Chapter 31: "Blind Side ~Under Blue Sky~ Part II"
(Warning: This chapter contains sexual content. If you are offended by such content, or do not like to see yuri pairings, you may wish to skip this chapter.)
…...Well...
I've... already gone this far, haven't I?
I, I've already let her kiss me... and feel me... and... stick her fingers inside of me...
She's already felt my most intimate places... places that she shouldn't have touched, but she did, and they're making me feel so hot...
…...Hot, and... it felt good... I don't know why, but it did...
"Well? It's up to you, Tohno..." The blue-haired girl looks back at me, her face lightly blushing and her own breathing a little quickened, lips parted slightly to allow the increased airflow out.
I try my best to focus on Souka's eyes. My mind isn't thinking clearly right now... but I think the look in them says if I really want her to stop, she will, but she's hoping I'll trust her...
Trust... trust her? To do this to me...?
Even though she's a girl...?
...Well... as weird as it sounds... if she's really liked me that way this whole time, and wants to love me... it'd be rude to refuse…...
…...…So I nod, on that thought, not even fully sure why.
Souka smiles when I nod. She looks like the sort of girl who just got exactly what she wanted for her birthday. "Then just leave it to me, Tohno. Close your eyes, lay back, and relax..."
I swallow the abundance of saliva in my mouth. For some reason, my mouth was almost overflowing. I then lay back and close my eyes, just as instructed. Leaving it all in her hands…...
…...Why am I allowing her to do this all? Is it because I'm feeling obliged?
No... no, that's not it... am, am I curious...? No, I don't think that's it either...
But still... it's a girl. A rather boyish girl, but a girl. I, I've seen Souka's anatomy once or twice. She's definitely a girl, so there's no question, nor reason to try to trick myself into thinking it's really a boy doing these things to me...
…These things that Otou-sama said were supposed to wait for marriage. Well, the penetration, at least. The rest of it, those are things I never felt before, but...
…...Those things are what made me feel the hottest.
Warm. I'm so warm. It feels like I've absorbed heat from somebody, but I know I haven't...
I feel Souka's hands rubbing all over my body. Chest, stomach, thighs... they rub everywhere. Stroking. Massaging.
…...It feels good. It makes me want her to move those hands and those fingers back to where they were just a few moments ago...
As if reading my thoughts, I feel her move back under my dress. Part of me still can't believe I'm letting her do th–
"‼⁉"
My hips push once more as a strange sensation caresses my anatomy.
It... was warm. And... moist. And... different from a finger by far...
My eyes open once more, and I manage to lift my head up slightly. I see it is no longer just a hand under my dress... it is Souka's whole upper body.
That sensation again. A sharp gasp enters my lungs.
I... Is she... licking... there?ǃ N-No, that's dirty, I go from there…...!
A third. It's like fireworks exploding all over my body...
I can't keep my head up anymore. It settles back to the ground, and the air that had just begun to settle in my lungs resumes its inability to stay there.
Fourth. Without my willing it, my hips push into this warm, bumpy surface, and a strangled noise emits from my throat.
Th... There's no doubt that she's licking...
Licking the place... where I eliminate from...
I, it's fine for sex between a man and a woman. The man puts himself in, so the fact that he would also go from there is of little concern, but no man would ever lick where a girl goes from... nor would a girl ever lick a man's penis, so...
…...…Why is Souka licking there?
Could... this be something girls do to other girls, to make up for the lack of a penis...?
I don't know anything about this. I don't even know why I'm thinking these sorts of things. These thoughts, like countless others, appear in my mind and seemingly vanish just as quickly.
I feel Souka's tongue move away from a second, and a laugh that can only be described as impish comes from her throat. "Hmhmhm... your clit's twitching hard, Tohno. You like being licked there, huh...?"
Looking at her as she speaks, she even looks like a imp. She's certainly grinning like one...
"...S-Souka," I manage to begin. "...Th, that place is dirty. You shouldn't be–"
"Eh. It won't kill me. Some people drink pee, you know?" She shrugs her shoulders.
"...Some people drink it?ǃ" Is what flies out of my mouth without realizing it.
Souka laughs. "Easy, Tohno, I'm not gonna have you do that! Besides... you're too wound up in how good just the basic stuff feels to even begin exploring fetishes yet."
…Fetishes?
"Don't worry about that for now, though," she tells me with a wave of her hand. "Make yourself more comfortable... and don't worry about the mess... I'll take care of that." She licks her lips a little.
…...My body's legs move apart on some unheard, yet understood command. I feel Souka's hands rubbing all over my thighs, especially the inner sections, and playing slightly with the long stockings I wear as she leans back in. At the same time, her tongue... resumes licking up the fluids...
Th... That's disgusting... but it's making my body... hot...
It should be disgusting... shouldn't it? It would smell of sweat, and body odor, and perhaps a slight bit of urine, but... Souka seems not to care...
