenever she had a free second from filming." James points out.

"Oh." Lucy says.

"Anyway!" Logan and Camille say in unison.

"How about we go to the pool? Or th roof? Or everywhere?" Lucy suggests.

"You really missed it here didn't you?" I ask.

"Yep! Man am I glad to be back!" She says laughing.

"Ok, so travelling around the Plamwoods it is!" James say before running out of the apartment first, then coming straight back in. "Where first?" He asks.

Lucy and I nod at each other before saying "roof" in unison.

Then we set off to get to the roof.


"It's peaceful up here isn't it?" Lucy asks as we are all throwing a tennis ball back and forth.

"Yeah, it really is." Camille agrees.

I nod my head, "I can't believe none of us have come up here before."

"I know" James says "it's the perfect romantic spot when it's dark." We all shake our heads and laugh at his comment.

"Y'know, a few chairs or bean bags up here and it could be really comfy." I point out.

"A great hang out spot." Carlos says.

"Just for us." Lucy agrees throwing the ball back to me.

"Well then lets do it!" Camille says smiling widely.

"It's simple enough." Logan agrees.

"And it can just be for us, the ones that are here right now" James adds, everyone looks towards me.

"That means no inviting Jo up here." Carlos explains.

"Guys, you can't expect him to not tell his girlfriend." Lucy says trying to defend Jo. Strange how Camille didn't have a problem with it.

"Well Jo lost the right to this place when she said she didn't want to come." Carlos argues, I nod my head in agreement.

"It's fine Lucy. This is our place, if she doesn't want to hang out with ALL of us then, there really is no need in her knowing." I say putting on a fake smile, which by the look on Lucy's face, she can see straight through.

"Ok it's settled then." Camille confirms.

"And no one can bring anyone else up here." Logan demands, "agreed?" Everyone nods in agreement.

"Great, so can we get the bean bags and stuff now? I really want to sit down." Lucy asks.

"Sure."

Ten Minutes Later

"Well that was quick" I say sitting down on my bean bag between Lucy and Carlos.

"Comfy." Lucy says smiling we all laugh lightly at how relaxed she suddenly seemed.

"You know it's really late and since Gustavo said James, Carlos and I have to go in to do vocal exercise's again tomorrow morning at eight, we should probably go to bed." Logan says as he, James, Carlos and Camille get up.

"Oh and he said you and Lucy can use the studio from one onwards to write the song" James says as the all leave.

"Well I should probably go to" Lucy and I say in unison, making us both laugh.

As we get to out apartments we both say "night" and go inside.


Hours Later

I've been sitting up awake for hours. I can't sleep.

I get up and walk, ending up at the pool. I never realized how beautiful the pool is at night.

I have my feet dipped in the water when I notice someone sitting down next to me.

"Hey" they say, I know that voice.

"Hey Lucy, couldn't sleep?"

"Yep." She confirms. "Now if I remember correctly Kendall Knight can sleep any time, unless he is thinking a lot about something."

I smile slightly.

"So what is it you're thinking about?"

I just stare at the water.

"Ok so if you won't answer that question then answer this. Why do the guys not seem to like Jo that much? I thought you were alla big group or something."

"Yeah so did I."

"What happened?"

"Well as I found out today, Jo didn't make much of an effort with the boys. Well I guess I already knew that."

"Well if you already knew then why are you thinking about it?"

"Because I didn't accept it until Logan told me today."

"Really? He just told you? upfront?"

"Yep."

"Wow."

"You just managed to get me to talk about what I was thinking." I say laughing slightly.

"Yeah, well after tonight I could guess what was wrong."

"What do you mean?"

"Well you agreed to not tell Jo about the roof. And the boys said that she missed her chance. It was clear you were upset, hurt and wanted to think about it."

"You know me to well." I say turning to look at her.

"Yeah well, I got to know you really well."

"Yeah, I got to know you really well too." We smile at each other.

"You done thinking so you can sleep?" She asks after a few minutes.

"Still thinking a bit, you can go though if you want too."

"Well normally I would stay up but, the plan is to finish that song tomorrow and I need sleep to do that." She said smiling and getting up.

Just before she goes inside I say "you never did tell me why you couldn't sleep!"

"Something was just keeping me up, I guess it isn't now" she said with a smile, "night."

"Night" I say smiling back before she goes inside.

"Well today was a nice day" I whisper to myself.

As I turn to walk inside I look up at the windows and notice a light still on, I think it's Jo's but I could be worng.


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