Does... does it please her, for some reason, to be smelling and tasting those odors? It's so disgusting, but... it's making me feel warmer and warmer with every lick she does to me...
A moan escapes my throat, as if I were in pain. But I'm not in pain...
"Mmmmm... that sounds like you like it, Tohno." A kiss, planted on my pubic mound, Souka seeming to not even care about the amount of hair that's there. Then, the licking resumes. Careful licks, that spread and press parts of my anatomy in different directions, resulting in stimulation I can feel deep inside my body, in places that could never be directly touched.
Another moan emits from deep in my throat. Not pain…...
…...Pleasure…...
Like a hot bath, or a good meal. This is a pleasure.
Except instead of the pleasure being in an item... this pleasure comes from within.
That's why it's so intense...
...That's why it's so hot...
…...That's why it's so good.
I feel Souka stop her actions for a moment, and her hands reach for the front of my dress. As if she had known it was there all along, she quickly finds the clasp and the zipper, and loosens them.
"Lift your butt up for a sec, Tohno." Her simple command.
My hips oblige even as I'm processing her words. It's... it's almost like my body has a mind of its own right now, and could not care less what my mind would command it to do.
I cannot help but look down, my breathing quick and sharp, as I see her pull off my dress, and my underwear all at once.
My black pubic hair, coated lightly in fluids.
…...My clitoris, erect, sticking out slightly, twitching with the pulse of my racing heart...
"There we go. I didn't want to keep you waiting too long. Unless you're into that sort of thing, heh..." She says something I don't quite understand as she unceremoniously tosses my lower clothing to the ground... and then all I can do is watch as I see her lips part, and her tongue lick my swollen nub.
I gasp sharply and feel my eyes widen. Without realizing it, my hands reach for her head and hold on tightly.
Incredulously, I look at her, as she licks at my most private place with her tongue. Each lick, sending a tongue of fire throughout my body. Each lick, making my hands grip her head a little more tightly. Every once in awhile she looks up at me, and simply smiles as she licks, making each one feel even more hot still.
Before long, I feel a warm trickle of fluid flowing. But I know it isn't Souka's saliva...
…...Instinctively, I know it's fluid from my vagina. Fluids that say I'm ready for sex.
Fluids that are coming out because of the tongue of Tsukihime Souka, licking on a small, sensitive bump of flesh.
The body doesn't know that Souka is female. My body doesn't even care about Souka's gender right now, at all. All it knows is that someone is licking a place that is designed for reproduction, and so it's... responding as it should. It is preparing me for sex.
But... the only things Souka can penetrate me with are her fingers. Logically, then, the fluids are nothing but waste...
…...Or something for her to lick up and clean.
…...…Does she enjoy the taste of them? Does it please her, for some reason...?
I feel the warm fluids slowly drooling out of me. With her rougher licks, I can feel my vagina convulse in reaction, and that causes the fluid amount coming out to increase.
Slowly, I can feel it coat more and more places. The perineum, the fold of skin that separates the vagina from the anus.
...Eventually, it coats the anus itself, causing me to shiver at the sensation of liquid warmth there.
Before long, I can feel it having mostly collected in a small puddle on the ground, running down the split that forms the buttocks, coating them a bit itself. It's around this time that Souka stops looking, and with a devilish grin... her tongue begins to lap at those fluids.
But... not from the source... she's cleaning up what's drooled down...
"Khhhhnnnn...! N-No, Souka, those places are definitely...!"
My throat is cut off by another lick that turned what would have been my last word into a strange, indescribable high-pitched cry.
The vagina and clitoris is bad enough... but now, Souka is licking the perineum... and my gluteal cleft...
…...and the other hole that's even dirtier than the first one.
D... Doesn't she know she can get sick?ǃ Th, that's where bodily waste…...!
But Souka doesn't stop. Instead... that just seems to encourage her. I hear her moan from deep in her throat, and now with my dress gone, I can see one of her arms moving steadily as the other rubs on my legs, my stomach, my pubic mound, sending shivers up my spine.
My eyes trace the arm. It... leads into Souka's clothing...
…...She's... touching herself even as she tastes me in that way...?
W...Why? Why would she do that now, of all times, licking up waste fluids my body is producing...?
…...…Why am I looking at that place so intently...?
...This... excites me... but why...? I feel the heat in my body... it's so intense now it feels like I'm burning, but seeing that... made it hotter still...
I... I don't understand...
What she's doing... how I'm feeling... this is all so different and altered from my usual state of mind that I don't understand a single reason why she's doing these things... or why I'm responding how I am...
What little of my strength is left begins to melt away, the heat being produced from within draining the reserves of energy from my muscles. I settle more fully on the ground, my head, once more laying fully back. My eyes, staring up, as air exits my lungs just as quickly as it enters them.
A blue sky overhead.
Clouds, slowly moving.
The only witnesses able to see just what Tsukihime Souka is doing to Tohno Akiha right now.
Whether they are witnesses to damn me, or mere observers, I don't know...
...But... I don't care, either...
I don't care who else sees it right now... Hisui, Len, Kohaku, Yumizuka-san, Nii-san... this feels too good for me to want to stop them from seeing me like this...
...No, I'd... want them to join in if they wished to…...
My whole body... it feels so hot... I haven't felt this hot in a long time...
I forgot how good it felt...
I feel some drool flow out of the corner of my mouth as I gasp hotly for air that refuses to stay in my lungs. My body feels too good to even care right now, and my arms would just ignore my mind's will if I tried to wipe it anyway...
My legs, spread wide open. Being massaged and lightly squeezed by the spare hand of Tsukihime Souka. Stroking the inner thighs, my stomach, and my buttocks, giving light squeezes and massages, causing my hips to push into that intense stimulation even more...
…...And as good as this feels, it's nothing compared to the sensation that just shot through me like a bullet.
A sensation so sharp, I couldn't help but audibly cry out and grind my hips hard into Souka's face.
The sensation... was of something warm, and soft, and moist closing around my clitoris.
And then... a sucking.
My eyes go wide from it, and my whole body shudders violently. Another strange noise comes from my throat... one that I can't possibly describe except as the sound of some kind of animalistic encouragement.
Gasping, panting, moaning, and various sounds that can't be described come from my throat, as the warmth continues to suck on my clitoris, like a baby attempting to breastfeed. But her body seems to know what they are. It rewards mine with reinforcement by various licks, kisses, and sucks... which causes more of the noises come out.
A vicious cycle.
I feel her lips rub, and squeeze, and suck... and occasionally, I feel her tongue rub on the tip of my clitoris, or tracing along the folds of my labia, or take whatever aborted breathing I have away by quickly slipping her tongue inside. Each and every one of these things sends blasts of lightning, of pure electric heat, through my body.
…...It's not fair.
It's not fair for something this wrong to feel this good. It's temptation. It's everything that something like this shouldn't be.
It's not messy or dirty – Souka's tongue is taking care of that. Most of the mess... she's licking up. Not caring about the taste, or the stickiness, or the fact that it's coming from my genitals...
Not caring at all. Accepting it completely. And in the process, touching me, stroking me, massaging me. Making me feel warmer, and warmer, encouraging me to simply let her take care of everything, and just to enjoy the intense heat that it's generating...
The heat that makes it feel so, so good...
It shouldn't feel this good. If I knew it felt this good, I might've done this years ago...
I thought only a male could make it feel good... th, that's what Otou-sama said, about sex needing a male.
If... If she were a boy... and Souka was doing this to me...
I can feel my vagina throbbing, and for some reason, a sense of emptiness, especially after Souka withdraws her tongue. Is that normal...?
But... Souka is making my body feel hotter than it ever has...
Everywhere her hands move, every place her lips touch, every time she licks somewhere... I feel my body craving more, and more, and more of it. It doesn't stop. It just wants more.
More. More. More. Like a madman, only able to repeat one word, or one desire. That is all my body wants, is more of this. And it doesn't want it to stop. Ever...
It wants it so bad that if she goes too long ignoring it, a piteous-sounding moan comes out of my throat, and my hips attempt to non-verbally communicate the need for her to touch and lick there, by rubbing against her in some desperate attempt to stimulate those spots, to push more into her face the parts that it wants to be touched. Smirking heavily at these reactions, she obliges, and heat floods into me when she does.
…...Heat. It's so hot. I feel it radiating out of me. My body, which should be able to hold all this excessive heat, no longer can. It feels like it's pouring out, from everywhere. From every pore in my skin, from every opening in my body...
But... especially from my head... and my chest... and…... from down there…...
This shirt is uncomfortable. I want to take it off. My hands reach for it, but they can't maneuver the buttons. I settle instead for trying to fan at least my face with my hands. It's mostly futile.
My stockings... they're making my legs uncomfortably warm. I want to take them off, too...
My bra... I've never wanted to not wear a bra in my life, ever since puberty began and I realized I needed to begin to wear them... but right now, I want even that off.
…...I want to be fully naked, because that is the only way this furnace that has been turned on by Souka's touch will cool to some kind of comfortable temperature.
I feel like... I feel like I'm burning. Burning, and melting, and boiling, all at once, somehow...
All from the hands, and fingers, and lips, and tongue of Tsukihime Souka. The way they move, the places they rub, and pinch, and taste... it's all a sign that she's done this before. That I'm not the first person she's been this way with.
She has to have done this before with someone. But who...? Who would she share that experience with? Who was her first? She had to have had a first person to do this with, right...?
Could... could she have done this with our other friends...?
Without warning, a vision of Hanei enters my mind. Much the same way I am now. Naked. Sweating. Gasping for air, her large breasts heaving up and down as her lungs fight to keep air inside. Her genitals, exposed for all to see as they're being licked at by Souka. Crying out various noises, and mumbling words like "Sou-chan" over and over and over…...
…..N-No, Hanei is too pure and sweet for that. Th, that's defiling her... get out of my mind!
…...…The only other logical choice would be Seo Akira. Small, girlish Seo Akira, she of the identical-sized chest and yet a girl's figure, not a woman's. But she would be different... she would be more active in this, I would think, pushing her hips into Souka's face and fingers and–
...G-God, why am I thinking these?ǃ That's wrong! Wrong, wrong, wrong!
My friends... well, Hanei and Seo... okay, maybe only Hanei... but I know Hanei is definitely not into girls! Seo says she isn't either, but that doujinshi...
…...She may say those things, but... what if she really does want them and is too embarrassed to admit it...?
Another sharp lick shatters those thoughts out of my head entirely, almost as if it's calling my attention back down to what's going on. With a gasp of surprise, I look down at Souka.
Her hoodie's open. She wears no bra underneath... exposing breasts that are smaller than even my own. The nipples, slightly puffy looking, stick out like eraser tips on pencils.
...Her pants are down around her thighs. I can see a dampened spot in her underwear, as if she'd soiled herself.
…...Her pubic mound, covered in blue pubic hair. And two fingers of her hand rubbing the pink flesh that looks swollen, smearing the fluids all over her own groin, sticking to her fingers thickly...
She doesn't seem to even notice that I'm looking. Her own eyes are closed, her face is fully flushed, and she's rubbing herself, her flesh making light, moist, sticking noises and the odors of her act slowly drifting over to my nose, like some kind of invitation.
…...…Why?
Why does seeing her in this way make me feel even hotter…...?
It, It's not like I haven't seen Souka's body before on accident. I didn't look at it, but for some reason, I can't pull my eyes away from it...
All I can do is watch as what she's doing has made even her body change.
No... not just her body... her mind as well.
For some reason, all of what she's doing has made her more... animal. The movements aren't as careful. The rubbing, not as kind.
It's more of a dominance thing, right now...
My nose won't stop inhaling the fragrance that's being emitted... a mix of Gardenia, and sweat, and what must be the odors from... inside her body...
…...Why do I want to see that...? What she looks like inside...?
Th, that's disgusting... there's no reason to want something like that, ever... but it's what I want... for a reason I can't explain...
My eyes close, and the image enters my mind as if it was meant to. A slightly smirking Souka, relaxed in a chair, fingers spreading her labia wide, almost inviting me to come in and do absolutely whatever I wished. To smell it. To lick it...
…..Why... why do I want this...?
Seeing her like this, though... seeing how she looks... how she smells... in this state...
…...For some reason, this creates a massive change in my body. I can feel it. An uncomfortable feeling.
A feeling that... that I need to release.
But... with her mouth right there... that...
"...S-Souka... please... stop... I... I need to..." With great difficulty, I can control my mouth, and manage to get words out.
She stops for a moment, her cheeks flushed, her breath as quick as mine and her voice slightly raspier than usual. "Need to what, Tohno? Cum? Go ahead. I gotcha." And she resumes immediately.
"NNNGH! N-No, Souka! I, I need... to urinate... so... please...!" If I do so on her... that will be so embarrassing I'll die...
"Nah. You need to cum. Go ahead." And just as quickly, she resumes once more.
"S-Souka!" I try to tell her, but instead of finishing, my mind's thoughts are severed completely, by yet another new sensation.
It... it feels like Souka has... curled her tongue, and...
...This feeling...
...This feeling...
...This feeling...
...This feeling...
...This feeling...
...This feeling... that... I'm dying...
I feel a massive, intense surge of heat suddenly blast throughout my entire body.
A strange, high cry is the only noise my voice can make. My last...
My hands involuntarily push Souka into my body... into my anatomy... as hard as they possibly can. A death grip...
My hips slam into her face. They will not remove themselves. They seek to fuse with it...
And then... just like that...
…...Tohno Akiha dies, as her body goes into a spasm of death. Just like a corpse, it stiffens and then twitches and jerks randomly as the fluids of life pour out...
I lose sense of everything. Of touch. Of time. Of reality.
It feels like my soul is ripping free from my body, and it eventually manages to wrench itself free.
"GOOD GIRL!‼ Didn't that feel GREAT, Tohno?" ...Her voice, so distant...
Along with the feeling of wetness and life flowing out of my body, and the faint sensations of something licking it up...
…...It's the last thing I'll ever feel and see... all goes bright.
...Goodbye... and... sorry, Nii-san…...…
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Next Week (1/9/11) – Chapter 32: "An Existence, Evergreen"